警告:以下內容涉及敏感議題及部分特殊場面,若感不適,請立即關閉本文。63Please respect copyright.PENANAgY7z1jLpZQ
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—嗯,我過得超~好
「我沒事。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAIZt1NSmxLP
「⋯⋯我超好的。」63Please respect copyright.PENANA3dJdAyXIcw
約莫三坪的黑暗中,兩根細長的手指伴隨一段低沉而無力的女聲,在僅有的光源上緩慢移動著。
—說出來你可能不信
幾筆墨黑躍然而出。
—我最近做什麼都超順的欸!63Please respect copyright.PENANAonUkbK1er0
—每天起床都很莫名很有精神63Please respect copyright.PENANAlOr7tM9vKB
—買東西都剛好會遇到不太需要排隊的時段63Please respect copyright.PENANAmmNua4rFBt
—喔對也不會有沒貨的問題
咑咑咑
—所以不要跟我說什麼是因為賣完了才沒人63Please respect copyright.PENANApl0z93SGzH
—還有很多63Please respect copyright.PENANAmLhZ6fJfvw
—像是要趕時間的時候大部分不會遇到紅燈63Please respect copyright.PENANA5oNS7UKkKt
—通勤的時候不太塞車63Please respect copyright.PENANAeMWnmd8aun
—打字的時候不太需要選字審字63Please respect copyright.PENANAUMneyx9U3I
—還有很多其他63Please respect copyright.PENANACKkUOu9aGE
—反正就是
咑咑咑
—不只事情都確實按著計畫走63Please respect copyright.PENANATULmmWhPfc
—還有很多意外的小確幸63Please respect copyright.PENANAIAtiFxP7Nv
—房東太太也很好相處63Please respect copyright.PENANAvYUXh3umnb
—你知道63Please respect copyright.PENANAxWCrJdWjNe
—這種便利的小幸運真的是63Please respect copyright.PENANABH8MTRaOGq
—可遇不可求63Please respect copyright.PENANAA95loNRGgp
—所以我最近心情真的63Please respect copyright.PENANAoyCM7YTzNJ
—超好!
咑
「哈哈⋯噗哈哈哈哈⋯⋯⋯咳咳咳⋯」63Please respect copyright.PENANAvxy2IlKhlV
幾滴嫣紅的狂笑自嘴角流出,敲擊聲再次響起。
咑咑咑
—然後公司裡啊63Please respect copyright.PENANAqsqOuUuswP
—大家人都63Please respect copyright.PENANAnkOJNJaMiJ
—該怎麼說63Please respect copyright.PENANAx0GTtkdwVx
—看起來有點難親近的同事實際上是那種外冷內熱的類型63Please respect copyright.PENANAyiJ42ZZtpg
—開始變熟了之後63Please respect copyright.PENANAYyvfmmmiWC
—發現不只很好說話
咑咑咑
—樂於助人63Please respect copyright.PENANAPuVyYwcENd
—對大家都很貼心
「⋯很貼心,熱心助人⋯⋯」一坨沾染著幾許赭紅的衛生紙被丟出床外。
—而且主管人也很好63Please respect copyright.PENANAovQoEV1LED
—架子不高,很有責任感63Please respect copyright.PENANANUk3weMWzf
—不會一直讓人覺得很壓迫63Please respect copyright.PENANAAqQNcfV8Co
—也不會亂塞一堆無理的工作然後當甩手掌櫃63Please respect copyright.PENANA9sKFl6dyBf
—而且⋯⋯
⋯⋯
⋯⋯陸陸續續又打了兩分鐘後,敲擊聲再次唐突地停了下來。63Please respect copyright.PENANAW8uH2QDIoa
她看著螢幕,陷入沉默。63Please respect copyright.PENANAsEnK2VQJwC
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「⋯⋯」
褪下包裹著的厚重棉被,揮開旁邊成堆的衛生紙,她托起身子,走近梳妝台。63Please respect copyright.PENANALMGQVdiyPv
稍顯陳舊的白花藤椅在她的拉扯下發出一聲尖銳叫喊,但她不予理會,徑直坐下。63Please respect copyright.PENANARGw18TqqVj
「哼哼哼~」63Please respect copyright.PENANAocHjCcP1w2
一段不知名的旋律輕巧地推開發紫的薄唇,墜落在無光的空虛之中。63Please respect copyright.PENANAwiC1bafl43
她拍上化妝水,開始上妝。63Please respect copyright.PENANAQT0juGgHcf
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「哼哼哼~咳咳⋯⋯」63Please respect copyright.PENANA9fupda5pyu
一邊扯開喉嚨,盡可能模仿著她那淒美的樂聲,我看著她一步一步完成商業用妝容,開始梳理自己深褐色的長髮。63Please respect copyright.PENANAi6HmttffHO
琥珀色的扁梳不發一語,輕柔而無聲地帶走了一絲又一絲,渲上幾點鏽斑的棕髮。剩餘的髮絲被撥到右肩上,襯出頸部那圈靛色的瘀青。63Please respect copyright.PENANAUGSc8Menit
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這不是我第一次看她上妝了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAkjlGjlaykT
但不管幾次,總覺得有哪裡不太滿意。
是配色不太好嗎?63Please respect copyright.PENANALgcKrzmHzG
眼影太深了嗎?63Please respect copyright.PENANAeAOdtX1rs7
唇色太濃了嗎?63Please respect copyright.PENANAyD8jAwzyQy
底妝太飽和了嗎?63Please respect copyright.PENANAwbWgNthFvF
還是真的只是感覺問題?不過我們最近都還是跟以前一樣心情都不錯欸?63Please respect copyright.PENANAc5q2qTFiLJ
⋯⋯總之,我不太清楚。63Please respect copyright.PENANA5trHprRC0v
或者說,我一直都沒搞清楚。
我們對視了許久,她看起來似乎也覺得哪裡不太滿意。63Please respect copyright.PENANAUkAwvduGi4
⋯⋯看來是「我們」都沒搞清楚。
「咳咳⋯換身衣服好了⋯⋯」63Please respect copyright.PENANA5OWUXS0Oir
幾聲嘶啞傳出,她轉過身去,扶著略微搖晃的白花藤椅,撐起身子緩步邁進。賣力地推開沿途的障礙物,小心避開路上的垃圾、藥丸、藥片,玻璃,塑膠碎片⋯⋯然後抵達衣櫃前,再使勁拉開櫃門。
咚63Please respect copyright.PENANA2o6ivlO5xv
砰63Please respect copyright.PENANAie91v2SGRE
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⋯⋯吱咿——
仔細淘選出幾件發皺的連身裙裝,她轉回來,比對著問我。63Please respect copyright.PENANAZMVf3drYEg
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「這件怎麼樣?」63Please respect copyright.PENANA7cIVLa9geF
我搖搖頭。63Please respect copyright.PENANAJhKYpaLe4O
那是她前幾年穿去聯誼的藍白相間的高腰洋裝,現在已經不適合她了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAUzoZkxjGkU
我看見她也搖了搖頭,轉過去提起另一件。63Please respect copyright.PENANAmP5qBcg6Ku
「咳咳⋯這件⋯咳⋯呢?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAUPNewj27iB
我搖搖頭。63Please respect copyright.PENANAWu0cusAxoO
拜託,現在是夏天欸,沒什麼特殊需求的話穿著深色長裙難免不妥吧?妳不熱,我光看著也很熱。63Please respect copyright.PENANAOGHymVoakO
嘛,不過我們不怎麼出門就是了。63Please respect copyright.PENANACthcM0MChR
她似乎愣了一下,但隨即也搖了搖頭,又轉過去提起另一件來。63Please respect copyright.PENANAqfmOEyXi5f
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就這樣一來一往,我們最終相中了一件白底黑點,V領的綁帶洋裝。63Please respect copyright.PENANACWvEnxdLr5
雖說依舊是有點差強人意,但能從那堆東西裡翻出這麼一件來已經是不可多求的奇蹟了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAtiyD9qFQSo
正所謂「可遇不可求」嘛。63Please respect copyright.PENANAAqi5j2mhGO
「噗呵⋯」我們相視而笑。63Please respect copyright.PENANAcOpETbo9AM
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換完衣服,她再次拉開藤椅,坐了下來,邊整理梳妝台,邊哼起那段不知名的旋律。63Please respect copyright.PENANAh4HOUdnm3l
我也有樣學樣,幫著整理那些瓶瓶罐罐,同時慢慢唱了起來。63Please respect copyright.PENANAWTbOrVkLB9
經過剛剛的琢磨,這次已經沒那麼痛了。63Please respect copyright.PENANA8PjU21WWla
雖然偶爾還是會咳個幾下,但沒差,擦擦就好。
「哼哼哼~」
Alprazolam、Estazolam、Triazolam、Chlordiazepoxide、Lorazepam⋯⋯63Please respect copyright.PENANAR4H24Gxzn9
在無數不認識的單字中,我看見她特別挑了幾瓶出來,打開後如品茶般輕嗅了幾下,又蓋了回去。63Please respect copyright.PENANAhYoN6EM098
也不知道是為什麼,她從去年開始⋯也許是前年?便開始四處購買這樣的藥品。
我知道那些是什麼,而她也知道。
⋯⋯看著她一罐接著一罐,讓蓋回去的藥瓶自然落下。我突然一股怒氣湧上,憤然將梳妝台上所有瓶瓶罐罐一把推開,瞬息之間,整個空間迴響起清澈的共鳴。63Please respect copyright.PENANA0UonyU7DQF
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喔對,這是我近幾年聽過最悅耳的聲音。63Please respect copyright.PENANAbWpbm6JLCl
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哐啷!63Please respect copyright.PENANAxmHaUKWDxt
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我在鐵紅色的梳妝台上揀選著,63Please respect copyright.PENANAu6r7HWQC3W
不,不是你。63Please respect copyright.PENANAQVh6ckcqvc
不是你⋯63Please respect copyright.PENANAtMkZRTSW5y
不是你⋯⋯63Please respect copyright.PENANADsKjdIVo4I
我說了不是你!!!!!!!!!!!63Please respect copyright.PENANArRvyaJXvkw
⋯⋯
砰!!!
我奮力將藤椅往窗邊一甩。63Please respect copyright.PENANAxx7vNUDPNM
可惜不知是手勁太小還是方向不對,它只是撞上了衣櫃,落在垃圾堆間。63Please respect copyright.PENANAy227FYERcQ
我回過頭。
喔⋯對⋯⋯63Please respect copyright.PENANAJMmU0AOt1Q
你很不錯。
拿起地上的一把美工刀,我輕輕推出刀片,架在她的腕部。63Please respect copyright.PENANACEntXQKSZj
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呼吸63Please respect copyright.PENANAc0MF53oj4F
越來越急促63Please respect copyright.PENANARtjik2ltI9
就是63Please respect copyright.PENANAiyh9n76zRU
現在!63Please respect copyright.PENANA2MqT3uDto2
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「叮鈴—叮鈴—叮鈴—」63Please respect copyright.PENANAfWWR6TZCk3
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⋯鬧鐘響了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAckIXiZtq11
她走向床頭,按下了鬧鐘。63Please respect copyright.PENANAMinYnohzNe
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我們四目相交。63Please respect copyright.PENANAVtWVu7lwhR
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「該吃藥了。」我說。63Please respect copyright.PENANAUg5u1KnDHc
「該吃藥了。」她回答道。63Please respect copyright.PENANA6eYBqFoL11
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我撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一,將瓶子倒過來,輕敲著瓶口,倒出一顆橢圓的藥丸。63Please respect copyright.PENANA6sZweqkv8P
她撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一,將瓶子倒過來,輕敲著瓶口,倒出一片雪白的藥片。63Please respect copyright.PENANAQBGsPK6x4b
我們交互著彼此的工作,服下藥物。63Please respect copyright.PENANAG5JmXq1LXi
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按時用藥是很重要的,我想。63Please respect copyright.PENANA8YcyUntuH4
她應該也這麼覺得。63Please respect copyright.PENANA8ix00pUTPB
⋯⋯不,她必須這麼覺得。63Please respect copyright.PENANAmMboWm70VZ
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我走到窗邊搬回藤椅,在梳妝台前輕輕放下,坐在那裡,輕哼著不知名的旋律。63Please respect copyright.PENANAzoNiD06Hpv
她兩手提起嘴角,看向我。63Please respect copyright.PENANANs4DSohJmM
再次,我們對視,然後輕笑了一聲。63Please respect copyright.PENANATiTfvkuf5W
「不用難過。63Please respect copyright.PENANAYNok3QbzYx
不用生氣。63Please respect copyright.PENANAtL62SjksBs
不用委屈。63Please respect copyright.PENANAcBOoBAf7pL
不用憤慨。63Please respect copyright.PENANATI04PlhVbF
今天又是美好的一天。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAVF3UwzcuRF
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⋯⋯對吧?63Please respect copyright.PENANAmjy0BOAfS2
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