警告：以下內容涉及敏感議題及部分特殊場面，若感不適，請立即關閉本文。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvUFOJmeyR
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—嗯，我過得超～好
「我沒事。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvPYdWrOCd
「⋯⋯我超好的。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeRFrie8ma
約莫三坪的黑暗中，兩根細長的手指伴隨一段低沉而無力的女聲，在僅有的光源上緩慢移動著。
—說出來你可能不信
幾筆墨黑躍然而出。
—我最近做什麼都超順的欸！96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rF29scyNi
—每天起床都很莫名很有精神96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojV2UIWoU6
—買東西都剛好會遇到不太需要排隊的時段96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7DWXiYI9Z
—喔對也不會有沒貨的問題
咑咑咑
—所以不要跟我說什麼是因為賣完了才沒人96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl19NssMH0
—還有很多96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJk5NBv8pEB
—像是要趕時間的時候大部分不會遇到紅燈96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmocANjc6bn
—通勤的時候不太塞車96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFkFi3yMdp
—打字的時候不太需要選字審字96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCm5jDyeEpE
—還有很多其他96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrervWb0wx
—反正就是
咑咑咑
—不只事情都確實按著計畫走96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIQk3KSavw
—還有很多意外的小確幸96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSdw0Yezoj
—房東太太也很好相處96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcpElQcq7a
—你知道96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3g2wPOEwem
—這種便利的小幸運真的是96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MRK4DPVJP
—可遇不可求96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk2sAjLFyM
—所以我最近心情真的96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixMVp90yHQ
—超好！
咑
「哈哈⋯噗哈哈哈哈⋯⋯⋯咳咳咳⋯」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEiFthV70U
幾滴嫣紅的狂笑自嘴角流出，敲擊聲再次響起。
咑咑咑
—然後公司裡啊96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNH4DbmBP3
—大家人都96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8avHaqxEnu
—該怎麼說96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXq7zd76sDF
—看起來有點難親近的同事實際上是那種外冷內熱的類型96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzYeMkO5YU
—開始變熟了之後96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTT9CvqmRK
—發現不只很好說話
咑咑咑
—樂於助人96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyocNKuxwyU
—對大家都很貼心
「⋯很貼心，熱心助人⋯⋯」一坨沾染著幾許赭紅的衛生紙被丟出床外。
—而且主管人也很好96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLJu9KpmvA
—架子不高，很有責任感96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7dd94qgbm
—不會一直讓人覺得很壓迫96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2eCrvbufn
—也不會亂塞一堆無理的工作然後當甩手掌櫃96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNa8F04LX4
—而且⋯⋯
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⋯⋯陸陸續續又打了兩分鐘後，敲擊聲再次唐突地停了下來。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcjBsY46Uw
她看著螢幕，陷入沉默。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqT9LQjtbP
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「⋯⋯」
褪下包裹著的厚重棉被，揮開旁邊成堆的衛生紙，她托起身子，走近梳妝台。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYnSaDyquU
稍顯陳舊的白花藤椅在她的拉扯下發出一聲尖銳叫喊，但她不予理會，徑直坐下。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuQVEM0YRU
「哼哼哼～」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HSUoqCdBS
一段不知名的旋律輕巧地推開發紫的薄唇，墜落在無光的空虛之中。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFGF2RGA0F
她拍上化妝水，開始上妝。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTDzus9tlZ
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「哼哼哼～咳咳⋯⋯」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCqf9TrF1C
一邊扯開喉嚨，盡可能模仿著她那淒美的樂聲，我看著她一步一步完成商業用妝容，開始梳理自己深褐色的長髮。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRfU6oH24Y
琥珀色的扁梳不發一語，輕柔而無聲地帶走了一絲又一絲，渲上幾點鏽斑的棕髮。剩餘的髮絲被撥到右肩上，襯出頸部那圈靛色的瘀青。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ni1xlsufp
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這不是我第一次看她上妝了。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOZDiH7aP8
但不管幾次，總覺得有哪裡不太滿意。
是配色不太好嗎？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ212G29CGHq
眼影太深了嗎？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyo1uBxw1Ze
唇色太濃了嗎？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeumcE97IzZ
底妝太飽和了嗎？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGfGp5h0yw
還是真的只是感覺問題？不過我們最近都還是跟以前一樣心情都不錯欸？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHyB2SFNo1
⋯⋯總之，我不太清楚。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC4bpNNUfU
或者說，我一直都沒搞清楚。
我們對視了許久，她看起來似乎也覺得哪裡不太滿意。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4Xz2ezekw
⋯⋯看來是「我們」都沒搞清楚。
「咳咳⋯換身衣服好了⋯⋯」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LpdZX8db6
幾聲嘶啞傳出，她轉過身去，扶著略微搖晃的白花藤椅，撐起身子緩步邁進。賣力地推開沿途的障礙物，小心避開路上的垃圾、藥丸、藥片，玻璃，塑膠碎片⋯⋯然後抵達衣櫃前，再使勁拉開櫃門。
咚96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBwQgGvhhH
砰96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssdfUf9GGP
哐96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwx89s0BNQ
⋯⋯吱咿——
仔細淘選出幾件發皺的連身裙裝，她轉回來，比對著問我。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGuaR666DL
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「這件怎麼樣？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Jos3OwKQd
我搖搖頭。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoNCLaSht0
那是她前幾年穿去聯誼的藍白相間的高腰洋裝，現在已經不適合她了。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDvuwxFo8E
我看見她也搖了搖頭，轉過去提起另一件。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIRhVRXRGs
「咳咳⋯這件⋯咳⋯呢？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBlXyXUtYg
我搖搖頭。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bPL4hkTXK
拜託，現在是夏天欸，沒什麼特殊需求的話穿著深色長裙難免不妥吧？妳不熱，我光看著也很熱。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWHFcaJAEc
嘛，不過我們不怎麼出門就是了。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZHVJ9w2XG
她似乎愣了一下，但隨即也搖了搖頭，又轉過去提起另一件來。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpINhUgbnr
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就這樣一來一往，我們最終相中了一件白底黑點，V領的綁帶洋裝。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINXLxnPrfp
雖說依舊是有點差強人意，但能從那堆東西裡翻出這麼一件來已經是不可多求的奇蹟了。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedNKy9A51n
正所謂「可遇不可求」嘛。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7m97IldEv
「噗呵⋯」我們相視而笑。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAmnqoFp9q
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換完衣服，她再次拉開藤椅，坐了下來，邊整理梳妝台，邊哼起那段不知名的旋律。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ID8pDDxje
我也有樣學樣，幫著整理那些瓶瓶罐罐，同時慢慢唱了起來。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxN6SePifK
經過剛剛的琢磨，這次已經沒那麼痛了。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVogjk0fKBa
雖然偶爾還是會咳個幾下，但沒差，擦擦就好。
「哼哼哼～」
Alprazolam、Estazolam、Triazolam、Chlordiazepoxide、Lorazepam⋯⋯96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtILulzuGzF
在無數不認識的單字中，我看見她特別挑了幾瓶出來，打開後如品茶般輕嗅了幾下，又蓋了回去。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8S6r8pOb8
也不知道是為什麼，她從去年開始⋯也許是前年？便開始四處購買這樣的藥品。
我知道那些是什麼，而她也知道。
⋯⋯看著她一罐接著一罐，讓蓋回去的藥瓶自然落下。我突然一股怒氣湧上，憤然將梳妝台上所有瓶瓶罐罐一把推開，瞬息之間，整個空間迴響起清澈的共鳴。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzK2Fa21CdM
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喔對，這是我近幾年聽過最悅耳的聲音。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9e8ul3DO4
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哐啷！96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5ErDemVFT
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我在鐵紅色的梳妝台上揀選著，96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOamlOFK0X
不，不是你。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdySLcP6iBx
不是你⋯96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahWuPJFcCm
不是你⋯⋯96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbknJ7HHuw
我說了不是你！！！！！！！！！！！96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW6sIfZVxW
⋯⋯
砰！！！
我奮力將藤椅往窗邊一甩。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdScs4PrjDM
可惜不知是手勁太小還是方向不對，它只是撞上了衣櫃，落在垃圾堆間。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98RKflJwW8
我回過頭。
喔⋯對⋯⋯96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpLTGB7Kzx
你很不錯。
拿起地上的一把美工刀，我輕輕推出刀片，架在她的腕部。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniWsSZ3JgI
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呼吸96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLeVc2A5Gi
越來越急促96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsypfNHkuXr
就是96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJE6aBjt4E
現在！96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70I2RhkRKd
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⋯⋯96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YmPRaNLaG
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「叮鈴—叮鈴—叮鈴—」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBeMnTSQEw
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⋯鬧鐘響了。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMC7QahoRM
她走向床頭，按下了鬧鐘。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnyyMvOGdE
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我們四目相交。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8nHVv0H7t
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「該吃藥了。」我說。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9WRbp8c2Z
「該吃藥了。」她回答道。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtooLX4njD
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我撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一顆橢圓的藥丸。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZHC4ON5D0
她撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一片雪白的藥片。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLilbzTbUP
我們交互著彼此的工作，服下藥物。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xNPPPRhuF
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按時用藥是很重要的，我想。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE80zGtmbJo
她應該也這麼覺得。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxJohMDfs1
⋯⋯不，她必須這麼覺得。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPEs8Ty4fQ
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我走到窗邊搬回藤椅，在梳妝台前輕輕放下，坐在那裡，輕哼著不知名的旋律。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMq1G5hBX7
她兩手提起嘴角，看向我。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWsnpbwpOv
再次，我們對視，然後輕笑了一聲。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1teOVG1dh
「不用難過。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYAo7RM5Tb
不用生氣。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddhwhuORE2
不用委屈。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9s8O36FDG
不用憤慨。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoKFjLzUDP
今天又是美好的一天。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtx925GhsC
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⋯⋯對吧？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46BFvRgqiM
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