母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BkapMAXHn
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足；
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詢問：
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「我的母親，還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予，但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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我所在處境由妳所把控，不論是優渥或貧困，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iafl0BlNp
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclbLapx4uZ
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自白 :
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「89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX2Pf8m5oT
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjdDihsQCX
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7kR3xh3ti
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年幼時媽媽說過：89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuQqKNvsoC
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「89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIIVlqIYZM
如果很痛，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjBXpo1BlV
我們家沒錢看醫生，
所以要忍著，如果很痛，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWHF8W6GQP
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqqC1N3HVR
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那之後還身為孩子時的自己，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdVvxPnfUB
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaJFbZESVT
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況，請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。
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還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來，我可以幫妳再割掉一些，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NauZOy0Sy
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXhY7ZqwW0
我只能這樣做，妳要體諒我。
沒關係，現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛，說出來，我可以幫妳，不用害怕。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV827YIyDBl
我們只是沒錢而已，還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTnN3APfa3
會覺得很舒服，
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPotv5M4KJ
「因為我們是家人。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X76uHvdV7
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回想以往，以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYOG3gQXML
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是什麼樣的母親，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oOXZXcZk0
於孩子的撒嬌下，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85bDipSqes
於貧困、於匱乏，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINqn50w5pp
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5MLd7xUom
作為玩具獎勵給子女。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVE3lQDraY
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhh9hu5uhQp
將左胸，那肥大柔軟的哺育器官，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB6STWRu92
輕易的如無痛覺般割下，賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jAAXmr7L9
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X8mjRiTY3
與觸感、與厚大沉重。
