母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMXh3pAvBs
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足；
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詢問：
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「我的母親，還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予，但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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我所在處境由妳所把控，不論是優渥或貧困，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGB8nRpgb8l
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyCtgkTgmb
」
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自白 :
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「69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdeMcZqAfj
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc9kXQ7HpC
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmb0ukXjp2H
」
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年幼時媽媽說過：69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNLqAYpdoN
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如果很痛，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkRYvObKaP
我們家沒錢看醫生，
所以要忍著，如果很痛，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITBK6L5gDH
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSm2E2WL2D
」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tBnGq1Bfr
那之後還身為孩子時的自己，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaItYwdEh4
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkb7xOj8xP
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況，請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。
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「
還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來，我可以幫妳再割掉一些，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94qpNqn5Ey
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOqibGfE9C
我只能這樣做，妳要體諒我。
沒關係，現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛，說出來，我可以幫妳，不用害怕。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqAUlL3UQI
我們只是沒錢而已，還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWMFeGCGci
會覺得很舒服，
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFSFocr7S9
「因為我們是家人。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocQ4SKwSq8
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回想以往，以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3B2BWKiAD
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是什麼樣的母親，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZ8cNnZHFx
於孩子的撒嬌下，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOuKzuvU0p
於貧困、於匱乏，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxjSKT3opT
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLAlUAYoQx
作為玩具獎勵給子女。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAMKCzVh4S
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilWfjMQKWv
將左胸，那肥大柔軟的哺育器官，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFts3IhsM0
輕易的如無痛覺般割下，賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9Oin3tvM4
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYuAyZPbNC
與觸感、與厚大沉重。
