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No Plagiarism!5a7sAvwX4kJnLr0cgrdzposted on PENANA 秦茵茵這幾回出門,總像魂兒沒跟上似的,笑也笑得敷衍,連去聽她最愛的小曲,都只是聽聽便罷。8964 copyright protection43PENANArLXIgsY8Ji 維尼
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書鋪上新擺的幾本話本,她翻過一眼,便沒再說什麼,8964 copyright protection43PENANA2803T8sifB 維尼
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那可是過去她恨不得拉著林初梨逐頁逐句分析的玩意。8964 copyright protection43PENANAvAtmkfgkkM 維尼
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前些日子,秦茵茵還興致勃勃地與她商討、研究香鋪改裝成詩會的細節,力求盡善盡美,結果這幾天……不提、不看、不管。8964 copyright protection43PENANA0OHImjayaP 維尼
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眼底不再有光。8964 copyright protection43PENANAAPcKShMOmY 維尼
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林初梨看在眼裡,心下便有數了。8964 copyright protection43PENANAEvshi4L7Jg 維尼
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這日她索性挑了個人少的午後,把秦茵茵拉上書鋪二樓那間偏閣。8964 copyright protection43PENANA0DxDMfuLZV 維尼
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那屋現在是他們一起躲起來偷偷看話本、說些小話的地方,隔音極好,樓下再怎麼熱鬧,這兒也靜得像世外一層。8964 copyright protection43PENANAvTn26ux6GK 維尼
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「坐吧。」她斟了杯菊花茶遞過去,語氣和緩,「說說,是不是誰惹妳不快?」8964 copyright protection43PENANAsnaAz7uTmA 維尼
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秦茵茵接過茶,低頭盯著那朵漂浮的菊花。8964 copyright protection43PENANARL8SYXQpNB 維尼
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過了好一會兒,她才輕聲說:「不是誰,是我爹娘。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAUwN9Z7PobY 維尼
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語氣不像平日嬌俏甜潤,而是輕飄飄的,有點虛、有點軟,聲音也低了幾度。8964 copyright protection43PENANAczWRbKeXg5 維尼
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「前幾天我回去得早,聽見他們在廳後說話……說要把我的婚事快些定下來。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAeANA8Tv18d 維尼
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林初梨聞言沒做聲,只是指尖輕轉茶盞,等她繼續。8964 copyright protection43PENANA3djoUOf80p 維尼
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「他們是疼我的,這我知道。從小到大,什麼都是依著我來。但……」8964 copyright protection43PENANAQVKGGvwtAG 維尼
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她停了一下,抿了抿唇:8964 copyright protection43PENANAyqYDoLbx5X 維尼
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「他們說,秦家雖不求高位,不想與誰結黨,但外祖家是江南首富,眼下各處都在盯著這錢袋子……」8964 copyright protection43PENANA2RomGj5NiJ 維尼
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「若我遲遲不定親,哪日來一道賜婚,他們不想綁也得綁。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAkHrw8OyAsP 維尼
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「我爹如今是工部侍郎,在朝不高不低,這種事,是避不掉的。」8964 copyright protection43PENANArgY7OUG2D3 維尼
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「他們是真的怕……怕我會被當成爭奪的籌碼,捲進去。」8964 copyright protection43PENANA57GbEKIJex 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANA9ySnB3QBVT
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她眼底一閃,像是想說點狠話,又止住了,只低低一聲:「……我又不是什麼籌碼,為什麼要這樣被計算來計算去?」8964 copyright protection43PENANAgLH0DWz6zH 維尼
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那語氣,委屈倒不多,更多的是一種說不出口的、不甘。8964 copyright protection43PENANAUnQqlOnX5b 維尼
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「他們也不是逼我嫁哪個人,只是覺得趁還沒起事端,先定下來。」8964 copyright protection43PENANANULeOtCxTi 維尼
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「從認識的官家、書香世族中挑個穩妥的,趁早了結,也算保全我、保全家族。」8964 copyright protection43PENANA2wvlvS5cgi 維尼
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「可我真的……不想。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAoeeaOPHWvT 維尼
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林初梨一聲未吭,茶盞還握在掌心,未涼,卻不再冒氣。8964 copyright protection43PENANARWAq03ghzt 維尼
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秦茵茵抬眼看她,聲音裡第一次帶了點焦躁:8964 copyright protection43PENANA5RigrVnzoF 維尼
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「初梨,我真不想嫁。我怕一嫁了,就像那些姊妹一樣,過得一板一眼,再也不好玩了。」8964 copyright protection43PENANABldUoxHgXj 維尼
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「出門、用錢都要請示或報備、說話不能隨心,處事要顧『體統』,連喝口茶、開口說話都得看人臉色。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAfZT0hFVk5Z 維尼
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「她們以前也像我們這樣笑過,可現在……我一見她們,就覺得她們像戴上了看不見的鐐。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAeglFEMoa3m 維尼
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「笑都用尺子量過似的......」8964 copyright protection43PENANA1bEQifTxWl 維尼
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她語氣一頓,輕輕吐出一句:8964 copyright protection43PENANAGyG27ssqN3 維尼
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「我不要變成那樣。」8964 copyright protection43PENANA07pt4UK7Xr 維尼
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林初梨沒有立刻回話。8964 copyright protection43PENANAb3lTu4SyvS 維尼
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她只是靜靜看著秦茵茵的臉,那雙總是眼波含笑的眼睛,如今卻只剩一層無法掩飾的茫然與壓抑。8964 copyright protection43PENANADhPTkcVWaG 維尼
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忽然之間,她覺得有點冷。8964 copyright protection43PENANAH3yzFFUSIN 維尼
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窗外陽光還在,風也不甚涼,卻從心底某個她沒察覺的地方,透出一陣無聲的寒意。8964 copyright protection43PENANAzGmJqnitp9 維尼
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她低下頭,眼神落在自己指尖。8964 copyright protection43PENANA9mvdqpiVSu 維尼
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那白皙柔嫩的手,此刻正穩穩地扶著茶盞,指尖卻在不覺間輕輕蜷起。8964 copyright protection43PENANAbET5oNFscv 維尼
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她甚至沒想過嫁人這件事。8964 copyright protection43PENANAt7BuOYd0U8 維尼
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她太忙著適應,忙著不露餡,忙著藏住身上的現代靈魂和寫色文的手癢。8964 copyright protection43PENANAyyllhzQuuA 維尼
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原主十八歲,她穿來時只當是還早。8964 copyright protection43PENANAT0d5rq9nIk 維尼
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丞相沒提,旁人也沒問,她便將這事當成某個遙遠的未來,一種可以忽略的背景設定。8964 copyright protection43PENANAFG9l9o0YgV 維尼
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她忘了,這不是她原本的世界。8964 copyright protection43PENANAUPCg6fiMbj 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAG1Kz3qMOJQ
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在這裡,十八歲未出嫁的女子,不是自選的人生規劃,而是「尚未落子」的棋。8964 copyright protection43PENANAAqG0QyNruc 維尼
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而她這枚棋,姓林,是丞相的女兒。8964 copyright protection43PENANAgvjQg0uxpa 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAw2VPxt8qEG
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她不知道那位便宜爹的心思,不知道他是否早已有了安排,也不知道哪一天,會不會就有人來告訴她:「初梨,該出嫁了。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAE8wDILchIQ 維尼
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這念頭一冒出來,林初梨忽然覺得喉口發緊。8964 copyright protection43PENANA9F22GsnJMI 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAFqVxE4YvRW
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她一直以為自己只是個「過客」,是來體驗、來偷寫黃文、來玩一場不會輸的遊戲。8964 copyright protection43PENANAxJhIskg2oN 維尼
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可此刻,看著秦茵茵無措的神情,她第一次意識到——這裡的規則,從來不是她們訂的。8964 copyright protection43PENANAriqnFHxQJP 維尼
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她再怎麼不屬於這裡,也還是會被這個世界的規則磨平、推著走,甚至捏碎。8964 copyright protection43PENANANa8RtaQeE4 維尼
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她張了張口,卻什麼都沒說出來。8964 copyright protection43PENANAbtERafntEz 維尼
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她突然不知道該怎麼安慰秦茵茵。8964 copyright protection43PENANA1h1zrkzgoS 維尼
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此刻任何話語都只會顯得徒勞。8964 copyright protection43PENANAVNhNsNonl0 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAuBmUjmIrkH
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面對秦茵茵,她已經不能像是之前對待「原身閨蜜」那樣,只求不出錯。8964 copyright protection43PENANACTCONSykDK 維尼
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是真的跟她處出感情了。8964 copyright protection43PENANAiWzT4sovZM 維尼
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這些日子她一來二去的陪伴、說笑、彼此掩護、互相懂得……8964 copyright protection43PENANAzNKzjSUsKS 維尼
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她多希望秦茵茵能自由選擇,嫁給自己喜歡的人,或甚至不結婚。8964 copyright protection43PENANAmtgNcXqXI4 維尼
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而不是父母之命、媒妁之言,盲婚啞嫁。8964 copyright protection43PENANAsDK5L56IuR 維尼
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以前她可以笑著說「誰說妳就得嫁人了」、「還早呢」,8964 copyright protection43PENANAvDfhDfhHOy 維尼
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可放在這裡,這是在對抗整個世界。8964 copyright protection43PENANAkAsyACyUVS 維尼
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那個不問妳想嫁誰、不問妳願不願意的世界——8964 copyright protection43PENANAMrRyyHqdCj 維尼
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只問一件事:「妳是誰的女兒。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAF9MtmnBxxB 維尼
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秦茵茵輕聲說完,便沒再出聲。8964 copyright protection43PENANAWsn8iH3ocv 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANA8JmFOujhQG
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她低頭啜了口茶,動作很輕,連唇瓣都微微抿著,顯得格外乖巧。8964 copyright protection43PENANAwDNezPfwoW 維尼
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林初梨抬起眼,望著窗外天光斜斜落下,映在雕花窗棂上,投下一格格斑駁陰影,像是誰早已鋪下的棋盤。8964 copyright protection43PENANALo44qrzObC 維尼
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她也只是被暫時放在角落的一枚棋,安靜地等,哪天有人伸手將她提起——8964 copyright protection43PENANAhGvGrUpruA 維尼
往哪裡落,不由她決。8964 copyright protection43PENANAEsP4cHhIaH 維尼
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那不是誇張的命運悲歌,是極安靜的無力。8964 copyright protection43PENANAd4SmY1h35W 維尼
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她低頭看著自己手上的茶盞,一直沒喝,茶已涼,霧氣散盡,只剩一片清寂的水面。8964 copyright protection43PENANAAdQJ8FxMCV 維尼
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而她心裡,有什麼東西,被這片水面照了出來。8964 copyright protection43PENANAvoR5I2XhCi 維尼
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他們坐著,彼此都沒再多說一句。8964 copyright protection43PENANAAXQikOpeZJ 維尼
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「時候不早了,初梨,我先走了。」秦茵茵起身,隨意福了福禮,便走了。8964 copyright protection43PENANA0UxCczWzwo 維尼
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林初梨沒立刻下樓。8964 copyright protection43PENANACuWYqK3klj 維尼
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她還坐在書鋪樓上的小榻旁,背後是一牆墨香,窗扉開了一半,風掠過她的鬢角,帶著一絲甜膩香氣。8964 copyright protection43PENANAMkl2X1u89K 維尼
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她低頭,撫了撫書案——那裡有一點細細的黏膩。8964 copyright protection43PENANA2j6ARitMwP 維尼
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一點梅酥的糖粉,昨夜拆開時沒吃完,她隨手一抹,忘了擦。8964 copyright protection43PENANAZge1nk7Cdd 維尼
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她愣愣地盯著那痕跡看了片刻,才慢慢地,將手放回膝上,不敢再碰。8964 copyright protection43PENANAAdv41UYmGH 維尼
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忽然之間,她想起沈戎琛那日低聲說的話:「若妳不避,那我……可還能再近一步?」8964 copyright protection43PENANAKaruHMg9wz 維尼
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那句話,她當時沒正面回答。8964 copyright protection43PENANAu2QLtvtrco 維尼
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