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No Plagiarism!4XD0lKfYBNjgiwHV0lkDposted on PENANA 秦茵茵這幾回出門,總像魂兒沒跟上似的,笑也笑得敷衍,連去聽她最愛的小曲,都只是聽聽便罷。8964 copyright protection43PENANAYm6tG12Gsd 維尼
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書鋪上新擺的幾本話本,她翻過一眼,便沒再說什麼,8964 copyright protection43PENANAgAZg3mUVR4 維尼
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那可是過去她恨不得拉著林初梨逐頁逐句分析的玩意。8964 copyright protection43PENANAk0mXETEzpX 維尼
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前些日子,秦茵茵還興致勃勃地與她商討、研究香鋪改裝成詩會的細節,力求盡善盡美,結果這幾天……不提、不看、不管。8964 copyright protection43PENANAzc4XpCu8eJ 維尼
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眼底不再有光。8964 copyright protection43PENANAF5qVHiv7vo 維尼
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林初梨看在眼裡,心下便有數了。8964 copyright protection43PENANAeYRlLfLJfk 維尼
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這日她索性挑了個人少的午後,把秦茵茵拉上書鋪二樓那間偏閣。8964 copyright protection43PENANAxHBsANaHUW 維尼
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那屋現在是他們一起躲起來偷偷看話本、說些小話的地方,隔音極好,樓下再怎麼熱鬧,這兒也靜得像世外一層。8964 copyright protection43PENANAZQZNHKoQ4o 維尼
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「坐吧。」她斟了杯菊花茶遞過去,語氣和緩,「說說,是不是誰惹妳不快?」8964 copyright protection43PENANAQylvQe1p09 維尼
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秦茵茵接過茶,低頭盯著那朵漂浮的菊花。8964 copyright protection43PENANAjckP2VxETl 維尼
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過了好一會兒,她才輕聲說:「不是誰,是我爹娘。」8964 copyright protection43PENANA9TAPPcBc5W 維尼
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語氣不像平日嬌俏甜潤,而是輕飄飄的,有點虛、有點軟,聲音也低了幾度。8964 copyright protection43PENANAx7vYHFG7yX 維尼
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「前幾天我回去得早,聽見他們在廳後說話……說要把我的婚事快些定下來。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAPJUYTdc5bO 維尼
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林初梨聞言沒做聲,只是指尖輕轉茶盞,等她繼續。8964 copyright protection43PENANA1IvTqvcRvm 維尼
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「他們是疼我的,這我知道。從小到大,什麼都是依著我來。但……」8964 copyright protection43PENANAQNKjbRbnxj 維尼
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她停了一下,抿了抿唇:8964 copyright protection43PENANAdF0pWcYH3Q 維尼
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「他們說,秦家雖不求高位,不想與誰結黨,但外祖家是江南首富,眼下各處都在盯著這錢袋子……」8964 copyright protection43PENANAtmy5tD0y3K 維尼
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「若我遲遲不定親,哪日來一道賜婚,他們不想綁也得綁。」8964 copyright protection43PENANA3sZ90y6t7D 維尼
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「我爹如今是工部侍郎,在朝不高不低,這種事,是避不掉的。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAciJXGusQLB 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAEDSMF36b2k
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「他們是真的怕……怕我會被當成爭奪的籌碼,捲進去。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAvtk03IzzSI 維尼
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她眼底一閃,像是想說點狠話,又止住了,只低低一聲:「……我又不是什麼籌碼,為什麼要這樣被計算來計算去?」8964 copyright protection43PENANAAShocOcKRr 維尼
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那語氣,委屈倒不多,更多的是一種說不出口的、不甘。8964 copyright protection43PENANAqSOvDDRmjN 維尼
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「他們也不是逼我嫁哪個人,只是覺得趁還沒起事端,先定下來。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAFvozPZbacO 維尼
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「從認識的官家、書香世族中挑個穩妥的,趁早了結,也算保全我、保全家族。」8964 copyright protection43PENANA5W5BTXGjsc 維尼
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「可我真的……不想。」8964 copyright protection43PENANA7bkVsPAqDH 維尼
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林初梨一聲未吭,茶盞還握在掌心,未涼,卻不再冒氣。8964 copyright protection43PENANAFJuy2jh21m 維尼
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秦茵茵抬眼看她,聲音裡第一次帶了點焦躁:8964 copyright protection43PENANAIq9MeOr6c5 維尼
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「初梨,我真不想嫁。我怕一嫁了,就像那些姊妹一樣,過得一板一眼,再也不好玩了。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAiHLUAeumN2 維尼
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「出門、用錢都要請示或報備、說話不能隨心,處事要顧『體統』,連喝口茶、開口說話都得看人臉色。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAvuWG5aCnws 維尼
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「她們以前也像我們這樣笑過,可現在……我一見她們,就覺得她們像戴上了看不見的鐐。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAvbj7cALANn 維尼
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「笑都用尺子量過似的......」8964 copyright protection43PENANAi0LrWQoxv7 維尼
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她語氣一頓,輕輕吐出一句:8964 copyright protection43PENANA7tDrrnxYps 維尼
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「我不要變成那樣。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAWvWQnaPJ8S 維尼
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林初梨沒有立刻回話。8964 copyright protection43PENANAWBzadR8sp5 維尼
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她只是靜靜看著秦茵茵的臉,那雙總是眼波含笑的眼睛,如今卻只剩一層無法掩飾的茫然與壓抑。8964 copyright protection43PENANAmWfHTEPlZJ 維尼
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忽然之間,她覺得有點冷。8964 copyright protection43PENANAl2dTSfJ0d4 維尼
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窗外陽光還在,風也不甚涼,卻從心底某個她沒察覺的地方,透出一陣無聲的寒意。8964 copyright protection43PENANAvugn0JGcLr 維尼
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她低下頭,眼神落在自己指尖。8964 copyright protection43PENANAKoi7rGZoX1 維尼
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那白皙柔嫩的手,此刻正穩穩地扶著茶盞,指尖卻在不覺間輕輕蜷起。8964 copyright protection43PENANAhwylHRMJHK 維尼
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她甚至沒想過嫁人這件事。8964 copyright protection43PENANAUhnKfVO1JL 維尼
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她太忙著適應,忙著不露餡,忙著藏住身上的現代靈魂和寫色文的手癢。8964 copyright protection43PENANANgVDmGPDyt 維尼
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原主十八歲,她穿來時只當是還早。8964 copyright protection43PENANAXza1FUyCsU 維尼
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丞相沒提,旁人也沒問,她便將這事當成某個遙遠的未來,一種可以忽略的背景設定。8964 copyright protection43PENANAOvX8wwI1bm 維尼
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她忘了,這不是她原本的世界。8964 copyright protection43PENANAxkC8N8i8nf 維尼
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在這裡,十八歲未出嫁的女子,不是自選的人生規劃,而是「尚未落子」的棋。8964 copyright protection43PENANAg67jiMyMhG 維尼
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而她這枚棋,姓林,是丞相的女兒。8964 copyright protection43PENANAm2htjwpzBb 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAlQjOrXTDdV
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她不知道那位便宜爹的心思,不知道他是否早已有了安排,也不知道哪一天,會不會就有人來告訴她:「初梨,該出嫁了。」8964 copyright protection43PENANA48tVsAuq90 維尼
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這念頭一冒出來,林初梨忽然覺得喉口發緊。8964 copyright protection43PENANAMVyBN9XXOS 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANA6Wq5jBRmrT
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她一直以為自己只是個「過客」,是來體驗、來偷寫黃文、來玩一場不會輸的遊戲。8964 copyright protection43PENANA4fFenWssSL 維尼
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可此刻,看著秦茵茵無措的神情,她第一次意識到——這裡的規則,從來不是她們訂的。8964 copyright protection43PENANAp1OumVF7Bb 維尼
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她再怎麼不屬於這裡,也還是會被這個世界的規則磨平、推著走,甚至捏碎。8964 copyright protection43PENANAlybPwv7GON 維尼
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她張了張口,卻什麼都沒說出來。8964 copyright protection43PENANAX9OdbDJUlc 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANAuIunwnc2BJ
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她突然不知道該怎麼安慰秦茵茵。8964 copyright protection43PENANAFDNhb2wvKq 維尼
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此刻任何話語都只會顯得徒勞。8964 copyright protection43PENANAAdFAUnAWd0 維尼
47Please respect copyright.PENANARdU68TkorQ
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面對秦茵茵,她已經不能像是之前對待「原身閨蜜」那樣,只求不出錯。8964 copyright protection43PENANA1Y9l1ByjeM 維尼
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是真的跟她處出感情了。8964 copyright protection43PENANAULexG7h4KU 維尼
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這些日子她一來二去的陪伴、說笑、彼此掩護、互相懂得……8964 copyright protection43PENANA0uNuUTPGwt 維尼
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她多希望秦茵茵能自由選擇,嫁給自己喜歡的人,或甚至不結婚。8964 copyright protection43PENANADupj92Gq9T 維尼
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而不是父母之命、媒妁之言,盲婚啞嫁。8964 copyright protection43PENANAcXTwzCNVfk 維尼
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以前她可以笑著說「誰說妳就得嫁人了」、「還早呢」,8964 copyright protection43PENANAuQaDpVeYxC 維尼
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可放在這裡,這是在對抗整個世界。8964 copyright protection43PENANAow2SOCaC6N 維尼
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那個不問妳想嫁誰、不問妳願不願意的世界——8964 copyright protection43PENANACSIC2bLnCU 維尼
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只問一件事:「妳是誰的女兒。」8964 copyright protection43PENANAVMJWK3et6a 維尼
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秦茵茵輕聲說完,便沒再出聲。8964 copyright protection43PENANAQg7ROurACs 維尼
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她低頭啜了口茶,動作很輕,連唇瓣都微微抿著,顯得格外乖巧。8964 copyright protection43PENANAhsy6WWo7na 維尼
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林初梨抬起眼,望著窗外天光斜斜落下,映在雕花窗棂上,投下一格格斑駁陰影,像是誰早已鋪下的棋盤。8964 copyright protection43PENANAjiDATWEbTy 維尼
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她也只是被暫時放在角落的一枚棋,安靜地等,哪天有人伸手將她提起——8964 copyright protection43PENANAvhBxYvZMem 維尼
往哪裡落,不由她決。8964 copyright protection43PENANAGNtJA25Gob 維尼
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那不是誇張的命運悲歌,是極安靜的無力。8964 copyright protection43PENANA41X9FkYHHi 維尼
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她低頭看著自己手上的茶盞,一直沒喝,茶已涼,霧氣散盡,只剩一片清寂的水面。8964 copyright protection43PENANAmjRqXt1YDA 維尼
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而她心裡,有什麼東西,被這片水面照了出來。8964 copyright protection43PENANAHmhLbMo1zt 維尼
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他們坐著,彼此都沒再多說一句。8964 copyright protection43PENANAcDcPyTXLpN 維尼
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「時候不早了,初梨,我先走了。」秦茵茵起身,隨意福了福禮,便走了。8964 copyright protection43PENANAvTAfbyefJv 維尼
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林初梨沒立刻下樓。8964 copyright protection43PENANAK2Ocm44TqS 維尼
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她還坐在書鋪樓上的小榻旁,背後是一牆墨香,窗扉開了一半,風掠過她的鬢角,帶著一絲甜膩香氣。8964 copyright protection43PENANAOe5txTwOEV 維尼
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她低頭,撫了撫書案——那裡有一點細細的黏膩。8964 copyright protection43PENANANZYsex4xVw 維尼
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一點梅酥的糖粉,昨夜拆開時沒吃完,她隨手一抹,忘了擦。8964 copyright protection43PENANAbFAmBNdcRi 維尼
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她愣愣地盯著那痕跡看了片刻,才慢慢地,將手放回膝上,不敢再碰。8964 copyright protection43PENANAbYzwol3bug 維尼
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忽然之間,她想起沈戎琛那日低聲說的話:「若妳不避,那我……可還能再近一步?」8964 copyright protection43PENANARbBn2IOuYx 維尼
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那句話,她當時沒正面回答。8964 copyright protection43PENANArhbiUQwx52 維尼
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