No Plagiarism!JJH7qmufr9i9e9NkaXMzposted on PENANA 我們先是乘坐捷運,再轉搭公車。從公車裡往外看,屬於城市的淡漠已漸漸被柔和的綠色植物取代。駛進山裡的公車,就像突然誤入一場奇妙的夢。8964 copyright protection105PENANAt03FT1KBvm 維尼
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有時陽光會從窗戶照進,隨著外頭樹木時有時無的遮蔽,我也看到學姐身上有著忽隱忽現的和煦。8964 copyright protection105PENANAaPMxwA9roA 維尼
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下車後,我們循著登山步道走,能感受到人潮越來越多。不愧是著名的旅遊景點,尤其是在這賞花的季節。8964 copyright protection105PENANAkFhUF30oh9 維尼
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在快接近目的地時,我向她問:「學姐,真的要去看嗎?」8964 copyright protection105PENANAAjkDf9XXPX 維尼
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她輕輕點頭。8964 copyright protection105PENANA2LcqoTJj8o 維尼
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「可能會被發現喔。」8964 copyright protection105PENANA6WX9vva5NW 維尼
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我幫學姐把帽子又壓低一些。8964 copyright protection105PENANAwoHTDxxugJ 維尼
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「沒關係。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAahxZ40NVSp 維尼
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她小聲地說。然後,拉了拉自己的口罩。8964 copyright protection105PENANAYKeoGQGN0W 維尼
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進入園區時,首先映入眼簾的是一片繡球花海。遊客們不斷將眼前的景色以相機記錄下來。不過仔細一看,只看到白色和紫色的繡球花而已,沒有學姐想看的藍色。似乎是意識到這點的學姐,沒有多作停留又開始沿著園區的動線走。8964 copyright protection105PENANAySigkUb0VC 維尼
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很快地,我們便在園區裡頭發現藍色的繡球花。8964 copyright protection105PENANARSmclsyTg3 維尼
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充分展現生命力的花在各處叢生。有些遊客站在花田中央欣賞,也有些遊客背靠繡球花牆拍照。8964 copyright protection105PENANAKAEgzkP4iv 維尼
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「好美。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAsTBI46sfzY 維尼
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學姐拉下口罩,有些恍惚地走到無人的花牆,我也從後頭慢慢跟上。8964 copyright protection105PENANAzP26MWnWVi 維尼
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站在花牆前的學姐像被疼愛似的,受到周圍的藍色繡球花環繞。就算只有背影,我也被眼前的美麗所吸引。8964 copyright protection105PENANAW0kzuorjBn 維尼
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我也跟著走到那像是迷宮一角的花牆前。學姐站得離繡球花有些近,有枝特別突出的花朵像是撫摸學姐般,稍微遮住她的臉龐,僅給予我一隻深沉的眼眸與小巧的嘴。8964 copyright protection105PENANAB7tLbhIeSG 維尼
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我向身旁殘存的美開口。8964 copyright protection105PENANAzZa4QdCIrT 維尼
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「為什麼學姐只想看藍色的繡球花?」8964 copyright protection105PENANAf9hHPmVaTh 維尼
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而且還如此執意。8964 copyright protection105PENANAoqWvjv7dsN 維尼
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學姐畫上唇膏的嘴輕輕顫抖著。8964 copyright protection105PENANAYD66vyO43T 維尼
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「學弟,你知道藍色繡球花的花語是什麼嗎?」8964 copyright protection105PENANAglSRufRIsH 維尼
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我對她搖了搖頭。109Please respect copyright.PENANAzSbW5Rx2hT
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——是背叛。8964 copyright protection105PENANAq6BOvcmike 維尼
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周圍的空氣彷彿被抽乾般,我對學姐說的話感到窒息。8964 copyright protection105PENANAKA6k2MKsbz 維尼
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我盡量保持冷靜,努力從乾澀的嘴唇擠出一些破碎的話。8964 copyright protection105PENANARehvyTYtd4 維尼
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「好負面……這種花有什麼好看的……」8964 copyright protection105PENANAHOnNYQWqZw 維尼
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「我想看啊。從在網路上意外得知它的花語時,我就一直想看。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAYtgHSVXDBc 維尼
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「……為什麼?」8964 copyright protection105PENANAYT91gnCPOR 維尼
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「因為我覺得它和我很像。」8964 copyright protection105PENANA55gJUQQC1q 維尼
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「我不懂。妳這笑話太高級了。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAu7RFuQMyBM 維尼
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「白癡。」8964 copyright protection105PENANA2WyrcaMNEj 維尼
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學姐一如往常地瞪我一眼,這動作反而讓我心情平靜下來,但她又馬上將視線放回花身上。8964 copyright protection105PENANA8j40363hhn 維尼
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「我不是說過……我被公司背叛了嗎……」8964 copyright protection105PENANA4fGSSh0K57 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAmTcIzdrqIl 維尼
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「但……其實背叛的人一直都是我喔。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAtrA1pUgDNw 維尼
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她開始向我揭露她心中更為複雜的那份沉重。8964 copyright protection105PENANAA19unJi60V 維尼
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——剛開始,我憎恨身為偶像的自己。8964 copyright protection105PENANAdxTyPLfgn1 維尼
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既不能專心寫歌,也不能唱自己喜歡的歌,還得和我一點都不想認識的團員們一起在宿舍生活。8964 copyright protection105PENANAPNlqnxgBRO 維尼
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甚至是那些粉絲。他們只是喜歡被公司包裝的我,真正的我沒人曉得。8964 copyright protection105PENANA5fymNGKFCz 維尼
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這一切雖然令人討厭,但我還是隱忍著,努力維持身為偶像的自己。因為將來如果有機會以個人名義出道,目前公司的資源是不可少的。8964 copyright protection105PENANArx6UOJC8hH 維尼
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我就這樣抱著厭惡的心態一路走來。8964 copyright protection105PENANAnaL3cHftNS 維尼
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直到我們獲得年度歌曲獎的那瞬間,我終於瞭解到——8964 copyright protection105PENANAF5Fdfm6iOB 維尼
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我已經喜歡上成為「偶像」這回事。8964 copyright protection105PENANAXMZak281Il 維尼
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證據就是得獎時,那些在粉絲的歡呼聲下不由自主的淚水。8964 copyright protection105PENANAiWisYkxSBg 維尼
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原來這一切並沒有我所想的那麼糟。8964 copyright protection105PENANAQyRsi4BWBU 維尼
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團員們其實都是很好的孩子。與她們日益相處,我發現工作再怎麼疲憊也很有趣。8964 copyright protection105PENANADyNRHfQdDH 維尼
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每當站在舞台上,粉絲們的應援聲直到上床睡覺時,都還在耳裡迴盪。8964 copyright protection105PENANAtV9LEXs0WC 維尼
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雖然網路上總有些不舒服的惡評,但其實喜歡我的人更多。 8964 copyright protection105PENANAozxKYd5Ar6 維尼
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但同時我也發現——8964 copyright protection105PENANAKcGUS7BfKL 維尼
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心裡的夢想還是緊咬著我不放,我還是想成為期望中的自己。8964 copyright protection105PENANAP8FneE8caR 維尼
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之後每當粉絲和我說聲「謝謝妳成為IsLilac」或是「IsLilac缺一不可」時,我就會愧疚地想死。8964 copyright protection105PENANAWrdFI6EpC1 維尼
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我一直在背叛著。8964 copyright protection105PENANAWr1k8deno5 維尼
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一面背叛著喜愛我的人,卻又和真正的理想背道而馳。8964 copyright protection105PENANAB7ZBRmE8YA 維尼
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「我曾經恨著『你們喜歡的我』,如今卻開始不知道該選哪一邊。」我好想這麼說,卻說不出口。8964 copyright protection105PENANAbD1S3Nx9Rt 維尼
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只能感到害怕,然後等著自己再也無法走下去的那天到來。8964 copyright protection105PENANAg4md4Vx6rM 維尼
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漸漸自我毀滅。8964 copyright protection105PENANAYsekMgEGfU 維尼
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學姐看著我,帶著一抹虛弱的微笑。8964 copyright protection105PENANAhlxjB2Mb5W 維尼
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「所以,當你在天台聽到我的抱怨時,我竟然有種解脫的感覺。如果因為你的一句話能將我的偶像生涯毀掉……我是不是就能脫離這狀態呢?我是這麼想的。」8964 copyright protection105PENANALdfzVaWkbf 維尼
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原來當時的學姐給我有種無所謂的感覺,就是這個原因。她希望藉由他人之手將她目前的現況強制摧毀。8964 copyright protection105PENANA9ureWNMeJk 維尼
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「雖然說這花和我很像,但實際看看還是比我漂亮多了。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAt7ucYwwp8A 維尼
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被花包圍的學姐像是隨時會被接走般,再也回不來。我躲避這個畫面,眼神飄向腳邊。那裡有一朵自然掉落的藍色繡球花。我小心翼翼地移動腳步怕踩到它,同時將剛才學姐所說的話在腦袋整理一遍。8964 copyright protection105PENANAcsUcwv93Dh 維尼
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再次了解她的脆弱後,我撥開從剛才就一直撫摸學姐臉龐的花朵。對著花失笑的學姐,表情有些悲哀。8964 copyright protection105PENANA8WayphZNgr 維尼
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某種翻湧上來的情感淹到喉頭,我向她說道。8964 copyright protection105PENANAFIetkpruQj 維尼
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「我認為學姐應該要繼續當偶像。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAbMGVn6ctKk 維尼
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聽到我這麼說,她倒吸一口氣。8964 copyright protection105PENANAJ5tdemYTFc 維尼
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「為什麼……?我並不是純粹為了粉絲著想,甚至會在沒有人的地方大聲指責他們,我跟其他發自內心喜歡偶像這份工作的成員不同,我是這麼……懷抱這樣骯髒的想法在當偶像的喔。即使是這樣……你依然要我抱著這份愧疚繼續當大家的偶像嗎?」8964 copyright protection105PENANAwDsaYMZJqP 維尼
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學姐以薄弱的語氣對我質問後,輕咬著下唇。微蹙的眉讓人想撫平。8964 copyright protection105PENANAsqxVf9szpR 維尼
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我想她心裡比較希望我叫她放棄吧。但在得知學姐真正的心情後,我更不可能這麼做。我握緊拳頭。8964 copyright protection105PENANALQWgZBDgI5 維尼
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「這份愧疚,不就是如今粉絲在妳心裡的重量嗎?」8964 copyright protection105PENANANqqfQ2PPW6 維尼
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像是受到衝擊般,學姐瞳孔微張。宛如突然被罵的小孩一樣頓時感到錯愕。8964 copyright protection105PENANAUp1FsJK49X 維尼
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「妳其實喜歡追求夢想的妳自己。」 8964 copyright protection105PENANAP4yikkM9aD 維尼
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我注視著她,一字一句,說出自己的想法。8964 copyright protection105PENANAt7vV0nMdUz 維尼
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「也喜歡當偶像的自己。這兩種都是妳。妳不必刻意選擇其中一方。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAEM1xoyGmyw 維尼
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「但是……我……無法不去選擇啊……」8964 copyright protection105PENANAU3u4lOMXR3 維尼
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人生確實有必須做出選擇的時刻,但是有的時候抱持著迷惘,將暫時不作出選擇視為一種選擇,藉此尋找自己真正的答案,這也是一種作法。8964 copyright protection105PENANAB9z204eauL 維尼
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因為,在這個當下的所有煩惱和至今為止的累積,肯定能將人連結到未來。8964 copyright protection105PENANATy9KyMpmZq 維尼
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「如果沒有『堅持夢想的Kay』就不會有『IsLilac的Kay』;如果沒有『IsLilac的Kay』,或許將來大家也不會看到『實現夢想的Kay』。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAfK3pSrm3pC 維尼
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我接著說:「以現在為跳板。然後將未來的夢想告訴粉絲,讓他們一起支持妳。也是一種辦法吧?」8964 copyright protection105PENANAQAQJTHNvWQ 維尼
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「可是……」8964 copyright protection105PENANAZJKKyYzZcA 維尼
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學姐垂下目光,長長的睫毛在她臉上留下陰影。她似乎還是害怕粉絲會討厭自己。8964 copyright protection105PENANA5xOGL5vjjF 維尼
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不過,即便如此這副模樣也顯得十分惹人憐愛。8964 copyright protection105PENANAXpyR3y2vo4 維尼
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「如果我是粉絲,知道學姐這麼對我深懷愧疚又害怕被我討厭。那只會讓我更加喜歡妳而已。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAiJZJvvfFW3 維尼
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我對學姐露出微笑,試著消除她的不安。8964 copyright protection105PENANAnX67FJbaGo 維尼
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「如果因為這些愧疚就無法繼續走下去,妳才在真正背叛粉絲。不是嗎?」8964 copyright protection105PENANAeqvaqS4ASE 維尼
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8964 copyright protection105PENANAjtnKbSX7Bo 維尼
學姐愣愣地看著我,過了半晌,她緩緩地開口。8964 copyright protection105PENANA4ckhntSfGe 維尼
109Please respect copyright.PENANAPlYKUzLSXQ
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「或許……是吧。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAZoDomyv0CT 維尼
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「一定是。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAhZG2vnXVBP 維尼
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並非如她話語中的不確定,我斬釘截鐵地說道。8964 copyright protection105PENANAHoOTgrKEMC 維尼
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聽了我這麼說,她先是垂下眼簾,接著——重新抬起眼眸。那是一抹脆弱中卻帶有一絲堅毅的表情。像是穿透灰藍清晨的第一道光。8964 copyright protection105PENANAoPQS1UUuue 維尼
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見到她振作的樣子,我忍不住開口調侃道:8964 copyright protection105PENANAIqz64DWobb 維尼
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「改天直播時,就這麼說吧——『其實我未來想做獨立歌手。如果大家支持我,我就告訴你們現在的內褲顏色』之類的。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAhYLQHJsPV7 維尼
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「去死吧。噁男。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAD7JDcFkkEv 維尼
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學姐一副「這男人真差勁」的表情,看來精神是恢復不少。8964 copyright protection105PENANAnR4qrpYO1C 維尼
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「嗯。搞不好這種謾罵,粉絲們會更喜歡妳喔。」8964 copyright protection105PENANA2Fa9pej8eN 維尼
109Please respect copyright.PENANAlS1GcEh0Fh
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我認真點頭說道。8964 copyright protection105PENANAN96QY7XU0Y 維尼
109Please respect copyright.PENANABPODWJXqck
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「只有你這變態才喜歡。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAcr3ZhABwye 維尼
109Please respect copyright.PENANAyVan1Vd56L
8964 copyright protection105PENANAQ4Ivnu9RM0 維尼
學姐踢了我的小腿,小聲罵了我一句「白癡。」然後,她像是注意到什麼,忽然蹲下。將我腳邊的那朵藍色繡球花撿起。8964 copyright protection105PENANAXOClU74QuD 維尼
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我的眼神順著她輕柔的動作,看她把花放回花牆上。接著我看向學姐時,正好與她對望。或許是剛才的情感碰撞讓彼此有些害羞,我們相視一笑。8964 copyright protection105PENANAXhuQx09k8S 維尼
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這看似不錯的畫面,我希望能當作結尾,但——一切還沒結束,這下終於輪到我了。8964 copyright protection105PENANAk2Q4nudXhs 維尼
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「學姐。」8964 copyright protection105PENANADd36OkeTkL 維尼
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「嗯?」8964 copyright protection105PENANArJThjGOeZj 維尼
109Please respect copyright.PENANAq2sIaYiInh
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「有件事必須向妳坦白。」8964 copyright protection105PENANA0TFWNV38lD 維尼
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什麼意思?她歪著頭,彷彿在跟我這麼說。8964 copyright protection105PENANACsHxVyMmNg 維尼
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我深呼吸一口氣,說出我一直想承認的事——109Please respect copyright.PENANAmimLprAegp
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「其實背叛的人一直都是我。」8964 copyright protection105PENANATLqgAlrnrv 維尼
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我對一臉茫然的學姐說「在這等我」。接著,我走向後方約十五公尺處。那裡站著一位拿著單眼相機,假裝在拍攝繡球花的男人。8964 copyright protection105PENANADREnrIVHks 維尼
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他是我私下聯絡的八卦雜誌的記者。8964 copyright protection105PENANA0u0HNsWXKL 維尼
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看到我朝他走近時,他臉上露出訝異的表情。8964 copyright protection105PENANAIzOuJGfyAb 維尼
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「不好意思。」我向他低頭,「可以麻煩你把相機裡的照片刪掉嗎?」8964 copyright protection105PENANAVN3uIVTuni 維尼
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「可、可是……這……」8964 copyright protection105PENANAPD5w3qhEqK 維尼
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他有些尷尬地笑了笑。8964 copyright protection105PENANAccbiPowDiY 維尼
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「拜託!麻煩你了!」8964 copyright protection105PENANAj9gcSRO2Pn 維尼
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我把頭壓得更低。想著如果還不行,就當場跪下吧。8964 copyright protection105PENANAc3yO4iD6fg 維尼
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就在我與記者周旋時,耳邊突然出現一道明亮的聲音。8964 copyright protection105PENANARGueQn6lmx 維尼
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「——啊!經紀人!」8964 copyright protection105PENANAEvg5CycScG 維尼
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8964 copyright protection105PENANApBxly5nOf7 維尼
我與拿著相機的男人同時朝聲音的主人看去。8964 copyright protection105PENANA3STXoNuhFo 維尼
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那是理應不該出現在這的人——IsLilac的隊長Aya。8964 copyright protection105PENANAxLki0lt9bE 維尼
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不只Aya,更驚訝的是連其餘的三位成員也都在場。她們手裡拿著各自的口罩和帽子,代表她們四人剛卸除掉偽裝而已。8964 copyright protection105PENANAPdpXA549uk 維尼
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「經紀人,差不多該走囉。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAi3bQKqvarL 維尼
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Aya這麼對我說。8964 copyright protection105PENANAyCACsPpzdg 維尼
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