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母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cb0WqppH3
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足；
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詢問：
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「我的母親，還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予，但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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我所在處境由妳所把控，不論是優渥或貧困，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQNQB845UC
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6AeKURXgL
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自白 :
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過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI0LTNBi9s
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZvIV0EY97
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年幼時媽媽說過：97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwTHFrFsEZ
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如果很痛，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s6GYdnF5x
我們家沒錢看醫生，
所以要忍著，如果很痛，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX06V4whBZ1
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7VtwxeVcg
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那之後還身為孩子時的自己，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrhGjLx5P9
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4QGBYUjUo
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況，請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NlZTqGjZB
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還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來，我可以幫妳再割掉一些，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IQajMfkpH
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeXghbFiIE
我只能這樣做，妳要體諒我。
沒關係，現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛，說出來，我可以幫妳，不用害怕。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i3qGlaa0J
我們只是沒錢而已，還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMVWq2ikpy
會覺得很舒服，
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼？」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3BKpyTRPi
「因為我們是家人。」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquvrUvPa3a
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回想以往，以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogLg6oKxxR
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是什麼樣的母親，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPtb6LyrTQ
於孩子的撒嬌下，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR9cibYgtV
於貧困、於匱乏，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xavmHYcqC
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKf1WsK8Qci
作為玩具獎勵給子女。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdd8wWN44g
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrZShPWj37
將左胸，那肥大柔軟的哺育器官，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA67OlYR4kL
輕易的如無痛覺般割下，賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK0ejFQVHi
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9az5kiWXfi
與觸感、與厚大沉重。
