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友誼為何物？這是阿瞳常常思考，腦袋卻一片空白的問題。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTUAlVbb9n
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阿瞳有一個喜好，當她和朋友在一起而覺得很快樂、或是很難忘很深刻的時候，她喜歡拿出手機和朋友照相，然後把相片儲存到一定數量時，就沖灑出來貼在睡房的書桌上。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuCmSaVyBl
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樂文是她心中排名第一要好的朋友。對，她會把朋友作排名，不同位置的朋友會得到不一樣的待遇，至於排名的準則，這是基於每位朋友對待她的態度、說過的話、一舉手一投足、一起經歷過什麼事情而所定奪。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPsWrIf3oc
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朋友Y曾經是阿瞳心中的第一位，可惜她曾口直心快說阿瞳是個平凡普通的女孩子，沒本事可以高攀到有成就的獨特人士，後來她們之間的友誼就瞬間降到冰點。什麼為之「獨特」？原來在朋友Y世俗的眼光中，只要有學歷、月入超過三萬以上就叫「成功人士」、「有成就」，而非每個人獨一無二的內在本質和信念。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kOFwnqF2H
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朋友C也佔據過第一位三個月的時間，可惜原來她和阿瞳做朋友就只為了用阿瞳來襯托自己。後來阿瞳悲傷地發現了，朋友C很喜歡挑選一些在她個人眼光中條件比她差的人做朋友，這樣才能突顯她的優秀。朋友C是自大，也是自卑。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4GIpI3daB
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今年八月，在這個炎熱的季節性，阿瞳決定在樓上書店舉辦一個小型展覽，展示十張她認為和樂文經歷過最難忘時刻的畫面，她想給樂文一個驚喜，也當作她們認識十年來的一個小紀念。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoYtYYZV8e
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在展覽開幕的前一天，樂文一整個下午都陪伴在側協助阿瞳佈置場地。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIM67CDJvI
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阿瞳蹲在地上，小心翼翼地把每張放大了的照片鑲入畫框之中。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJLtSJfOnL
她手上拿著的照片是攝於一間小酒吧內，她們二人天真又稚嫩的笑臉填滿整張照片的空間，這是一張大頭照，為了紀錄她們領了人生第一份辛苦工作得來的薪水。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6FL6hxmAG
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樂文的眼神充滿溫柔：「好懷念呢，轉眼間我們都步入社會有四年多了。」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQzIxsnUHq
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當時她們都梳著整齊的瀏海長直髮、戴著彷木框眼鏡，樂文穿著玫瑰紅色背心和黑色短褲，阿瞳則穿著櫻桃紅色襯衫和黑色長裙，她們左手都戴著款式很像的粉紅色水晶手鏈。朋友圈中的其他人都說她們好像雙生兒。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbJU2RZtVi
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不過透過照相就能明確分辨二人，樂文喜歡露齒而笑、眼睛都笑瞇了，而阿瞳只會對著鏡頭生硬地微微揚起嘴角。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk3jmZ5Hnr
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阿瞳也感觸起來，心頭一酸：「對呀，而且我們當初的品味還蠻像的嘛。」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7EGi74DC6
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樂文摸了摸阿瞳有點粗糙的頭髮：「那當然呀，那時我們都會一起買衣服，也會互相給予對方意見，記得朋友們都會笑說分不出我們誰是誰。」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszVAFxSYl9
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對，阿瞳很喜歡約樂文出門一起買衣服，這樣一來她才可以跟貼樂文的時尚品味。只有穿著和樂文差不多款式的衣服，她才有自信踏出門面對人群。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1O0LJVdfc
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今天樂文穿著煙灰色斜肩T恤和黑白色直間短裙，而阿瞳穿了一件黑色連身裙。不知由那天開始，阿瞳徹底改變了跟隨樂文品味的習慣。她只想做回她自己。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6GX0QLfNr
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擺放在地上的，還有另一張影於黑夜球場之中的自拍合照，阿瞳還是腫著雙眼，一副心事重重的難過模樣。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgU1Pkp8Nx6
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樂文把頭依在阿瞳肩膀上：「啊，那時候妳哭了好久，我們的腿還被蚊子叮了好多個包，癢死了。不過哭過後我們還要合照，現在看起來蠻好笑又奇怪的。」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eDbeElzxD
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樂文的動作輕得讓阿瞳感受不到她的重量，阿瞳嘆一口氣，彷彿當時的難受情緒突然再次湧上心田：「我還記得我哭的原因，那一天下午我被一個超級爛的同事看不起我，晚上我又不舒服看了醫生，給他講到我好像患上嚴重疾病似的，妳也在診間聽到他講得多誇張吧，那晚簡直就身心受創、雙重打擊。」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XDI7QFdCJ
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不過還好有妳一直陪伴在我身邊安慰我、給我勇氣，又給予耐性讓我大吐苦水和抒發恐懼的心情……如果沒了妳，我該怎麼辨才好？340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhYGh8Bjj7
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那張被壓在最底下的照片，是攝於一望無際的金黃色太陽花田裡，每株太陽花都差不多高過她們，好像可以輕易就把細小的她們掩藏在這片瑰麗的風景之中。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z2nfzyuqg
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照片中，樂文摟著阿瞳的肩膀，樂文專注看著鏡頭咧嘴而笑、露出了潔白的牙齒，而阿瞳凝重的眼神卻不自覺地瞄向樂文。她們同樣梳著馬尾，穿著煙灰色斜肩T恤和黑白色直間短裙。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE2KraWj7L
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那是一個天朗氣清，會有七彩風箏劃過天空，炎熱卻有微風吹著的下午。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrVXm9xT7a
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樂文嘟著嘴巴，吃吃笑著：「原來妳都沒有專心望鏡頭，為什麼那時妳要偷看我呀？」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX56vV8kdP
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阿瞳臉色一沉，雙手微微抖震著。儘管開了冷氣，但阿瞳的額頭仍有汗水不斷滲出來。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyC6IaSC9C
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樂文留意到阿瞳的不安異樣，但仍繼續一口氣說下去：「那天之前的我真的好高興呢，差不多每天都活在喜悅之中，因為努力了兩年，我終於可以創立自己的手袋品牌，同時男朋友又向我求婚，那時我的人生可以說是接近完美的了……」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTTfZCNwvp
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樂文輕吐一口氣：「妳還記得，拍完這張照片之後，妳跟我說了什麼嗎？」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWTbdMp56E
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「為什麼妳會過得比我好？這樣完美的人生，我也好像要……我想成為妳……只要妳消失了，我就可以接收妳現在的一切了吧……只要妳……」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHMyEZ7Wfh
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阿瞳摀住自己耳朵，身體縮成一團。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzpa6cukpk
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「啊！」阿瞳好像感覺到有東西從她背上滑過，漸漸撫上她的後頸……340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaIf3JHwL5
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「救命呀！」阿瞳發瘋似的尖叫起來，她抱頭恐慌地衝出書局快步走向後樓梯，她只想急速離開這樓層，直到她衝向地面大堂，看見保安的一刻她才安心一點點。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWjCjgNgzk
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披頭散髮的阿瞳在混亂中抓著保安的衣襟，大口喘著氣：「救命……書局……書局裡有人要攻擊我……你……要救救我……」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijmrkGs69x
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保安一臉疑惑：「不會吧，小姐妳冷靜一點吧，今天只有妳一個人進入過這大樓呀。」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZRYDEp9R9
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阿瞳激動搖晃保安：「你騙我，明明樂文就和我在一起……她一直都和我在一起……」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafEHMG3Gkp
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保安被搖得頭昏起來：「哎呀我就沒騙妳呀。」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGRE13B4Ba
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「你……真的沒騙我嗎？」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRqrOyzaqR
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原來……原來……一直就只有阿瞳一人的身影在書局徘佪著……鬼怪最可怕的是它們專門喜歡躲在最暗陰的角落裡，譬如是人的內心深處……340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTjMHrLI9B
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友誼到底為何物？這是阿瞳常常思考，腦袋仍然一片空白的問題。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEPa27cpMZ
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