I'd like to think, that beyond this bristling carpet of reeds and half-hearted, long-forgotten blooms, she'll be waiting.1506Please respect copyright.PENANAjOx2L46k0k
silence1506Please respect copyright.PENANABTLaYlzI6m
I'd like to think, that once the night sky spreads its wings and brings the dancing stars to light, and wretched, sinful Isabelle still hasn't returned home - I'd like to think that perhaps her parents might regret the words they said, might regret the palms of their hands stinging red against my face.1506Please respect copyright.PENANAhrgIkM5HTc
I pray for them. For Isabelle. And for Maddy. I pray for answers.1506Please respect copyright.PENANABjdbt4OmWK
A hundred days have made me older1506Please respect copyright.PENANAHIoDOuUnbu
They told me that God loves us all, and will always be with us; but now, tears streaming onto my clasped hands and down into the river, silence is the only response.1506Please respect copyright.PENANAupHSpL7Kw3
A thousand lies have made me colder1506Please respect copyright.PENANAvmwnusWgd5
They never met her. Never met Maddy. They heard her name, spoke to her parents, but they never met her, and I hate them for that, more than I hate them for the scars on my cheeks.1506Please respect copyright.PENANABHoBAbkMAE
They just heard about her. And when they did, they forgot about Isabelle, that poor girl became me; the one they couldn't love. Their daughter was killed by a phone call.1506Please respect copyright.PENANAgaU4Xhgp6D
silence1506Please respect copyright.PENANApiPuljHLtp
We were lying about why I was there, and we were lying side by side - lying side by side, earphones in to maintain the charade of studying - I could've lived in that moment forever. Just holding her hand in mine, knowing she was right beside me, seeing what I was seeing, hearing what I was hearing, feeling what I was feeling.1506Please respect copyright.PENANAwGRk8sKN1D
Door opening.1506Please respect copyright.PENANA5wA2VY286H
Earphones falling.1506Please respect copyright.PENANAPXlyGPayq1
3 Doors Down's Here Without You cuts to silence.1506Please respect copyright.PENANA3kOpoGPM3k
Door closing.1506Please respect copyright.PENANAQyThyUWxSe
And then Maddy's parents called mine.1506Please respect copyright.PENANAHkvTZo18Xu
The memories tear at me from the inside out, trying to escape into a reality that I lost so long ago.1506Please respect copyright.PENANAcFUB77brXg
I lay my head down in the river, floating hair making a red halo on the surface of the water, newly sprouted reeds grasping desperately at my scalp.1506Please respect copyright.PENANAA9vUe0h0LI
The touch of the water makes me gasp - but it's no colder than I've felt for the past year.1506Please respect copyright.PENANAhzWxefMBuf
I slowly push off the bank with my feet, and as my ears submerge, I can hear her singing the song, the song we both loved so much -1506Please respect copyright.PENANAZCYN2aGQIc
A hundred days have made me older1506Please respect copyright.PENANALeZh6krh8Z
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face1506Please respect copyright.PENANAGadzXQPSGQ
A thousand lies have made me colder1506Please respect copyright.PENANAUMs5immuJz
And I don't think I can look at this the same1506Please respect copyright.PENANAswAeJp5yak
I can hear her singing, I can hear her, and I'm coming Maddy I'm coming -1506Please respect copyright.PENANAhHTsKVnt1f
You're still with me in my dreams1506Please respect copyright.PENANA7a3F0x3zuo
And tonight, girl, it's only you and me1506Please respect copyright.PENANAiZGqGoadhF
silence1506Please respect copyright.PENANABx7shoZU3V
-1506Please respect copyright.PENANAdYq6cUfDNH
I'd like to think, that beyond this bristling carpet of reeds and half-hearted, long-forgotten blooms, she'll be waiting.1506Please respect copyright.PENANAMs1cHakSy8
She'll be waiting for me.1506Please respect copyright.PENANAYVfaTcETx3
silence1506Please respect copyright.PENANAVESgTdw86T