Summary: Set in S8. Based on the song “Not Meant To Be.” Katherine comes back to life after escaping the 1994 prison world and Kai. Will Damon save her or not?514Please respect copyright.PENANA6jyconbNH0
It’s never enough to say I’m sorry514Please respect copyright.PENANAU5MTDStGdn
It’s never enough to say I care514Please respect copyright.PENANAvTTwIJlKSJ
But I’m caught between what you wanted from me514Please respect copyright.PENANArYfCe5jXFg
And knowing that if I give that to you514Please respect copyright.PENANA6cE6Nqkdod
I might just disappear514Please respect copyright.PENANA9eFQzSeR5Y
Nobody wins when everyone’s losing
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It was a nebulous night, as Damon drove through Mystic Falls, on the way out of town. A few weeks ago, he and Enzo had been saved from the siren, Sybil, when they’d destroyed it. Just last week he’d gotten his humanity back on. Now he was on his way out of town for a break from Mystic Falls and everything that came with it.514Please respect copyright.PENANAfqwM7viaS7
Suddenly, on a road, close to the edge of town, he stopped the car, seeing someone on the road. Deciding to see who it was and if he could help, he got out and walked towards the shoulder of the road.514Please respect copyright.PENANAzfYrNU6TGb
Once there, he immediately knew who it was. She wasn’t Elena, but he’d know her anywhere.514Please respect copyright.PENANAb2izJ6BYQM
“Katherine?”514Please respect copyright.PENANALYlLiHQDqR
He knelt by her to assess her condition and wounds with his eyes. When he did and saw the arrow in her lower stomach and the ascendant not far from her, he knew where she’d come from.514Please respect copyright.PENANAwp1dYWTZhG
“I’m so sorry. You didn’t deserve this,” he said, knowing she’d just escaped Kai and it was partly his fault. He was the one that killed Kai to save Bonnie, and Stefan was the one that had killed her. Damon had just watched instead of trying to keep her alive, because he’d loved Elena. He couldn’t deny that there was still connection between them, though. She’d taught him everything he knew.
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*As I Lay Dying*
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It’s like one step forward and two steps back514Please respect copyright.PENANA8mHfTmSsNm
No matter what I do you’re always mad514Please respect copyright.PENANACP2NoFvViu
And I, I can’t change your mind514Please respect copyright.PENANAfdHNXfXoKg
I know it’s like trying to turn around on a one way street514Please respect copyright.PENANALTEA60Tpb8
I can’t give you what you want514Please respect copyright.PENANAkz0IbImlEB
And it’s killing me514Please respect copyright.PENANAyOCK0LUJvg
And I, I’m starting to see514Please respect copyright.PENANAfEg3JXz1oa
Maybe we’re not meant to be514Please respect copyright.PENANAMtqTMxbIT6
It’s never enough to say I love you
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It was a dismal night in the Mystic Falls woods in 1864, as human Damon stood in front of her, her standing against a tree.514Please respect copyright.PENANAZdE35Rmt93
“Why must you run from me?”514Please respect copyright.PENANA0qyjhY2cuB
“Because I know that you will chase,” she answered with a smile.514Please respect copyright.PENANA5TtU7579cC
“Then let me chase you forever,” he replied.514Please respect copyright.PENANA3XSXRmpJ2F
She used a fingernail to make a cut by her collarbone.514Please respect copyright.PENANAB497YQlL71
“I’m not going to feed you, Damon. If you want it, take it. Choose.”514Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1wKWdlPHS
“I choose you, Katherine,” he said, before he began to drink from the cut. That was the first lesson she taught him; take what you want without consequences.
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*500 Years of Solitude*
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No it’s never enough to say I try514Please respect copyright.PENANAZWQ2d4gwOf
It’s hard to believe514Please respect copyright.PENANAlIXG2IC1Tq
That there’s no way out for you and me514Please respect copyright.PENANA61MtPmUqld
And it seems to be the story of our lives514Please respect copyright.PENANAxYNZrsHwmw
Nobody wins when everyone’s losing514Please respect copyright.PENANA76OHJVw3yg
There’s still time to turn this around514Please respect copyright.PENANA2eKiSJZhT8
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down514Please respect copyright.PENANACgt7hWkzEF
But I keep thinking514Please respect copyright.PENANADYsVGoFljH
Maybe it’s too late
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As Katherine lay in bed, resting, stuck in the memory of her parents slaughtered, Damon appeared in her memory, ready to torment her about it.514Please respect copyright.PENANAObLX4Axwwk
“You know, your family’s death was all your fault,” he told her.514Please respect copyright.PENANAGy9sKzfjrm
“Get. Out. Of. My. Head,” she said angrily, mad at him for being inside her head and trying to torment her.514Please respect copyright.PENANAAoiTYd8bqQ
He didn’t heed, but instead, went on to comment about the style that Klaus used, saying that he admired how he’d put the sword through her father and made him hang on the wall.514Please respect copyright.PENANAn66nSMwL85
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*The Return*
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Katherine stood in front of him in the living room.514Please respect copyright.PENANAc1Y3VWQiCl
“Kiss me or kill me. Which will it be, Damon? We both know you’re only capable of one.”514Please respect copyright.PENANAGckS5oVoK2
He pinned her to the floor with a hand around her throat. He thought about the latter, but then a moment later, he let go of her and kissed her.514Please respect copyright.PENANAE7htsX4xhG
She kissed back with a smile and they blurred towards a wall, her against it, and they continued kissing.514Please respect copyright.PENANAATFpqHi7v8
He pulled away five minutes later.514Please respect copyright.PENANAqaY0kS0Hur
“Wait. Time out.”514Please respect copyright.PENANAhWdf7GUSo5
She pushed him away and stepped back, waiting for him to continue.514Please respect copyright.PENANAiaBYDKw3cY
“I have a question. Answer it and it’s back to rockets and red glare. Answer it right and I’ll forget the last 145 years I spent missing you. I’ll forget everything and we can start over. That’s the beauty of eternity. See, we have time. I need the truth just this once.”514Please respect copyright.PENANAaNOz4OSQEK
She stood in front of him.514Please respect copyright.PENANAaF4VzJSfCB
“Stop. I already know the question and its answer.”514Please respect copyright.PENANAsGWFsduSry
He rested gentle hands on either side of her face.514Please respect copyright.PENANA3QQsjNKVNE
“The truth is…I’ve never loved you.”514Please respect copyright.PENANAWT3QOpt2s4
She took his hands and put them down, before walking off.514Please respect copyright.PENANAKSKSD9MMR0
As she walked off, everything she said sunk in and he grabbed a shot glass, chucking it at the fireplace. As a result, it shattered into a million pieces, just as he felt like right now.
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*Present*
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It’s like one step forward and two steps back514Please respect copyright.PENANAit9cgIbWrU
No matter what I do you’re always mad514Please respect copyright.PENANAyqEC1azGqs
And I, baby, I’m starting to see514Please respect copyright.PENANAs99gkQzeyS
Maybe we’re not meant to be
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As he scanned her, he saw a dagger in her thigh and her lower stomach and side were bleeding. To top it off, there was blood on either side of her head and she was pale from blood loss.514Please respect copyright.PENANAL66KI3hlvO
After another moment of looking her over, he pulled the arrow out and gently picked her up in his arms, taking her to his car.514Please respect copyright.PENANAYsQ3QKBI7A
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As he drove out of town to the nearest town and hospital, he hoped that she’d make it. All he could do was hope. He’d hated her for so long and now he cared for her. He didn’t hate her anymore. He just wanted her to live. His hatred had died when she had died. Besides, no one deserved to be treated the way Kai liked to treat others.514Please respect copyright.PENANANi8KmUFcQZ
He looked over at her.514Please respect copyright.PENANA1Qyope2iJ8
“Katherine, can you hear me? I need you to open your eyes. I know I was an ass before you died and I’m sorry for that.”514Please respect copyright.PENANAt9ZrtK9pBS
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When he got parked in the hospital parking lot and opened her side of the car, she began to wake up and he went to her side. He could see that though she was awake, she was fighting as to not go under again.514Please respect copyright.PENANAvemrBZN5vZ
“Hey. You’re finally awake.” He gently picked her up in his arms and walked to the hospital building. “Stay with me. You’re going to be okay. Just stay with me.”514Please respect copyright.PENANAo2ppa7Eabc
She was barely awake, as he entered and got some help for her.514Please respect copyright.PENANAaIjs2lKUrQ
A few minutes later, she was rushed down the hallway with a breathing mask on her.514Please respect copyright.PENANA9lIMtbvToB
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A few hours later, he entered her hospital room after she’d survived the surgery, and sat on her bedside, his hands in hers.514Please respect copyright.PENANAU8GcFgXBoh
“You’re lucky. You know that? You’ve been through hell and back and survived.”514Please respect copyright.PENANAzTpT8deJj4
He gave a smile, though she wasn’t awake yet.514Please respect copyright.PENANAX2eQUmu9lR
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An hour later, she woke up and he gave a smile, which she returned.514Please respect copyright.PENANAI7kuNQ10A3
“Thanks,” she said.514Please respect copyright.PENANAcwPRFAxtCJ
“Well, you didn’t deserve that and I don’t hate you anymore,” he replied.514Please respect copyright.PENANAwBO0q8QMwB
“Well, thanks for the save anyway.” She smiled. “If it’s any consolation, thinking about you kept me going.”514Please respect copyright.PENANAjY90aGdu1V
She slowly sat up in bed and gave him a kiss, which he lustfully returned. After her death and near death experience, he realized that he loved her.514Please respect copyright.PENANAWBmg39eFXB
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A month later, they were a couple again.