「……」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGykec0XdNO
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自己難耐著焦躁，在待客室等待著管家到來。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjaew0h8UU
隨著急急的腳步出現在自己面前的管家馬上就察覺了自己的異樣，稍稍靠近了些開口詢問：338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhynLGSqshD
「老爺，請問有什麼要緊事嗎？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jizTR4Ue3
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自己抬起頭，難忍嚴肅的神情看向管家，但在確認原因之前是不應該隨意動怒的，自己壓抑著心頭的焦躁向管家提出了問題。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9cUTrl3bi
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「我那天看到他去應門，那是你教他的事嗎？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeznKY8XX4
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif4YBv7ADA
「啊，是的，前陣子他似乎對在門外等待的送貨商人必須等小的過去應門有些在意，所以跟小的說他也可以幫忙……所以小的就教他哪些人可以讓他們進來，哪些人要打發他們走。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdQbh8W9ZI
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NIddchlJ8
「……以後別讓他去做應門這種事了。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6mJhlDXuT
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSjmCBgcdt
「老爺……小的明白了。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyK8kaOZr2
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即使知道可能發生了什麼事也沒有多說一句話的管家，目送著自己起身離開了待客室。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQpRWKaZmu
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJAhI5CaXV
回到書房，那讓自己不由得感到心痛的身影仍是安靜地、佇立在有著盆栽的窗口，默默地看著那盆適應了盆栽泥土又繼續綻放花朵的植物。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP4NPUr3Vh
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwR7hDAbeu
自從那天他應了那商人的門之後，只要自己沒有派給他事情做，他就會像這樣默默地看著那盆栽動也不動。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5owJwCLb0m
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hWM9w2lmQ
即使自己用盡方法希望他開口，他也像在那一瞬間就失去語言能力般，什麼話都說不出來，表露著彷彿失去生氣的模樣，讓自己打從心裡感到不忍。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs271NgglZl
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLY4bHmLKS
「來替我抄寫地址。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTS1BJFbCB
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡby0o8nRGMo
聽到自己的吩咐，緩緩轉過身走向書桌的他，默默地找出地址簿安放在閱覽架上，接著熟練地將羽毛筆與墨水擺到桌上後坐了下來，等待自己拿來空白信封。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9FWtpeJE3
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn7julpJMA
「……第二排第十個、第十二個。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4loz30hKW
「第三排第一個、第四排第六個。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0IJDchNTb
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKanNZ1nLdI
自己一一將信封擺到他面前，聽過自己的吩咐後，他一句話也沒有地動筆開始抄寫地址。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigso0aVIWZ
隨著書寫傳來羽毛筆劃過信封的輕微聲響，臉上沒有半點表情的他，彷彿只是一具會動的人偶。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaSL1er0DW
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro79xnW6We
到底發生了什麼？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Hk6U147Kh
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDHxtGVy4E
原以為他只是因為看到了那奴隸商人，感到不安害怕而已。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDOxTaaVmc
但自己對他說了再多安慰的話語也不見他從這副模樣裡恢復，即使特地邀他一起共進美味的晚餐，他也只是默默地吃著食物，彷彿完全感受不到料理的美味。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnFGVsHnuM
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6PKojEVso
即使是在夜晚的寢室，自己懷抱著他、親吻著他的身軀的時候，將手輕放在自己頰邊的他也像是失去了靈魂般無法注視著自己。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAZKrIHXhm
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARUwbeutyx
即使早晨他仍會輕柔地伸手將自己喚醒，迎接自己的，也是他失去生氣的面容。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKLpNcSc8B
那雙美麗的眼睛裡透露著的，深不見底的什麼，自己無法理解。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxKHjy1C81
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今天他又在窗台邊看著那叢越發茂盛的花朵。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfzRdDoLKe
自己實在不忍注視著這樣的他，在處理過庶務後，走進了庭院。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cC9vIORAp
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqP8LiJzHtp
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeKuhpAsFt
「老爺！庭院最後一朵玫瑰開了喔！」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡor0ysoYBXQ
遠遠地，朝自己揮著手裡的帽子，園丁帶著笑容走向了自己。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIlIarFCiN
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLi8TtwsJN
「辛苦了……開的好嗎？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdxaYqaffN
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRV842VlgS3
「開得很美呢！要為老爺摘下來嗎？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YLXXT6i9x
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtItp7pZsd3
「……不了，讓它開吧。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnnMggY0jf
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjpM581qMF
自己現在實在沒有那個心情，一邊婉拒著園丁，同時，某件事情突然浮現在了心頭。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQEtxzmFD3
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKqEad772f
「……那天，你在庭院嗎？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XEUeKDDDz
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxrIZmht1V
聽到自己的問題，園丁挺起胸膛。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiziOo0xNA
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjy9hw5ztPy
「小的每天都在庭院裡盡責地照顧老爺的花草！」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvzNdYzKaa
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUIWT6ryAO
「嗯，辛苦你了……那天，就是奴隸商人來的那天，你有聽到什麼嗎？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwnP6PcCP6
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfnsNa2r2j
「奴隸商人？啊，是帶著一些髒兮兮的丫頭的那個胖男人嗎？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGZl13Ksa6
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSd4M4wG0i
自己雖然想否定園丁所說的髒兮兮只是奴隸先天的膚色這件事，但既然園丁有看到，那最重要的事情，應該是……338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwyzIIydXi
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziLv1FSF9g
「沒錯，他們有跟他說什麼嗎？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkN2i0SKbq
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5QURjfTxF
「他？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0y8fmBRowb
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5dJ2FJo9z
「嗯，之前跟我一起來向您借鏟子的那位。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBLGbCrv3q
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7nmo68ypD
「啊、有的！那裡面有個丫頭朝他大吼。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngBBnBSDFT
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQqZbX8lyn
「……她說了什麼？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi9bWTuiZm
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzIO6saBj7
聽到這回答，自己難忍心中的不安，壓著眉頭盯著園丁，園丁似乎因為自己的視線而變得謹慎許多，摸著下巴回想了許久，才緩緩把那句話語說出口。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoCDqiQDBY
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhCuaRWHjS
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X3aMfN1cD
「她說……吉娜的死都是他害的。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMREV4zKbnX
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwUW2MAR7k
「他是個背叛者。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ISQUHCsib
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已經一整天都沒有聽到他的聲音了。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7h7zIXLAN
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJYmyQJmpc
在自己的命令下，與自己一起踏進澡間的他，默默地洗完了身子之後，在自己的注視下踏進浴池。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRouLu6ypH
雖然與自己在同一側的池壁，但卻背對著浴池坐著的他，只是注視著空氣中模糊的一點，動也不動。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYhClGCkqE
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2uxAa71bk
這令人心痛的模樣，讓自己想起園丁說的話。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOZLNJJE1Q
如果自己向他詢問了卻沒有結果怎麼辦呢？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4R0uId0dEf
如果……因為自己的詢問而回想起難受的事情，讓他跌入了更深的黑暗之中的話，自己該怎麼辦呢？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiextwLxS7Z
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZZ2dgogmK
他現在的模樣簡直與剛來到這裡、自己第一次見到他的時候一樣。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtECzHpNgd
不礙著自己，也不做任何表示，像個物品般地，呼之即來，揮之即去。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59u1LLIjZe
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtBiK3GtGN
但他確實……曾經碰觸過自己的心，也稍稍地、讓自己聽見過他內心的聲音。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75kPdKV5Hh
給予過自己屬於他的溫暖與期盼，即使他始終沒有親口告訴自己，卻也無法忽視那些、存在過他眼裡的，說不出口的話語。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4gkadZfgh
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxWe40N6Cs
他是怎樣從那一番話裡跌落到了原本的深淵裡，自己不明瞭。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcgZN89ya9
僅有手裡握著的這一絲情報，如果他仍舊不告訴自己的話，還能做什麼讓事情有所改變呢？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rZGhl5kRa
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe2juPLjjo
咬了咬牙，即使自己在這裡猶豫不決，情況也不會因此好轉。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebpfJ6ETtx
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrWOwbxKlI
自己緩緩地靠近背向這裡的他，即使自己毫無掩飾地靠近也不為所動的他，是不是即使現在對他做了任何不合理的事情，也會默默接受呢？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtv6u7oCGqX
自己隱隱地感受到將會觸碰到他一直不願讓自己明瞭的真實，那會是自己能夠接受，並說服他的事情嗎？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARpnBxJ6Wi
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOzZB7wFY3
搖搖頭，自己拋下那些不著邊際的思緒，趨向前伸手抱緊了他。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWVGKXcDj8
就像夜裡被自己緊緊抱著的時候，絲毫沒有掙扎或者一絲反應的他，在自己說出那句話以後終於有了一絲不同。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbSVlf1wBA
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMueoiEmR7
「……吉娜是誰？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gz3coIpHY
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMoSyVktM0
即使只是微小的顫動，緊抱著他的自己也察覺了。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOv6cPs0vS
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lh8PKjKcN
「是某位奴隸嗎？告訴我。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcksZjGYy5
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC3J9YPyTf
因為認真而變得粗糙的聲音，自己著實不想用這樣的語氣跟他說話。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEXmM4njBX
但如果不這樣做的話，他會知道自己是認真的……一直都是，認真地希望能夠知道他的事情嗎？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJypaMyoVh
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa48vOx4AXD
沉默許久，背對著自己的他緩緩地點了點頭。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42eHq5U51T
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebafQE9lY3
「……為什麼吉娜的死跟你有關係？你已經來這裡這麼久了。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLfAblUHSl
「背叛者，又是怎麼回事？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0qAzRXv2T
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjAKNfTvuR
自己將他抱得更緊了些，不讓他因為緩緩低下的頭而與自己拉遠了距離。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5B91ZOG3Hu
即使如此仍然沉默著的他，微微顫抖的身軀讓自己心裡湧現了一股酸楚。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeyyGSKUvF
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQT26GtMDm
「……你答應過他們什麼嗎？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggZrx72Ou0
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vl54UqMGY
他微微地搖了搖頭。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrFXl6EXDQ
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9a5wjDJ7g
「在來到這裡之前，你負責做什麼？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbXYMD6uBH
「告訴我，否則到水冷了我也不會離開這裡。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEjOqhPRq8
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpRUvIXRGy
聽到自己這般要脅的話語，他的身子變得有些僵硬。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqZWDjnCQd
沉默著，直到自己真的要以為他要等到浴池的水都冷了的時候。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKo8r7dp1Y
久違地，屬於他的聲音才緩緩地流瀉。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ffBmLnkGt
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkvl7t9UW7
「……試用。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡit3D0oTFTW
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjZNBOvhzj
「像那時候那商人說的一樣嗎？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08z4SL4DmX
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOhZT0S3ed
聽到自己的問題，他點了點頭。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wP2mOp6Yf
自己想起那時候，那奴隸商人所說的話。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6kDUFZ0d0
原本以為試用這件事只是因為自己選中了他，而不論是哪一位奴隸都會有的慣例。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5nvGUh1Px
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkJ1gj4Nhl
「試用之後呢？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Mwe7oCo2s
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFfn5AYupK
「…………回去。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB1O7hpFJK
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOISqEaP1h
「回去商人那裡？那買主呢？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtqMli3OaR
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYXiL2KfAh
他低垂的頭，讓自己下意識握緊了他緩緩顫抖的手。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P5StrnsPE
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKj1nyfjK53
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2FIuBInz4
「……我、試用……主人喜歡……買、別人。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbSEwcRWZR
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這讓自己說不出話的答案，幾乎要讓腦袋一片空白。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5blATSiNQp
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之所以他認為他不能露出面容，認為他醜。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlz2jVuwRDX
之所以他認為他骯髒，要用那種粗糙的刷子才能洗乾淨。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVw22nGyrx
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之所以他對任何痛苦與不合理都毫不反抗也不表達。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9xPekAmFq
之所以他只是默默地承受這些，溫柔地對待著自己，卻對自己的承諾絲毫沒有接受的意思。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRttyvvrcfZ
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——都只是因為，他認為總有一天會回去那個地方。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgjoI3plW0
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而他所做的一切努力，都只是為了讓買主開心，認為買下奴隸值得，所以願意在試用之後，買下其他奴隸。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCq05bX6co
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「……那跟吉娜的死有什麼關係？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu6Hjd9lTK
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開口才察覺到的，自己話語中帶著的哽咽。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s2KWzMRh6
或許是因為聽到了自己變化了的音調，他緩緩抬起頭。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ByAildNuU
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「……女孩，試用……痛、難受……不吃飯、死掉……」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKpwoGm20v
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeSwh1PjJI
「……所以你代替她們去給買主試用嗎？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMdXYRIdDz
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面對自己的話語，他輕輕點頭。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCYGk2hygL
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自己靠在他的背上，已經分不清楚模糊眼前的是浴池凝結的蒸氣還是眼眶裡滲出的液體，強忍著心頭的情緒，試圖理清腦中那自己從未想過的，殘酷的真相。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TnVooLPGr
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不，自己其實是明白的吧？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSprqc0EfIE
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察覺他熟練那方面的事情更甚於好好地吃飯的時候。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWZR17Pojy
發現他對自己給他的承諾沒有一絲欣喜的時候。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VIatSd8dr
注意到他得到了真正屬於他的物品的時候，露出懊悔的瞬間。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9MyoPXohd
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「……你沒有虧欠她們什麼。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq7Y4IZvC3
338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAWxzQVH7u
自己幾乎要使盡全身的力氣才能一字一句地說出話語。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wt07Q24iz
隨著這股情緒抱緊他身子的力氣，或許會讓他感到有些難受。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEtzaeNx8m
但自己已經沒有任何方法能夠證明自己想緊緊地抓住他了。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCouwHYT5iR
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「你被這樣對待，就不會痛、不會難受嗎？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9LAKh1dSb
「但你知道要好好地吃飯、好好地維持自己的樣子、好好地……取悅著買主。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfHdfuCIAO
「因為你的努力而被買下的她們，那不是她們的努力。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3CR206cpw
「你承受了的痛苦，她們當然也不會知道……」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeuAvbnMHU
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「你以為替她們擋下了痛苦，實際上她們什麼也不會知道，更不明白自己為什麼不需要任何努力就能被買下……你明白的吧？」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMoAdCSOIt
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隨著自己說出口的話語而顫抖的身子。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadR9oGTCcv
因為止不住顫抖而喘息的身軀，讓自己稍稍地鬆開了緊抱著他的手臂。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuaQGEtQxU
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「誰都沒有資格說你是背叛者。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rbC0XLOm3
「不論是誰，因為痛苦不吃飯、最後衰弱而死，也不是你的責任。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qutsxL628
「那是她們自己的選擇，因為她們只想依靠別人替她們承受那些痛苦活下去……」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9Fdl8XoMa
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「……別再……說……了……」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPITm0dFjS9
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自己眼前顫抖的身軀開口打斷了自己的話語。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEBGCk9z0S
那自己從未聽過的、濃重的鼻音，帶著掩飾不了的啜泣不住顫抖著的身軀。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwdOLsPljW
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自己再度靠上前，緊緊抱住了他的身子。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAt4srRkvf
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「……我不會放你走的。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07cyn5luzw
「你就是你，是被我買下了、我重視的人，誰都不能代替你。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHhnP0EPsH
「你不屬於任何人，沒有替誰受苦的責任，你只能……待在我身旁，只為了你自己，活下去。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjbDhedoUR
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直到自己因為逐漸冷涼的池水而將他帶離浴池，擦乾了身子與頭髮的他，也無法從那彷彿出生以來就沒有哭泣過、止不住的淚容之中脫離。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4C10jQQL2h
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這是因為他從未為了他自己哭泣的關係嗎？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR2AdHWBee
但自己，卻從那晶瑩的淚水之中，看到了他活生生的情感、躍動的靈魂。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkuq4gaxO0
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一切都能好轉的，對吧？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzIDlBJyTB
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