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天氣:陰562Please respect copyright.PENANAkIm5hEwHbY
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在我的印象中,他是個很寡言的人。562Please respect copyright.PENANAak3NSwODlA
「喂——你今天衛生紙帶夠了嗎?」一個男生推了推他,以大家都能聽到的音量大聲說。562Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1NXl05H7w
幾個人笑出來,跟著起鬨。562Please respect copyright.PENANAe5MMC8gAux
「鼻血哥,你會不會失血而死啊?」562Please respect copyright.PENANA50OODCTLzP
「噁,反正別沾到我就好。」562Please respect copyright.PENANAYVG7tg8V6Z
許多人以玩笑的語氣圍在他身邊戲弄道。562Please respect copyright.PENANAGpRITLPHsz
而他本人只是坐在位子上,默默把正留著鼻血的鼻子捏住,以熟練的動作止血。562Please respect copyright.PENANAV01cZozDYP
好像是開學幾天後知道的吧。知道他因為鼻腔內部比較脆弱,因此只要有些微的刺激,就會流血。562Please respect copyright.PENANAHeNGFLrYLq
「你衛生紙真的都不離手欸。」A把整包衛生紙拿走。562Please respect copyright.PENANA6BpMR1ytcn
「這樣他要用什麼擦?」旁邊的B問。562Please respect copyright.PENANA1nL5wMaaS4
「用——啊哈,這個!」A把B的手帕丟到那個人桌上。562Please respect copyright.PENANAG8mrKad0qk
「不要拿我的啦!你們很無聊欸!」B同學拿走手帕之後就出了教室。562Please respect copyright.PENANAEfDYptY1sq
「______,他不借你耶。真可憐。」A說,並把衛生紙連同那句話丟還給了他。562Please respect copyright.PENANAfqbkkqo5vx
我每天都會看到類似的情形上演,因為我一直在他身邊看著。562Please respect copyright.PENANADV6BluktZ7
儘管每天聽他們喊,但不知為什麼,我到現在還是記不起他的名字。562Please respect copyright.PENANAXt2RCEkL6f
或許,你會問:為什麼沒人制止?畢竟,總會有幾個正義感比較強的人去說說他們吧。562Please respect copyright.PENANAfnT6Ohd085
但事實上,真的就是沒有這樣的人。562Please respect copyright.PENANA8EmerNFJUF
每個人都不曾從自己的小小空間裡跨出那一步;只有當別人越界了,才會有所反應——就像那個B一樣。562Please respect copyright.PENANAO0vFez5n5f
就這樣形成一個氛圍,大家都以看戲的表情,看著這齣每日戲。562Please respect copyright.PENANAzDgUC4We88
雖然,他們並不知道,自己也是戲裡的一員。562Please respect copyright.PENANA9qidlkbuEW
「獨善其身的演員們」,我這樣為他們命名。562Please respect copyright.PENANAlDDaQfYOMa
那麼,在這齣戲裡,誰才是反派的一方呢?562Please respect copyright.PENANAhU7T3ZZfpv
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有一天,我趁周圍都沒人時,問那個人:「你不厭倦嗎?」562Please respect copyright.PENANAJZbpp2Okk4
他頓了一下,然後輕輕點了點頭。562Please respect copyright.PENANA2CDlGCFmUu
「你難道不希望他們不要再這樣鬧你嗎?」562Please respect copyright.PENANAGpNihCGEig
——他點頭。562Please respect copyright.PENANAhZBXS9L8U2
「那你為什麼都不說話?像反駁之類的,總之說點什麼。」562Please respect copyright.PENANAKvGjW2Vw5P
他猶豫許久,才小聲說:「我沒那個膽。」562Please respect copyright.PENANAVadkYQp583
沒那個膽。就這樣直接把我想試圖接下去的話給截斷,連同可能會有所改變的未來。562Please respect copyright.PENANApgiSXikB4K
「好吧。」562Please respect copyright.PENANAApIBzcXcus
既然你都這麼說了。562Please respect copyright.PENANAydK0fIGKMn
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我呢,是個旁觀者。562Please respect copyright.PENANA85NhKfyfBU
現在是,以後也不會變。562Please respect copyright.PENANAft1TS7se6P
我會跟其他人一樣,只待在自己的空間內。562Please respect copyright.PENANAQ44uuTvVSy
因為,我已經收到他的答覆。沒勇氣嘛,就只是這樣。562Please respect copyright.PENANAo7b8mJ0kkP
好可憐。562Please respect copyright.PENANA1VTXxTfeiQ
真令人唏噓啊。562Please respect copyright.PENANAdnUvfwRdPD
嗯,我想我下次再遇到時也不會幫他吧。562Please respect copyright.PENANAFUG80q7ygy
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一個身影坐在書桌前,在日記上寫下最後幾個字。562Please respect copyright.PENANATy3MTGif2c
他從桌子上拿了幾張衛生紙,把不小心滴到本子上的液體擦掉。562Please respect copyright.PENANAuEXegro8Hi
「⋯⋯可惡,髒掉了。」他邊說邊收拾桌面,把水杯移到別的地方。562Please respect copyright.PENANAiHjsc8qNRU
「討厭死了。」他厭惡的說。「我要去洗燥了。」562Please respect copyright.PENANATvHciQtes1
碰的一聲。房間門被關上。562Please respect copyright.PENANAZC19uIGo8o
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桌上,留下了沒擦乾淨的血漬。562Please respect copyright.PENANARS2FgLWzdE
以及不知到底誰才是主角的日記。562Please respect copyright.PENANAP3p64rJ05o
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草:以防有人看不太懂,日記裡的「我」和「他」其實是同一人喔
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