二零一八年一月十日，我接管了一間工作室。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuot10ZJVQ
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工作室的前主人，是一個無名的男插畫家。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsuqYQaVLV
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那孩子，於一個月前以低價轉讓出自己曾經的寶貝。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeyIN267fX
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohHaQJy0cQ
那個插畫家年僅二十五，是一個家人不支持他，認為他是一個年輕不有為的大小孩。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRqpsPqS9w
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接管工作室鑰匙那天，那孩子哭得十分悽涼，說:「拜託你，好好珍惜我的工作室。求求你...」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZal9Oevre
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他緊握我拿著工作室鑰匙的雙手，一雙有著堅定眼神的眼睛中，藏著海量的淚。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfglMYhwPQ5
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我點點頭，皺著眉頭並給予他回應:「我會，好好珍惜它的。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hASNDfCGr
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMM9WsL9YU
他以微笑作回應。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp0e2GP4Mn
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S3fBJtOiN
鬆開我雙手後，他在這只剩四道牆壁、沒有任何色彩的工作空中，收拾著一個月前被遺漏的作品。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTzmAUlAsL
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在我眼中，那些畫作只有黑白色，但卻看得出來，那孩子的畫功，十分精緻。「謝謝你，我走了。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkRFAO28BO
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdhf06eS45
帶著哭腔，他毫不遲疑地離開了曾經屬於他的「畫廊」。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXWCq2KEPc
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPpLvHmje4
我的視線緊跟著他的背影。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6zUtBRggU
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigNrHVzZwa
直至，他離開了工作室，徹底消失在我眼前。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0vFUL5rni
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBZqrVC7f7
他離開後，我鬆了一口氣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8vCkODm7b
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看著這曾經熟悉的工作室，十分感慨。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0pCx0DalL
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjEJbmNOTC
忽然想起一件很重要的事情...我走至牆壁處，雙手雙臂都緊貼著牆壁，深深嗅了一下，鼻腔頓時充斥著油漆的氣味，「還是...來遲了...」對，遲了，挽回不了了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISHeMDi9xQ
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMSSfBjB0Z
我一如既往的拿起刀子，向牆壁用力一刺，刀子果然陷入了厚厚的油漆層中。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bRtgaoR31
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刺了一下又一下，撕開了一層又一層的油漆。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIWL6e3KiK
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我，再一次，放棄了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo50ToSbEN
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「果然，怎樣也回不去。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeja3q1HOl
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuAaGC50JI
我跪在地上，雙手捂著臉，哭了個死活。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZzjtJ0e6T
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沒關係，下一次再試就好了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2rEnolSLr
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我經常這般對自己說。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XXq3dLm5E
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但...也許，再沒有下一次了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7MZf2uBFg
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雙手移到心臟所在的位置，「也許，真的沒有了..」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzB65o8m4jW
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocfiKQBBgA
那孩子的眼裡，藏著一整個海洋；而我的眼裡，只剩下一遍死海、不再有生氣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFitd7PZkk
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我已經，再也看不見色彩了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZPNZ1XNvD
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQDz76TO8F
至少，讓那孩子看得到吧，拜託祢...雙手合十，懇求著那位至尊至聖的父親。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy6g2AxiNL
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我以亞孟作祈禱的結尾，以滿臉的淚水作誠意。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBTimd3kBB
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「除了我的靈魂和心靈，我沒甚麼可以奉獻給父親祢了。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ938hwY0O9T
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或許那孩子並不認識我，但我卻比任何人更要了解他。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JooxOpNQw
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他，名叫李浩誠，一個大學藝術系畢業的才子。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpakqjXgOci
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一心想一輩子都用來追尋自己的夢想，卻已經留不住夢的二十五歲插畫家。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2KVcm4jfT
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUomi61JLX
家人不斷地阻止、打壓、不給予支持，甚至以言語漫罵，說:「我看死你會後悔一世。為甚麼不好好聽話？為甚麼要辛苦自己？明明你是當醫生的材料...」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwyiyJorDq
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為甚麼、為甚麼、為甚......家人一句又一句的為甚麼，讓我的壓力及情緒都累積的頂點。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG55PJQbRi
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYzAOyja4l
對，是我的壓力。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnngs8eBWe
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7ELce9m1d
那些無形的壓力陪伴了我有五年之久。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7sVTTULkn
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM9EYkR0TD
我，力不膚支。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxQgRQkVUd
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPqnfDZ47l
在我把工作室出售的那一天，一個男人來找我，並把我罵了一頓。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzprEM2J4UE
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pqqAMqE67
「你真的甘心放棄追夢嗎？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnGc1OubOV
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVFvngqcrz
不，我不甘心。但我不敢反抗。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2IPX4VlIu
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqji62A8Vd
那天，我在他面前把地板哭濕了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCjNRp6Lu6
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0wWYnxpM6
他給予我擁抱，我卻毫不猶豫地離開。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ697E0gROEO
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK3sfm9YP6
我承認我沒膽量繼續去闖蕩，也不再有能力守護我的「畫廊」。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLMmfEeF3B
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmSOigaepV
我沒資格。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsih0a7iXK
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeVA8durl0
我合上眼，背後出現了一個黑洞。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gN5KkeCND
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoLU7JDJA6
黑洞裡伸出了無數隻屍手，想把我狠狠拉進黑洞的最深處。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI2ykBvkGH
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl7WJngl7K
我已無力反抗，任由黑洞把我吸進去。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4Sj2ZbszY
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