二零一八年一月十日，我接管了一間工作室。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr6rK6qawL
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工作室的前主人，是一個無名的男插畫家。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70OkeSeb7S
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那孩子，於一個月前以低價轉讓出自己曾經的寶貝。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eYv51Za2N
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那個插畫家年僅二十五，是一個家人不支持他，認為他是一個年輕不有為的大小孩。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTqrmHNq9j
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接管工作室鑰匙那天，那孩子哭得十分悽涼，說:「拜託你，好好珍惜我的工作室。求求你...」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F66GB8C9n
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他緊握我拿著工作室鑰匙的雙手，一雙有著堅定眼神的眼睛中，藏著海量的淚。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEn3JgxEAD
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVdQYMDe7z
我點點頭，皺著眉頭並給予他回應:「我會，好好珍惜它的。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XynnJ3OPL
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBQT9zq12d
他以微笑作回應。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZIGGZfEu0
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQCJUg6D8a
鬆開我雙手後，他在這只剩四道牆壁、沒有任何色彩的工作空中，收拾著一個月前被遺漏的作品。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoEBIt21eU
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在我眼中，那些畫作只有黑白色，但卻看得出來，那孩子的畫功，十分精緻。「謝謝你，我走了。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2sb66HKPm
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CAh3k2gsW
帶著哭腔，他毫不遲疑地離開了曾經屬於他的「畫廊」。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3rZOvjBdL
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu6L55ZCY6
我的視線緊跟著他的背影。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfQuFEEszc
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE0zlOK3VB
直至，他離開了工作室，徹底消失在我眼前。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKUrTjhrNb
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWvlCs08WZ
他離開後，我鬆了一口氣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9GyaDZbgn
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YOkpp8qZW
看著這曾經熟悉的工作室，十分感慨。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHsN3R9itN
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Y3QvBgaqE
忽然想起一件很重要的事情...我走至牆壁處，雙手雙臂都緊貼著牆壁，深深嗅了一下，鼻腔頓時充斥著油漆的氣味，「還是...來遲了...」對，遲了，挽回不了了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnE1TJeyoK
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPbFaP7KFf
我一如既往的拿起刀子，向牆壁用力一刺，刀子果然陷入了厚厚的油漆層中。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8s8hexTYz
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刺了一下又一下，撕開了一層又一層的油漆。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfUOWsxcIR
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLa8WOXWE8
我，再一次，放棄了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcdXPJKw1I
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nrOXWEjKJ
「果然，怎樣也回不去。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9xDiJoPpS
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotOmU53HYZ
我跪在地上，雙手捂著臉，哭了個死活。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2woJSZKUls
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沒關係，下一次再試就好了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0sxApiWcQ
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我經常這般對自己說。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0tBz2xxFd
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但...也許，再沒有下一次了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Eo1WrEhwt
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雙手移到心臟所在的位置，「也許，真的沒有了..」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkxSEPJeKA
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tmeDbG4i4
那孩子的眼裡，藏著一整個海洋；而我的眼裡，只剩下一遍死海、不再有生氣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc8PeyUFzJ
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bd5QIi5q9
我已經，再也看不見色彩了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKzzTSLoXy
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至少，讓那孩子看得到吧，拜託祢...雙手合十，懇求著那位至尊至聖的父親。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0FHQ0CwiZ
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVb6cRhzgS
我以亞孟作祈禱的結尾，以滿臉的淚水作誠意。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NIuEbbZez
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「除了我的靈魂和心靈，我沒甚麼可以奉獻給父親祢了。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYURRgRIBZ
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBmE0xqBeG
或許那孩子並不認識我，但我卻比任何人更要了解他。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4LtgGFKz0
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他，名叫李浩誠，一個大學藝術系畢業的才子。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13NzRrtNMS
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一心想一輩子都用來追尋自己的夢想，卻已經留不住夢的二十五歲插畫家。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkUJFT11NS
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjoJmcuD1V
家人不斷地阻止、打壓、不給予支持，甚至以言語漫罵，說:「我看死你會後悔一世。為甚麼不好好聽話？為甚麼要辛苦自己？明明你是當醫生的材料...」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPzRqoTmuq
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAbUF3dEJR
為甚麼、為甚麼、為甚......家人一句又一句的為甚麼，讓我的壓力及情緒都累積的頂點。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r7NvriyHH
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gn6XXuOOn
對，是我的壓力。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo9kD6nv5B
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP6ozBVSMX
那些無形的壓力陪伴了我有五年之久。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W8LTKjZ7K
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSxukIDgWj
我，力不膚支。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6F5LLWQFof
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzzrzfym4D
在我把工作室出售的那一天，一個男人來找我，並把我罵了一頓。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfF6ZZkIcyc
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ990RN45L7C
「你真的甘心放棄追夢嗎？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xJ3rORxqP
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupy7IjJMKi
不，我不甘心。但我不敢反抗。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK0ekJUadT
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNoxbaX8oo
那天，我在他面前把地板哭濕了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEOUuqsmqv
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtynN0MFdhy
他給予我擁抱，我卻毫不猶豫地離開。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbwBuTF6qJ
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2HJcnjS2B
我承認我沒膽量繼續去闖蕩，也不再有能力守護我的「畫廊」。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwj9OuE9gv
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我沒資格。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP76INbeiHr
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我合上眼，背後出現了一個黑洞。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wSY4ABX8N
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhKPgdcx2H
黑洞裡伸出了無數隻屍手，想把我狠狠拉進黑洞的最深處。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFANMiCG3vt
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mNAiQTyxO
我已無力反抗，任由黑洞把我吸進去。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKKPR9jHTb
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