春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDRmFSHUmX
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU1X5R5a81
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsp56m8eOv
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pUfiaxVrT
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx2Hsnbhvm
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKqMq2RR1c
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTkfUmTdnA
郭禹震了一下。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡis2FAcrM4t
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjcbvXD5TK
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicd2fgcS7d
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhFJhxeLfo
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXrddXyQhn
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec9wZmAUxY
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjKRcSuBZN
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kxYt0kaDh
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFhE0AyiA9
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJx9JY7Ayn
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHCh8jzzF8
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86uF4e4XA1
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5Na57X72X
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg60V2EEZoI
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiakxLCi0fY
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNRDIt0uyB
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYugXYu0kV4
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehN6TR9fGx
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYt22dQUGE
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWAPsSU8Bu
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2NNPz10DP
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHNKk0Okt3
「嗯。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkPXSJIlkY
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkr7VpzBXp
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjwSSW17pU
被拉得很長、很長。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnbClMXUnO
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKLqd7295k
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbE8lE9amj
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4gHLCGs0D
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EGb98zrOF
她抹抹眼。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdzhnGHdWc
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2Xur30N2g
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6cbM1s28x
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNbbTe6stF
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyw90r7zGF6
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpPj8DknNi
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFbp2Nld0C
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeITEP0l4yb
「什麼？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMPk5OkRTX
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyZF9mDzXi
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQkSli3NrP
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOZizpX9Q6
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCllBdz5yrT
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEDu5V8cYj
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIYy7qUZUy
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKecjeeEUH4
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl9hizGA0b
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAExa444jW
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR60wV6ONk
回來了。那個熟悉的她。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIVpGwO5mI
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo797Drxz5H
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEQiGEykSo
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8OevNPWHp
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAme4ysvcMs
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放學，郭禹回到家。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSMa5La7kH
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIdKlvS1xp
「好⋯⋯」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EGru824yx
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc5AX6gImH
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EVlrZuLHz
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0X0phQg9C6
爸爸沈默的看著。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYItFFz1FSS
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MLwgC9JTg
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMHcRygrb7
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteZlVVYtb8
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgFV0vbCZe
她吞了吞口水。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5btPVf1H6
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ze7SQC7eC
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNakYEboSR
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dqXbOMPs8
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3STA6S7mhw
唔。她馬上放低眼神。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdyJWCKtL7
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl8Rk8FLJI
安靜的那種。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEQzQi2N7p
讓人發寒。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZit6cymQz5
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHS4gBMfw8E
郭禹點點頭。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyAvPs1jdx
「是。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4huq2cxDd
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFMeIedxjx
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkh4DfYLTU
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXRefFkj2B
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfdRPLCshr
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfEgkUjpUu
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMokvwdpfTM
然後，是她今天說過的話。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAgV9DWLcT
——「不會累嗎？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstwLWdMJef
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblQLxODQSs
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVh6maUBqU
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T2nrxlHgy
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI0UPeZ6Zc
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuWfsxL7wt
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OvltFr4V0
「是啊。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VoQl91g0L
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BeVV1xIvq
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6e6GNo9DO
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVotkqP12Me
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLAX5m1ATN
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG7emeZ9NR
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2S5SSdlcD
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRcZTk23Y5
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH6sqA3gq6
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCAIxVBYLG
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRwb4hsbPb
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsselWQK8g
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPz9bLQcAA
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8o3C3c1Ya
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cyxBsPkHg
「腦袋有問題。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGelj5B1yuX
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正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLoAuhj1Dk
「啊！」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VHJbyWEZQ
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaqV2Bgrmu
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmymd3mJHAf
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHICaXrO1rg
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgVtF3LWi8
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JP73ihPkl
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCf38JKS1w
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3hoRWM0F1
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUpEQ3SLYY
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkPs8ch7ua
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBYXfGV8vW
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8gxSNyjtC
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIOgHOwGZC
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaMjWc21lw
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuKAP3EWJN
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqma2yHF1x1
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxAwF2376a
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4FBYBtpoc
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDoXMTm48M
郭禹的表情僵住。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsfkz6eZOH
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtM3Kfw46V
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX57I0z6hm
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODQ16D9IXa
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7DlkqpjNU
「妳——」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgvMaBkrza
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo6wqt8W0w
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf5H18hh0G
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmgJ2LOh2n
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpJQq0nYw1
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrB9HWsWdo9
——真是可恥。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVo31PMTKu
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3A8DCe4fx
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMC6i4HvAa
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6Eqvs4OCq
也許她可以⋯⋯513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzypVrKher
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMWtOFhewu
她一震。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG30w5cECd
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XcnhmA7RI
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfZZ4rX7l2
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx3kIcyRZZ
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8zM4Rry7k
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FIjycweVn
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DiCvAAQXQ
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYM93ibi33K
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa0muiTA0O
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMO4EBf6ES
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdBWM6Ou0k
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45WOcT3VSv
「別再說了！」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsT19kOHEw
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9jogwv9XV
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzWMagQdNF
「快追！」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60SMSYljzN
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqZAwNp6Dv
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvGxVl6jNy
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLruJPbTi7S
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs47Ik9r4iM
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCSFywi4QT
「不要，要走就——」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT6QJshmwU
「拿著。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡituAcCAei1
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFXLhSWKXl
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAd3Q3tZXc
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENbG65Hnbq
「騙人——」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvaJgXOY3V
「我像是在說謊嗎？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEoNQOqbes
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuu7XiJi0CK
「很好。現在快跑。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAZTtwkv9g
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDlghtd47I
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadUJb5YMpD
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG0MKkr249
而她正在哭。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hv3AnLQ0k
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYowgjfO9wz
為什麼。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12rwIlAyD3
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxuQE5ECs0
而今天，是大考當天。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDshyFZUNk
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXMCs5VRl8
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYzwC6qArb
「妳怎麼了？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3vivr1a3s
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBb4Sqnkwp
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVbQYnCrpT
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsvZBTayLd
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJndQhOgOe
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroWrf9JB10
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm6PznU9uG
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiE5vymcmU
「⋯⋯嗯。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtz9zQfT1PU
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0KlS2RLDg
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1ZcEBDNDs
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61ghWPEDj3
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPmgH7tqmq
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTjTbRyR8Z
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3V9CUe35B
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKg55Ekw3J
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FJ0S6xEES
那是個墓碑。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNaAjysPNf
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulCFf4AozV
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLEpqVUbf2
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfj2XnXPa0n
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUu0WpYuBa
「我不——」她試著開口。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgHkJx8AnU
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0BNJoZI8u
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoko3s74XPF
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxPwQWXxig
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjH6DqHhNS8
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzezZYJ1MD
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RACiRwbsL
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrq4roaC47
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5v0tEMIgc
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVfQhAlukp
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDRlC8w0RS
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5m34eYrkGM
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGcvk4R1FS
信封署名是給她的。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowYrlwfRMs
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodOdXG3EdY
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJbt3jxkbP
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLi759rV59
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3LebPhE5z
或許，是從一開始吧。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQGZjHukPp
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWvuGhMKUD
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2J6glskvU
現在這樣、最好。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTql1FgwN3N
看吧，一切都不會改變。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Hu6RVwqLb
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENDZxu9onC
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxx4VIm7uiV
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUrAVtG70G
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLujmyfer6
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfr4LBPdJc
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSR1SVIfNx
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 513Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZw1oNIj4h
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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