起床後的我滿臉疲態。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGHl1NJSiO
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我晚了一點起床，梳洗過後就立即出門。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17oZY9mOwE
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我想要偶遇她，只是理解時間上應該有點差異。我習慣的這個時間，是她第一天的上班時間，而今天，我想她大概是早了出門。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuqNFZ6gH4
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又到了公司樓下吃早餐。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVDAGYklUb
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我在寫著這小說，在想她的需要，不想再找無謂的話題，只想做到令她感到我的關愛的事。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULVaBl8JC9
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上班也在不間斷的寫著，途中感覺到毒癮的發作。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqnj9lC0XD
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於是我祭出心理鹽水這殺著，然後選擇當沈思的大衛。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AVDnlPAmR
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聽著歌，一個人。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb55ALgYjYS
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在小小的空間裡靜靜地寫作。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfZ9w7Gx0h
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中餐之後，今天會有一個「自由兼職者」來幫忙，那人年資比我多一點，我想她大概是一個渴望自由的人。我也是這種人，但她和我想像是很大程度上的差距。在我眼裡她是為了生計而東跑西走。但我想要的是一個屬於我的地方。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWZUynPy9I
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縱是這樣想著，看著她，我還是覺得此人比起我這籠中鳥還好。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ833uigCJxp
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隨著我的工作量不斷增加，我也感到內心的失控感在直線遞升。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFNxibH8CW
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哪怕有人幫忙，也只是為了不給我去煩惱另一些的麻煩事，工作量根本沒有減輕。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJby2OZ8j2
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而且我也要安排她的工作。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJH0Rr2q87
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其實我的狀態也不太想工作，心不在焉。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOupDyVG4Uv
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隨此之外，還要做著比賽的設計，重重的山壓下來，我感覺到我很像之前那位走了的同事。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY23haeGNXJ
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對我來說，上班的工作應該是最嘔心。那些不務正業直到快死了才問你要東要西的人、還有那些有五十至一百張，一張一張輸入到雲端的麻煩文件。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZ0X5VYi3t
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我也嘗試著聽不同的歌和資訊。了解苦情歌賣座，但畢竟那不合我的性格，我會愛聽不放棄的歌。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRnfncJSIe
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當然，心癮來到我也會用「心理鹽水」。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwS8roNzjv
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下班後，我做了一會兒工作，便出去吃點東西後再到運動場。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxXQlhURXQ
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運動場的地面很濕滑，那些膠沙有時是滑滑的，我找了轉彎線內圓的地方做體能。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH3SpeWgmg
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一直做著做著，由運動場充斥著一群人，做到空無一人。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r7Ba8mcGw
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做了四組運動，全身上下的毛孔都似是哭出來般，但同時又感覺到自己的堅持與意志力。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5et6UuWPpx
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做著的時候，會在想「這到底是誰想出來的鬼東西！」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFs5iE0Htj
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就像我的人生一樣，這算什麼鬼東西。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr87sQ3XQkp
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我只好做好自己，好到一個比十個月前更好的自己等待她回來。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Er3UiN8Qz
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全身哭了的我回到家。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RKssciT84
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或許毛孔代替我已哭乾了的雙眼。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWl1zFYVfgs
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最後沈沈睡去。
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