起床後的我滿臉疲態。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmwkjf3QYL
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我晚了一點起床，梳洗過後就立即出門。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAUpfuoNsM
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我想要偶遇她，只是理解時間上應該有點差異。我習慣的這個時間，是她第一天的上班時間，而今天，我想她大概是早了出門。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2WlvDja1F
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又到了公司樓下吃早餐。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB3vN3YXWZ
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我在寫著這小說，在想她的需要，不想再找無謂的話題，只想做到令她感到我的關愛的事。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnHt8vCnK7
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上班也在不間斷的寫著，途中感覺到毒癮的發作。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxxzw3GInp
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於是我祭出心理鹽水這殺著，然後選擇當沈思的大衛。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD1i0QQh2q
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聽著歌，一個人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctuoYJuvKX
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在小小的空間裡靜靜地寫作。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4MJwkt8lr
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中餐之後，今天會有一個「自由兼職者」來幫忙，那人年資比我多一點，我想她大概是一個渴望自由的人。我也是這種人，但她和我想像是很大程度上的差距。在我眼裡她是為了生計而東跑西走。但我想要的是一個屬於我的地方。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsvaM9iUHj
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縱是這樣想著，看著她，我還是覺得此人比起我這籠中鳥還好。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYhsttgm0M
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隨著我的工作量不斷增加，我也感到內心的失控感在直線遞升。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNoo72s1PP
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哪怕有人幫忙，也只是為了不給我去煩惱另一些的麻煩事，工作量根本沒有減輕。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsVwX6Wi8w
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而且我也要安排她的工作。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM8F4YFGeN
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其實我的狀態也不太想工作，心不在焉。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVyYaRGVCb
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隨此之外，還要做著比賽的設計，重重的山壓下來，我感覺到我很像之前那位走了的同事。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmKjXoLs24
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對我來說，上班的工作應該是最嘔心。那些不務正業直到快死了才問你要東要西的人、還有那些有五十至一百張，一張一張輸入到雲端的麻煩文件。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IOdYioEtM
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我也嘗試著聽不同的歌和資訊。了解苦情歌賣座，但畢竟那不合我的性格，我會愛聽不放棄的歌。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ5n6XbINw
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當然，心癮來到我也會用「心理鹽水」。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq08VVyOzYK
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下班後，我做了一會兒工作，便出去吃點東西後再到運動場。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaBR7tIgE0
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運動場的地面很濕滑，那些膠沙有時是滑滑的，我找了轉彎線內圓的地方做體能。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WhDx452bf
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一直做著做著，由運動場充斥著一群人，做到空無一人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEPC2XMjNT
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做了四組運動，全身上下的毛孔都似是哭出來般，但同時又感覺到自己的堅持與意志力。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7xzQlwLqX
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做著的時候，會在想「這到底是誰想出來的鬼東西！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVVF2ZkZiZ
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就像我的人生一樣，這算什麼鬼東西。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH5hBnXxoB
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我只好做好自己，好到一個比十個月前更好的自己等待她回來。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXux5ePv5us
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全身哭了的我回到家。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRy3OoOLNt
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或許毛孔代替我已哭乾了的雙眼。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ52fr3PadO
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最後沈沈睡去。
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