早上六時起床的我，拿著手機想消費腦袋一會兒。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnqUQucgGT
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就這樣百無聊賴浪費了人生半個小時後，我洗澡換衣服，然後去了樓下買了芝士蛋三文治。看了看手機，我猜她應該是夜班。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f1oNXNV3h
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但我還是不想放棄的去找找她。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyresWBOV8G
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到了她家片刻，我發現她醒了，禁不住去看看。腳步停在她的屋門口，我發現沒有什麼動靜，我看到她房門是開了，突然聽到開門聲是，在廁所走出來的是她媽媽，我發現她好像看了我一眼，我感覺像是一種「被發現」的感覺。但她沒有任何的反應，轉身就回房間了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MeLWkfcXk
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我想是因爲沒有眼鏡所以「視而不見」。我也想到她起床了是因爲她媽媽，她是很容易驚醒的人。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0dktmoAzr
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我大概已經知道她那些時候夜班了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXbvmnqx22
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回到樓下，把三文治吃完才上班去。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdACDyaqcE
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上班時發現體力去到極限了，一整天不斷的找時間補眠。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIRJjKDvrZ
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今天問了她可否幫我修改設計作品的文本，我很喜歡她的字，小時候我想像她將來會是一個作家，是我心目中的文學少女。當然我認為我的文本給她修改是最好，因為她抓到的字會很對題，畢竟哪有「文字人」會比我這「視覺人」的字還爛。而這作品由她來寫文本的意義，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ19eJZwjK
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她是每天都寫日記的人，可能就像我在寫的小說一樣。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3degv0rlGr
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片刻，她只回了三隻冰冷的文字：539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE4BmBRAWc
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「自己想。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q35GwHaNJ
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似是三塊方冰，於渾濁的酒杯底浮起，令我渾身一冷。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kgIluMn2G
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我大概了解到她想冷處理我，但這種做法還是太冷了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRntyBaOyP
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我只好說得明白一點。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCumMQSHt8b
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我找了她的朋友傾訴。她的朋友是一個很好的人，老實不客氣，我很欣賞這一點，也開解我很多，當然我這是麻煩別人太多。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIZpdQxJsx
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我問她是不是這樣討厭我。我也說明了她朋友是一個她好好的朋友，希望她會珍惜，如果要討厭就我一個就可以。如果不是這樣也希望她明白我，我也會明白她，尊重她的決定。也說明要她幫我是因為覺得她是最適合的人。也問她想法如何。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDqqn6JS7F
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之後她沒有回應什麼，卻直接就幫我的作品起了名，比我的文字美麗得多。過了一會兒，也為我修改了作品概念的文本。在那一刻，我很感謝她。雖然字數上還是沒有刪減到150字內。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsphh2HLXl
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之後我們互相刪減修字。最後由200多字經歷多個版本到150字內，內容簡潔，也能保留重點。我很感激，也表示希望能夠贏出第一。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRfQkkBub4
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在上述的情況下，其實工作效率不算很高，而且本身已經精神不足，能做到互相修字，我感覺已經很厲害了。當然我很清楚自己不會寫得出什麼好字，最後選的當然是她精煉後的「結晶」。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDB8k8wNz2
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下班和同事一起離開。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4uYOOLSmL
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疲憊不堪的我，仿如行屍走肉一般，內心充滿想做要做的事卻又矛盾不斷。和同事閒聊，回答都已經是不假思索的直白。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoU8aKSdMK
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口裡說出了無數的累。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4z9yYDTVCK
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真的很累。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnhNRZMfl9
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過了不長也不短的時間。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQxKY1daze
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車停了，下車了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nceY8s2gr
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我用「工作毒品」葡萄糖把僅餘的意識拉扯住，直到回家。我發現我開著的電腦和插著的外置硬碟分離了，真的千言萬語說不完，我撥了電話給母親，那是多管閒事的人又不做好自己。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iFPlqFeYr
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彷彿被拉得繃緊的的那根理智線被斷掉了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTQmDZhteo
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在電話中的我破口大罵，說明我的硬碟在傳輸資料。自己的東西又不收拾卻去動別人的事物。前天還說什麼不會動別人的東西。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzcYJYAcOx
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過了一會收到她對不起的訊息，算吧，那人誠信一早破產。在我寫著這篇時，她就早已說自己什麼都沒做、也沒有錯。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunKW2uekuY
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完全令我感到無言的無賴。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwjvbgE4Ez
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累透的我把晚飯在冷藏櫃先拿出來，繼續工作。其實我在車廂時已不斷的找人幫忙問比賽作品的成本價目，因為比賽需要列出。在我回來後，我其中一樣學習的是找別人幫助──那是我從前不會做的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd9fpiYTSc
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面對很多事物，我都是把所有包著，然後由自身來消化、學習。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCDtWKdHOM
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只是現在的我才明白這是不健康的，所以我在那一天後也常常會找人幫忙，找她也如是。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy2dC68j1q
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我比較了各人的意見，再把我可以從網上找到的資訊整合起來……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AvcjsogLk
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把她給我的字句和設計圖做最後整理，然後提交到主辦單位。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe62nLjK6v9
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終於完成了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIQgwteUJI
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身子放鬆下來，但這些超時工作偷來的時間是需要還的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vHQlBD2Vy
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我在梳化上，完全靜止不動的休息了一小時。回過神來的我拿起了手機，向她道謝。今天晚上下雨了，我把晚飯放到電飯煲加熱，中途把一隻在家裡肆虐的蟑螂殺了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8pR8CJiJJ
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「不收拾自己東西的人」就是這樣地養大「小可愛」全家。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0dnK8dk6P
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吃過飯後，我在家中做運動，做了三組，非常辛苦，又在想是誰設計這種東西，一定是心理變態。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXMUIF2wif
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我又再開始整理她和我的照片，很多很多快樂的事。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntefM4AIql
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時間過了很久。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6y3nLp3QmP
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夜色早已籠罩了天空的深夜。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOJ3GYcrOU
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我朝窗外看了一眼，覺得不能不睡了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKahNBg2kTZ
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