I wept alot. I saw him sit beside me. I wanted him to be with me everytime but now I feel I was so unlucky in everything. I was crying alot. I even wanted to kill me, for I don't feel like living anymore.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWPdDLoErm
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPpEkzlufm
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVSiKZRj9t
After sometime I found that Jared was no where. Maybe he had left me again.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGIj45EJYr
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQiRIi2aSp
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNcDr97o2e
I slowly walked to the kitchen to drink some water. As I was drinking, I saw the new and sharp knife. I stopped drinking water, and took the knife in my hand. Without even thinking for a second, I cut my left hand wrist.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnuHFxwYTj
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Vb21ka5ZD
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5m7iR1VQN
Blood started oozing out of the cut. I felt relieved and as I looked away from my wrist I found Jared, crying for me. That's the first time I saw him weeping.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEJjGueBip
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVK5FtAXDTB
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUw7La62EG
He came close to me and asked,691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxuvW3ienE
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vKLoJUdG5
"What have you done, belle ?691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnsIVvAn1k
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF0jYVocBo
I never wanted this to happen." And as he talked tears rolled down his eyes and I fell down to my knees.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOntPGqRIBQ
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprBoeD6yLV
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL08JlFSLTp
I have seen him sad, but not crying. That totally broke my heart. I regretted myself for what I had done. At that moment I felt that I must not die. While I was thinking so... I laid on the floor. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcgcBcOlpT
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVphRaZpzb
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaX7IgUlvX
When I opened my eyes, I was in a hospital. From the doctor, I learnt that I had been in the hospital for the past three days without any movement.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUa8njqwnV
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡui9bZfrveI
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnu3EUxtal
Rihaan asked me," What happened Reini? What made you take such a worst decision?"691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt45Zmn1Bn1
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP902WpjgrI
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk2A0PtBCJ
I kept silent for his questions. All I remember was, the tears that rolled down the cheeks of Jared. I slowly recovered, and we returned home after 5 days of proper treatment.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35ayUxdq55
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sXBuJpF1w
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWGeAqollB
I very well knew that Jared, always wanted me to be happy. So I somehow stopped crying.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGsYwiVCGH
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbZkEV9Bpa
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsRfIcd7ZU
After few days, I realised that I had been living a dead life. My heart which once was dead, was awaken by Jared and now it laid dormant forever. One day, I went down to the nearby park for change of atmosphere.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHsQYaCXjW
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThBgY5nBn9
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ570B2XOQtn
As I reached down, I remembered everything that happened inside the elevator, in the park etc... The more I try to be away from him, I found that I was growing close to him.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf9LUGgrp3
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeD46XKsoDu
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzH1uRCkYY
As I had no heart to enjoy the ambience, I once again entered the elevator. I had a companion whom I had not noticed till I reached the third floor.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG1wfUKtrM
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ09RvPqjo
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbKwtoIQy4
She smiled at me. I returned her the smile, although I was not able to. But I felt that I had known her somehow. She started talking to me. I was not in a mood to respond her. So I kept quiet. She must have found the nature of my behaviour different and so invited me to her flat. I kindly rejected the offer. She was a middle aged woman with strings of grey hair here and there. She had familiar face but I couldn't remember where I saw her. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kB0Hwbz5p
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG6iOM8eDh
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67F0OYr74U
She then said, "I need to talk to you about something important, Reini."691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3QwcpAuVI
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8ihERVjCa
I was actually surprised that the woman knew my name. I didn't want to go to her house, but the curiosity took me.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy12IBzJRV
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3RabuqkFj
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fXkWGhEsT
We stopped in the same floor where Jared used to live. All my thoughts, flashed like a lightning.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabUyqEeDAQ
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjD7wfOPLw
We walked towards Jared's flat. At first I was puzzled, only then I remembered that she was the mother of Jared.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJ8b8vueMT
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCC7nqbXS0p
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCFAQWBFe5
She invited me in. We both sat on the couch in the living room. She then handed over a letter to me which Jared had written for his parents.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtRsdQt1cu
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAHWHtzaFP
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn65EEKKoQ
When I read it, I was shocked, as he had declined his property, even his dad initials, in order to marry me. As I was reading the letter, tears started rolling down my cheeks.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNxcswhUaj
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Fj8OxEFyA
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUttYFycDo
Once I finished, I looked at Jared's mom. She said,691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WieciVn3W
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl09PJm2V0w
" Did you see how much you meant to my son?".691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VdWPq0lwl
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vfELLBStM
I shook my head in a positive way. She added that, " I know you are married, but still we allowed our son to marry you because we know that Jared loves you alot." 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJGkmRmjfn
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlj6ETkJIn
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPPQEtGpjy
Then she asked me about my hand, I explained what had happened. She then regretted at my ignorance.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwP2rGah9qy
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98jvHRUTxF
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg51pIQrQTC
As I got up to leave, she caught my hands and made me sit near her. She told me that I need to be happy with my hubby.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ432eQygIC3
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd82orLeDDw
Even before she had completed her advice, I said, " How can I be happy? He is no more. My hubby has left me to suffer..." and I started weeping.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQhysrz9aY
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlNq2Fy3Ab
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxN0SRLfE3
As I was crying I looked into her face which was frozen. Only then I recognised what I told her. I had poured out my heart.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡra1S1Bp4vN
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw3j5kpWcg
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWfubyrVk3
After a moment or two, she then spoke," that's why my son had selected you. He was always right. But still, since he is no more, you must not end your life. Rather live a life as he wished you to have".691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU9fJjvQ32
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBR6fauNsP
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIre9Co85u4
This time I didn't speak anything, I got up to leave out of the house. As I was walking towards the door, I found something unusual in the mirror in the hallway. I saw Jared standing next to me, as I turned to see him, he was not there. I understood that Jared has been with me all this time. But only I was being ignorant. As I stood looking into the mirror, Jared's mom came towards me to question me. But when she looked into the mirror, she was equally shocked as me. As I turned to leave, she made me stand there, in front of the mirror, to look at her son. My heart started a slow beat. I realised that my heart always beats for Jared no matter whether he is human or ghost. I slowly left the house and climbed down the stairs, and stopped near my flat. I didn't go in. I sat near my door. As the entire day passed, I sat near the door.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReCNhqV9k2
I could very well feel that Jared was near me cause I could hear my heart beat for him, only him. Must I be happy? Or sad? I know I could never touch him, but I could feel him. Will that be enough for me? Yes it will! 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cydRVgOYT
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlisZGEOLP4
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGzMdloHm5
In the evening Rihaan returned and took me in. He questioned me of what I had been doing in the past few days.691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG14E0HSZl
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJKmycAiHm
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt3cHQoudQ
I never answered any of his questions. As the days passed he found my actions peculiar. So He informed my parents about my condition. They reached me as soon as possible. They even took me to a psychiatrist. Nothing really happened. They all believed that I had gone insane but no one cared to find out why. I wasn't ready to answer their meaningless words. Some days they would hurt me so much, I would cry sitting in my balcony. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qpYYwVe4c
The place where I first dreamt of Jared. As it was summer, it was everytime hot everywhere. But suddenly my surrounding turned to be cold. Very cold that my hands sometimes get frozen, but I loved being cold, because he was there with me. His touch made me froze before, but now his presence was making me froze. But I loved it. I started wearing thick clothes to keep myself warm. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2Yywza9e2
Everyone in my family including the people in my apartment thought that I was out of my mind. Except for Jared's mother. She often visited me. She was the only one who realised that I was living my life with Jared even after his death. But no one will believe her nor me. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTxJU399W2
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxnvpICFsQ
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7p3H6SlN6
Finally I had been sent to the ASYLUM .691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR248SEtX7
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNqvQf5TzV
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFq6Eh8aGyE
In the beginning I found it difficult to live there. But as days passed, I found that place to be my heaven where I can talk to Jared whenever I wished, although no reply from his side. He always smiled for my talks. He was even ready to leave me when the talk of asylum began. But I was not ready to kill my heart again so I myself got ready to go to asylum. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHreqE89m47
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQolfTiw3M
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx41SsyrFhJ
Rihaan visited me in the beginning, but later only my parents visited me. I learnt from them that Rihaan had remarried. I was at peace. I finally am free to live with my Jared. Very often, Jared's mom visited me. She was the only person who knew that I was normal. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzSjTwyLdv
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafxrrDz6a3
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiHcj9wana
People think that I'm crazy. Yes I'm crazy on Jared, even after he had left me. They think that I imagine that he is talking to me. But the truth is, I always find him near me. I love him more and more by each passing day. While he was alive he was ready to sacrifice everything to marry me, now I sacrificed everything to live with him. Because I love him more than my own life. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65WrIuEoAq
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYeik4J5bY
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscPHvlqX4n
Everyone around me were on some treatment to cure them as they wanted to get rid of the asylum,except for me. I loved staying there. I never took the pills they gave me. Not because I'm normal. But I didn't want the pill to stop me from thinking about my Jared. I stay locked in my room, with my Jared. I had grown thinner, but Jared still praises my beauty. What else can a girl need?691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNeTXCuUUp
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI05MT3YZD
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXq1Nlv6bY
I always sleep with him. I feel his presence every passing moment. I laugh with him. I even sometimes try to touch him. He was very cold. I wanted to kiss him. But I can't do that. But I'm happy with him. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqomr5ntedn
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISL9aPE4t0
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9FyyNdq6G
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNMi5aEyGR
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CokatzoCe
Three years had passed, I had grown the thinnest. I'm still in the asylum. But I can't move as I'm bedridden and I was too weak to walk. Doctors told that I'm going to die very soon, if I don't take my pills and food. But I never thought of food, cause I was always thinking of Jared. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsInr7Uwfp
As I was counting my last minutes, Rihaan came to see me. He was shocked to see me, how thin I had gone in three years. He then gave me a paper. As I opened it to read, I was surprised as it was a marriage proposal. I read further and found out that it was the proposal by Jared. He had given it to Rihaan the day he said he would talk to him but disappeared. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO8DLKptBT
Then Rihaan said, "Actually, before he met with the accident, he was in my office. I thought he came to talk about business. But he gave me this. I was angry when he gave me this as I was your husband then. But he explained that he and you were meant to be together. But till the end I didn't agree. And he left my office angrily. "691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0ClfOxh9o
" But why am I here, giving you the proposal now, because only now I had the heart to realise your love. I knew you were not insane back then, because I saw you standing with Jared in our balcony. He turned and smiled at me, embracing you. That made me froze and I realised that he was true to his words. You both are meant to be together. I'm also one of the reason for his accident. I regret my actions back then. "691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGfLoOiyzo
After saying this Rihaan bid me good bye and left the place. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDcj65ZKzT
I had tears in my eyes, my heart beats were racing really fast as I could feel Jared near me. He came close to my lips and kissed it. I felt the icy cold breath on my face. But I felt that Jared was trying to leave me. This time, I held his cold hands, 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvvyJimDIi
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡut4Dj3UhpP
"take me with you". 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAeobHlCbb
Those were the last words I uttered. I then could see doctors and nurses rushing to my room. They tried all means to wake me up. But I could not be awoke. I could see my own body lying dead. But I was happy cause I was now holding hands with Jared. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8xmzpyus7
Finally I am going to live happily everafter, with my Prince Charming, in my after life. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdSEP0ayA4
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2yThV77D3
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVYT3P07S8
Bye...691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHt4gM1P4W
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VNtuJdsiq
Good bye...691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxQVdI2AS0
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibVCZUKdJE
To this world...691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8b3EHUMuF
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7IXMti17p
As I'm going to live whirled,691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokJ3IC3PcV
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsd26ITMdW
In his hands. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjYttvSe5U
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DV4MQ7JN5
691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7CLGGKHO4
