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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)813Please respect copyright.PENANAPg545O9mbn
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。813Please respect copyright.PENANAjT0KWLqiV4
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。813Please respect copyright.PENANA67sUVy6CPq
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。813Please respect copyright.PENANAtEj3XVSrs6
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。813Please respect copyright.PENANAULeBLwUxOz
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。813Please respect copyright.PENANAzmpDYrpWJ0
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。813Please respect copyright.PENANAdZlF87JDWq
直直壓得我喘不過氣。813Please respect copyright.PENANAm19vEvlBRR
學校課業上的壓力。813Please respect copyright.PENANAxgLy3wTzeu
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。813Please respect copyright.PENANAP66F0Ow3i7
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。813Please respect copyright.PENANAxB7ZE1Aqk5
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。813Please respect copyright.PENANA5n80ltlCKU
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。813Please respect copyright.PENANAOD6srUZJVR
親戚間的反目成仇。813Please respect copyright.PENANAWqytqBKnfg
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。813Please respect copyright.PENANAO5i1Ga1JL9
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。813Please respect copyright.PENANAnJJ1WSwx8a
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。813Please respect copyright.PENANArKiuima8jz
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。813Please respect copyright.PENANA1P2yezQSTg
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。813Please respect copyright.PENANAJqCYYoiyBJ
直到邂逅了這首歌。813Please respect copyright.PENANAyFGILkEkot
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。813Please respect copyright.PENANAG6y9knGDqP
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。813Please respect copyright.PENANAeq8KODZWik
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。813Please respect copyright.PENANAQ44rQ1az5V
是希望之火!813Please respect copyright.PENANAT2fcFPDKTF
是期望所向!813Please respect copyright.PENANAYYzJByEdln
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。813Please respect copyright.PENANAPABjPkiNTV
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。813Please respect copyright.PENANAyO3E5V6iNm
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......813Please respect copyright.PENANAMssLEofKZO
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。813Please respect copyright.PENANAPA4LG6F9rz
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。813Please respect copyright.PENANAIQBTXGYthk
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。813Please respect copyright.PENANAJsnedoDUZJ
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。813Please respect copyright.PENANAV3R8lDBqUc
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。813Please respect copyright.PENANAoWg7xm2pvQ
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。813Please respect copyright.PENANAgtpCGtYhUT
回頭一看;813Please respect copyright.PENANAAJB0964W7W
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。813Please respect copyright.PENANAduTUAKmmgw
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。813Please respect copyright.PENANA54LGehI2OC