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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)607Please respect copyright.PENANAevnDzUFzJC
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。607Please respect copyright.PENANAcDYqB85uWw
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。607Please respect copyright.PENANAlqZRZbLu6p
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。607Please respect copyright.PENANAzRuFMMxpWF
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。607Please respect copyright.PENANAoHp2qrW1RC
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。607Please respect copyright.PENANAkQ1EF2fXvV
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。607Please respect copyright.PENANAN3QjPXzkRJ
直直壓得我喘不過氣。607Please respect copyright.PENANA0kf2Mt8cXW
學校課業上的壓力。607Please respect copyright.PENANAMtKQne7s7z
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。607Please respect copyright.PENANAjMQyX18JRK
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。607Please respect copyright.PENANA8dOieQccyq
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。607Please respect copyright.PENANA3vekmocq2g
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。607Please respect copyright.PENANAjCr59rNmcw
親戚間的反目成仇。607Please respect copyright.PENANAbGqlSi6Nrj
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。607Please respect copyright.PENANAsGaM6y4fMw
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。607Please respect copyright.PENANATrGdczppst
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。607Please respect copyright.PENANA6Wxj2IJBGQ
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。607Please respect copyright.PENANAoBWy2OREoE
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。607Please respect copyright.PENANAbehRBEPMAT
直到邂逅了這首歌。607Please respect copyright.PENANAT72k1VhEg0
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。607Please respect copyright.PENANAx4IrtUvlMe
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。607Please respect copyright.PENANAgokKSk03AS
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。607Please respect copyright.PENANAqpJpi4W96w
是希望之火!607Please respect copyright.PENANAYnQW7jGU5g
是期望所向!607Please respect copyright.PENANAG83I34BY9d
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。607Please respect copyright.PENANAyYxA6EsbqF
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。607Please respect copyright.PENANAC1C0SCwQnk
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......607Please respect copyright.PENANARGTFPXg0kP
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。607Please respect copyright.PENANAKeg8UjfzoR
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。607Please respect copyright.PENANARcB1pKdlf4
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。607Please respect copyright.PENANAPkBEIHVCSX
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。607Please respect copyright.PENANALC9rN8UMsa
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。607Please respect copyright.PENANAMuKs1oXxvN
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。607Please respect copyright.PENANAn38oMI0JKp
回頭一看;607Please respect copyright.PENANAgacl5Bogp3
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。607Please respect copyright.PENANApHE0Tr7i5e
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。607Please respect copyright.PENANAt0Ra9noT5w