從我有記憶開始，那位阿姨就常常出現在我夢裡，總是站在角落靜靜的，看不見表情，是因為距離太遠……還是因為沒有臉呢？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3UQ0A6lQW
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一開始我很害怕，總是在夢裡慌張的逃離她，但她也緊緊的跟在我的後面，怎麼樣都甩不掉，日子久了，稍微長大了一點，卻漸漸沒那麼害怕了，大概是習慣了吧！417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYzRmvgpzX
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有幾次想靠近她，但一靠過去，她馬上就消失得無影無蹤，不過一但放任不管，馬上又會出現。我把這個狀況告訴我的家人，他們卻都不以為然，認為是我自己想太多，雖然阿嬤認為我『中煞』了，但最後還是不了了之。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVApYf7EnxR
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於是，這問題，我只能自己面對了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpGmqbCdlW
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這晚，我開心的看完《神劍闖江湖（註一）》後，便玩了幾次劍客遊戲，狠狠虐待枕頭便安心的倒頭睡去。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrc0VjvzCK
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跟往常一樣，在模模糊糊的夢中看見那位阿姨，她一樣站在角落，臉朝著這邊，默默的看著我，應該吧……雖然我看不清她的表情。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga7ts7Et90
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在夢中彌流著，突然，有個黑黑的人靠近那個女士（這樣稱呼她似乎比較禮貌），她從黑黑的人手中接過一張白紙，看一看就走了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV4wn0qh1b
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這是那位阿姨第一次主動中途離開，滿滿好奇心的我便跟了上去，過程中模模糊糊的，記不太清楚，但印像中好像有撞到什麼像薄膜的東西，然後阿姨似乎做了什麼事……我就醒了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZHuPFEOnl
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這種阻礙我當然不會放棄，不過之後的夢阿姨都跟平常一樣，靜靜的待在角落。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxN9NbeKpu
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這天，洗完澡後我玩著《紅色警戒（註二）》，操縱著一群雙砲坦克去轟炸著建築物，平常這時我都還神采奕奕的，但不知為何這時我卻感到相當的疲倦，於是我就存檔去睡覺。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jU4EyR6OD
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這次終於被我等到了，那黑黑的人又出現了，給她一張白紙後便消失，阿姨就逕自離去，我快步跟上，沒多久，又被那奇怪的薄膜擋住。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupUMKZI31O
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這次我沒有馬上醒來，我掙扎了很久，阿姨也一直看著我，然後我……不自覺得溜出了這句話……417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEt7COtw9K1
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「媽……媽媽……等我！」雖然當下我並不覺得奇怪，但醒來之後我可是感到詭異的不得了，不知道在夢中的我是在想什麼……也許是她給我媽媽的感覺吧！？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsombVylK2A
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聽見我這樣子叫她，阿姨似乎有反應，不知道為什麼，我就越過了那個薄膜，馬上追了上去。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkpbV4v0zZ
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阿姨再度走著，不管我怎麼跑就是無法完全追上她。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIHA6JjgP3
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畫面跑到了河邊，一個小男孩蹲在河旁玩耍，阿姨走向他，背對著我。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2UO8hQvO5
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伸手……慢慢的……推了那男孩一把。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMNA0yBFu6
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男孩就落入水中，再也沒有浮上來了……417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI4YRq7nHp
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當下我馬上就驚醒。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gX3Z6y5v5
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隔天，我同學就出現在下午的新聞中，在河邊戲水溺斃。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruVLe7MtfI
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那小孩一定是阿姨殺死的，雖然我這麼認為，但並沒有確切證據……417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkvSA4fLNr
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之後我都會跟著阿姨過去，看著她動手殺害每個人，有些是從高樓墜下，有些是被車輾斃……種種死法都有，現在想起來簡直就像《絕命終結站（註三）》一樣。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOomo806zkC
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當然，隔天那些人都相繼以同樣的死法死去，然後出現在新聞上。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYHQaBLKzL
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這種事我不知道該不該說出來，但說出來又能怎麼樣呢？只會讓他人蒙上恐懼，對自己似乎沒有好處，而且就算他人相信了又能做什麼呢？所以作罷。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA4B9Kb7a2
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這一晚，我聽著音樂，猶豫著要不要睡覺，因為睡著，很可能……應該說一定會夢到那位阿姨，或許今晚她又要去殺人了，我一定會跟上去，然後目睹一切。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCvasQv8Nt
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我沒辦法阻止我自己，因為那已經成為了一種習慣，夢中的自己是很難控制的，看見阿姨離開，夢中的我很自然的就會跟上腳步。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU06YNt4YmN
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想著想著，最後我還是不小心睡著了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUOexD0yMb
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很不幸，跟猜測的一樣，那黑黑的人出現了，阿姨接過白紙後離開，我的步伐馬上跟上，停不下來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6QogsBYaB
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畫面來到了雪地之中，但一點都感覺不到冷，天空還下著不太清楚的雪。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOj6HlMyf7
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一個女孩子坐在白茫茫的雪地上跟兔子玩耍。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohejeahF0O
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阿姨朝她走近，然後不知從哪裡跑出了幾隻狼群，跟在阿姨的後面。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWArBPaDgro
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我知道她要做什麼了，應該說……早就知道接下來會發生什麼事。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8slCfD1z5b
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阿姨要用狼群咬死那個女孩子！417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCp7o4P5sn8
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平常，我會在一旁默默的看著一切的發生……然後結束。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOx2GXuWKg
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但也許是我受夠了吧……於是……417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXEb6q0RcA
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「快逃！」開口大喊。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHWgVaTOX7
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女孩子驚恐的回頭看著我們，看一看阿姨，看一看我，看一看阿姨身後的狼群。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfeMxumQ4k
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馬上拔腿狂奔！417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouGWoRX3Mq
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阿姨迅速的衝上去壓制住那個女孩子，兩人互相拉扯，女孩子扯開了阿姨的袖子，露出了一個刺青……是個L形的白色圖案。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHMDwIWCwl
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沒多久那女孩就被狼群咬死了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGjhoRO6uK
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從此，我再也沒辦法跨過那個薄膜。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKEYlWNGVH
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那一次之後，有好一陣子我都沒夢見她，那位阿姨似乎不打算再出現在我的夢裡。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23sgjOJiT5
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我並不感到失望、難過等等的負面情緒，反而有點解脫，感到很輕鬆。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzcuwBYyIw
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這段時間好像有兩年多吧！417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweXr68nEd6
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但是就在我快遺忘她的時候，阿姨又回來了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vWB1szxnt
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這晚我一邊吃著冰棒一邊看《絕代雙驕（註四）》，沉浸在主角的機智之下。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hhTdwkCmz
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看了一個段落後我便滿足的上床睡覺。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHTeUf6q0V
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夢裡，我坐在床上，但這不是我的房間，沒有任何裝飾品，外頭一片雪白，相形之下這木造房子相當的溫暖，沒錯，這是個木屋。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSVvbsCLCp
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看了看牆壁上的刻痕寫著……寫著『白色角落』？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhHXfcHob0
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我沒來得及看清楚，眼角很本能的瞧見有個人影出現在房屋的一角。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJRZudIk2c
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是那個阿姨。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNPdl7qH4k
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我愣了很久，那位阿姨也站在那很久。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoorj8l4Gy6
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突然，我有個想法，不斷敲著我的內心，震耳欲聾的提醒我恐懼。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcB66ekx7r1
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「輪到我了？」話語從我的嘴裡洩漏出去，來不及閉上。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv7gTBky0K
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只見阿姨緩緩的點頭。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6W1T5eOTR
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本來我應該要放聲大喊『不──！』之類的，然後開始無謂的逃跑，為自己的生存多盡一份力，但我沒有，大概是看多了，反而覺得死亡……是理所當然的吧？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXfW3jNv81
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還是不太懂夢裡的我。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkngN2TQeNq
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我站在原地，看著阿姨將手緩緩的碰觸木屋的牆壁。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktq0sH13oe
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「放心……不會很痛的……」這是我第一次聽見她說話，聲音相當的慈祥。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlIGOFEbav
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木屋瞬間燒了起來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq3sYJDW2z
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大火蔓延至整個夢境，我的毛細孔個個緊縮，心跳砰砰作響，我想她也聽見了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszwSiQYz5u
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很熱……但不燙！？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6maaYa0q4J
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我閉上眼睛接受這一切，也許提早得知自己的死訊未嘗是件壞事。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxidvIanH1m
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但過了許久，火焰並沒有吞盡我的身體，反而……我感到一股溫暖。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQDD6n8Est
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睜開雙眼，我看見阿姨抱住我，似乎正啜泣著。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwNNjAtVBx
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傻了……我搞不清楚狀況，有點害怕得不敢動彈。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6hiMIpMEt
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「我下不了手……你跟他……太像了……」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ1WET3fyR
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她似乎把我跟誰搞錯了？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbFQHLtPOX
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「我不會讓你死的。」說著，阿姨用慈祥的笑容看著我，這是我第一次看見她的樣貌，是個和藹可親的歐巴桑。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwwoat8xIQ
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阿姨掀起袖子，摸著那L形的白色刺青，然後它開始浮動，化成一顆小光球，離開了她的身體！哇嗚！酷！417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8btdTx9Tr
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一閃神，阿姨就將那光球按在我的胸口上，瞬間，我的感官變得相當的清楚，不再如以往般做夢的感覺，那模糊的世界不見了，我可以清楚看見火焰灼燒、翻騰，還有開始崩壞的一切。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAqKcZFne3
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在夢中，我第一次擁有所有身體的主控權，像是重新活過來一般，但是……阿姨不見了……417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycrjApAUvP
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從此，我再也沒見過她，從此，我再也無法做夢。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLEddTFy9E
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從此，我繼承了她的能力，化名……夢堂。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzqWtsVvX0
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註一：一部經典的日本武士漫畫，正確來說應該是個浪人的故事。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRNZuieQTK
註二：一部經典的戰略遊戲。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUrXRziZ1L
註三：一部一堆人被死神鎖定，以各種方式死亡的電影。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns8YomA3wm
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