1月14日,凌晨5時多。781Please respect copyright.PENANAGhDxm4HxG2
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。781Please respect copyright.PENANAhMCZN08LTL
大家都在熟睡中,781Please respect copyright.PENANAgM50ds1hwN
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,781Please respect copyright.PENANArf0aZUtUmI
不自覺的再次想起她。781Please respect copyright.PENANAutIrMraL8v
我,很想長睡下去,781Please respect copyright.PENANApRZx6vZh9R
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。781Please respect copyright.PENANAzD7gg3yvV0
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。781Please respect copyright.PENANAUDSUdAdBs4
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。781Please respect copyright.PENANAfIVFB4cHdU
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,781Please respect copyright.PENANAruoOlac4d5
血水慢慢的滲出。781Please respect copyright.PENANAFMKyrTZgBT
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。781Please respect copyright.PENANAfFLq2BWUno
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。781Please respect copyright.PENANAUgLMJ6v7sZ
起來梳洗,781Please respect copyright.PENANAbLU0lIX8Ad
執拾行裝。781Please respect copyright.PENANAEZ5Iq00nHO
準備與朋友集合。781Please respect copyright.PENANAsLeL0uHzzM
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,781Please respect copyright.PENANA4sZ4IA1mU9
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。781Please respect copyright.PENANAKQ0pJdzG0B
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。781Please respect copyright.PENANAsuCli3AIAA
或者一切都因為我的被動,781Please respect copyright.PENANA0WKHYvpcNb
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,781Please respect copyright.PENANAtAlpl9PtiQ
導致我的失敗。781Please respect copyright.PENANAcDHhRX8O06
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若不是早已應邀,781Please respect copyright.PENANAFwSvyRhduB
我想,我還是留在家中,781Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZwVizxaA4
白白的消磨時間。781Please respect copyright.PENANAaorBxl2QwM
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,781Please respect copyright.PENANASTphk16xa9
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。781Please respect copyright.PENANADoyF29kgnL
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,781Please respect copyright.PENANASTercWFY3w
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。781Please respect copyright.PENANAv8ZzeoJDt0
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我們乘坐慢船。781Please respect copyright.PENANAP6wKQryxUZ
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,781Please respect copyright.PENANAM4t8H4n87l
然後開展我們的「賭局」。781Please respect copyright.PENANALp5GQab1at
我們玩得有說有笑,781Please respect copyright.PENANA0h6ada92a5
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。781Please respect copyright.PENANAFK04HtohuQ
我內心的景象,也是如此。781Please respect copyright.PENANAnsNInItaXp
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,781Please respect copyright.PENANAsrxY3MAl8K
尋得他們的燈光。781Please respect copyright.PENANAE7XDUGZyY6
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。781Please respect copyright.PENANAnLSCyGE7ql
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,781Please respect copyright.PENANAr4Ng8hq7Lx
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,781Please respect copyright.PENANAklobiTxCIO
玩玩聊聊。781Please respect copyright.PENANAaZAVMbZLRS
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說781Please respect copyright.PENANAhyRqDU9ded
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說781Please respect copyright.PENANAkdBrkYEACC
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應781Please respect copyright.PENANALe7o0Q0VNe
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」781Please respect copyright.PENANAQzn7YqYWuU
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。781Please respect copyright.PENANAJPnAPoh4yt
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。781Please respect copyright.PENANAXQSyXEYJhi
記得,781Please respect copyright.PENANAGMTlpwMxwF
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,781Please respect copyright.PENANAyVwOrFtNCd
四處找朋友拍照留念。781Please respect copyright.PENANAskzE1UO7Ms
我,只是一個留級的同學,781Please respect copyright.PENANA4oS7xoeFHp
又不主動認識其他人,781Please respect copyright.PENANAmBFt0KUODy
沒有人找上,也正常不過。781Please respect copyright.PENANAiJxWZIIMmR
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。781Please respect copyright.PENANAxuATGodymU
不過,781Please respect copyright.PENANAYmbUJEXCI1
她對我已經……781Please respect copyright.PENANAOI3xuNynMt
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,781Please respect copyright.PENANArSHU3iK56n
其實,781Please respect copyright.PENANAntBycw3s3w
心裡還是渴望著。781Please respect copyright.PENANAL27VhhxDY7
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最終,都得到實現。781Please respect copyright.PENANAY2DojC3SAO
不過,781Please respect copyright.PENANAXa2nJVAf4a
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。781Please respect copyright.PENANA0upuBWvvzm
我不喜在她這樣的態度,781Please respect copyright.PENANAKCfcl6S2r7
不是想說她態度欠佳,781Please respect copyright.PENANA0V554PDcwL
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。781Please respect copyright.PENANA3Uwfm0ZYMk
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眼見面前一班好友,781Please respect copyright.PENANAnUZWBxCuzj
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。781Please respect copyright.PENANAgDJVbUOAWY
過了好一段時間,781Please respect copyright.PENANAOrzL0b6AcV
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。781Please respect copyright.PENANAu5jyn0rtyo
偏偏在上山的時候,781Please respect copyright.PENANA5Q6cO3kSjc
我突然感到一陣納悶,781Please respect copyright.PENANAVMSjuPrxRz
那刻,我在想,781Please respect copyright.PENANAOcz5zlt8yh
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?781Please respect copyright.PENANATyoO4zJphu
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。781Please respect copyright.PENANANoGztVHHyC
良久,終於下山,781Please respect copyright.PENANAvj69zlSurY
時間來到下午五時多,781Please respect copyright.PENANAcprxFK0WaG
我不適的感覺重了,781Please respect copyright.PENANAp5qomdUzt3
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,781Please respect copyright.PENANAwlo4opS1qw
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。781Please respect copyright.PENANAMHxbNxHgD2
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終於舒暢了,781Please respect copyright.PENANAIpLmz1s6uU
可惜,781Please respect copyright.PENANAXCQG5Gkxna
過了不足兩小時,781Please respect copyright.PENANAHoeDkZwUAG
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,781Please respect copyright.PENANANijm4EIip3
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。781Please respect copyright.PENANAgh8Qo6Eush
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。781Please respect copyright.PENANA5cdzsUwFQH
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。781Please respect copyright.PENANAqLoVoiDhEc
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。781Please respect copyright.PENANAMOxnC0orQw
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲781Please respect copyright.PENANAw632XAWzfp
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」781Please respect copyright.PENANAQvasrtMAAE
「回去好好休息吧。」781Please respect copyright.PENANAbUQNgiawtT
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。781Please respect copyright.PENANAxBMSLm9eR9
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。781Please respect copyright.PENANA42B606PUt0
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,781Please respect copyright.PENANAh4BewyTdKn
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,781Please respect copyright.PENANAoE6OMB8nw1
無奈已經沒可能了。781Please respect copyright.PENANAF9ManCpaHO
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晚上十時多,781Please respect copyright.PENANAL88jcqD76M
終於回到家裡,781Please respect copyright.PENANAutFcTzqYKI
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,781Please respect copyright.PENANAqIZrk5qyUB
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,781Please respect copyright.PENANAxQ2MYpMhih
我,肚瀉了。781Please respect copyright.PENANA7e7JH2DeDL
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,781Please respect copyright.PENANA5LTcMr8NP3
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。781Please respect copyright.PENANAIRJ1GPvdQL
本打算藉今天散散心,781Please respect copyright.PENANARsZXw8ntbU
卻又嘔又瀉。781Please respect copyright.PENANAAWFJT294ru
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。781Please respect copyright.PENANAtwC6tApVN7
閉起雙眼,781Please respect copyright.PENANAn6Ca1NjI3X
更見黑暗,781Please respect copyright.PENANAH6hSTckleZ
更感孤寂。781Please respect copyright.PENANAAM1c4Ouvv0
我,很想很想...781Please respect copyright.PENANA5ffg8jSoQO
很想痛哭一場。781Please respect copyright.PENANAtgw26nMOYO
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。781Please respect copyright.PENANAXQJjekgGdL
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,781Please respect copyright.PENANAUBVTgc0yAb
但我卻無法哭一場。781Please respect copyright.PENANAMHpBzrdxZn
味苦,781Please respect copyright.PENANAEkPGWBt6A9
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,781Please respect copyright.PENANAhSW9V07L6A
辛苦。781Please respect copyright.PENANAnZp2zVTZ1J
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,781Please respect copyright.PENANAnWIZ5uhfeP
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,781Please respect copyright.PENANAWKsCGNwPUu
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。781Please respect copyright.PENANAKPV1l9xjW3
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。781Please respect copyright.PENANABVPl9RhHr1
其實,我想不出一位。781Please respect copyright.PENANA2pUvhNVv77
其實,我身邊都沒有。781Please respect copyright.PENANAyPFlje6n5X
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,781Please respect copyright.PENANAoTcJ14jlZh
減下痛苦。781Please respect copyright.PENANACEumJ9Wf72
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色781Please respect copyright.PENANA0sS7LFCVuw
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了781Please respect copyright.PENANAUd2qWB8aOE
你已經決定了 你已經決定了781Please respect copyright.PENANAEUMCyJnhgw
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著781Please respect copyright.PENANAYxYipuMF3T
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了781Please respect copyright.PENANAKd86kbD99F
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割781Please respect copyright.PENANAbwhtuIkY3D
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色781Please respect copyright.PENANA2BiJHVePhr
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了781Please respect copyright.PENANA8Xkh2jd3Bt
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼781Please respect copyright.PENANAzWaXUJP1En
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了781Please respect copyright.PENANAALusHXihtO
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇781Please respect copyright.PENANAATpk8O29WT
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著781Please respect copyright.PENANATXmflxNHKY
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色781Please respect copyright.PENANAGLoSfYD6k7
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了781Please respect copyright.PENANA2kaW0D7JAs
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼781Please respect copyright.PENANAFLI5kZgcwK
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合781Please respect copyright.PENANAXaQUiYePQy
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河781Please respect copyright.PENANAOdyR1W5ep1
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了781Please respect copyright.PENANAduheZcxfEi
然後才後悔著781Please respect copyright.PENANAuWLQy9CArN
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色781Please respect copyright.PENANAhLYXkuYNiM
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了781Please respect copyright.PENANAquKDx6xAHP
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼781Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7OvFPMRdm
781Please respect copyright.PENANAUHiQQheg7D
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合781Please respect copyright.PENANAQhnpURcSUO
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河781Please respect copyright.PENANAA8mIEfpFZy
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了781Please respect copyright.PENANAF7FXRsmGSa
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色781Please respect copyright.PENANAvrAE0f95mB
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢781Please respect copyright.PENANAkgLon8qBhJ
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻781Please respect copyright.PENANAOA7a3CNbJg
重新開始活著781Please respect copyright.PENANAnJwHZt5pmT
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《你,不是真正的快樂》781Please respect copyright.PENANA0sG8IbNFuB