1月14日,凌晨5時多。809Please respect copyright.PENANAd3T7q0tthw
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。809Please respect copyright.PENANA6rnk7lbuMn
大家都在熟睡中,809Please respect copyright.PENANATuELaokXEC
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不自覺的再次想起她。809Please respect copyright.PENANAhHCn0PZUE0
我,很想長睡下去,809Please respect copyright.PENANAqidXRUDR0L
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。809Please respect copyright.PENANAmCNvV6dpNM
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。809Please respect copyright.PENANA4NfWgpFoJt
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。809Please respect copyright.PENANAXxVWfcTM9p
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,809Please respect copyright.PENANA1cxIKgx0To
血水慢慢的滲出。809Please respect copyright.PENANAcSkeHyRSG5
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。809Please respect copyright.PENANAJbA5cGcHX8
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。809Please respect copyright.PENANAX73KsPE3VX
起來梳洗,809Please respect copyright.PENANA6vvOklYpNt
執拾行裝。809Please respect copyright.PENANAMPg4HOFbRr
準備與朋友集合。809Please respect copyright.PENANA6NGPhpaPmv
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,809Please respect copyright.PENANApcVnQgcy7j
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。809Please respect copyright.PENANAvj5jLGFJTi
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。809Please respect copyright.PENANAC3vahkYrxc
或者一切都因為我的被動,809Please respect copyright.PENANA8mtL74hUB9
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,809Please respect copyright.PENANAht7C5jPszF
導致我的失敗。809Please respect copyright.PENANAR0tgQJdZhf
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若不是早已應邀,809Please respect copyright.PENANAiE3pthRa9q
我想,我還是留在家中,809Please respect copyright.PENANA87Ko4R4U0j
白白的消磨時間。809Please respect copyright.PENANAtepQHsaNai
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,809Please respect copyright.PENANAn9RPETsZzW
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。809Please respect copyright.PENANAFofRDgvoKQ
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,809Please respect copyright.PENANAkSgSRo1ERB
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。809Please respect copyright.PENANAfzPCzHF8Bw
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我們乘坐慢船。809Please respect copyright.PENANAJi6qteXm4O
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,809Please respect copyright.PENANAEwOUduBkTk
然後開展我們的「賭局」。809Please respect copyright.PENANAhtoKZNLAOQ
我們玩得有說有笑,809Please respect copyright.PENANA8nyM8Lt0g5
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。809Please respect copyright.PENANAtDYkhLBonB
我內心的景象,也是如此。809Please respect copyright.PENANAagdXhgDJOA
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,809Please respect copyright.PENANA35jF7ho6JG
尋得他們的燈光。809Please respect copyright.PENANAt1h1J1ei2I
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。809Please respect copyright.PENANAYVWAb7U5AW
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,809Please respect copyright.PENANAAa0RAg9JRA
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,809Please respect copyright.PENANAsxUGbMWRWe
玩玩聊聊。809Please respect copyright.PENANAkNRsrGtwzW
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說809Please respect copyright.PENANAicgpcdNVB3
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說809Please respect copyright.PENANAESvPqEn2J9
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應809Please respect copyright.PENANAoELvllaKXv
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」809Please respect copyright.PENANAvKMxYanRgL
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。809Please respect copyright.PENANAtg1saco4Sh
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。809Please respect copyright.PENANAs8EfJ0DBXn
記得,809Please respect copyright.PENANAq2dfecLzc5
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,809Please respect copyright.PENANAe8eeKGMHJ8
四處找朋友拍照留念。809Please respect copyright.PENANAbjhyFoSjTK
我,只是一個留級的同學,809Please respect copyright.PENANAgYu9JksmxP
又不主動認識其他人,809Please respect copyright.PENANAmf2GRJLqiv
沒有人找上,也正常不過。809Please respect copyright.PENANAke2wGAtNUM
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。809Please respect copyright.PENANAtLCcHogQ7J
不過,809Please respect copyright.PENANAeyqLSoMomJ
她對我已經……809Please respect copyright.PENANA7zgUetz4gh
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,809Please respect copyright.PENANA78HpP9rDAx
其實,809Please respect copyright.PENANA3EEI8oliZg
心裡還是渴望著。809Please respect copyright.PENANApMaKyuJ108
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最終,都得到實現。809Please respect copyright.PENANA6wUZ0Yw6Ic
不過,809Please respect copyright.PENANAMyaMKa3WZF
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。809Please respect copyright.PENANAWOku4NJ7Uo
我不喜在她這樣的態度,809Please respect copyright.PENANAFht6J9zK3k
不是想說她態度欠佳,809Please respect copyright.PENANAKV1UTYBBJe
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。809Please respect copyright.PENANAYexG0BmetA
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眼見面前一班好友,809Please respect copyright.PENANAUKD7gq16qh
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。809Please respect copyright.PENANAT8MlClQjGO
過了好一段時間,809Please respect copyright.PENANAEGa5jGvqhR
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。809Please respect copyright.PENANAq7RxHHbBgq
偏偏在上山的時候,809Please respect copyright.PENANAdaWn01rWpw
我突然感到一陣納悶,809Please respect copyright.PENANAtv2mFhm8fH
那刻,我在想,809Please respect copyright.PENANApCDelopmkR
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?809Please respect copyright.PENANAWhfzaVshxd
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。809Please respect copyright.PENANA55Ir5l1cdM
良久,終於下山,809Please respect copyright.PENANAHkKe3QiFSi
時間來到下午五時多,809Please respect copyright.PENANAGMIehlZPiI
我不適的感覺重了,809Please respect copyright.PENANA6C9bzUlNFa
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,809Please respect copyright.PENANAIVVSifD92J
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。809Please respect copyright.PENANAHUiVCuGt7a
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終於舒暢了,809Please respect copyright.PENANAA6yDF7cAkr
可惜,809Please respect copyright.PENANAGz63jYPR5J
過了不足兩小時,809Please respect copyright.PENANAh37n7C9GyS
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,809Please respect copyright.PENANA3R0U3RTPNW
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。809Please respect copyright.PENANAuWS2DEvb4c
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。809Please respect copyright.PENANAtzEu1HNd5g
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。809Please respect copyright.PENANANrEC7bZOVX
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。809Please respect copyright.PENANAL95m2jLDjI
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲809Please respect copyright.PENANAxBr2Gv7OKK
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」809Please respect copyright.PENANA6JMKfsVxpA
「回去好好休息吧。」809Please respect copyright.PENANAxM6MT7Uv4v
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。809Please respect copyright.PENANA7gkCUcAhjt
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。809Please respect copyright.PENANA08Kf1x9hn2
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,809Please respect copyright.PENANAueh7wm77a1
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,809Please respect copyright.PENANAWCJ7kq6h5x
無奈已經沒可能了。809Please respect copyright.PENANAvGOH4vceZD
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晚上十時多,809Please respect copyright.PENANARDIpZkto6S
終於回到家裡,809Please respect copyright.PENANARo4BHQ8sPV
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,809Please respect copyright.PENANAolY6Jq6I1d
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,809Please respect copyright.PENANArR2SYbFztI
我,肚瀉了。809Please respect copyright.PENANAsafrHadJNO
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,809Please respect copyright.PENANAQPQZrYIWz1
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。809Please respect copyright.PENANASTw4U2TMU1
本打算藉今天散散心,809Please respect copyright.PENANA6euhOBit1P
卻又嘔又瀉。809Please respect copyright.PENANA9b5IDwCU9E
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。809Please respect copyright.PENANA5slyXbQe7F
閉起雙眼,809Please respect copyright.PENANAtv2TI1pnTl
更見黑暗,809Please respect copyright.PENANAk3VjMejT9m
更感孤寂。809Please respect copyright.PENANAIjOGHS899W
我,很想很想...809Please respect copyright.PENANAtXMf7pWK7w
很想痛哭一場。809Please respect copyright.PENANADW02sVmxtq
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。809Please respect copyright.PENANAlnbJncPaSi
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,809Please respect copyright.PENANAJvME672YPU
但我卻無法哭一場。809Please respect copyright.PENANAvYcVdnIqnQ
味苦,809Please respect copyright.PENANAcSQajl8Ztd
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,809Please respect copyright.PENANAMT0yQHfVcc
辛苦。809Please respect copyright.PENANAF1yBQ9EUj2
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,809Please respect copyright.PENANASBBl9wqWj4
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,809Please respect copyright.PENANApOoObS2tgh
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。809Please respect copyright.PENANARqBa1z1wLK
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。809Please respect copyright.PENANAnCMrd53Vlj
其實,我想不出一位。809Please respect copyright.PENANA3ma7CsEpgK
其實,我身邊都沒有。809Please respect copyright.PENANAdUaq3IFKN9
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,809Please respect copyright.PENANAzyhMzqrxWy
減下痛苦。809Please respect copyright.PENANAcMx4kmmp8l
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色809Please respect copyright.PENANArPM5v5K7RX
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了809Please respect copyright.PENANAnAMZhJ9ouX
你已經決定了 你已經決定了809Please respect copyright.PENANAITA15pSbXl
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著809Please respect copyright.PENANAELhUdpJftH
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了809Please respect copyright.PENANAMxMlYoJp5u
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割809Please respect copyright.PENANArFQ12RAeaV
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色809Please respect copyright.PENANAdqYqypHIIj
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了809Please respect copyright.PENANAJpix7ta4O6
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼809Please respect copyright.PENANAG1PQyjnbLH
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了809Please respect copyright.PENANAaduwT3ROVB
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇809Please respect copyright.PENANAYSAiIABWda
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著809Please respect copyright.PENANAzhEwEdFfrc
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色809Please respect copyright.PENANA9wxiZgGChx
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了809Please respect copyright.PENANAT3AccTMary
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼809Please respect copyright.PENANACHPZQNFbG5
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合809Please respect copyright.PENANAAhL01FexOd
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河809Please respect copyright.PENANAjinMI8Vn1s
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了809Please respect copyright.PENANADdBuajcqdQ
然後才後悔著809Please respect copyright.PENANAocd36Js6Tk
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色809Please respect copyright.PENANAlGpYamaghU
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了809Please respect copyright.PENANAwSpgG3N0Nc
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼809Please respect copyright.PENANAqtooyN4IRr
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合809Please respect copyright.PENANAso8863bNDm
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河809Please respect copyright.PENANAzwL1if7bhD
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了809Please respect copyright.PENANAR9bjqbjaZk
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色809Please respect copyright.PENANAUAQxQu0XcQ
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢809Please respect copyright.PENANAqu6fyT5nYh
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻809Please respect copyright.PENANA1EXekJy7HR
重新開始活著809Please respect copyright.PENANATgNyUxA4Kz
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《你,不是真正的快樂》809Please respect copyright.PENANA8cdQav2ELe