1月14日,凌晨5時多。729Please respect copyright.PENANAIIkNPQRxCW
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。729Please respect copyright.PENANA1qv2DE7o1V
大家都在熟睡中,729Please respect copyright.PENANAhgdBLGJDcK
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,729Please respect copyright.PENANAq8pQiUTIOQ
不自覺的再次想起她。729Please respect copyright.PENANAONfiwHBBzr
我,很想長睡下去,729Please respect copyright.PENANAn3RAQcHQyW
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。729Please respect copyright.PENANAv8tgOQw5Mi
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。729Please respect copyright.PENANA4GNeWv98my
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。729Please respect copyright.PENANAfTuvBvhEkH
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,729Please respect copyright.PENANAAI47SGcHwB
血水慢慢的滲出。729Please respect copyright.PENANAeizHkIiM5i
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。729Please respect copyright.PENANAH30IPErQno
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。729Please respect copyright.PENANAEOvjyq7lOL
起來梳洗,729Please respect copyright.PENANAQJC7pF5gJW
執拾行裝。729Please respect copyright.PENANAVdx3DXfrlK
準備與朋友集合。729Please respect copyright.PENANAUGSjWNtnSe
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,729Please respect copyright.PENANA87W6xa6UnM
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。729Please respect copyright.PENANAw7S02xTTG1
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。729Please respect copyright.PENANAJtlGXBZVy6
或者一切都因為我的被動,729Please respect copyright.PENANALQXx6s98cO
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,729Please respect copyright.PENANAoGTfjUyMe1
導致我的失敗。729Please respect copyright.PENANAsZRlFELvG1
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若不是早已應邀,729Please respect copyright.PENANAlkxTutYYNp
我想,我還是留在家中,729Please respect copyright.PENANAekjyyBh3vT
白白的消磨時間。729Please respect copyright.PENANAKe42pxgS3T
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,729Please respect copyright.PENANAKrKYPh5x5i
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。729Please respect copyright.PENANAogmPGPGIp8
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,729Please respect copyright.PENANA9eeAYzkyG7
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。729Please respect copyright.PENANA66nh7Dx9r3
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我們乘坐慢船。729Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2fHCON9Dd
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,729Please respect copyright.PENANANNOkdhbZcp
然後開展我們的「賭局」。729Please respect copyright.PENANAXfQ87yChus
我們玩得有說有笑,729Please respect copyright.PENANA64ZvhZSJhh
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。729Please respect copyright.PENANApdUawTVTUz
我內心的景象,也是如此。729Please respect copyright.PENANAsfSSgTZTlh
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,729Please respect copyright.PENANAX7mO3Cduur
尋得他們的燈光。729Please respect copyright.PENANA4XcRSIkH3j
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。729Please respect copyright.PENANAyoJnym8hZP
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,729Please respect copyright.PENANAewAsjj5dtT
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,729Please respect copyright.PENANAv8NXwgq7Cu
玩玩聊聊。729Please respect copyright.PENANAtOtsrMPqLs
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說729Please respect copyright.PENANADWVu1PCr0l
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說729Please respect copyright.PENANAyvYWs8E2nL
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應729Please respect copyright.PENANAUNxXcM8JYx
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」729Please respect copyright.PENANARNWmxzVuO0
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。729Please respect copyright.PENANAkxThjXJMSQ
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。729Please respect copyright.PENANAr9gmSA8lEX
記得,729Please respect copyright.PENANAkm3Os2eUIM
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,729Please respect copyright.PENANAVeZJEJsspH
四處找朋友拍照留念。729Please respect copyright.PENANAjZe5udmsAS
我,只是一個留級的同學,729Please respect copyright.PENANAs7gUAzIzu9
又不主動認識其他人,729Please respect copyright.PENANAWjmthG4xCz
沒有人找上,也正常不過。729Please respect copyright.PENANAOANt0MK6Hp
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。729Please respect copyright.PENANAwFscHeG6Kn
不過,729Please respect copyright.PENANAO2xJs8Gazj
她對我已經……729Please respect copyright.PENANAtv7DvVIpDB
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,729Please respect copyright.PENANAp61Ft7JyLp
其實,729Please respect copyright.PENANAEeBWlK6SJL
心裡還是渴望著。729Please respect copyright.PENANAeoMAGVtJvu
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最終,都得到實現。729Please respect copyright.PENANAymfc02GKSy
不過,729Please respect copyright.PENANAkM9oGrc8cl
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。729Please respect copyright.PENANA7im1PcK6q9
我不喜在她這樣的態度,729Please respect copyright.PENANAp2FRnHBscZ
不是想說她態度欠佳,729Please respect copyright.PENANAttM5Xe607N
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。729Please respect copyright.PENANAJk9v0ZDwGx
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眼見面前一班好友,729Please respect copyright.PENANAKFDi79uJZV
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。729Please respect copyright.PENANAObsjzB98za
過了好一段時間,729Please respect copyright.PENANAnj7hNj29K0
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。729Please respect copyright.PENANAXkWHE3B7PO
偏偏在上山的時候,729Please respect copyright.PENANAA6gc2xKfvW
我突然感到一陣納悶,729Please respect copyright.PENANA32tRKlbLAU
那刻,我在想,729Please respect copyright.PENANAtCr68nzC8p
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?729Please respect copyright.PENANAzBvzoEKtxh
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。729Please respect copyright.PENANANAFdmRBxMf
良久,終於下山,729Please respect copyright.PENANA3GpgEVVV4f
時間來到下午五時多,729Please respect copyright.PENANAhzIVts6EBm
我不適的感覺重了,729Please respect copyright.PENANAWmRkgK2HP9
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,729Please respect copyright.PENANAjH4ghwLi66
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。729Please respect copyright.PENANAK4w7CVjbKj
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終於舒暢了,729Please respect copyright.PENANAG0spfVUoQh
可惜,729Please respect copyright.PENANABNEVlJJgfs
過了不足兩小時,729Please respect copyright.PENANAvAZDV0l5z5
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,729Please respect copyright.PENANAeQNQD91xkg
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。729Please respect copyright.PENANAeQztwpgB59
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。729Please respect copyright.PENANAuMiBMNghwQ
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。729Please respect copyright.PENANAB108t9yePh
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。729Please respect copyright.PENANAYoWsu8xrbQ
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲729Please respect copyright.PENANAGQ678DRvOv
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」729Please respect copyright.PENANAh0gASj1ga1
「回去好好休息吧。」729Please respect copyright.PENANAbbQjirBesd
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。729Please respect copyright.PENANAPjbVbSssuU
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。729Please respect copyright.PENANAe0sVRYnmSe
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,729Please respect copyright.PENANAjQuOFc8fF8
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,729Please respect copyright.PENANAbzbtFBqnl4
無奈已經沒可能了。729Please respect copyright.PENANAzBHR2Pn3l5
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晚上十時多,729Please respect copyright.PENANAUqL2fUd68O
終於回到家裡,729Please respect copyright.PENANA4WeOs69Qgi
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,729Please respect copyright.PENANAsPNyOd6Cbh
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,729Please respect copyright.PENANAB1VfQZyPh5
我,肚瀉了。729Please respect copyright.PENANApxxeTqjEXY
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,729Please respect copyright.PENANAY5eq2VGPIq
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。729Please respect copyright.PENANAqM1nlUNlEy
本打算藉今天散散心,729Please respect copyright.PENANA3X5viBWCd2
卻又嘔又瀉。729Please respect copyright.PENANAL3NhdqI1BM
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。729Please respect copyright.PENANAzFGpa9a8OD
閉起雙眼,729Please respect copyright.PENANA8GUrS0CAVB
更見黑暗,729Please respect copyright.PENANAStzBhVyFAF
更感孤寂。729Please respect copyright.PENANAocj6rf8fUf
我,很想很想...729Please respect copyright.PENANAJiNnV753Qt
很想痛哭一場。729Please respect copyright.PENANAgxAd4hPQ3s
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。729Please respect copyright.PENANA7kLRxT8P9P
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,729Please respect copyright.PENANAq3y2rybvsj
但我卻無法哭一場。729Please respect copyright.PENANARm66IHl3KJ
味苦,729Please respect copyright.PENANADJZLBJzYhs
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,729Please respect copyright.PENANACMZkql3sP8
辛苦。729Please respect copyright.PENANAMl2fAXC4C0
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,729Please respect copyright.PENANAGPeA1XyBlj
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,729Please respect copyright.PENANAJ32AooAHCH
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。729Please respect copyright.PENANAmn2vxlyyhU
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。729Please respect copyright.PENANAbTa2BA1xcT
其實,我想不出一位。729Please respect copyright.PENANAFwv4ceuB1C
其實,我身邊都沒有。729Please respect copyright.PENANAfruDtbiy8E
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,729Please respect copyright.PENANAxX8IHjZpvs
減下痛苦。729Please respect copyright.PENANACfZ7hxtLfZ
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色729Please respect copyright.PENANAckjMIAahMG
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了729Please respect copyright.PENANAqwNPP7J4aw
你已經決定了 你已經決定了729Please respect copyright.PENANAv7VtfI3bjz
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著729Please respect copyright.PENANANRl9qFbanf
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了729Please respect copyright.PENANAsA04AzT4Qt
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割729Please respect copyright.PENANAEqrwb2fkOj
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色729Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1wdJuGmdT
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了729Please respect copyright.PENANAfmLtOLOdaC
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼729Please respect copyright.PENANA13JgQyIJYp
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了729Please respect copyright.PENANAJaz4XJcYhu
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇729Please respect copyright.PENANApCPGgVKKcH
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著729Please respect copyright.PENANAgWwY6k1V4o
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色729Please respect copyright.PENANAEqygHOgDWr
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了729Please respect copyright.PENANA4lkfIqJyYv
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼729Please respect copyright.PENANAWEeAgmCKO5
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合729Please respect copyright.PENANAjQUfW9iNAS
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河729Please respect copyright.PENANAAko6Amq614
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了729Please respect copyright.PENANAEATBMym8rD
然後才後悔著729Please respect copyright.PENANA8sghOZ2eFI
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色729Please respect copyright.PENANAOYEz2ILt43
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了729Please respect copyright.PENANA2EuvyUh0lo
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼729Please respect copyright.PENANAeYi7m7B9H3
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合729Please respect copyright.PENANA8iNaw0oKWJ
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河729Please respect copyright.PENANA9agIkMmaxS
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了729Please respect copyright.PENANAWDhBhuxjNA
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色729Please respect copyright.PENANAuVbGCGrY4w
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢729Please respect copyright.PENANAXqRRzmtnFW
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻729Please respect copyright.PENANAus1scQ3Vap
重新開始活著729Please respect copyright.PENANAnuXMRZr3Wh
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《你,不是真正的快樂》729Please respect copyright.PENANAu5dmxMNNRi