1月14日,凌晨5時多。829Please respect copyright.PENANA1Jfz3GSmTo
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。829Please respect copyright.PENANATWXXnuigBt
大家都在熟睡中,829Please respect copyright.PENANADKEgg6MbCg
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,829Please respect copyright.PENANAGzqXWd0PJj
不自覺的再次想起她。829Please respect copyright.PENANASLohBwzypH
我,很想長睡下去,829Please respect copyright.PENANAU24zId3rcP
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。829Please respect copyright.PENANA7n5UyzysLA
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。829Please respect copyright.PENANAMzUrVmgrWr
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。829Please respect copyright.PENANALxT8fIXIyM
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,829Please respect copyright.PENANALT7OdBzSH0
血水慢慢的滲出。829Please respect copyright.PENANADRyWnBoj08
829Please respect copyright.PENANAc4AXXEGbwa
暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。829Please respect copyright.PENANA89pJmmsOZ0
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。829Please respect copyright.PENANANp8nuh93D3
起來梳洗,829Please respect copyright.PENANA2TczYNIdfM
執拾行裝。829Please respect copyright.PENANAU3Dm0IDQHd
準備與朋友集合。829Please respect copyright.PENANAQIAc2jkcF9
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,829Please respect copyright.PENANAxLiH33qFqg
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。829Please respect copyright.PENANAcVbHZQy5Gj
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。829Please respect copyright.PENANA6C67oUTWwZ
或者一切都因為我的被動,829Please respect copyright.PENANA5xaTaA94Ww
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,829Please respect copyright.PENANAUBPpLD0PHm
導致我的失敗。829Please respect copyright.PENANAAIw4AbH2VK
829Please respect copyright.PENANA2w4R0TKT9Q
若不是早已應邀,829Please respect copyright.PENANAtMNn4u513q
我想,我還是留在家中,829Please respect copyright.PENANAahMXaysJJa
白白的消磨時間。829Please respect copyright.PENANAGFII63hpjt
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,829Please respect copyright.PENANABibWhfBsYt
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。829Please respect copyright.PENANANLbdhn9WRy
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,829Please respect copyright.PENANAB4DA5AAwp4
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。829Please respect copyright.PENANAGxd9l1nXnH
829Please respect copyright.PENANA8rQCweplNa
我們乘坐慢船。829Please respect copyright.PENANA4wdUP04VVt
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,829Please respect copyright.PENANAv71HFZGytS
然後開展我們的「賭局」。829Please respect copyright.PENANAwCMeEvj2iH
我們玩得有說有笑,829Please respect copyright.PENANAfOMDF3ZTp9
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。829Please respect copyright.PENANAT715Ddid9K
我內心的景象,也是如此。829Please respect copyright.PENANA9Z7VHUPGnT
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,829Please respect copyright.PENANAyRhqMUzutp
尋得他們的燈光。829Please respect copyright.PENANAzYFFbPcz3f
829Please respect copyright.PENANAjbby9ozTsI
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。829Please respect copyright.PENANAABtNInXWue
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,829Please respect copyright.PENANAPgY0tWbXbf
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,829Please respect copyright.PENANALCUGKufvX0
玩玩聊聊。829Please respect copyright.PENANALn6wVypR2n
829Please respect copyright.PENANApp12OrR2yL
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說829Please respect copyright.PENANAJlDOKx3SiJ
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說829Please respect copyright.PENANAaZOkLMwLj9
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應829Please respect copyright.PENANAdbSPsPr4AK
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」829Please respect copyright.PENANAkojofIse9s
829Please respect copyright.PENANAJdYgQOvFdC
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。829Please respect copyright.PENANAboWidZeJCa
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。829Please respect copyright.PENANArktWXVjZPf
記得,829Please respect copyright.PENANAbgJThiBtYL
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,829Please respect copyright.PENANAy8tL3E2IDx
四處找朋友拍照留念。829Please respect copyright.PENANAU4a3OKL9Om
我,只是一個留級的同學,829Please respect copyright.PENANAajOSXIwjio
又不主動認識其他人,829Please respect copyright.PENANA4DdnxjPUEd
沒有人找上,也正常不過。829Please respect copyright.PENANAjk81M8fDe2
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。829Please respect copyright.PENANA3MFc52E2dN
不過,829Please respect copyright.PENANAtqZdFSEgTP
她對我已經……829Please respect copyright.PENANAXWC0NHt3fP
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,829Please respect copyright.PENANAkdkIUGYaGi
其實,829Please respect copyright.PENANAZffUXz6UPG
心裡還是渴望著。829Please respect copyright.PENANAMp6PvbeAPW
829Please respect copyright.PENANA4iwSQwN6oD
最終,都得到實現。829Please respect copyright.PENANAWnWz74A5ct
不過,829Please respect copyright.PENANArY6oG2Q7c9
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。829Please respect copyright.PENANAhwfFXoyvM7
我不喜在她這樣的態度,829Please respect copyright.PENANAc7E8Hrvp3l
不是想說她態度欠佳,829Please respect copyright.PENANAWyQSF2oc7o
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。829Please respect copyright.PENANATkw7sDcwIC
829Please respect copyright.PENANAOd1hEBZbTA
眼見面前一班好友,829Please respect copyright.PENANAypO2G1Fpen
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。829Please respect copyright.PENANAGd6r6VMkyl
過了好一段時間,829Please respect copyright.PENANAtISHl3nYZ3
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。829Please respect copyright.PENANAmbjIO5SjqM
偏偏在上山的時候,829Please respect copyright.PENANA30DrRYxaAH
我突然感到一陣納悶,829Please respect copyright.PENANAzdrIKUKrnC
那刻,我在想,829Please respect copyright.PENANAtJhncoFuF6
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?829Please respect copyright.PENANARj6hkiUHWP
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。829Please respect copyright.PENANAmR60fHEvof
良久,終於下山,829Please respect copyright.PENANAGBUDe2Pjp1
時間來到下午五時多,829Please respect copyright.PENANARPqw3JbyFQ
我不適的感覺重了,829Please respect copyright.PENANAWUe09rGDJf
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,829Please respect copyright.PENANA4xNDzrlnWe
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。829Please respect copyright.PENANANSvJ9roM0b
829Please respect copyright.PENANA5wfcHZ2gIc
終於舒暢了,829Please respect copyright.PENANAzWijxlliFs
可惜,829Please respect copyright.PENANAmDKAUpdNEW
過了不足兩小時,829Please respect copyright.PENANAsISZp40Mr4
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,829Please respect copyright.PENANAulhcJFEq6X
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。829Please respect copyright.PENANAcH8e1T43hu
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。829Please respect copyright.PENANA6iCdLmgmFS
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。829Please respect copyright.PENANAH85oN9gvLV
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。829Please respect copyright.PENANAGrVyVVUSC4
829Please respect copyright.PENANAtnMtGpghLT
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲829Please respect copyright.PENANAujO9fmMYme
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」829Please respect copyright.PENANAxPhERh2JKx
「回去好好休息吧。」829Please respect copyright.PENANA7WEemCTriX
829Please respect copyright.PENANAZDxYX1VdEJ
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。829Please respect copyright.PENANAZUInj3NZGf
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。829Please respect copyright.PENANA3pB83T30bG
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,829Please respect copyright.PENANAm7ICLz0maS
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,829Please respect copyright.PENANAAjpsNrpJcn
無奈已經沒可能了。829Please respect copyright.PENANAVO7nK1lBHY
829Please respect copyright.PENANARLGQteiAxI
晚上十時多,829Please respect copyright.PENANAt9xNaX5H7w
終於回到家裡,829Please respect copyright.PENANAz2pViMB8up
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,829Please respect copyright.PENANAN2jSOskn66
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,829Please respect copyright.PENANANpHNW0obs4
我,肚瀉了。829Please respect copyright.PENANAZUpNzSELDO
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,829Please respect copyright.PENANAlEmWXK3gCd
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。829Please respect copyright.PENANAGP3RTsj16B
本打算藉今天散散心,829Please respect copyright.PENANAVUME8kfvaC
卻又嘔又瀉。829Please respect copyright.PENANAMMckSgbyzF
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。829Please respect copyright.PENANAinjp3BPaAd
閉起雙眼,829Please respect copyright.PENANAKhW4k6jpKg
更見黑暗,829Please respect copyright.PENANAmRiWhMum1O
更感孤寂。829Please respect copyright.PENANAYsMypP1upM
我,很想很想...829Please respect copyright.PENANAe3GdSmc6qL
很想痛哭一場。829Please respect copyright.PENANAbvP6EzuYEs
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。829Please respect copyright.PENANA8TVw1nFfK4
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,829Please respect copyright.PENANAvzWwEMaOSe
但我卻無法哭一場。829Please respect copyright.PENANAjT35qXbwjl
味苦,829Please respect copyright.PENANAgHLokzl3O2
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,829Please respect copyright.PENANAchKypMkJHq
辛苦。829Please respect copyright.PENANAML3GMJq3DA
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,829Please respect copyright.PENANA0esah50pMG
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,829Please respect copyright.PENANAF9PCoIFNbn
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。829Please respect copyright.PENANAYgAKx0Q0k5
829Please respect copyright.PENANAr4ML5DK15N
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。829Please respect copyright.PENANA7MrM2k6f6t
其實,我想不出一位。829Please respect copyright.PENANAocFgfJa1sI
其實,我身邊都沒有。829Please respect copyright.PENANAyGoJ0sScCh
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,829Please respect copyright.PENANA0Zfc7O68tW
減下痛苦。829Please respect copyright.PENANAXTH9JvHNCT
829Please respect copyright.PENANAxevMcYuZ3c
829Please respect copyright.PENANAnnXgksctHc
829Please respect copyright.PENANAUFAEUliVgP
人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色829Please respect copyright.PENANAGyn5K6KWt0
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了829Please respect copyright.PENANAINEXk6lvvu
你已經決定了 你已經決定了829Please respect copyright.PENANAN4c7kMNQzu
829Please respect copyright.PENANAJLgOmkc3wR
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著829Please respect copyright.PENANAuCdtRhLrfh
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了829Please respect copyright.PENANA34WZGjfa6W
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割829Please respect copyright.PENANADiaXFZUcfU
829Please respect copyright.PENANAyrQzn4Zfqx
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色829Please respect copyright.PENANArEAoI9TjRT
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了829Please respect copyright.PENANAvlm8AbztAc
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼829Please respect copyright.PENANALngKZXBVek
829Please respect copyright.PENANAaCXfJvwOWj
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了829Please respect copyright.PENANAuiiXZ1IGPn
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇829Please respect copyright.PENANAtvZKHF3AYx
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著829Please respect copyright.PENANAmS4zm0ldg5
829Please respect copyright.PENANAMuS767LOxB
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色829Please respect copyright.PENANAxLgq8ZMFlU
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了829Please respect copyright.PENANAXHOkyS3Aoi
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼829Please respect copyright.PENANANXwmWmBg3S
829Please respect copyright.PENANArxX5zawNmU
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合829Please respect copyright.PENANArb3K0ChLHu
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河829Please respect copyright.PENANAzUwa6fRiL5
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了829Please respect copyright.PENANAoG4SIwUOUt
然後才後悔著829Please respect copyright.PENANAPyk1LwPDkJ
829Please respect copyright.PENANArnPRAZembi
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色829Please respect copyright.PENANABxVR72TOHN
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了829Please respect copyright.PENANAkVCgyZw0LN
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼829Please respect copyright.PENANATGAGkukJqm
829Please respect copyright.PENANAadoukah5cn
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合829Please respect copyright.PENANACW4xHR5JMV
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河829Please respect copyright.PENANARPgXAYxNRn
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了829Please respect copyright.PENANAexLHq5ehfJ
829Please respect copyright.PENANA2bRCIJGS4s
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色829Please respect copyright.PENANAsVHgnn3jTp
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢829Please respect copyright.PENANAPNMx2GCp8V
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻829Please respect copyright.PENANAX73HJRyaqM
重新開始活著829Please respect copyright.PENANAx3fl8UVhqg
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《你,不是真正的快樂》829Please respect copyright.PENANAMWNwuWrwWX