是你。419Please respect copyright.PENANAebWZt6j9U5
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他渾渾噩噩的錄完了快歌,思緒一直沒有落到實處的感覺,恍恍惚惚中走神了好多次。419Please respect copyright.PENANAOZbBkMAMq6
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為甚麼是許晏誠?為甚麼他會在那裡?419Please respect copyright.PENANAhVg7DppjEN
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他的腦中一片亂麻,理不出頭緒來。419Please respect copyright.PENANAV7LdLQeh2H
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自從高中畢業以來,他強迫自己不再去想當年所有的一切,久而久之,許多片段已經隨著時間推移被埋藏在大腦深處,平時也不會特別回憶。419Please respect copyright.PENANAOsypVMglLV
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這樣就好。他是一個善於逃避的人,於是他獲得了短暫的寧靜。419Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZZc7Retz6
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但他忘記這只是暫時的,當記憶的閘門意外的被打開,被他彌封的過去一片一片的在他面前展示,好的壞的,全都赤裸裸的在眼前攤開,而他無處躲藏,只能概括承受。419Please respect copyright.PENANAy4TUb3FWK5
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而他想起了那個人。他站在離舞台最遠的地方,只是遠遠看著,他的眼睛是一汪深不見底的黑潭,裡頭卻燃著能夠燒盡一切的火光。419Please respect copyright.PENANA9DuK2NDpoi
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他的頸後突然傳來一陣刺骨寒意,他猛的抖了一下,接著一罐冰飲被遞到他面前。419Please respect copyright.PENANAy5R4i6Rsc6
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「嗨,越發會越呆喔。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAtBF8Cv5JzU
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是阿傑,他接過飲料道了聲謝,現在是中場休息時間,幾乎所有人都出去買飲料了,環顧四週,只剩他和許晏誠還在練團室。419Please respect copyright.PENANAedGigk19SW
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許晏誠也沒出去,他在練琴,臉上的表情是難得的嚴肅,似乎是因為改動之後的鋼琴獨奏增多,他在努力讓錯誤率降低。419Please respect copyright.PENANAlNnGqMwLby
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阿傑也沒要離開的意思,隨便揀了塊乾淨的地方席地而坐,「欸阿謙…...」419Please respect copyright.PENANAKrffwwE4WO
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他剛講完就被許晏誠涼颼颼的一眼給盯的抖了一下,連忙改口,「我說小姜啊,你真的不考慮來我們酒吧駐唱嗎?」阿傑道:「我們酒吧,阿萬有在管理,來的人沒那麼複雜,更何況薪水也給的不錯,你如果之後想要走音樂,這是一個不錯的選擇喔,當然不勉強啦,不過我覺得你很適合......」419Please respect copyright.PENANAhIZClu5g5X
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「謝謝, 不過我目前,暫時沒那個打算,」姜劭謙苦笑道:「老實說我現在......還沒有準備好,我想先好好的把這一次的成發弄好,剩下的走一步是一步。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAFmcQk0jLMo
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阿傑聳聳肩,「嗯,你有你的考慮不錯,但你要知道--」他道:「沒有人是準備好的。當然,如果你改變心意了,隨時告訴我。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAn63u3QLihJ
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他悄咪咪偷覷了許晏誠一眼,偷偷湊近他耳邊,「順便,你如果能把燕子也抓回來的話那就更好啦。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAIyJjBmuFgt
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「阿傑,」許晏誠頭也不抬,「你剛剛那個過門讓我們卡了幾次還需要我提醒你嗎?」419Please respect copyright.PENANAL6HGsu5QTn
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阿傑聞言立刻立正站好,「皇上恕罪,臣馬上去練。」419Please respect copyright.PENANA427mMpqW0s
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「滾吧。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAcotfeNhYdQ
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「謝皇上,小的馬上滾。」他對他做了一個鬼臉,姜劭謙一陣好笑。419Please respect copyright.PENANA1qu1ozuiFh
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阿萬跟吉他回來了。這次他們一就是前後回來的,但兩人之間的氣氛沒那麼乾了,雖然吉他周身都環繞著忸怩之氣,但至少是說的上話了。419Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5zxYecMqf
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「我們接著再練幾次,加把勁把慢歌錄完。」許晏誠說。419Please respect copyright.PENANA2sCL1D5Zwa
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等到全部都錄完,已經十點了。練團室租的時間也差不多了,他們收拾完東西和垃圾,提起各自的背包,在門口彼此道別之後,他和許晏誠在外面的沙發區找了個空位坐下來。419Please respect copyright.PENANATQLGAD6yKP
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許晏誠問:「關於聆韻獎的部分,你有甚麼想法嗎?」419Please respect copyright.PENANAp9JFX5nv9Y
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姜劭謙道:「嗯,畢竟是吉他社辦得比賽,吉他的部分不能太簡單,唱的部分也不能太平但,選歌還是得選比較有挑戰性的。」419Please respect copyright.PENANA0GcpiT8vnR
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許晏誠道:「或者是選前面平淡後面激昂的那種也不錯。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAsCNVBoZC26
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選歌的部分達成了共識,剩下就是時間的部分,姜劭謙除了學分多了點,但一來沒參加系上活動,二來沒參加社團,更重要的是他沒有打工,空閒時間還是不少的。419Please respect copyright.PENANAM5FJv5p9WW
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「你想去阿萬的酒吧嗎?」他冷不防問。419Please respect copyright.PENANATdVstNEsgi
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姜劭謙聞言一怔,疑惑問道:「......現在?」419Please respect copyright.PENANASaPxPWhM80
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「我是說駐唱。」他解釋道:「阿傑剛剛說的,就當去試唱,阿萬那裡酬勞不會小氣的,而且也可以有機會跟真正的樂團配合,滿不錯的。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAhDqjsAcwYM
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許晏誠說這話時,一雙烏漆的雙眼直直的看著他,他不禁想起了他記憶裡的那個人,當機了一秒,隨後才反應過來:「說實話,我不知道我現在有沒有辦法像以前那樣,站在那麼多陌生人面前唱歌。」他突然想到甚麼,問:「你來聽過我的表演嗎?我說以前。」419Please respect copyright.PENANA9n1TgvZCqz
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許晏誠默認了。419Please respect copyright.PENANA9bY7wUir9I
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「我剛剛練完的時候,我恍惚中好像回到當年站在舞台上的感覺,我記得有一次在聖誕節的時候,我們搞了一波大的,那時候全校都嗨翻了,就是從那個時候開始,我喜歡上舞台。」他一邊回憶著,輕聲的敘述:「我記得我漫無目的的看著底下的人群,最讓我印象深刻的是有一個人,站在最遠的地方,直直的盯著我看,他的眼睛是深不見底的黑,但裡頭卻有著能點亮那片漆黑的光亮。419Please respect copyright.PENANA5TaVxWGCcT
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「就像你的眼睛一樣。」他說。419Please respect copyright.PENANApTviOMMqdn
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他靜靜的看著許晏誠,他們之間一陣沉默,距離近的幾乎能感受到彼此吐息的溫度。419Please respect copyright.PENANA6KECv3f5Hc
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他們一時之間誰都沒有再說話,像是維持一個心照不宣的平衡一般,沒有人打破,只是靜靜地凝視彼此,最後悄悄地轉移話題。419Please respect copyright.PENANAuYr1NtCteH
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Demo已經成功錄製完成,上課時老師對於他們這組的作品讚不絕口,他們也終於放下心中的一顆大石。419Please respect copyright.PENANArjDYhSPzrp
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時間來到了11月底,天氣轉涼了不少,秋天已經走到末尾,冬天的腳步跟在後頭亦步亦趨,已經明顯的降溫了,學生們都紛紛換上了冬裝,女孩子在這一方面總是特別上心的,不說別人,自從氣溫下降之後,他就沒看過楊佳琦穿重複的衣服。419Please respect copyright.PENANAXFb8jh7Ctc
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「冬天多好啊,」楊大小姐撐著頭發表論點,她今天穿了一件薄長袖洋裝搭上深藍色風衣,髮尾還精心的捲過了,她道:「衣服的布料增多,就可以穿得美美的了。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAVTi9c57pAU
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他回憶起夏天時女孩們可愛的短褲和輕飄飄的雪紡上衣,姜劭謙不解的問:「夏天不是也可以穿得美美的嗎?」419Please respect copyright.PENANAJx9XlsoQht
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「你不懂啦,冬天布料增多了,才可以遮肥肉啊。」她理所當然的回。419Please respect copyright.PENANAQy5aLf7iZT
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姜劭謙滿臉問號的看了她穠纖合度的身材良久,不理解所謂『肥肉』的定義。419Please respect copyright.PENANAZscakhxvTE
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「小姜啊,你是個好人,但女人是永遠不會滿足的,鏡子裡的自己永遠需要再瘦一公斤,櫃子裡的衣服永遠需要再多一件。」她拍拍他的肩,嘆道:「人生好難啊。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAO13ffBz0P3
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對於這點,姜劭謙不太能感同身受,他平常也不怎麼注意時尚這一塊,他對於服裝儀容的標準只有乾淨整潔,櫃子裡的衣服永遠都是那幾件襯衫跟帽T,偶而會買新的但頻率不高。好在他的審美是屬於中規中矩的那種,自己弄一弄倒也不至於不堪入目,而且他買衣服有一個好習慣,就是他不會只買單件上衣或長褲,通常都是架上店員怎麼搭配,他就怎麼買,之後照著穿就可以了。419Please respect copyright.PENANAsHlLNdg6W0
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這樣一來,他就不需要動額外的腦筋在穿搭上,聽起來無趣但卻十分實用。當然,在他們班上也是有許多注重打扮的男生,但他本人因為懶,從來都不是那一掛的。419Please respect copyright.PENANAoPPERjAP0i
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放在旁邊的手機突然震動了一下,他點開看,阿傑在群裡發問:『好冷,有沒有人想吃火鍋?』說著說著他貼了一大堆的火鍋店上來,看著琳琅滿目,就算四隻眼睛都看不過來。419Please respect copyright.PENANAQNUgSssCqW
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在他無止盡的刷屏刷到一半,阿萬終於浮出來,第一句便是森冷的威脅:想死嗎。419Please respect copyright.PENANAABTurcWCy7
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許晏誠下一秒也浮出來冒泡:『誰想跟你吃。』419Please respect copyright.PENANADgsqgPkNHF
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阿傑:『QAQ嚶嚶嚶』419Please respect copyright.PENANAe9aEuPwekg
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姜劭謙看著手機突然笑出聲來,隔壁的楊佳琦狐疑的看了他一下,「你在笑甚麼?」419Please respect copyright.PENANAsLqXBI8Jn2
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「沒什麼。」姜劭謙跟她稍微解釋了一下,楊佳琦聽得饒富趣味,滿眼都是小星星:「聽起來好像不錯耶,欸欸,我能不能加入你們?」419Please respect copyright.PENANAdoMhwb9xZJ
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所以說減肥永遠都是明天的事。姜劭謙看著拼命刷火鍋店評論的楊大小姐,心中滿是感嘆。419Please respect copyright.PENANAYHxQgvLA8O
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一聽到他想帶朋友來,而且還是個妹子,阿傑一整個沸騰了:『是妹子!!!!當然好啊!!!帶十個來都沒問題!!!』419Please respect copyright.PENANAsn2Hy3TSfI
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其他人則是沒什麼太大意見。於是姜劭謙就帶著楊大小姐來了。419Please respect copyright.PENANAdBP8QPWZCY
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他們訂的是一家網路上評價不錯的店,正因為如此,據說訂位的時候得花一些功夫,熱門的時段都客滿了,只好訂晚一些。419Please respect copyright.PENANAZnjOA5ztXz
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一進門就聞到濃濃的中藥鍋香氣,他原先還不怎麼覺得餓,在聞到香味的瞬間才感受到飢餓。419Please respect copyright.PENANAhcbzUeOeTc
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其他人除了阿萬都在裡面等著了,他在群裡說店裡還有事要處理所以晚點到,阿傑一看到他身旁的楊佳琦眼睛都亮了,連忙招手招呼他們過來坐。419Please respect copyright.PENANAVGj51hb2gi
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楊佳琦真不愧是做公關的,她的招牌微笑跟許晏誠的一樣閃亮,伸出手來:「你好,我是楊佳琦,是小姜的同學。叫我佳琦就可以了。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAojeboj091u
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「你好,我...我是阿傑,很、很高興認識你。」阿傑說話都卡殼了,握上手的瞬間臉還紅了。419Please respect copyright.PENANAo3DoLvkItf
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店員上來送菜單,順帶跟他們介紹了一下特色和點餐機制,他們點了最大眾的紅白湯鴛鴦鍋,這一桌幾乎都是男生,食量比較大,肉多叫了一些,還叫了幾個蔬菜拼盤。419Please respect copyright.PENANAHH7Kae8AFZ
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點完餐後,他們一部分人去自助吧拿飲料跟醬料,留他跟許晏誠兩個人顧包包,姜劭謙問了一直很想問的問題:「說起來,我一直都不知道阿傑的本名是什麼。」419Please respect copyright.PENANA34DcGzCxP5
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蔬菜先上來了。許晏誠一邊朝鍋裡丟蔬菜一邊回:「周傑倫。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAzUCv14L8vC
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姜劭謙也幫著他把菜丟進去,夾到一半他才突然反應過來:「周杰倫?」419Please respect copyright.PENANA5YJWuNlwun
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「不是周杰倫的那個『杰』,是傑出的傑。」他解釋道。419Please respect copyright.PENANAg21gtXb81f
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這也太巧了吧。姜劭謙笑了一下,許晏誠又道:「但不可以叫他本名,他會生氣。聽說他小時候因為名字一直被人笑,所以對別人叫他的本名很反感。」419Please respect copyright.PENANALcqVCoet3N
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姜劭謙點點頭,看吉他回來了,他們一起去拿醬料,肉已經上來了,他們回來的人開始涮肉,楊佳琦四下看看,趁著姜劭謙不在身邊,悄悄地問:「你們知道那兩個人到底甚麼關係嗎?」419Please respect copyright.PENANAvSs3RhWKrm
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吉他大口吃肉吃到一半,聽到問話抬起臉來一頭霧水:「甚麼甚麼關係?」419Please respect copyright.PENANAaTg8wb37pQ
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「就是那個......呃,」楊佳琦不好意思直接講,猶豫了老半天,阿傑接道:「喔,他喔,燕子從很早以前就喜歡人家啦。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAOsHYKYRxv2
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吉他:「!?」419Please respect copyright.PENANAw92msXtff8
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楊佳琦:「!?」419Please respect copyright.PENANA51t967ubjm
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阿傑邊咀嚼著說:「燕子從高中的時候就很喜歡小姜,可是太害羞了,只敢在旁邊看著不敢跟人家搭話,終於等到升大學了,才有膽子去認識他。說起來也是滿不容易的呢。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAzSyyxTtOa6
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吉他艱難的把嘴裡的肉吞了下去才說:「......你講得喜歡,是我認知中的那種喜歡嗎?」419Please respect copyright.PENANAjZeHOr9aqr
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阿傑滿臉疑惑的『啊?』了一聲,看著吉他一言難盡的表情和楊佳琦興奮的臉,瞬間意識到了甚麼:「吼不是啦!怎麼可能,他們不是那種關係啦!」419Please respect copyright.PENANA34DYQvyWEH
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楊佳琦鍥而不捨追問:「是『不是』還是『還不是』?」419Please respect copyright.PENANAEyUMmeN4iR
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阿傑哀號著:「就說不是、」419Please respect copyright.PENANA95Ctgfznnd
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許晏誠溫和的聲音冷不防的從背後加入:「你們在聊甚麼這麼開心?」419Please respect copyright.PENANAHN4myN8GlO
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阿傑聽到問話的瞬間條件反射的抖了一下,許晏誠看著他的反應挑了挑眉,倒是楊佳琦很鎮靜,俗話說薑還是老的辣,她笑說:「哈哈沒什麼,我們在聊你跟小姜怎麼認識的。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAO7FZaenica
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是這樣嗎?姜劭謙狐疑的看著他們,他知道從楊佳琦身上看不出甚麼毛病,於是視線飄到吉他身上,對方把整張臉埋在碗裡埋頭苦吃,阿傑則是拼命喝水,不知道是不是他的錯覺,他總覺得他的眼神一直不停的亂飄,明顯就是一副做了虧心事的模樣。419Please respect copyright.PENANA0XtpTxYQ7T
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許晏誠依舊和善的微笑,但他沒看錯的話他好像往阿傑那裡掃了一眼,對方迅速從喝水變成灌水,末了起身乾笑道:「我、我去廁所。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAhiNGIxvCdA
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阿傑一走,楊佳琦立馬將話題轉移開來,姜劭謙夾著肉片,涮好了之後擺在一旁放涼,再接著涮其他的,許晏誠夾了一個豆皮給他:「剛放涼了,不燙。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAoVet3L59pf
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姜劭謙理所當然夾起來吃了,沒注意到吉他差點被嗆到的表情和楊佳琦微勾的嘴角。419Please respect copyright.PENANACzas8zcQEI
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他們吃到一半,阿萬卻還沒有來,姜劭謙頻頻注意群組消息,剛點開來,就看見許晏誠對門口招招手,來人正是阿萬,他風塵僕僕的朝他們走過來,楊佳琦一看見他,眼睛一亮。419Please respect copyright.PENANA6YGJLj3y7F
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阿萬走過來,跟其他人打過招呼,也注意到楊佳琦,自我介紹道:「你是楊同學吧,你好,我是張維遠,可以叫我阿萬。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAUSqP26uCU0
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楊佳琦對他甜甜一笑,也再自我介紹了一遍,姜劭謙看著她如花一般燦爛的笑臉,心裡默默批註:春天來了。419Please respect copyright.PENANAjHaplu5M8i
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正好與此同時阿傑回來了,他們六個人,分兩邊坐,許晏誠跟姜劭謙坐一起,他原本是跟楊佳琦還有吉他坐在一起的,現在阿萬坐了過去,他剩下的位子只有許晏誠旁邊了。419Please respect copyright.PENANArTEVaOKDKY
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他忐忑的抬頭瞅了許晏誠的表情,對方一臉雲淡風輕的問:「過來坐啊,怎麼不坐呢?」419Please respect copyright.PENANAWU7BRq4vlT
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阿傑像是被按下慢速鍵一般摸過來,在許晏誠旁邊如坐針氈,姜劭謙看著敲敲許晏誠,悄悄問:「他幹什麼了?」419Please respect copyright.PENANAGihGt53dzn
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「不知道,」許晏誠聳聳肩,往他盤子裡又夾了塊肉,然後一笑,「不急,之後就會知道了。」419Please respect copyright.PENANAQDbF4CdSeF
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姜劭謙看著他臉上看似純良實則包藏禍心的微笑,突然感到一陣寒意,也不禁抖了一下。