時序入冬，入夜之後的風很涼，白天還有暖融的陽光，但晚上只有一片夜涼如水。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyfNjM8OI0
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1txjpJfcP
他剛剛在教室裡沒有穿外套，上台也是，他一下台就匆匆得被許晏誠帶出來，根本沒來得及穿件外套。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ezmaZ4Kyz
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI6KHThJci
晚上氣溫驟降，他應該要覺得冷的，但他卻覺得身上熱的過份，他可以明顯感覺到臉頰在發燙，左胸口裡的東西燥動著，他甚至開始覺得呼吸不順，原因不明，他猜是因為許晏誠抱得太緊了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniNw0kcWLk
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0eG2nZLum
「喂，你、你能不能，抱小力一點？」他小聲問。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImB8Dxm7Tu
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQUVyeRj8Z
許晏誠依言鬆了點手，但依舊呈現緊抱的動作。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFb4vXjYxJ
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoltcfYriS
呼吸不順解決了，但心律不整依舊存在，臉頰依舊沒有降溫的跡象，他盡量讓自己表現鎮定的問：「......你怎麼了？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUP2iz664d
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許晏誠沒有回答。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Sdn6oXbSs
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucGhWJthRL
姜劭謙鍥而不捨繼續問：「喂、你有聽到我說話嗎？哈囉？許晏誠？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yL62jMBR1
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxW4S7k2Y9
「我有聽到。」半晌他回。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD81qGwiLUX
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHCydmNqDk
姜劭謙嘆了一口氣，口氣安撫的問：「你到底怎麼了？通常在這種狀況下，被安慰的人應該是我吧？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA45vNfRuMh
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciBhVWo4Z5
聞言許晏誠才終於拉開距離，揉揉鼻子，「......抱歉，你說的對。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpTVXb5apU
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPPbfA6Hst
姜劭謙看著他的紅眼眶，傻眼了：「你有這麼難過啊？！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnZmiQvDwH
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlMyifxNDE
許晏誠低著頭不回話，似乎還沒有緩過來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pRIBnTsVf
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYjdH8wEIb
「你為什麼要難過呢？」他苦笑道，「忘詞的人又不是你，面對一個剛剛差點毀了大家這半學期以來辛苦的成果的人，你應該要生氣才對啊。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuT22Nh18A
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoymhBgSw3
「我不生氣，」許晏誠看著他，「我難過，我為你難過。」他說。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoCORbdZ3l
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyP40iB08J
他忍不住質問：「為我難過？你怎麼知道我難過？你甚至不清楚我在台上想到什麼，你怎麼就覺得我會難過呢？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrsJ04e3IT
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42jDXCUMqD
這是他高中畢業以來心境最澄明的時刻。姜劭謙心想。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAuZdQst97
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMXGpasFZ1
這些日子以來他總是被各種夢魘纏身，日日夜夜，分不清夢境與現實，眼前彷彿籠著一層白霧，看不清摸不透。他在過去裡找不到出口，只能自己一頭栽進胡同裡。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloOyQbEfm7
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAxlejeq61
但現在他感覺眼前的雲霧逐漸散去。有個人願意相信他，聽他說，為他難過。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR4BmbQ7Yn
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCvVF27vQp
他想他孤單太久了，久到都忘記傾訴是什麼感覺。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fyDzcJcR4
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnuZS7VLWz
「你知道嗎，我很久沒有跟人說這些了，對於大部分人來說，那都已經過去了，只是高中時期的一些小事根本沒有必要記這麼久......對吧？人都要向前看，人總要向前看的不是嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xURQOkvyR
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9JNwQhduy
他站著腳有點痠了，靠著牆默默的蹲下來，如夢囈般的說道：「可他們不懂，當你曾經真的，真的很珍惜某個事物，但它最終卻在你手上碎了，那是......最傷人的。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU64DImcrDk
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTgtmoBgaZ
「你懂嗎？」他轉頭問道。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCjLmJV9gE
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMUZcWzodb
許晏誠沒有猶豫：「我懂。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hZIcSp9UP
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwM5lxmhPN
姜劭謙看了他一陣子，然後笑了：「也對，你總是什麼都懂。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lvq63eCSA
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79uQrFrW7p
教室那裡傳了一陣鼓掌聲，他猜又是一組彩排結束了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBdOLKcW9x
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT68YczpyZx
「你真是個狡猾的人，好像知道很多事，卻從來不跟別人說，讓人心煩。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRlVb6AN93
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEQ7ThNeBE
他控訴著：「總是一副什麼都知道的樣子，你對我瞭若指掌，但是我對你卻完全不瞭解。不覺得這樣很不公平嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QfFRmX6Bk
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOiKPpjOOY
許晏誠低著頭不置可否，在他身旁也坐了下來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LuJjS1E4W
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgU2SALSt5
「阿謙。」他輕聲喚。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBnr67mMID
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NtqEfaGNZ
「幹嘛？」姜劭謙頭也不回。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0phWBFlFkk
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypIo5Vzggg
許晏誠的前額散下幾綹黑髮，他的眼睛黑的透徹，裡頭閃著他熟悉的亮光，「等成發結束之後，我會向你解釋一切的，我答應你。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswyUFSBHXU
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKn79r2833o
姜劭謙凝視著他良久，不客氣的問：「......解釋甚麼，解釋你到底是誰嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqKxETCni7
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXA9uGMbfa
許晏誠聞言輕笑，他能感覺到他的氣息輕拂耳際，輕微的癢。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFN4TtGLwpW
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhDpBokhkV
「關於這點，我倒是希望你能自己想起來。」他說。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cMddtTTYV
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrylXSu5zr
他們中途翹課，在外面坐了好一陣子，突然想到還沒點名，才趁著換組空檔偷偷摸進教室。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9tViNM9Zc
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4mAs1eWNS
阿萬坐在後排，一眼就看見他們鬼鬼祟祟的樣子，招招手讓他們過來，湊近壓低聲量問：「小姜還好嗎？看你剛剛彩排完之後臉色不太好。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWO1I8Yr9a
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8Jv1a9pAd
「現在沒事了，不好意思，剛剛給大家添麻煩了。」他歉然道。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuasbEMpNg8
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChxZp3X4iK
阿萬看起來倒是不太在意，笑回：「上台緊張是一定的，離成發還有幾個星期，一起加油吧。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpLVkwv0RT
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHjIO5b1GH
姜劭謙點點頭，最後一組的講評也結束了，所有組別都彩排完了，老師提點了幾句，叮嚀了幾個注意的點，鐘聲應景的響起，宣布下課。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZKFiFYpDg
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykwKRtKMQQ
鐘聲響完，吉他和阿傑邊收東西，往後看才發現他們倆個回來了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSASWiAUf5s
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1te9ydoyGS
他們彼此交換了一個心照不宣的眼神，看著姜劭謙的神色複雜。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmiZwb6VVk
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8HkfrFshS
姜劭謙被看的有點毛毛的，「你們幹嘛？這麼看著我？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEyZLbzAyC
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cM9TPRhxN
吉他立馬別開目光，若無其事的道：「沒事，真的沒事。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkR87Bb9dC
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWaoObgIpm
還特別澄清兩次，根本是此地無銀三百兩。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1ECmw1cMX
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMJFBhblUa
姜劭謙心中狐疑，阿傑咳了一聲，連忙插話進來：「是說阿ㄑ…...小姜，我們得安排點時間讓你多上台run個幾次，要不然萬一你正式上台太緊張掉鍊就尷尬了。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhtUCaooYY
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTerW327eR
「對啊，剛才真是嚇死我了，好險燕子及時救場......」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToWLpRD2kh
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqhtvZC8Jy
姜劭謙聽完瞬間罪惡感爆棚，又道了一次歉，其他人頻頻表示並不是甚麼大事，他才終於鬆了一口氣。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fqVgYDTLh
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX3het4igg
阿傑拍了拍他的肩膀：「唉，只是彩排而已啦，小事小事。只要之後正式上台沒問題就好啦！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEBQQtEHSf
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正式上台。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG7LgicxZX
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2eNrxjmua
阿傑的聲音在他腦中迴盪，心中有個聲音在質問他：你能保證正式演出的時候，不會再發生同樣的事嗎？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnvEhIzuiS
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2s5eW4tef
你能保證嗎？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV9emkdeMq
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFvP4LWf9u
他沒有答案，只能掩去一切不安的痕跡，將層層心思掩藏起來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAS7D8B99B
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvH7jguTmO
他們邊說邊收東西，人還沒散完，他看見這次的總召，是個留著一頭俏麗短髮的女孩，她走近他們問：「你們是第六組對不對？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaG35Rcvnh
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmf2roWTar
「對。」姜劭謙問：「怎麼了嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGvuOmNacI
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC4yoyMfxU
她低頭確認了一下手上的筆記本，道：「你們還沒有確定團名吧？要趕快決定囉，這禮拜就要開始在粉專宣傳了，團照的部分，看你們是之後給我還是現在拍，其他組已經在拍了，看你們要不要也現在拍一拍？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4yU2qWtpd
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfAkyFzx1t
他環顧了一下四周，確實，身旁已經有幾組人馬正在物色教室中適合拍照的背景，有些組甚至已經拍完準備收拾東西回家了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGDEW1ITYw
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總召又道：「如果你們要回去自己拍的話也可以，但提醒你們，照片上傳的死線是這星期五晚上喔。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qe0bjeEox
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdF7ZmjmKD
她說完對他們喊了一聲『加油』，轉身回去繼續跟其他行政組員討論了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GXEa68gHR
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aU1is2s0u
姜劭謙有點猶豫的問他們：「你們要現在拍嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFyGdw7TKY
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5y3DXOJNB
「現在拍一拍吧，順便把我們的團名也決定一下吧。」阿萬說。。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwk2Bx5uIi
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團名。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBn9VqQTHj
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唔嗯。他們一群人站在原地苦思良久，沒有任何頭緒。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkmSmviwpn
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpisNFJMu8F
他們沉寂了一陣子之後，阿傑突然眼睛一亮：「乾脆叫還珠格格怎麼樣？」他興高采烈的解釋道：「你看我們有小燕子，還有王子呢，古代的王子不就是阿哥嗎，還有萬歲爺......」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0Ow4Rp4rW
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt315KPJuG
他話才說到一半，就被小燕子和萬歲爺的雙重眼刀給瞪的噤了聲。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ivrgFH3G5
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh9qqqO0a9
「......不然叫快樂王子吧。我們不是有王子跟燕子嗎？」阿萬提議道。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gGPcA9ZHY
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnqdpHQUMw
姜劭謙：？？？？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpKzSwTdHj
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阿萬說：「守護王子的燕子。不覺得聽起來很浪漫嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaLMbVuHYm
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmS1fYYlpJT
吉他一臉無所謂：「不錯，那就這樣吧。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmktYgHfP0
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5q9rF9ti1
「蛤，可是用童話故事會不會太、」阿傑話說到一半又接收到許晏誠的殺氣，連忙老實地閉上嘴當一隻鵪鶉。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIs7VK0F6GF
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIHDH2624L
「真的假的？」姜劭謙不可置信。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWF77gLQk5y
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TxWZDjjzg
許晏誠微笑道：「嗯，就這樣吧。團名訂好了，接著剩團照了。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDfqK3crxP
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDhIzGeZiJ
正剛好教室裡最大的一面白牆前面拍照的人結束了，他們全部人馬移動過去，找了個女生幫他們拍照。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP1Yh1vFdo
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tCFBMdMbW
他們隨便擺了個姿勢，許晏誠站在他的右手邊，一隻手搭在他的肩膀上，他對於這個姿勢有點忸怩不安，但對面已經架好了相機，他只得對著鏡頭勉力的扯出一抹笑。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxaE2qYHZw
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpatRcyITf
一，二，三，cheese！446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiezE0sNSiE
照片裡風格迥異的五個人，湊在一起卻意外的和諧。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSyeWn1IXa
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgRN7E2IHj
很久很久以後，他都還記得當時的那個瞬間，當下並不覺得這能夠成為值得回味得回憶，但在經歷過之後的一切後再回頭看，那些記憶的吉光片羽，即使零碎，卻都彌足珍貴。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6glAKzJAHA
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拍下照片的這一刻，他並沒有想到這侷促的幾秒鐘能讓他記這麼久，但回憶不知不覺篆刻在潛意識裡，毋需特別複習也依然歷久彌新。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGKR5bgJfC
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這次非常久之後才更新，先來賠罪OTZ，之前忙著期末報告還有計畫之後的復活節假期，耽擱了非常久甚感抱歉！下一篇已經在路上了，我會盡快生出來的！謝謝每一個給我留言回饋的讀者，對於作者來說，看見留言真的一件非常振奮非常感動的事！謝謝你們！我會繼續努力寫的！446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdeUa2vtY7
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