時序入冬，入夜之後的風很涼，白天還有暖融的陽光，但晚上只有一片夜涼如水。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh911zAosy
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他剛剛在教室裡沒有穿外套，上台也是，他一下台就匆匆得被許晏誠帶出來，根本沒來得及穿件外套。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Td8ZfgHLd
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DX61NUzlH
晚上氣溫驟降，他應該要覺得冷的，但他卻覺得身上熱的過份，他可以明顯感覺到臉頰在發燙，左胸口裡的東西燥動著，他甚至開始覺得呼吸不順，原因不明，他猜是因為許晏誠抱得太緊了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4kWp4AX62
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「喂，你、你能不能，抱小力一點？」他小聲問。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4duRKmy4G
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGInNwy4Qhn
許晏誠依言鬆了點手，但依舊呈現緊抱的動作。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuOmGuwMzQ
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhfp9w7zGm
呼吸不順解決了，但心律不整依舊存在，臉頰依舊沒有降溫的跡象，他盡量讓自己表現鎮定的問：「......你怎麼了？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKtd4KVIyy
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許晏誠沒有回答。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxm9iKQoGFv
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHe5MNk3AS7
姜劭謙鍥而不捨繼續問：「喂、你有聽到我說話嗎？哈囉？許晏誠？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhomdHDIrO
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7Tjch8HP3
「我有聽到。」半晌他回。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7McBbCD7M
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSCbfhlj9v
姜劭謙嘆了一口氣，口氣安撫的問：「你到底怎麼了？通常在這種狀況下，被安慰的人應該是我吧？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfhMOGrAzu
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1J6R5Eo9mD
聞言許晏誠才終於拉開距離，揉揉鼻子，「......抱歉，你說的對。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJTgbh84RD
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLNMgahaXZ
姜劭謙看著他的紅眼眶，傻眼了：「你有這麼難過啊？！」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cTUKOBaG2
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEfV1gWcsa
許晏誠低著頭不回話，似乎還沒有緩過來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqWP3wt2J0
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjv5OYc8EZf
「你為什麼要難過呢？」他苦笑道，「忘詞的人又不是你，面對一個剛剛差點毀了大家這半學期以來辛苦的成果的人，你應該要生氣才對啊。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv469c1Omb
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNYgE662GJ
「我不生氣，」許晏誠看著他，「我難過，我為你難過。」他說。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xyq0LmwM3
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LP382ELWC
他忍不住質問：「為我難過？你怎麼知道我難過？你甚至不清楚我在台上想到什麼，你怎麼就覺得我會難過呢？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4o3PBSvTV
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfsEIDDDCl
這是他高中畢業以來心境最澄明的時刻。姜劭謙心想。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N6FY8hUEM
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuFORj4M8P
這些日子以來他總是被各種夢魘纏身，日日夜夜，分不清夢境與現實，眼前彷彿籠著一層白霧，看不清摸不透。他在過去裡找不到出口，只能自己一頭栽進胡同裡。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2uuR8pxQu
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但現在他感覺眼前的雲霧逐漸散去。有個人願意相信他，聽他說，為他難過。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfYxGXZLRi
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oZvxcF2uK
他想他孤單太久了，久到都忘記傾訴是什麼感覺。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4jH6j8yz8
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLKvSILWTs
「你知道嗎，我很久沒有跟人說這些了，對於大部分人來說，那都已經過去了，只是高中時期的一些小事根本沒有必要記這麼久......對吧？人都要向前看，人總要向前看的不是嗎？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOK9ZI78ng
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS10KQseEq1
他站著腳有點痠了，靠著牆默默的蹲下來，如夢囈般的說道：「可他們不懂，當你曾經真的，真的很珍惜某個事物，但它最終卻在你手上碎了，那是......最傷人的。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBQEMnqUZP
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsIclFQvST
「你懂嗎？」他轉頭問道。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3mWlBKTcO
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhxKn5s6CB
許晏誠沒有猶豫：「我懂。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOVv1mDPAF
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT3GHj3msx
姜劭謙看了他一陣子，然後笑了：「也對，你總是什麼都懂。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdG3AagjSC
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicYQOCDKYZ
教室那裡傳了一陣鼓掌聲，他猜又是一組彩排結束了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjl8CPP6PM
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccHB3lCLWO
「你真是個狡猾的人，好像知道很多事，卻從來不跟別人說，讓人心煩。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfyVA4clDV
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VTfmqEVrw
他控訴著：「總是一副什麼都知道的樣子，你對我瞭若指掌，但是我對你卻完全不瞭解。不覺得這樣很不公平嗎？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPTV4z7pnM
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiuOy8OqGp
許晏誠低著頭不置可否，在他身旁也坐了下來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tO45qIKLd
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xEGLOuEov
「阿謙。」他輕聲喚。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTqeQGMuAu
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5fm7cpe11
「幹嘛？」姜劭謙頭也不回。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnsw23EdMe
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBty05UsSg
許晏誠的前額散下幾綹黑髮，他的眼睛黑的透徹，裡頭閃著他熟悉的亮光，「等成發結束之後，我會向你解釋一切的，我答應你。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSo6zmMKx2
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26HQd1ybpK
姜劭謙凝視著他良久，不客氣的問：「......解釋甚麼，解釋你到底是誰嗎？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyKcQTa97C
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDHGH36Y5F
許晏誠聞言輕笑，他能感覺到他的氣息輕拂耳際，輕微的癢。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXb9falxHv
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnP1QBQ30PB
「關於這點，我倒是希望你能自己想起來。」他說。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLTgIZSki0
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcs57kJevD
他們中途翹課，在外面坐了好一陣子，突然想到還沒點名，才趁著換組空檔偷偷摸進教室。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqpShhVMLq
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuvyVvdcKp
阿萬坐在後排，一眼就看見他們鬼鬼祟祟的樣子，招招手讓他們過來，湊近壓低聲量問：「小姜還好嗎？看你剛剛彩排完之後臉色不太好。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTcNHPEooY
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCdi3Lp4zz
「現在沒事了，不好意思，剛剛給大家添麻煩了。」他歉然道。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17aBGj97pX
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsp3MOinzr
阿萬看起來倒是不太在意，笑回：「上台緊張是一定的，離成發還有幾個星期，一起加油吧。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhLdUmIj3B
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmcT5X6HQo
姜劭謙點點頭，最後一組的講評也結束了，所有組別都彩排完了，老師提點了幾句，叮嚀了幾個注意的點，鐘聲應景的響起，宣布下課。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsURqjp0NzT
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6yp6Sm5m6
鐘聲響完，吉他和阿傑邊收東西，往後看才發現他們倆個回來了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhnQI0i8VX
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMOFOzolHP
他們彼此交換了一個心照不宣的眼神，看著姜劭謙的神色複雜。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ029BHukod
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvKEV3jbn4
姜劭謙被看的有點毛毛的，「你們幹嘛？這麼看著我？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS84CQettIY
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3tRN14jVe
吉他立馬別開目光，若無其事的道：「沒事，真的沒事。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpwZZCW7lu
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGqAMwGCkp
還特別澄清兩次，根本是此地無銀三百兩。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGfVGdmSWh
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrakDAR2J3M
姜劭謙心中狐疑，阿傑咳了一聲，連忙插話進來：「是說阿ㄑ…...小姜，我們得安排點時間讓你多上台run個幾次，要不然萬一你正式上台太緊張掉鍊就尷尬了。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokFuYemfDT
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoARlj3VMG
「對啊，剛才真是嚇死我了，好險燕子及時救場......」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wc04gkO5H
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgExiCumVw
姜劭謙聽完瞬間罪惡感爆棚，又道了一次歉，其他人頻頻表示並不是甚麼大事，他才終於鬆了一口氣。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUNtyrfH5B
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt78LngKGwc
阿傑拍了拍他的肩膀：「唉，只是彩排而已啦，小事小事。只要之後正式上台沒問題就好啦！」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXFNtgSYBH
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正式上台。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuIzti2rAn
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID362dXxvu
阿傑的聲音在他腦中迴盪，心中有個聲音在質問他：你能保證正式演出的時候，不會再發生同樣的事嗎？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrSIwfxKXD
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6YZ2IisRj
你能保證嗎？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWJNDoZVe6
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GTpyBg2sr
他沒有答案，只能掩去一切不安的痕跡，將層層心思掩藏起來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4LVoo9hJI
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWgk55gOgr
他們邊說邊收東西，人還沒散完，他看見這次的總召，是個留著一頭俏麗短髮的女孩，她走近他們問：「你們是第六組對不對？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaDoxAPwQx
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffQdmlxCdZ
「對。」姜劭謙問：「怎麼了嗎？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DChWF1Wsc
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy060kSg8x
她低頭確認了一下手上的筆記本，道：「你們還沒有確定團名吧？要趕快決定囉，這禮拜就要開始在粉專宣傳了，團照的部分，看你們是之後給我還是現在拍，其他組已經在拍了，看你們要不要也現在拍一拍？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4FeQmb8Vp
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNtUvi9fYl
他環顧了一下四周，確實，身旁已經有幾組人馬正在物色教室中適合拍照的背景，有些組甚至已經拍完準備收拾東西回家了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUiffZQC1a
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKvv8j7zpb
總召又道：「如果你們要回去自己拍的話也可以，但提醒你們，照片上傳的死線是這星期五晚上喔。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qrITs7wFL
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUVniy41hi
她說完對他們喊了一聲『加油』，轉身回去繼續跟其他行政組員討論了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTHeBAKtD3
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIydogdKlVU
姜劭謙有點猶豫的問他們：「你們要現在拍嗎？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XeemRQydJ
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEujoABA1c
「現在拍一拍吧，順便把我們的團名也決定一下吧。」阿萬說。。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJs2ai6wn5
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團名。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KBdU4lnyu
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmZWoe9rrw
唔嗯。他們一群人站在原地苦思良久，沒有任何頭緒。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hgVXyzHmT
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKxoWNWOwH
他們沉寂了一陣子之後，阿傑突然眼睛一亮：「乾脆叫還珠格格怎麼樣？」他興高采烈的解釋道：「你看我們有小燕子，還有王子呢，古代的王子不就是阿哥嗎，還有萬歲爺......」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt4olksUcw
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvs14zdl53
他話才說到一半，就被小燕子和萬歲爺的雙重眼刀給瞪的噤了聲。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVXjbGUZEr
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6Tmho3n8U
「......不然叫快樂王子吧。我們不是有王子跟燕子嗎？」阿萬提議道。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDpbw0ctEL
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZloMujMED
姜劭謙：？？？？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3bH6wpHxJ
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yfCPyLyUP
阿萬說：「守護王子的燕子。不覺得聽起來很浪漫嗎？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoylEiRc5XX
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUCK197zSb
吉他一臉無所謂：「不錯，那就這樣吧。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXma3QJXDlk
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnbygrJHPC
「蛤，可是用童話故事會不會太、」阿傑話說到一半又接收到許晏誠的殺氣，連忙老實地閉上嘴當一隻鵪鶉。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJtYnK5kJY
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmio4PqsLv
「真的假的？」姜劭謙不可置信。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltDg9YWrfR
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrJxUIfjrC
許晏誠微笑道：「嗯，就這樣吧。團名訂好了，接著剩團照了。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8Ih1F9KDJ
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1fOZJEGRG
正剛好教室裡最大的一面白牆前面拍照的人結束了，他們全部人馬移動過去，找了個女生幫他們拍照。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71YzxJGpI1
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0DeRsiLZz
他們隨便擺了個姿勢，許晏誠站在他的右手邊，一隻手搭在他的肩膀上，他對於這個姿勢有點忸怩不安，但對面已經架好了相機，他只得對著鏡頭勉力的扯出一抹笑。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5vRzp47tA
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcjuOFVFJb
一，二，三，cheese！496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzyKMrIl2j
照片裡風格迥異的五個人，湊在一起卻意外的和諧。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczNCxhSegY
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Bz8DBBuUf
很久很久以後，他都還記得當時的那個瞬間，當下並不覺得這能夠成為值得回味得回憶，但在經歷過之後的一切後再回頭看，那些記憶的吉光片羽，即使零碎，卻都彌足珍貴。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpH7cMVspqY
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拍下照片的這一刻，他並沒有想到這侷促的幾秒鐘能讓他記這麼久，但回憶不知不覺篆刻在潛意識裡，毋需特別複習也依然歷久彌新。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpNgSSiYQW
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這次非常久之後才更新，先來賠罪OTZ，之前忙著期末報告還有計畫之後的復活節假期，耽擱了非常久甚感抱歉！下一篇已經在路上了，我會盡快生出來的！謝謝每一個給我留言回饋的讀者，對於作者來說，看見留言真的一件非常振奮非常感動的事！謝謝你們！我會繼續努力寫的！496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95LyPDDn0q
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