You entered my life and became a close friend although ever since that moment I have felt something more than friendship for you... I fell in love with you...651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWrztVTbXt
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After a while, it got to the stage where I was barely seeing any of my other friends as I wanted to spend all my time with you as my feelings for you were strong and grew stronger with all the time I spent with you.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Hq4T7VOC8
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But one day, one heartbreaking day you left, going to a place far away, not because you wanted to but because you had to, kissing me a single time whilst saying goodbye, a single sweet time, that I will always remember, before you left.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQsNacDu0N
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I wanted to kiss you back so badly but I didn't have the courage to kiss you back as I didn't want to break your heart as much as mine was broken by kissing you in return and maybe even telling you of my love for you.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVevtj185rU
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Although, I wanted to kiss you in return and tell you that I loved you so so much but I didn't as I feared breaking your heart as much as my heart had been broken, I just couldn't break your heart my love. 651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhvIESUv3D
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The night on which you, the one friend I have always loved, since we first met, left I could barely think about anything else apart fron you and how much I wanted to be with you and how much I loved you and thus how much I wanted to be your lover.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi4bnkqLtA
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Early the next morning, I put the words 'I love you' onto a text message to you but I couldn't pluck up the courage to press the send button.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kj0ZNBuKQ
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It had just started to get light, when a terrible feeling came over me and I knew something had happened to you, I couldn't explain why I felt it, but I felt it.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiVieajQeA
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I quickly presssed the send button on my text to you as something told me that I had to send the text to you then or I never would.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6arStanhyo
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I began to wait, desperatly for a reply, any reply, so at least I knew that you were okay or at least still alive.
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The seconds passed and turned into minutes which passed and turned into hours and still I didn't get a reply.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyFbHPK3kh
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But then my phone announced it had a new text message, with a sound I had been longing to hear.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEXp90o17U
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I rushed to unlock my phone but I found that it was only a message from my phone company giving me some information about some rather uninteresting offer that I didn't really care about.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdyQikKEfU
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Moments later, just before my phone automatically locked itself again, I heard the same message announcement tone as I had before.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9sQoebvla
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I unlocked my phone again and found a message, from you, my love.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3db0OY3Ksj
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It only consisted of four words but those four words ment everything to me, especially my heart.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoQgW5HV0u
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Those four words were 'I love you to'.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBZiXQfTYK
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I read it over and over again not quite believing that the message was one I actually received and thus the text message no being one I just imagined receiving.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQqm9bPaTY
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But even your text didn't make that terrible feeling that I had go away completely, but it made it better, it really did.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbga2SiHw2
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I texted 'Are you okay, my love?' in reply to your text sending it as soon as I had finished typing it.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmz48day6S
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Then a couple of hours of terrified worrying later, having not received a reply, I felt that terrible feeling get even worse.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHvJbZfg4X
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Then, I fell asleep, somehow, I still to this day don't know how, for an hour or two, I can't really remember how long.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuXjbqNw9m
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But then, I was awoken by a frantic knock on my door.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qIO0WNZHT
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"Why don't they use the doorbell?" I thought.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDi33DVl28
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When I got to the door and opened the door, wanting more in hope than expectation to find you standing there to tell me that everything was okay and that you had come back because you loved me but I found another friend of mine there who looked in a rather distressed mood.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEajZ5WVyn
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It was then I knew something was wrong... that something was very wrong.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rMtIfpDQC
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"What's the matter," I asked.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4ddgArDmq
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The other friend then asked to come in which he did.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7i6sk4Vyz
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He then went into the lounge and sat down on the sofa.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88j5szNuDk
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"You better sit down," he told me.
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"Why do you want me to sit down?" I asked nervously.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEKBp5eAX3
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He, my friend, then began to describe the terrible, terrible thing that had happened to you, only about three and a half hours earlier, my love and how you were barely alive, although I was barely listening to this description for all I could think about was that I should never have let you go and how I should have told you about my love for you and how I should have kissed you before you went and how I should have...651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6VgpxLzgH
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This made the terrible feeling within me get even worse.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wuauNq93h
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I fell down onto the sofa crying hoping desperatly that you would pull through and promising myself I would come and see you and kiss you over and over again once you were okay, not even considering you dieing as a credible possibility.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jqbwIXTai
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Just as he finished his description of what had happened to you, he received a text on his phone and the text had a few terrible words on it, which I shall not recount as it would hurt too much, forever informing us both as he read the text out for the both of us to hear, that you were dead.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z1QUsYWlm
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Both you and I were inseparable but now death had separated us and you had left me inconsolable and desprate to see you alive again, although I knew that I couldn't ever see you again.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMBqEv4uyv
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I felt responsible for your death because I didn't kiss you back and I didn't tell you I loved you knowing that you probably would have stayed if you'd have known I loved you... before you went...651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqpo5RmWV7
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I barely stopped crying for days after your death yearning to have you as my companion again.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiVitzokbE
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My crying peaked when the day came for your funeral, which I attended (I won't miss it, I couldn't), only heightened by me knowing that you loved me to.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWIwsXdAME
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I was desprate to be able to go back and change things, so as I could have you as my lover, which had been my goal since I had first met you... since I had first fallen in love with you.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsl9UdBA1u
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As the days passed by and became weeks and months, my heart was still broken and I missed you a lot although I was not spending whole days crying anymore, if only because I know that you would not have wanted me to be crying over you.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhoCGcFi3u
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Now as I write this, I am about to go to your grave, my love, to leave flowers and this poem there for you as I still love you even after your death.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg5who2aQs
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I yearn to see you again and maybe I might, whether that be though the realm of ghosts, religion or something else entirely.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcWLaSwu7c
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I love you, my love,... my heart is still broken, I don't think that my heart will ever be truly fully repaired... without being with you again...651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnrFuw9odV
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Rest in peace, my love,... I want so badly to see you again to return your kiss and to get from you and to give you many, many more kisses as I love you, I love you with all my heart, my love.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5M8yTzwzZ
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Both you and I were inseparable but now I am left without you and while the pain of losing you, my love, is healing over time.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NIuVHg0wb
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But, my heart is still broken, broken by your absence, a heartbreak that I don't think will ever truely heal.651Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8FeQaOa4V
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Ever since you have entered my life, I have loved you, I love you and I will love you for eternity and beyond, I promise you, my love, I promise you...
