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No Plagiarism!cSFsqWL92fuKgaRzlbrMposted on PENANA They start innocuously.8964 copyright protection800PENANAgzRR6QeUot 維尼
A passing jab8964 copyright protection800PENANATEty3w7fAD 維尼
An occasional remark8964 copyright protection800PENANAvGOPooW23q 維尼
Daring each other to ask me out but rarely doing it.804Please respect copyright.PENANAqf47RKLtbT
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Sometime-I can't remember when-it gets worse8964 copyright protection800PENANA5dm6hNVY5b 維尼
Individual events get blurry, but the idea is the same.8964 copyright protection800PENANAL7BWPB02Jf 維尼
They mock me8964 copyright protection800PENANArpkekLNpPY 維尼
They ask me out more, laughing and watching each other to make sure it happens8964 copyright protection800PENANABUgywu223f 維尼
Every time I respond,8964 copyright protection800PENANA6JIruD0QYr 維尼
No matter how I respond8964 copyright protection800PENANAEhFkXU4v3y 維尼
Is taken as a joke, either on me or others804Please respect copyright.PENANAUt5sQ19a3J
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The worst part is always a blur.8964 copyright protection800PENANAoetaRGunLh 維尼
They mock me when I had a high fever for a week and couldn't come to school8964 copyright protection800PENANA3eN0bkg8wi 維尼
They mock me when I read to escape their torture8964 copyright protection800PENANALhifgsgg8W 維尼
They mock me when they ask me out8964 copyright protection800PENANAyvqs8iZXHN 維尼
They mock me for the things I enjoy8964 copyright protection800PENANA8W2YhamY0n 維尼
They mock me for being a reader of books, a writer of poems, a watcher of psychology videos8964 copyright protection800PENANAHPxZziNTM5 維尼
They ask me out, I explain why I say no, and they twist my words against me8964 copyright protection800PENANAiQm4pR4Uyt 維尼
They start calling me a lesbian8964 copyright protection800PENANAFnpyuHnPF4 維尼
And the dam breaks8964 copyright protection800PENANAbSLjculEAm 維尼
What happens after that...I can barely remember even with great effort.8964 copyright protection800PENANApgdqPqBFi0 維尼
My mind just can't handle the pain I went through8964 copyright protection800PENANATp2fqm45mr 維尼
Someone flippantly says they're "so depressed" for feeling sad one day.8964 copyright protection800PENANA1lVIvLcsD6 維尼
I hold my tongue8964 copyright protection800PENANAkCkSieJsTi 維尼
But ask if they've ever felt a void where their emotions should be8964 copyright protection800PENANA4ZwqhyXcjF 維尼
If they've ever felt sad for days8964 copyright protection800PENANAeyXEYuMsMI 維尼
If their only hope was to escape for a few hours8964 copyright protection800PENANA46CnepuwqJ 維尼
Before being dragged into the real world again8964 copyright protection800PENANAd15mmkeCeZ 維尼
Just wanting everything to stop, just for a little while, so you can pick up the pieces again8964 copyright protection800PENANAwJs8IAGgPL 維尼
Sure, depression shows up differently in different people,8964 copyright protection800PENANAjpEyLLv5Xq 維尼
But neurotypicals never show the real symptoms8964 copyright protection800PENANAJgnLy7fCai 維尼
There was a boy8964 copyright protection800PENANAgc7gKydHJM 維尼
A senior8964 copyright protection800PENANATaabRtCfyr 維尼
He killed himself my sophomore year8964 copyright protection800PENANAtdltavXFC9 維尼
Everyone might tell me to not talk about it8964 copyright protection800PENANAuVUTfYLOoZ 維尼
But I have to8964 copyright protection800PENANAR7rcmhPfue 維尼
Everyone is walking on eggshells,8964 copyright protection800PENANAHXwOzgpuy5 維尼
Not talking much to their friends, let alone me8964 copyright protection800PENANANUdSQfhUnk 維尼
No one can say the word8964 copyright protection800PENANAuFd7uyyQtU 維尼
Even the teachers are somber8964 copyright protection800PENANAtRce6gk3UV 維尼
I want to scream,8964 copyright protection800PENANAoRrAxUMV92 維尼
"I've been there, I know, you can't understand, though you may try, unless you go through it yourself!"8964 copyright protection800PENANATGLpdgsLXd 維尼
Everyone seems to be asking why,8964 copyright protection800PENANAB9BGY7ShbH 維尼
And my only response is "For him, there was no other way out"8964 copyright protection800PENANAxtMy4K2JGr 維尼
But no one asks.8964 copyright protection800PENANAUS3lHzA3ko 維尼
The egg-shell pieces of my composure are smashed under their feet.804Please respect copyright.PENANA3BnZwAExjA
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The anxiety attacks set in,8964 copyright protection800PENANAjN3uwgnhVf 維尼
And I can't cope with my triggers8964 copyright protection800PENANAp9JowLHn5L 維尼
Any more8964 copyright protection800PENANA4sHwGbmRob 維尼
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