相處時落下的摩擦非但沒隨著時間的磨合消逝,反而被雙方時不時拿出來反唇相譏,看不見的傷口流著紅色血液,癒合後又再次被掀開,時間偷偷摸摸的在兩人的心刻下扭曲疤痕。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAmAnkvCCjZc
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即使是無關緊要的小事,也能讓敏感的他們刀劍出鞘,秉著防衛姿態傷害著彼此。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAYb9FWEJfLv
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在歷經第無數次大吵後,閔玧其失控了,他打了田柾國一巴掌。在田柾國錯愕的目光下,閔玧其什麼也沒說的撇開了頭。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAxFMuj26hKE
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氣氛安靜得猶如演奏《4分33秒》的曲子,然而上演的卻是一齣支離破碎的愛情悲劇。4729Please respect copyright.PENANATmP732UmfD
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田柾國離開了,拋下相處七年的閔玧其離開了,甚至沒帶走什麼,又或許早帶著最重要的東西走了。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAtF5cIHxL0I
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剛開始閔玧其陷入前所未有的情緒低潮,他甚至感覺自己沒了生存下去的慾望,比遇見田柾國之前的他更加渴望變成石頭。4729Please respect copyright.PENANA8YFumM6234
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日子日復一日過去,無底洞般的空等麻痺了思念的能力。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAB4RPtA5AnZ
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閔玧其開始了他的新生活,沒了愛人的他依舊是完整的。他開始抽起戒掉多年的菸、碰了許久未喝的酒,做田柾國不讓他做的每件事情,喝很多黑咖啡、不按時吃飯、睡在工作室......。4729Please respect copyright.PENANA0Wnj6bvGhD
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身旁少了個人,他所幸做回原本的自己,多好,再也不會有人低聲下氣的求他別做傷害自己身體的事,也不會有人無微不至地幫他打理好生活起居準備好均衡的三餐,更不會有溫熱的牛奶被塞進手裡替代冰冷的黑咖啡。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAle2lpGM5o2
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多好啊閔玧其,瞧瞧你自己幹的好事。⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀4729Please respect copyright.PENANA0Oq5LE2RP1
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夜晚,掛放在客廳七年的復古吊鐘仍精準的走在正確的時刻,老舊的擺錘發出磕磕的搖擺聲提醒著閔玧其時間仍在前進。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAmE97ce0pbJ
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他窩在兩人曾經纏綿過的懶骨頭上,回憶著田柾國進入時在耳盼旁的安撫和輕哄,田柾國進去時緩慢又小心,深怕傷害到他,卻不知道長痛不如短痛,緩慢的折磨反而更加難熬,他緊咬下唇承受被進入地鈍痛,將自己的身心全數託付給擁抱他的男人。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAJMySKJBLqg
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那時他們都以為,他們會在一起很久很久,久到歷經無數四季更迭。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAD2zYGzi6fs
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苦澀的酒精麻痺了他的腦袋,他拎著被喝得一滴都不剩的空酒瓶、踩著凌亂不穩的腳步、轉開了只剩一人在使用的門把走了出去,今天是他離開他身邊的第3個月。這些日子裡他曾卑微的期待過,期待門外發出的腳步聲是他的;也任性的叫囂過,那人最好永遠不回來,他珍藏的絕版遊戲光碟都在他這呢,就最好不要回來取啊……4729Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6h8D8YcfM
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夜晚的冷風吹打在他通紅熱燙的臉,讓他恢復了些神智。大街上空無一人,昏黃的路燈照出閔玧其悠長的影子,他漫無目的的走,哪裡都沒有田柾國,所以哪都沒去的必要。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAlb34BYeO0b
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突然一陣噁心湧上喉,閔玧其步伐顛簸的倒在離自己最近的電線杆旁吐了起來,空腹喝酒讓他的胃疼得痙孿、站不起身,一個人的無助感像黑夜般襲捲了他,他呆愣了一回才緩慢的站起。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAMt7GwVwaKN
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想回家,那只剩自己的家。4729Please respect copyright.PENANA2JoQSr5qvT
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看著路燈下那抹熟悉身影,閔玧其哭了,他承認他確實是--想田柾國了。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAPqnO5hQt1h
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大概是想得不得了,才會出現田柾國穿著風衣站在他面前的幻覺。4729Please respect copyright.PENANA6ASAV2qkjv
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「哥。」而且好像還出現了幻聽。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAALdR5VxbXR
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「唉......哥怎麼越哭越兇了?」 閔玧其用力的掐了掐自己的臉蛋,想確認眼前一切都不是幻覺。可眼淚卻怎麼也停不下來,模糊了他的視線。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAoFwbFqQz7Y
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「嗚嗚......嗝,田......田久......嗝......鍋。」閔玧其邊哭邊打著酒嗝說道。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAAmSUym3Cq4
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「嗯,我在。」面前的人似乎笑了一下。4729Please respect copyright.PENANA4qQQzqVfWQ
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「你......嗝,怎麼......嗝,嗚嗚嗚......在這?」 閔玧其有些無措的看著許久未見的人,不自然地低下頭,他想到他們三個月前就分開了。4729Please respect copyright.PENANA0u8yy4HSHH
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「巴掌很疼。」4729Please respect copyright.PENANALRaHIFdWCC
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「阿?......嗝。」閔玧其不解。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAmdl6OHBMWT
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「但見不到你更疼。」田柾國一把抱住閔玧其,將下巴輕輕抵在他黑黑的髮旋上,溫熱的手包住被凍得通紅的耳朵說道。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAlJU2nZYaNn
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「你這笨蛋,這麼冷,也不多穿一點再出來。」4729Please respect copyright.PENANAcQtMny09ae
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閔玧其此時早已泣不成聲。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAOv8wp4WOvg
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他發誓他們這次一定會在一起很久很久,再也不會有誰離開誰的情況發生,閔玧其輕輕的依偎在田柾國懷裡,哭啼啼的發誓著。4729Please respect copyright.PENANAjO46HaR3ra
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