相處時落下的摩擦非但沒隨著時間的磨合消逝，反而被雙方時不時拿出來反唇相譏，看不見的傷口流著紅色血液，癒合後又再次被掀開，時間偷偷摸摸的在兩人的心刻下扭曲疤痕。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT6Wa66U8z
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即使是無關緊要的小事，也能讓敏感的他們刀劍出鞘，秉著防衛姿態傷害著彼此。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4aEIz7AZW
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在歷經第無數次大吵後，閔玧其失控了，他打了田柾國一巴掌。在田柾國錯愕的目光下，閔玧其什麼也沒說的撇開了頭。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAA8hu7l5eU
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氣氛安靜得猶如演奏《4分33秒》的曲子，然而上演的卻是一齣支離破碎的愛情悲劇。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9587dXuHMs
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田柾國離開了，拋下相處七年的閔玧其離開了，甚至沒帶走什麼，又或許早帶著最重要的東西走了。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ9LBe31jw
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剛開始閔玧其陷入前所未有的情緒低潮，他甚至感覺自己沒了生存下去的慾望，比遇見田柾國之前的他更加渴望變成石頭。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtorChasyRO
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日子日復一日過去，無底洞般的空等麻痺了思念的能力。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeoro10OkX
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閔玧其開始了他的新生活，沒了愛人的他依舊是完整的。他開始抽起戒掉多年的菸、碰了許久未喝的酒，做田柾國不讓他做的每件事情，喝很多黑咖啡、不按時吃飯、睡在工作室......。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAr0QY9d14i
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身旁少了個人，他所幸做回原本的自己，多好，再也不會有人低聲下氣的求他別做傷害自己身體的事，也不會有人無微不至地幫他打理好生活起居準備好均衡的三餐，更不會有溫熱的牛奶被塞進手裡替代冰冷的黑咖啡。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQp3SDZ8GAO
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多好啊閔玧其，瞧瞧你自己幹的好事。⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtmmQr5FyT
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夜晚，掛放在客廳七年的復古吊鐘仍精準的走在正確的時刻，老舊的擺錘發出磕磕的搖擺聲提醒著閔玧其時間仍在前進。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfoDp8FsqT
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他窩在兩人曾經纏綿過的懶骨頭上，回憶著田柾國進入時在耳盼旁的安撫和輕哄，田柾國進去時緩慢又小心，深怕傷害到他，卻不知道長痛不如短痛，緩慢的折磨反而更加難熬，他緊咬下唇承受被進入地鈍痛，將自己的身心全數託付給擁抱他的男人。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxNvoctoMq
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那時他們都以為，他們會在一起很久很久，久到歷經無數四季更迭。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWNLzAH1z9
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苦澀的酒精麻痺了他的腦袋，他拎著被喝得一滴都不剩的空酒瓶、踩著凌亂不穩的腳步、轉開了只剩一人在使用的門把走了出去，今天是他離開他身邊的第3個月。這些日子裡他曾卑微的期待過，期待門外發出的腳步聲是他的；也任性的叫囂過，那人最好永遠不回來，他珍藏的絕版遊戲光碟都在他這呢，就最好不要回來取啊……4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDKxaRAgfE
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夜晚的冷風吹打在他通紅熱燙的臉，讓他恢復了些神智。大街上空無一人，昏黃的路燈照出閔玧其悠長的影子，他漫無目的的走，哪裡都沒有田柾國，所以哪都沒去的必要。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMEbyqRCg1
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突然一陣噁心湧上喉，閔玧其步伐顛簸的倒在離自己最近的電線杆旁吐了起來，空腹喝酒讓他的胃疼得痙孿、站不起身，一個人的無助感像黑夜般襲捲了他，他呆愣了一回才緩慢的站起。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbXHSkU6xZ
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想回家，那只剩自己的家。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmnMYZlXPU
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看著路燈下那抹熟悉身影，閔玧其哭了，他承認他確實是－－想田柾國了。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnzL8WSVnJ
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大概是想得不得了，才會出現田柾國穿著風衣站在他面前的幻覺。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeAwCQZTss
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「哥。」而且好像還出現了幻聽。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n6AH2iGxx
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「唉......哥怎麼越哭越兇了？」 閔玧其用力的掐了掐自己的臉蛋，想確認眼前一切都不是幻覺。可眼淚卻怎麼也停不下來，模糊了他的視線。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMIftvKvKP
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「嗚嗚......嗝，田......田久......嗝......鍋。」閔玧其邊哭邊打著酒嗝說道。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5nMH38ghV
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「嗯，我在。」面前的人似乎笑了一下。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttrhSubc7t
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「你......嗝，怎麼......嗝，嗚嗚嗚......在這？」 閔玧其有些無措的看著許久未見的人，不自然地低下頭，他想到他們三個月前就分開了。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjh8Vma5LOB
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「巴掌很疼。」4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyh9sVjrC0
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「阿？......嗝。」閔玧其不解。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxk1BuUFP0
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「但見不到你更疼。」田柾國一把抱住閔玧其，將下巴輕輕抵在他黑黑的髮旋上，溫熱的手包住被凍得通紅的耳朵說道。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QjXKuslCH
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「你這笨蛋，這麼冷，也不多穿一點再出來。」4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LY52MjLrB
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閔玧其此時早已泣不成聲。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEbEzzelRo
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他發誓他們這次一定會在一起很久很久，再也不會有誰離開誰的情況發生，閔玧其輕輕的依偎在田柾國懷裡，哭啼啼的發誓著。4616Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibiRsujSwK
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