一、偏頭痛Migraine230Please respect copyright.PENANAqilVA5GFL1
痼疾了,治不好,身體受寒或是過於勞累的時候就會發作,雖然他一點也不想為此妥協,但有時劇痛如暴雷在腦內撕裂,他也只能停下檢視文書的動作,無濟於事的靠在椅墊上,不情不願的承認,他挺想念那雙會溫柔按壓他太陽穴的手。230Please respect copyright.PENANA7Vky7enp9R
二、低血壓Hypotension230Please respect copyright.PENANA2YRNLBJ5fV
忙於工作而三餐不正的昂寇患有低血壓,帝宰爾為此又愛又恨。他當然不喜歡叔叔身上出現任何一點病症,卻又對剛晨起的叔叔尚未完全清醒的迷濛姿態感到難以自抑。230Please respect copyright.PENANAPOZvHipQxo
三、人格解離症Dissociative Identity Disorder,DID230Please respect copyright.PENANAUkEmIstuxC
「把叔叔還給我。」230Please respect copyright.PENANAP2kkeg6fS8
帝宰爾冷言道,幾乎要咬碎牙也難以遏止他的怒意。他面前站著跟昂寇擁有同樣面容的男人,揚起緊繃嘴角絕不可能出現的恣意弧度,連過往深酒沉紅的瞳眸都燃起張揚的焰色。230Please respect copyright.PENANA9GbasG6Oel
「噢,還你?難道你不知道,昂寇是自願陷入沉睡?」230Please respect copyright.PENANAKW8o13vqCH
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四、孟喬森症候群Munchausen Syndrome230Please respect copyright.PENANA7qsN7yCL96
「帝宰爾先生,你應該更加愛護你的身體。」230Please respect copyright.PENANA4EEINCwlrC
帝宰爾漫不經心的點頭,藏在桌面下的手又開始揭開瘡疤,專注聆聽醫師指示的昂寇沒有注意到。230Please respect copyright.PENANAjoygwervw0
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五、斯德哥爾摩症候群Stockholm Syndrome230Please respect copyright.PENANAT8xwHEbl1i
別被情感關係中的斯德哥爾摩症候群綁架。他不是第一次聽到這種說法,連簡德都隱晦地詢問過,似乎他被對方捅了一刀仍選擇大方擁抱。230Please respect copyright.PENANAR47TGy8rf0
然而,又有人想過,他半推半就的溫柔,又豈不是另一把傷害的利刃?230Please respect copyright.PENANAGV1ThQP0jF
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六、戀叔情結Desire Complex230Please respect copyright.PENANA3HCCvB1Lxd
伊底帕斯弒父娶母,然而他從頭到尾都是可憐的命運傀儡;厄勒克特拉殺掉母親與其情夫,為父報仇卻被冠上戀父之名。230Please respect copyright.PENANA9TEHLdSzgH
如果這樣不夠直接的情感就足以讓他們歷史留名,那也許不用太多驚世駭俗,便足以讓他昭告天下。230Please respect copyright.PENANAxI9g5x5d26
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七、花吐症 230Please respect copyright.PENANAD5odMl7Zef
「帝宰爾,我不……」230Please respect copyright.PENANAvfIGr1Jpqg
錯愕地盯著眼前的姪子半跪在地,劇烈的嗆咳聲在整個房間迴盪不止,對方摀著唇的蒼白指縫有片片花瓣凋落,昂寇拒絕的話語哽在喉頭,彷彿那裡也被無數細莖緊緊糾纏。230Please respect copyright.PENANA6tFXUvhA55
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八、赤花症230Please respect copyright.PENANAvUntJTPMFR
掰開帝宰爾昏睡過去前緊緊握住的手,用力地宛如用剩下的生命去握緊。昂寇走進一旁的浴室,面無表情正對鏡面,刀削一般的臉上,本就宛如火烈的右眼如今更染上點點血斑。枝莖與花瓣正迫不及待的刺穿,渴望早日綻放血染的豔紅。230Please respect copyright.PENANA0NmE1hwNIn
可惜不是左眼,被掩蓋的真相能拖延更長一段時間,直到他徹底病入膏肓。他知道帝宰爾會震怒,但距離能讓他痊癒的厭惡仍相差太遠。230Please respect copyright.PENANAEarvLDUY6p
即便如此他仍毫不後悔,對方不願他化作花的屍骨離去,一如他不會讓對方葬身椎心瀝血的花海。230Please respect copyright.PENANAqZd0x4P0GF
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九、路西法效應The Lucifer Effect(AU)230Please respect copyright.PENANArvVnmH0tCU
帝宰爾,當一個人身處能讓他為所欲為的環境,再怎麼高尚的聖人也會墮落出醜惡的嘴臉。230Please respect copyright.PENANAJP7pFCunJl
所以,千萬不要想替對方畫地為牢,徹底禁錮。230Please respect copyright.PENANAVA5vmu9tQj
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可是,哥哥,帝宰爾從來就沒有覺得,自己是個,好人。230Please respect copyright.PENANA1k9x73C2xX
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十、異食癖Pica230Please respect copyright.PENANAMAX3AYegLD
帝宰爾喜歡吞下叔叔的一切。230Please respect copyright.PENANAgQsgWDVwHC
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十一、痛覺遲鈍Hypalgesia 230Please respect copyright.PENANA7qlqLau43h
日復一日的互相折磨,就算一開始難以忍受,貫穿的痛楚也能麻痺成神經跳躍間逐漸消失的訊號。230Please respect copyright.PENANACcOGlgLKc8
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十二、選擇障礙Select Phobia230Please respect copyright.PENANACnYX7LWbqP
「您更喜歡哪一個?」230Please respect copyright.PENANArUIlVyxuGK
稚嫩、青澀與穩重的聲線同時響起,昂寇身體沉入沙發,輕托著頭,注視著眼前三個年齡不同卻又同樣執著的個體,保持緘默。230Please respect copyright.PENANAK0KW9eb3vn
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十三、被害妄想Persecutory Type230Please respect copyright.PENANAXEpiKymKpb
昂寇知道自己不該那樣想,但當帝宰爾有時失控地展露對自己的濃烈愛意,他都懷疑對方想要殺了自己。230Please respect copyright.PENANAI9zMpYytjk
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十四、被愛妄想Erotomania230Please respect copyright.PENANACzAQnYHHZk
您是愛著我的,只是無法明說罷了,對吧?叔叔。230Please respect copyright.PENANAicNBIBFust
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十五、冰戀Necrophilia 230Please respect copyright.PENANAXKf7ODuDMa
不要厚重繁雕的棺槨層層隔離,就連簡單明晰的一層玻璃都讓他難以忍受。230Please respect copyright.PENANAOeg57L4eaj
最後,他還是選擇直接一把抱起,輕輕舔吻早已僵紫的唇,假裝還是往昔的溫熱。230Please respect copyright.PENANA3xKjpDUxpq
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十六、強迫症Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder,OCD230Please respect copyright.PENANAwPGTX1gBD0
當帝宰爾回到本宅,叔叔卻還沒回來,僕人會請他在二樓的大廳等待。帝宰爾乖巧等待,坐在面向門口的沙發上,每一刻鐘視線轉向大門一次,如同刻在靈魂裡的準確規律。230Please respect copyright.PENANAq1Ojq0BkHy
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十七、獨特性錯覺230Please respect copyright.PENANAKKWTmnVnky
追著忘記帶傘的叔叔跑出門外,看著也許是走失了的孩子無知地收穫著自己許久未得的溫暖笑容,心中封鎖已久的黑暗崩散碎裂──230Please respect copyright.PENANASs6ng32acR
你,一點也不特別。230Please respect copyright.PENANA1FmfYnXYK9
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十八、失眠Insomnia230Please respect copyright.PENANAxAhIPIGd5r
睡眠剝奪對他來說是習以為常的刑罰,張著眼偷窺窗簾漏進的柔光早已司空見慣,於是工作成為他最好的自我麻痺,唯有肉體的精疲力盡足以邀請修普諾斯慷慨贈與短暫的放鬆。230Please respect copyright.PENANAwDAQORSS1o
堅持同枕共眠的帝宰爾卻讓一切變得不一樣,只是他很難評價這變化是好還壞──從不習慣另一個體溫到逐漸酣睡,偶爾卻又因對方緊鎖的擁抱而掙扎醒來。230Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7LTC85IgP
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十九、戀物癖Fetishism230Please respect copyright.PENANAUfOYWRF25Z
叔叔全身上下沒有一處不是上帝的傑作,但若要帝宰爾選出一處,他特別迷戀總是遮蓋起來的左邊眼瞳,意外洩漏的情緒讓人著迷,如美酒搖曳泛起的泡沫撲朔迷離,品嘗起來甜美,卻又有種燒喉的熱意。230Please respect copyright.PENANAzxTd9XEbne
噢不,那只是他醜陋的忌妒心而已,燒得理智千瘡百孔。230Please respect copyright.PENANAsqA0qRrdzV
但比起私藏對方燻黑下顎骨的西伯利亞黑熊,帝宰爾覺得自己已經過分從容。230Please respect copyright.PENANAVOD4dSj5EL
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二十、狂妄症候群Hubris syndrome230Please respect copyright.PENANAhd1ECJpjRA
不會有人比我更了解叔叔。230Please respect copyright.PENANADvxrmGE2hF
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二十一、思覺失調Schizophrenia230Please respect copyright.PENANAb0csqrLmX3
感覺自己到哪裡都逃不開,每個角落都傳來陰暗的視線,細碎耳語如影隨形,呼吸紊亂心跳崩壞,就連鎮定劑也於事無補。230Please respect copyright.PENANAnuXnqKH8Sz
他是單純生病了,還是那個人真的無所不在?230Please respect copyright.PENANATqIlGz7EwI
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二十二、夜盲症Nyctalopia230Please respect copyright.PENANA509xxz5WTZ
在黑暗中若沒有叔叔指引,他注定會跌跌撞撞拐上歧途。230Please respect copyright.PENANAVbEtHcqADy
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二十三、模糊視力Blurred Vision230Please respect copyright.PENANA32sr7jsywe
他左眼視力驟降許久,就算配戴眼鏡也只能勉勉強強應付。230Please respect copyright.PENANAJSKJX8TMVK
現在倒好,兩隻眼睛都模糊得看不清了。一頭扎進枕頭裡,昂寇唇齒溢出難耐的喘息。230Please respect copyright.PENANA2Kd3GqCmeQ
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二十四、狂信者Fanatics230Please respect copyright.PENANA0ytNCEgRcO
叔叔是光明,是信仰,是救贖,是必須莊重跪下親吻腳尖的絕美,是以此身獻祭的禮讚。230Please respect copyright.PENANA58fmr5C1ge
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二十五、選擇性失憶 Selective Amnesia230Please respect copyright.PENANAWLFuSrdgJ8
「叔叔,您答應過我的……」230Please respect copyright.PENANAaRUeSf5Kho
無視一旁委屈兮兮的控訴,昂寇頭疼地將視線釘在眼前的工作上。不是他不想當個守約的長者,但有些迷茫時訂下的協議他實在不想履行。230Please respect copyright.PENANAPTAfcxI2hm
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二十六、禁忌衝動230Please respect copyright.PENANAroQaSBuyql
同為男性,血脈相連,家族榮耀,亡者陰影,有太多道德枷鎖可以緊縛這段情感。230Please respect copyright.PENANAYSnJFvFj0v
然而卻在一人的執迷不悟與另一人的縱容下,枷鎖被蠻橫扯開,只餘深夜時分床單上交換的熱度與呼吸。230Please respect copyright.PENANA7dCml0R0Yw
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二十七、貧血Anemia230Please respect copyright.PENANAdkE63Q7k6J
滅家族人膚色白皙,昂寇更是蒼白得近乎病態,搭上漆黑的髮絲與血淬的眼眸活像中世紀不老不死的怪物。230Please respect copyright.PENANAXh9NYQB73c
實際上昂寇是否貧血他不曾明說,但帝宰爾總希望他咬上自己肩頭時能更用力一些,多吸吮幾分腥甜,給予一種滋養對方的獵奇滿足感。230Please respect copyright.PENANA2ULONWQ2wv
我血中有您,您亦有我。230Please respect copyright.PENANAzKheFGk4P0
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二十八、畏光Photophobia230Please respect copyright.PENANAmnTKkpNMTD
昂寇厭懼過分明亮,那怕他基於反叛心理穿上白西裝,在純粹光明中他會覺得自己無所遁形且格格不入,昏暗色調中他才能自在找回自己的吐息。230Please respect copyright.PENANA5EysX0VGrO
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二十九、依賴症Dependence230Please respect copyright.PENANAoSwl0cqvGe
帝宰爾明白自己一輩子都離不開那個人,不論如今成長為怎樣的容貌,依然內藏腐敗寄生的核心。230Please respect copyright.PENANAk8uXRI39i3
若失去對方,那他再也無法完整。230Please respect copyright.PENANAYMc2m7kQ8U
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三十、上癮Addiction230Please respect copyright.PENANATwPgWJ0SFu
是毒還是藥,是日漸痊癒還是飲鴆止渴,辨清是非早已毫無意義,只剩不斷渴求更多的衝動與沉淪。
肺炎、230Please respect copyright.PENANAPYiXzzujqj
原本只是想說哇喔三十題感覺好帥來打打看怎知如此考驗靈感。
網路上有現成的三十題,但感覺不是每一條都很符合這對,索性從裡面抓了幾題自己又湊了剩下的。
糾結了很久要用疾病還是病態,有的用疾病實在很難概括,最後索性用了病態。230Please respect copyright.PENANA4kXualZXNR
有些小題並不是角色真正染病了,又或著寫出的描述跟題目本身並非完全吻合(如狂妄症候群基本上是用來形容政治人物的),雖然應該看的出來還是稍微提醒一下。
英文部分能找到的盡量都加上去了,有些沒打可能是找不到或著沒有比較確定的打法,索性就不打出來誤導了。
部分小題自己打完都很想吐槽,比如十七小題,好一個少年徬徨。
蠻多地方打起來非常自我意識,可能造成難以理解,歡迎討論指教。230Please respect copyright.PENANA3IUX02JMpf
十二小題之前就有這個腦洞,但還沒想好該怎麼下筆,發現非常適合放在選擇障礙就扔上去了,要是有人想看擴寫說一聲,我會努力試試。
大致這樣,感謝閱讀。
(是說被愛妄想後面接冰戀好帶感#)
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