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娜姐在新界一間老人院工作,踏入老人院,便有陰陰沉沉的悶感。811Please respect copyright.PENANAyVaMMw43xt
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這種感覺不但是來自燈光,還是來自人。811Please respect copyright.PENANAkbYv88JZnt
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沒有一個有生氣的人。811Please respect copyright.PENANAYvaz1tvA8m
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在這裏生活,好像就是為了等死,每個人都散發困在鳥籠的氛圍。811Please respect copyright.PENANADrhXqlnc2u
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就像我的氛團。811Please respect copyright.PENANAfC6qNXIYvb
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「娜姐。」811Please respect copyright.PENANAHAJqBoE1dy
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娜姐正在為一位老人家清洗傷口,她有點詫異我的到來。811Please respect copyright.PENANAXQlS5tn7K4
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「有事?」811Please respect copyright.PENANA3YWFATD4u2
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「我想知道,關於許伯的過去。」811Please respect copyright.PENANAzq7h1F3zb7
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她關掉水喉,嘆氣說:「我也什麼都不知道,他總是什麼也不告訴我。」811Please respect copyright.PENANATA4BOjijO6
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可惜娜姐也對許伯的過去一無所知。811Please respect copyright.PENANAKLeM8KHQIA
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線索全斷嗎?811Please respect copyright.PENANAOKzo6Ej3lx
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「許伯⋯⋯是許丘明嗎?」本來被娜姐清洗傷口的老人家說。811Please respect copyright.PENANAPl236MY56O
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「對!你認識他?」811Please respect copyright.PENANAxf2cXFI7Ao
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「我是他的房友。」伯伯說:「他曾經自殺過,不過自殺未遂,好像傷了頸部神經。」811Please respect copyright.PENANAVABflimWjm
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「自殺?你知道他為什麼自殺嗎?」811Please respect copyright.PENANATx71q91nnP
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「他好像在替人還債時,壓力太大,結果得了一個病。他說要消滅什麼那個人。」811Please respect copyright.PENANAQjuKgz9QBO
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「嗯?」我有點聽不明白。811Please respect copyright.PENANAMJ4zk4W2OF
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「好像是叫⋯⋯什麼分裂情感性障礙。」811Please respect copyright.PENANAh2BkSv3Tea
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在他講述病程後,我終於明白許伯的一切,包括他的傷疤。811Please respect copyright.PENANA74pxzfGB8G
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這時,我感到自己的身體有奇怪的感覺。811Please respect copyright.PENANAOLMeBMyFG4
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這種感覺是⋯⋯正要死的感覺。811Please respect copyright.PENANAJTKOO1Kd6h
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是許伯。811Please respect copyright.PENANA29VMteil3M
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為此,我跑回剛才的店舖,衝回髮型店,白善兒正坐着聊天,我一手拉着她上的士。811Please respect copyright.PENANA5fSbkb47bQ
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「沒有時間解釋,借你老婆一用!」811Please respect copyright.PENANA8wt87YLMkS
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「什麼事?崔先生?」811Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5gwJQnz5r
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在的士趕去醫院的路上,我便向她解釋許伯的事。811Please respect copyright.PENANAz8uralQ9kk
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包括,當年她的父親借錢做生意,結果死前欠下巨債,其實是許伯替他們還,並不是他爛賭。811Please respect copyright.PENANA2c7oanaIR8
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債務過巨,壓力過重的關係,導致他患上分裂情感性障礙。811Please respect copyright.PENANAmf6qYenvVc
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分裂情感性障礙,就是我們常說的人格分裂。811Please respect copyright.PENANABSTOUaMpq9
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產生另一個人格,一個極為兇殘的人格,對白善兒拳打腳踢。811Please respect copyright.PENANAZRAHoGvggy
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「所以不關許伯的事,是他另一個人格的錯。」我說:「趁着許伯還有時間,去見他最後一面吧。」811Please respect copyright.PENANADfkfbON6lX
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「可是⋯⋯這⋯⋯」811Please respect copyright.PENANAhaNlW9WSVC
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白善兒聽得抱頭痛想,但我看她的態度是接受吧?811Please respect copyright.PENANAxpeqjADpyy
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這次終於可以大和解。811Please respect copyright.PENANAVitWXP1HcM
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帶她急忙趕回醫院,白善兒站在門口猶豫不決,我就先入房間,對許伯說:「許伯,你看是什麼人來探望你,不用再對着剪紙思念了。」811Please respect copyright.PENANAaw3cUEX1bP
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誰知許伯一看見白善兒,就頓時跌倒在地上,行動不便的他,匍伏地爬去把門關上,然後緊緊鎖上門。811Please respect copyright.PENANA4p4akAuG2G
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「許伯,你幹什麼?」811Please respect copyright.PENANAvmIUMj04V0
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「咳⋯⋯咳⋯⋯是你幹什麼⋯⋯」811Please respect copyright.PENANAu2ez7CyMS2
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「她已經知道一切了,她明白你是有另一個人格才會這樣。所以,她會原諒你,對嗎?」811Please respect copyright.PENANAEDgvPnz1hU
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「許生,我⋯⋯」白善兒在門的另一邊,吞吞吐吐的說。811Please respect copyright.PENANAz5PdIyPUIS
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「不是這樣⋯⋯不是她能原諒我就沒事⋯⋯」許伯老淚縱橫,淚從皺紋滿佈的臉滴在衣領上:「是我根本也不能原諒自己呀!」811Please respect copyright.PENANAUZfBc0N54Q
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「許伯,患病不是你願意的⋯⋯」我道。811Please respect copyright.PENANAZSgbxmhEO5
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「你明白嗎⋯⋯即使如此,那個『他』還是我呀!我還是沒有盡父親該盡的事呀!」811Please respect copyright.PENANATBrrZljF9h
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所以就想用刀殺掉另一個他嗎?811Please respect copyright.PENANAPeX1NF47xy
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「⋯⋯」811Please respect copyright.PENANAMLovKZjAPw
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「我對不起妳⋯⋯對不起妳的母親和父親,我本應該好好的照顧妳們⋯⋯沒有盡上父親的責任,所以潦倒一生是應該的。」811Please respect copyright.PENANAZhUxCw3nw5
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門的另一邊,傳來嘗試扭開門鎖的聲音。811Please respect copyright.PENANAgk7CMFchES
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「許生,你先開門⋯⋯」811Please respect copyright.PENANACgD5pOjKRv
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許伯咳嗽得非常厲害,血沾滿手。811Please respect copyright.PENANACRVOIbzoNo
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「對,先去找醫生來。」我說。811Please respect copyright.PENANAyJCz3EHUxt
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「不用了,就讓我這罪惡的一生⋯⋯咳⋯⋯結束吧。」811Please respect copyright.PENANABgo1QTFIJM
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「可是⋯⋯」811Please respect copyright.PENANAMELYf4AxIH
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又傳來嘗試扭開門鎖的聲音。811Please respect copyright.PENANAQoMM5VqIDO
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他又是一陣激烈的咳嗽,幾乎用盡全身的力。811Please respect copyright.PENANAFPXLLkZsmD
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「幫我擋着這道門⋯⋯這是我最後的遺願。」811Please respect copyright.PENANA90IADzJpEW
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「你確定嗎?」811Please respect copyright.PENANAhacgUPO3a5
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他虛弱的點點頭。811Please respect copyright.PENANAfDpoeksaBs
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我捉緊門柄。811Please respect copyright.PENANAhPkEltsA7t
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「世上,總有些不能再見的臉孔⋯⋯即使你多想念她;總有些不能用道歉去解決的過錯⋯⋯即使你多想道歉⋯⋯」他幽幽的望着剪紙公仔說。811Please respect copyright.PENANAnLIeDD9AaI
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我明白,自己好像做錯事。811Please respect copyright.PENANAkIP6qZ1Qga
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對某些人來說,最難得到的原諒,不是來自別人,而是自己對自己的原諒。811Please respect copyright.PENANA2fXXjsXZyW
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門鎖已經被護士解開。811Please respect copyright.PENANASSObGWRVsd
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「你確定嗎許伯?」811Please respect copyright.PENANAuMJEyP1Cb5
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他再點點頭。811Please respect copyright.PENANA6Fvt9ao47g
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我嘆氣,用手頂着門,也忍住着門外的呼喊聲。811Please respect copyright.PENANA5plD54uRpn
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「爸!爸!」門外大呼。811Please respect copyright.PENANAqevfi8qziK
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這是我最後聽到的聲音,應該說我們。811Please respect copyright.PENANAOI7ZVJKueZ
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一道房門,分隔陰陽兩界。811Please respect copyright.PENANAaxaLLSjmgw