我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV20ZBWSMkR
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBuLgcJ21h
──直到那天遇見她。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1kXbW62HY
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qfbEWH60T
那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuskseo12w
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonTVizP643
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKTTbifApH
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3d8wlNZvp
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf50xKStlgW
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QoTNFEkGH
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT8ZGHOhe3
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjByxcoisd
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4Bj4FdzNk
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA5Yjb8MRj
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaHF2NcxlE
從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiElTWBE43e
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35Z1BNkxdZ
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXKtOL8tDc
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsILo8Bb6Au
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HC3hV1MzG
「你要不要來我家住？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GEYroN7JZ
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnD2jDWcRH
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDt0GSHKj7P
神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx1EyAYQdq
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOtxPQ4i29
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGaJSsnDjN
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WQts3EEgb
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuCFUAVXJM
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKI9FuI61y4
她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXWNmJt2pb
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aiHsfmYMT
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrN3xh6clsd
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglLAtBJ4Bn
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4XMlgZlIT
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rkoMWJWrz
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxdUmETtC6
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2DparyeCf
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSosLQf6DaA
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKRkLeGvGS
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YwIAOY0zS
那一夜，她並沒有回來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2aIBQaiW6
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCS2CLubizP
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg7PqwJoZ5
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISHPI6C1tl
…不太對勁。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhkPai2YpB
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03m627GQ2J
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBfSbHQFxY
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOjb0Ow25V
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ4btqgF5y
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDueTSOFBf
她明明說過只喜歡我的！583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgqFGHzkdC
她竟然背叛我！583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwEk4rqcpj
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbMHBfuVGW
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqefqrNPSyB
──唉。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04tY9R5MGB
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtZ9Wt2nAs
就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cFw45OMEn
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwSeXDviqH
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjynjfJuq9
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZkLba9883
可我不想就這樣放棄。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyvrT5crFW
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlqQNTT1K8
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5eJ3XiFYw
反之，我會將她奪回來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkub08TWGI
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgC6yELfdco
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkBRTdwNMy
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583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUx5Ptd0xk
今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GFdEYowQd
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkiHKwU99s
我深深嘆息。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4eGMCfDeR
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1X7oVBLkr
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRp8T2Sjne
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvP1vY1F9QK
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSHJlFcMnq
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kI7aLDrHf
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgodka7MmF
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAra1RvbhV
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcIq8kLFnS
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RCMJW5jXY
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj9lBGz9Fq
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GaHp2LXDx
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7IYVqlXBh
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IQxvTk8Jk
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw84d4lTBU7
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7aBHe0SHo
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQygmQfLe9
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcKRT3HNhf
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8Gd1UCRY7
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZQJgQIrcG
離開吧。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MB2ULCOfH
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFixxLOiOz
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks3rRgCDzg
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRbwOOgI4P
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7zrjs3VSg
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OxmKJ0JWF
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxNjAO16e4
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccfQpWoCeg
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzJeFuyAqm
曾經…583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8q9nK7knH
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzHJpl2JlF
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpaycxF6B5
喀嚓。碰。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tZQSaoFqB
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyhGWWTzcr
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5Y6uhuzrc
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HXXMP3zFj
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32mBZy1Oam
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxu23g0ZlUs
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46IsuK4srZ
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdIyPCWKlA
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxHvHGJ76U
……怎麼回事？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSse9bu8oq
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wkuZJCsPq
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDcW3VhlIY
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkqj9XNGlB
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CO6JcPsg5
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkJryov63e
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvTsko5Hwz
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHJj4nj92Q
那是大約三年前的事。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ523NFBbdh6
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFgtccwu3x
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583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKffl0ekrD
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyLoXzD6sX
『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONoEcaGMRd
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSXuEfmOJf
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpZHwnb0Qu
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW1O15Bi4J
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMiHPlUaez
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeyOxW5kdi
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZKvulw4Ix
背後一陣劇痛。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcyAJvSTbH
我被刺了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaw05aABE2
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMukYhk3Bd
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeXvO7f5g4
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURW35JtBIs
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583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtHDw7zqWd
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAV1an5d8b
──是你！是你殺了我！583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG0gXideIc
殺了我女友又殺了我！583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gJhjJ3rR0
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FuCpnQkyN
無法原諒…饒不了你！！583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH12dI2otTp
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkY4PcVYcND
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sXTAmtDm6
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYxGiZ4RX3
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gtsphgBHs
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDDma1hZAF
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVUDWVeJW3
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvbHSJNgvb
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxmiDWunPU
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBtD4VBJ1Q
這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohC3gy8sxQ
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6BIZ67072
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrZA33PZ1M
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FIl7c3RFV
妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZ13HGNxrh
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsVAZjva7Y
……為什麼………583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1Ped6Jyq5
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U4VYpWA0e
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0jz4fHoEg
為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWlbcsPGyP
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav8ZvzsA5U
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOYRAYUfAo
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9BpyVPZq3
……請不要怕我，好嗎？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFdAh8vMv6
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXk1WPoJiY
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmSHkgtvti
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『我愛妳……』583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSplHOioWe
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「汪嗚……」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLpKbntaYU
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc53DLhFCVt
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NzBGsClfL
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIunHuD06BO
不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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