我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72x7HhyqEh
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd7CTUXi90
──直到那天遇見她。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9uRtj8s8u
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqAAPtafPL
那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4td9qSedYR
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn56rqQcJhh
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwq7a2EzxH
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdohqpdRBNL
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvpMyW9sYw
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGOIkDr4og
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqcKazvdL7
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYggK4flw6
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrmdqwCgjt
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3r9lL5Dfl
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfC8qsNa9u
從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PrtZbH3VC
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZp4OryN3e
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWXAlmXg6j
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdlC6pNKGC
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAGmZ7sc8K
「你要不要來我家住？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBS5FTW4iBx
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHTCm1aNiR
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBLqz8Te0y
神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7dvG1u8b0
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HyGKnObdl
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbSN6ZGS22
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3kNxr28UY
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5XQUHSOmk
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAeowo4RPR
她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ901LysU8UH
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKe8oZJtYs
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1yf3tl1He
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xX9mXvAZM
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX09xHa88nv
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqwgVD4CNr
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBWN7yzMYg
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32P2CEFuHz
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfVFsSNmWU
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHvHatjYFp
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojIz0awlIz
那一夜，她並沒有回來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GX6BpPonp
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANTPPlmQUH
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3oazLxsw4
…不太對勁。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEMGc0G8Yu
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat7NZ1xgVG
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIuo9WJXNs
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48OrpVHt9Z
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc1MZqk1Ch
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHdPNKGUOt
她明明說過只喜歡我的！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5UUVQErfQ
她竟然背叛我！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzYL5Gf9k0
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZW71ds0aqH
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──唉。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXwExtk0lY
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwK6bIhsQL
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGMNHUAUjP
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiVX9dRApB
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuwaCUVHwE
可我不想就這樣放棄。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtmbSaO9Q7
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkbV7aCZTM
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwe5tza0rj
反之，我會將她奪回來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIz2eAt6O5
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9POiuMacT1
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44N55N43eH
我深深嘆息。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsP1ia9Zfuf
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rMxP7Khdj
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WvbVhtS4D
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3Un6WhNWO
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd74UlcPhq8
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrMjg0qqn4
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zoq4psMxN
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJT3cuxlpBP
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E92kLxJDN
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Pu7IpAM7p
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lnxg0Dh7D
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Lhxrhr2TE
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFfOWEUX7Y
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaVdLw3xCa
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa0ZbFAZUp
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50uYVTbIua
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhlxNTMLea
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDfKO6tllR
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmok2e0SJub
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcgLaowuQe
離開吧。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSOVa76jTN
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuTYmtpSQc
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsEjPzXnCZ
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSCqpETyLm
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSwB2K4AI4
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44y84WOVb8
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnCoVKqzJL
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ycOQ9nPer
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2imCr7YQBi
曾經…486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2S0UZ2cZC
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IY6UPdXdg
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWGxelkcmZ
喀嚓。碰。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRZzCTxdGE
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39cVmPz6cn
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfanf3eeEd
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAo3s37SAEc
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDDkL7HcXk
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHlcCBWlIb
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZI2wcxqU3
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHDYNDyyu3
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nhNhWwFsB
……怎麼回事？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjmLH1r5A5
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6EGzqZDZg
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF0gHiSDuE
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiKFWbYYFM
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80gDMq6EOI
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL4ZdiWaFA
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ8w4rEyum
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDqPvGwwAU
那是大約三年前的事。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlpZ9geEfC
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwarpTbwmc
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eewk0D9ZZ
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KeXSMxShD
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUt2WmIcRaM
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTTafAKn1k
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsZWBdwYNs
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsQeQ9YOcb
背後一陣劇痛。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrpJ8RUchg
我被刺了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbtAXHkFkc
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPA583eGkQJ
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL86rJ5x7i
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──是你！是你殺了我！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyIpJPinAk
殺了我女友又殺了我！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUuUptPdNX
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM2xuN34lz
無法原諒…饒不了你！！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC871Wb9Fm
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCjZcLfXBJ
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER4GUAwtYn
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS6b6AJ6jo
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKdVhQ3366
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1g3HYPekBO
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39ZCoePCqQ
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnQmaMvtmq
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnYicuBiMm
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS73Vql0TLu
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7F7dQ45Jj
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjlkYZVYih
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBgUqqDX3d
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBXEofHeLW
……為什麼………486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnIVjXnWCh
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnsaDHkIN7
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQRfIJZVNO
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukeelF3Crz
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5b8mD7fGQ
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtKakjAQt8
……請不要怕我，好嗎？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ah3wLr8JT
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKmPSmuhy4
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gE6o5XfK2
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『我愛妳……』486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdWEXjmNiX
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「汪嗚……」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhuXP0Rsh7
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzip314LyS
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhHRuNpXs1
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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