我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0hUFNGgzK
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRjQbB5VXl
──直到那天遇見她。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzJCi3SIlK
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjohE6MoIb
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJoIUIGy7p
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRFdt8ZaCP
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清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQLqvFJWRT
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1w7YMOpJX
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHk6OIeS2b
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwuvaT7zQX
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1A0GGsBt4A
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIjsLlDMhd
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從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzsejeYTBS
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDWiKSYZIZ
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW5SPZ1OvJ
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoArZiDVKX7
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「你要不要來我家住？」551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lXgXknjo8
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbY3U172om
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神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelQdTeXhFr
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywNIYpaa2m
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBpA1SlfAh
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAQOuh1jsB
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8R1t2ybNT
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她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ui9mvUz9k
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjlA1g5pyF
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgipvdmB6z
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkkAz7JNd0
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT7eH6BvRA
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUuiA3fuTf
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WD0PZtDME
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hNymY8dzE
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不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmJxFpmg81
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCskdpQxct
那一夜，她並沒有回來。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBtvB37PlV
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsUNtD49tu
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QtmRLhVdO
…不太對勁。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjka6jG7uY
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZp4SiddmM
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71o4MHKMw5
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokhwXq4HPb
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怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tlQJTS4LM
她明明說過只喜歡我的！551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EAoEOaYKT
她竟然背叛我！551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz6ILfopHD
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJ9jmzVHLZ
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──唉。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iJz1NtFJs
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTpCsWjGWn
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XyWH3GNwd
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdw730xOFRQ
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjH3w6CCHP
可我不想就這樣放棄。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzC4ISwoey
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15xUDXIisR
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS94NtbWFw7
反之，我會將她奪回來。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPx1lNFVYG
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIowMUGbAPQ
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIf0C0G8gyM
我深深嘆息。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOUMg1S3QG
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已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cNNM2nLhQ
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Gpv1JbjSR
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2dUUW1xUj
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgXjeNvVEb
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1h1bhsmPx2
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1KOZ6w4Kq
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我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXFyVnMEJZ
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPX57Den5I9
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuOAVOkpDD
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLArDPHMvO
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUew4uzoaVS
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kfJhpJf86
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望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqqovWYHnw
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAKpQcWJqV
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabrgWZrKCP
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離開吧。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei6hfdB3kR
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HpYTBCKCw
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAb21cg2Rq
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3p6zrVOJC
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1t3wt3oHk
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSPdourWUU
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGryRIpJgB
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PDBEkj4zz
曾經…551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHdP5eO6wE
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmZRZSqesl
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喀嚓。碰。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGAD62sodK
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefBqfn6ViD
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxSyLpawc0
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsnqF0STp9
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUiKVtK8lO
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53HTxu0ZRB
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugDWMv99OI
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隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XVEP2gnBt
……怎麼回事？551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wipkqIj1R
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVOlrZSIb1
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他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe8XK9GLXH
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdk4nTXjaq
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ137PZ4Dfwj
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Kheor2ami
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdo2qQsgsUq
那是大約三年前的事。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYD8ibfTJmY
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8qlaftBXK
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnF4hthaqs
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqDsRO87Vq
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Pq26VHh3Q
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37YsYf3dla
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kLUkoXOY1
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背後一陣劇痛。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcyQCZvW6s
我被刺了。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLkiVepvN8
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2sw7aEWXE
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONmPz7yeXM
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──是你！是你殺了我！551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gKM3OHbuD
殺了我女友又殺了我！551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTTvcMsyVb
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5CjKX7gIt
無法原諒…饒不了你！！551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3tnIqrbbo
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AOjuApmQT
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzbQ2p23aP
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduCTVT3iAY
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCOHeXshjR
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7m7NHg8WFT
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZvLMfjBAS
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZblBOdvXC8
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzlnsg6Cb8
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaNqb73RsY
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAHB44kDLd
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYwcstDjlj
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPoJGkpHVX
……為什麼………551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76pmKaYcf7
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwecx3C1Hv2
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo4D8Q1LEr
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSVSuww1Ke
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpHHM7SC23
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EeGY0e5Hk
……請不要怕我，好嗎？551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzTaDtRPLn
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE49lQLZ7l
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTdZmZ5P6x
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『我愛妳……』551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMz6wA7U89
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「汪嗚……」551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPHo2388AX
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvdCTgGMhE
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o5p3papds
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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