昭陽真的很不明白，為什麼美貌和智慧都歸她的姊姊，而她卻什麼都沒有。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCWvYyLJcP
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她更加不明白，為什麼姊姊們如此恨她。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsodwGt0P8
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「昭陽，你別假惺惺。你這個樣子很噁心。」有一次平陽這樣對她說。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4cHAvTeAX
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有一次，昭陽問洛陽:「為什麼你們如此憎恨我？」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8skYP92XuK
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洛陽苦笑：「因為你得到的，我們窮盡努力都不會先到。當然，你得不到的，你窮盡努力都得不到。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40f4sv5ECh
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昭陽不明白洛陽說什麼。或者說，昭陽明白洛陽說什麼，只是不明白這和姊姊們不喜歡她有什麼關係。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkmjDw2aVZ
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不只是和姊姊，和親生母親的相處亦很奇怪。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1yM8IlYYf
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她的母親是皇后，名將之後，身世顯赫，而且深得她父皇的竉愛。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTmAiyrLYh
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但是，父皇很少關心她，母后亦很少關心她。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RW982WVEy
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母后告訴昭陽：「在父皇面前，不要說太多，說錯什麼就不好了。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1F3imz5Z1c
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昭陽點點頭。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gVRdCYeTe
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昭陽原來還有一個大她幾歲的姊姊。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMqvFFMnVa
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這個姊姊長得很漂亮，像極昭陽的母后。而且兩歲時便已經可誦詩文。三歲時便一副伶牙利齒、逗得父皇和母后很高興。五歲時更作了首詩獻給父皇，父皇還即場賜了她一個金步搖，讓她長大時配戴。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagmpwO2UjV
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可惜的是，姊姊有次不小心溺水，救不回來了。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvPbulcXeg
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父皇為了那次的事，砍了不少人的頭，姊姊落水的事成了宮裡的禁忌。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALlpoqysQf
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那次的事後, 昭陽的母后便把所有精神都放了在昭陽身上。只要有一個老師說她不達標，她的母后就會怪罪那個老師。久而久之，沒有人敢說昭陽什麼，都說她是天之驕子，可造之材。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkBvJrJgr4
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昭陽小小的身軀，承載著母后對姊姊的執念和對她的期望，卻承載不了她自己。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4s6fgewWV
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平日，對父皇，她得裝著，裝睿智，裝著有文采。母親每次都會在父皇來的時候，演出一個劇本，讓父皇覺得昭陽冰雪聰明。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJPVJlvXUF
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例如有時會故意預備一些難題，讓昭陽破解。這些難題的答案，母后會和昭陽先排練好，然後，等父皇來的時候，昭陽再把答案說出來。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFk2UfnqDoZ
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昭陽從沒有機會對父皇說真話。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCbCT9CQrP
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對母后，亦只有不停的排練。偶爾，當她和母后說真說話，母后便會責備她，說她愚蠢。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebnWKTFmbx
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她回想自己的一生，就是在奉承和虛偽裡渡過。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfBAIzwShH
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下輩子，別生在帝皇家。昭陽心想。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECwig9fVcE
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她登上了鬧市裡一座觀景台。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjmma0SIEE
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這觀景台說來奇怪，立在鬧市裡，登上觀景台後，很多景色都被前方的建築物遮蓋。所以沒有人會在這鬧市裡我觀景台上觀景。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8ZnZxWqyz
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大家都不知道觀景台為什麼存在。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjrzR6ZC1y
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這觀景台就和昭陽一樣。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAN6Tnv5WO
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昭陽都不知道自己為什麼存在。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMPBXRPchJ
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觀景台只有兩層，然而，問陽登上一層後，往街道看去，已經很害怕，所以沒法再登上一層。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ20Q7zfX5
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昭陽自嘲：原來自己懦弱，懦弱得連最後的時刻都還在害怕。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhrvJHR68x
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不管了！昭陽閉上眼睛，跳了下去。
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