昭陽真的很不明白，為什麼美貌和智慧都歸她的姊姊，而她卻什麼都沒有。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZUm8PHOKb
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她更加不明白，為什麼姊姊們如此恨她。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIm0XQfQUA
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「昭陽，你別假惺惺。你這個樣子很噁心。」有一次平陽這樣對她說。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pDHe8w1kn
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有一次，昭陽問洛陽:「為什麼你們如此憎恨我？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCrCL6wvXb
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洛陽苦笑：「因為你得到的，我們窮盡努力都不會先到。當然，你得不到的，你窮盡努力都得不到。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qBZ356BxO
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昭陽不明白洛陽說什麼。或者說，昭陽明白洛陽說什麼，只是不明白這和姊姊們不喜歡她有什麼關係。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNDV3RGYty
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不只是和姊姊，和親生母親的相處亦很奇怪。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNDcyxO8q0
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她的母親是皇后，名將之後，身世顯赫，而且深得她父皇的竉愛。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQyvqN80xX
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但是，父皇很少關心她，母后亦很少關心她。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMG8NBUrMe
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母后告訴昭陽：「在父皇面前，不要說太多，說錯什麼就不好了。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb412uptWi1
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昭陽點點頭。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzZUkfZxd4
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昭陽原來還有一個大她幾歲的姊姊。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4mc9G0PEL
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這個姊姊長得很漂亮，像極昭陽的母后。而且兩歲時便已經可誦詩文。三歲時便一副伶牙利齒、逗得父皇和母后很高興。五歲時更作了首詩獻給父皇，父皇還即場賜了她一個金步搖，讓她長大時配戴。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnpi5gkHPo
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可惜的是，姊姊有次不小心溺水，救不回來了。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWUVVbMhy0
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父皇為了那次的事，砍了不少人的頭，姊姊落水的事成了宮裡的禁忌。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dmfZbfYOV
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那次的事後, 昭陽的母后便把所有精神都放了在昭陽身上。只要有一個老師說她不達標，她的母后就會怪罪那個老師。久而久之，沒有人敢說昭陽什麼，都說她是天之驕子，可造之材。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoF3htTDzy5
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昭陽小小的身軀，承載著母后對姊姊的執念和對她的期望，卻承載不了她自己。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVThiFMrIBQ
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平日，對父皇，她得裝著，裝睿智，裝著有文采。母親每次都會在父皇來的時候，演出一個劇本，讓父皇覺得昭陽冰雪聰明。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH1Xm9I2LP
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例如有時會故意預備一些難題，讓昭陽破解。這些難題的答案，母后會和昭陽先排練好，然後，等父皇來的時候，昭陽再把答案說出來。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgSexwPfgb
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昭陽從沒有機會對父皇說真話。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhlrwpitng
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對母后，亦只有不停的排練。偶爾，當她和母后說真說話，母后便會責備她，說她愚蠢。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCyFUKz96f
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她回想自己的一生，就是在奉承和虛偽裡渡過。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUceiNW9s0
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下輩子，別生在帝皇家。昭陽心想。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSK1SSXXQo
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她登上了鬧市裡一座觀景台。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZtqS0uIw7
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這觀景台說來奇怪，立在鬧市裡，登上觀景台後，很多景色都被前方的建築物遮蓋。所以沒有人會在這鬧市裡我觀景台上觀景。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuvwmpkoFy
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大家都不知道觀景台為什麼存在。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRIn3Ax9yJ
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這觀景台就和昭陽一樣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYBp0bbhC0
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昭陽都不知道自己為什麼存在。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1l40Jme9Fo
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觀景台只有兩層，然而，問陽登上一層後，往街道看去，已經很害怕，所以沒法再登上一層。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhEU4nehZd
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昭陽自嘲：原來自己懦弱，懦弱得連最後的時刻都還在害怕。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTRVwhQT7f
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不管了！昭陽閉上眼睛，跳了下去。
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