「不要走。」她緊緊擁著我，微微抬首，熱淚盈眶。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSfg86lSQt
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「別這樣。」我口裡拒絕，心裡卻是萬般不捨。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf54coDPGhj
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAUkyUFx7a
「這裡不好嗎？鳥語花香，豪華大宅、美酒佳餚。還有，我和小思都在這裡！」她輕輕招手，招來小思——我們的愛女。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGpofAPazy
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年僅五歲的小思胖胖白白，兩眼水汪汪，腦後頂著兩彎稀疏的小辮子。她鼓起兩頰紅透的小腮子，模仿媽媽的動作，摟抱著我的小腿。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ofdEHhk0F
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X70bqOjAh
她們的每一句話、每一個動作都正中我的軟肋，硬生生將我的理智和情感撕裂。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShuYwRj9pE
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沒法子。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcP6eQphtf
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她們的外形來自我的記憶，言行源於我的心念，再加上高端科技營造出來的聲音、氣味、觸感，二人活脫脫就在我眼前、我懷中！579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ49A8N8y3
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmWrVezjSr
「對不起……」沒等她們再次開口，我斷然脫下頭盔，離開虛擬世界。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZk3AL5fsy
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqW7Wg49Nh
暗黑的狹窄環境與虛擬世界內的柔和日光形成強烈對比，我的腦袋和眼睛霎時間適應不來，暈頭轉向，整個人從床上滾掉到地面去。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjRsVZlxxw
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbi9YcW6o7r
店員大叔數秒後硬闖入內，見我神智尚算清醒，才鬆一口氣。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwDUIiaZ5Y
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「先生，事前我向你解釋過流程，你應該知道強行脫下頭盔的後果可大可小。輕則昏迷數天，重則永久癱瘓神經系統，變成植物人。」大叔外表粗豪，說起話來卻是婆婆媽媽的。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsnEmBZMG5
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我硬撐起身子，背靠床架癱坐著，勉定心神，穩住呼吸節奏後，不忘向大叔道歉：「不好意思，嚇壞了你。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzbvzytqV9
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不知何解，大叔突然愣住。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0GT8HatW0
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「如果機器因為我的行為而損壞，我會賠償。」我是個負責任的男人，無論對人對事皆然。我為此自豪。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZM3BLze6IX
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「不是這個意思……」大叔終於反應過來，上前攙扶我到休息室去。他拿來熱毛巾，敷在我的前額。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgQ02PyUqw
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uhKxqMoQi
熱力令我清醒不少，但隨之而來的卻是劇烈頭痛。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxELI3khzH
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58X9Ls6f3G
「忍耐一會吧。」大叔自顧自在我身邊吞雲吐霧：「誰叫你不依規矩！」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGaGtQGTvD
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu596NHQp8k
「不得不走。」我心如刀割：「我擔心自己會永遠沉溺。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5WCquJSwC
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIO1uPsJNd
「親人離世？」大叔夾菸的兩指故態自若。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMHYfAcSGr
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TtB6N6x6G
「你看得出來？」我忍痛瞇眼打量大叔。他是個面容滄桑的大漢。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBOE0pVBq1
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「顧客願意花大錢前來光顧我店，大都是因為抵不住親人離世的傷痛。」大叔意味深長地補上一句：「你不是唯一一個。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Zh6wRLQPO
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKTVRwdWtk
「所以我不該感到悲傷？」我聽見話裡的話。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqlopUErS4
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJjLuoPQ9A
「所以你有能力捱過去——因為大家都捱過去了。」大叔輕視我的悲傷？579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcQNzkIFWj
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAwnsdaiVZ
「我不是他們！他們亦不是我！」我有點兒憤怒。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuOkqVYCvi
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「我知道。他們花掉大量金錢懷緬過去，直至身無分文才如夢初醒，不得不重投生活、找工作賺錢，然後漸漸忘記傷痛。只有你，有本事打斷自己的思念之情，爽快俐落地回歸生活——你剛才主動向我道歉，而不是恃著自己的悲傷鬱結鬧脾氣。」大叔遞菸予我。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkHAw7E6rv
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtYNN6NuJC
我接過香菸，將它玩弄於指間。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJXshP63nN
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApcanXEUhZ
菸紙的雪白、菸紙的粗糙質地、菸草的濃烈氣味、菸草被手指擠壓時的微弱碎裂聲響、濾嘴被叼在唇間時散發的淡淡化學味道，一切真實而空虛，沒有靈魂。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYSaIiyjkf
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzSVT4nC3U
像虛擬世界。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP8rXhxV11
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl3K1oCi4u
「這個……」我放下香菸，掏出銀包裡所有紙鈔予大叔：「謝謝。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyyiQJcCZ5
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXdfKINjPf
大叔欣然收下，俏皮笑道：「後會無期。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeA35L8kkS
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwSkJHQTeY
「承你貴言。」我頭痛依然，心痛冉退。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ80fsBlPsM
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcVn4IVt5W
店外，夜色蒼茫。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FssXOx11B
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我回望店面的霓虹招牌——紫白藍綠四色甚有節奏地閃爍著，耀眼奪目。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNjXHIrSWo
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ74BvVtKQQ
但只消放寬眼界，就會發現它只是萬千燈火裡的其一，毫不起眼。
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