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No Plagiarism!oxveAWUF8oxmoAEtLAHwposted on PENANA 什麼時候開始的呢?我習慣了將眼光放在他身上。8964 copyright protection373PENANAB8TlP7p74n 維尼
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什麼時候開始的呢?發考卷的時候我開始習慣先瞄一眼她的分數,然後與自己的比較高低。8964 copyright protection373PENANANQgZpagkYd 維尼
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什麼時候開始的呢?我開始在乎她偶爾對他的搭理,甚至心底隱隱的刺痛了起來。8964 copyright protection373PENANACJwxtvtMr3 維尼
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不知道什麼時候開始,我發現他上課的眼神時不時就開始往後飄,開始的時候,我為了那視線的方向心底漾起一絲漣漪,是朝著我看嗎?8964 copyright protection373PENANAvFY1AfbuVu 維尼
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曾經暗自竊喜,但後來的那幕卻將幻想給重重的打了個粉碎。我為了自己的誤解還有他偷看她的眼神載著的那些心痛的難以自拔。8964 copyright protection373PENANAGi2Nmj5iOY 維尼
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走回教室打開門望向他的那一刻,我才發現原來我不在的時候,他的目光也仍舊凝望那方向。不過角度和我以為的以些微的偏差岔開,讓一切感動全變了味。他眼底映著的主角從不是我,而是她低頭不知道寫著什麼的身影。然後,每看一次,就像是被什麼狠狠的刺著。8964 copyright protection373PENANAD3AUh07lp4 維尼
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我對自己承認,關於喜歡他這件事情、關於他喜歡她那件事情。8964 copyright protection373PENANAGFn2bgUeXt 維尼
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一開始,我是服氣的。不得不承認,她確實挺漂亮,就算課業不甚佳,也掩蓋不了這事實。可若真的只是因為漂亮,那班上也還有太多比她美的女生。8964 copyright protection373PENANA9svm536cwy 維尼
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所以,為什麼?到底為什麼?我哪裡輸她了?8964 copyright protection373PENANAgygkOq6hlS 維尼
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迷惘著、疼痛著,某天,她開始笑了。8964 copyright protection373PENANATrSFJMFev5 維尼
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不是冰冷的笑、不是不屑的笑、不是牽強的笑,而是真的,笑了。8964 copyright protection373PENANARGicTFeFdE 維尼
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笑得自信美麗而燦爛,而那個笑容不知為何竟像個夢魘般刻進了腦海,揮之不去的重複盤旋。8964 copyright protection373PENANA5cY2DaSjxx 維尼
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莫名的,在我為了她的微笑而渾身恐懼顫慄時,卻發現他看她的眼神和往常比起,有著莫大的差別。雖然有些琢磨不清,可卻清晰能看見夾雜其中的擔憂。8964 copyright protection373PENANA4rtrFv0J4T 維尼
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一開始完全搞不懂的我靜靜地觀察著她身旁的生態。但沒多久便明白了。因為一旦她笑了身旁就會出現一群人,那才是她該有模樣。從前她冷漠得讓人難以碰觸,偶爾蹙眉微笑就足以撥弄他心弦,足以令他對她傾心,可那冰冷卻也足以令大部分人望之怯步。8964 copyright protection373PENANASEe3waLa6m 維尼
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她笑起來很美,豔地不可方物。溶掉了從前的那層冰,她是顆太陽,為了所有人而存在、而轉動。可她的太陽做得並不稱職,因為她停了,為了他而停駐,可他卻沒發現而誤將她的停駐誤解成了其他的不知道什麼。她曾為他一笑的燦爛,足夠讓他為她如癡如醉,也足夠讓他的眼神死望著她半刻都不轉移。可如今她的笑靨時刻為任何人執意盛放時,她給他的笑似乎就不這麼獨特,也沉澱出了他眼底的落寞。8964 copyright protection373PENANAcWoQcESU7G 維尼
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有點開心。心底矛盾的情感交雜著,思緒一片混亂。8964 copyright protection373PENANAIADlcu0Vkc 維尼
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他感到寂寞了嗎?8964 copyright protection373PENANA2gabWOuFbr 維尼
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他可能回頭看我了吧?8964 copyright protection373PENANABYwySUudHp 維尼
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他沒有笨到會繼續喜歡她來折磨自己吧?8964 copyright protection373PENANAAhIAZq6ycW 維尼
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所以我可以爭取了,對不對?8964 copyright protection373PENANApFW0wYVfjW 維尼
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我重複地問自己這幾個問題,然後開始思考我與她之間的不同。8964 copyright protection373PENANAlSsITdPXR3 維尼
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最終的最終,我的心底有個聲音,爆吼著讓我不准放棄,要我去爭取、去踩踏,要她狠狠的狼狽不堪,要她再也笑不出來,要殆盡所有她被他所喜歡的地方,要取代她成為他眼底珍惜的那朵薔薇。8964 copyright protection373PENANA6qeYjv8Cg3 維尼
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目光閃避不及,對上了我的冰冷,亦交錯了她不經意的驚惶。8964 copyright protection373PENANAQYYxRREH77 維尼
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對,故意的。8964 copyright protection373PENANAC6upK5TQMi 維尼
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我將自己的目光放在了他身上,然後以朋友的模式照常與他相處。每當我又靠近他一步,就會看見她臉上的絕望層層加深。我享受這過程,卻也為這過程所折磨,在我折磨她的時候,也踩入了潭深不見底的泥濘,步步悽楚。8964 copyright protection373PENANAQ2SFxQDcwX 維尼
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每天早晨,她總會換上新的笑容,與我抗衡。她的笑容回到臉上時,他的目光就會回到他身上,先是粉碎我的堅強,再來是垃圾一般糟蹋著我的真心,讓我的努力變得毫無意義。8964 copyright protection373PENANAH9S2TzoXUz 維尼
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於是,他眼中的依舊是她,心底的,也仍舊是她。8964 copyright protection373PENANAUlSXtZUv9X 維尼
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我知道她害怕我。從她眼神中的痛苦,這事明白的很。8964 copyright protection373PENANAmRWtY4qFaK 維尼
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「妳說她到底會不會喜歡我?」8964 copyright protection373PENANA2Jd42QhQH7 維尼
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他跟我蹭到了同張椅子上,讓我欣喜,卻又用一句話讓我心碎。8964 copyright protection373PENANAhImM3dCxO5 維尼
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很壞心,我知道他們彼此有意,很卑鄙,我無法放手成全他們。因為心底的某處還喧囂著要我爭取,因為心底的某處還嚎啕著害怕失去。心情苦澀著複雜,我早就知道了,卻還貪戀這片刻的幸福──他在我身旁,而她滿臉絕望。8964 copyright protection373PENANAMkIsOCuYe1 維尼
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最後,我捕捉到的是她數日來被折磨到疲憊不堪的糾結,寫著她想放棄,可放棄前決意放手一搏。於是,我蹭近了他一些,欲熄滅她殘存的執想。8964 copyright protection373PENANAcPVfl4CwnG 維尼
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我知道我跟他肯定不會成,但至少,讓她誤會也好。8964 copyright protection373PENANAPWNvp8jPyJ 維尼
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