// Mark's P.O.V //931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOWP6Aiz7p
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I sat at my desk, crying, thinking, hoping.
God why me…?931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGVd04LKTo
I asked myself. My rectangular glasses laid beside me as the hot tears stung my brown eyes, falling slowly down my cheeks and dripping onto the top of my dark wooden desk. That night, my house was empty, like every night. No one would visit, my friends have forgotten about me. Except for Sean and Felix, but God knows where they are now.931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSHocd2aod
Felix was probably in Sweden with his fiancé, and Sean; I don't know. I heard something ringing, it was my computer. I rubbed my bloody wrists before covering them with my sweater sleeve. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp016lWQnXK
"Sean…"931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhp6yTPXPK
I whispered to no one. I clicked the answer button to the Skype call, quickly wiping my tears and cleaning up my act. Putting on my glasses, I forced out a fake smile.931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KWCo7nYJU
"Mark? You okay?"931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25TzFRVRDT
"Y-Yeah Jack, I'm fine.."931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vGOke9THz
I lied.
"Mark, I can tell you've been cryin'. Tell me what happened, tell me everything you saw."931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtk0Dm1M7Q
His voice comforted me, like he actually cared. I talked quietly, though there was no need to do so. My eyes darting away from those gorgeous, tempting, and ocean mesmerizing eyes so I wouldn't get lost in them. Blushing from embarrassment, I had been staring.
"I…"931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aLFErK0Ib
I couldn't force the words out of my mouth. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBwnJ2uIxp
"Shh, it's okay Mark. Because you know what?"931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr2fqrmwbH
I looked back up at the screen, directly into his eyes.931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9nM3cCd0b
"I'm moving in with you."931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMuNqF6AWQ
My heart skipped several beats. My cheeks light pink now, eyes wide. His smile brightening the room already. I smiled a real smile, I just wanted to hug him.
"You can't understand how happy I am to hear that…"931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcxHze3lGP
I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks. Tears of happiness. He giggled and it made me feel a spark of happiness inside. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RL9CBM7Ei
"Well, I'm sorry. I have to go now, the plane is about to leave. I'll see you in a few hours. Love you."931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDsKDQxKq0
He hung up. I hadn't realized he was on the plane. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6zz1szfKe
"Love you too…"931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UJdBHgDwZ
He loves me?931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjs4qPkC4Q
I blushed bright red as my heart fluttered. I got up and ran upstairs. I wanted to clean the house before Sean got here. I put latex gloves on my hands and got to work. Starting at the kitchen, I began to disinfect the house. My wrists hurt like hell, but I didn't care. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9C7xSkg7Av
It was about eight thirty when I started, now eleven twenty nine. I took off the gloves and threw them in the trash. I went to the bathroom and cleaned my wrists. Bandaging both of them.
There was a faint knock at the front door.931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdSBmQMgKB
"I'-In a minute!"931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1GYzHFgzH
I put the stuff away and stumbled to the door. Unlocking it, I opened it to see Sean standing there. He set his stuff down and flung himself at me into an embrace. His strong arms around me, I smiled and hugged back. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz8EOw6yX7
"Mark!"931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbaya4BuzE
I didn't respond, I trapped him in the hug. After getting his stuff inside, I pulled him inside my humble home. After getting Sean's stuff put away, I heard him call my name.931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHHiuDOup2
"Yes Jack?"931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KOT2wwz0z
"Come 'ere please."931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0qgrspXug
I nodded uselessly and walked to him by following his voice. He was standing in the middle of the living room. Now in front of him, I felt him grip my forearms. I blushed darkly as he pulled me in. My mouth slightly agape, I felt his breath hitting my lips.931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfScBty3bd
"You're very handsome, y'know…~"
He whispered. His thick irish accent soft made me shudder under him. He had grown taller than me. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc6UlqxsoC
Sean smashed his lips into mine.931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGlS5gHAzU
I froze, blushing pure red. But with his, I closed my eyes and kissed back with the same force. As the kiss lasted for what seemed like an eternity, he unfortunately parted away. I was panting for air, opening my eyes to gaze up at him. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvUNZxKZB4
Our first kiss.931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7LG0RAZBz
That was amazing...931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGqUVFpE8l
"That was…magical.."931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjaC4GCNcO
He smirked down at me.
"Heh, I'll sneak in a few more here and there."931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNVwMSaRXy
He got serious. Sean had glanced down at my bandaged wrists. He grasped them gently, turning them over to the side where they had started to bleed out of the white bandages. He put his lips to the cuts and scars, kissing them lightly.931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4mYLa1GQt
"Please don't do this ever again…"931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIseJxHn8m
I nodded after catching my breath. He hugged me again and held me there. It was truly magical. Maybe there was hope.931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VQ83ktGEh
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