七月炙夏,所有日本高中生都放暑假了。255Please respect copyright.PENANAkhz2zMhnbA
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附近的籃球場與棒球場都充斥著揮灑汗水的少年,神奈川分成南北兩邊,北邊因靠近都市而有許多百貨公司、商店林立,南邊因靠海而較少商街,除了著名的沙灘那一帶有幾間燒賣店、飲料店,整條沿海公路人煙罕至,看起來偏僻荒瘠的。正值花樣年華的少年少女多半愛去神奈川北邊,而沒什麼錢的我乖乖地待在我家。255Please respect copyright.PENANA5SvGH22JCq
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「風起,」媽媽在樓下喊我,「把妳的新制服拿去洗一下。」255Please respect copyright.PENANACMJPMKOB4b
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「哦——」躺在涼蓆上吹電扇的我了無生氣地應聲,有些受不了如此將近40度的高溫。255Please respect copyright.PENANAacC6JvdYCM
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蟬聲在窗外唧唧地想著,像是一首狂亂交響曲。255Please respect copyright.PENANAK7OIf65jeP
那是一個熱情的九零年代,電子樂和嘻哈正在收音機中逐漸嶄露頭角,經濟正在起飛,所有的少年少女也因為逐漸開放的風氣,而開始曖昧起來。255Please respect copyright.PENANAFpt6G3roGj
十六歲的那一年,是全世界黃金十年的春天,但破產的家裡讓正值高中年華的我和這個正在放射光采的世界格格不入。255Please respect copyright.PENANAmOP3qBBWEU
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電風扇不靈活地嗡嗡作響,望著泛黃的天花板我愣愣地發呆。突然想起那個白皙的高大少年。255Please respect copyright.PENANAoHKhK9ReZn
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那天離開海岸後,我又循著原路搭公車回去,而那個告訴我名為仙道彰的男人,目送我上了公車,笑笑地揮揮手後,繼續沿著堤防不急不徐地走。255Please respect copyright.PENANA6WyfpJFtKh
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看來他家應該不遠吧。從公車暗沉的窗戶望出去,看著慵懶吹口哨的他漸漸被公車甩在後頭,我心想。255Please respect copyright.PENANAk9W0npdJH0
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回家後,皮膚果然有些曬傷,脫皮折騰了我兩三天,於是我也這些天都沒回到那個海邊。255Please respect copyright.PENANAvI5JxzTZGE
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為何他不去神奈川北邊呢?255Please respect copyright.PENANA2prSPLSScA
我不禁思索。難道他也和我一樣沒有財力去都市晃晃麼?255Please respect copyright.PENANAsp4QOq4Adu
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如此燠熱而使我渾身無力的天氣,我頓時萌生起去海邊的念頭。從涼蓆上坐起來,「去看看吧!」我喃喃自語:「去看看他還在不在那裡。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAXF1FR8ufB2
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我穿上薄外套、換了長褲,咚咚地跑下樓,往前廊奔去,迅速地套著輕便休閒鞋,媽媽正在電話桌前翻弄著一本舊黃的本子,不知查詢著什麼,看到我便問:「去哪呢?」255Please respect copyright.PENANANquLthIh0U
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我隨意地綁著鞋帶:「噢,不會太久的,騎腳踏車到的了的地方。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAiLhxfA2I1y
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媽媽皺了皺眉:「叫妳洗個制服拖拖拉拉,在樓上耗那麼久,一下樓就是要出門,也不為自己學校掛心一下....」255Please respect copyright.PENANAXq2Makj5d9
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「嘛....」我轉過身吐了吐舌,「很快就回來!到時候一定馬上洗!」不等她拒絕我,我趕緊抓了衣架子上的草帽,就趕緊閃出門。255Please respect copyright.PENANAYqaVNb9XqB
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於是我騎著家裡那台天藍色的腳踏車,循著記憶中那條路線往海邊騎,海風習習,帶來夏天的味道,一路上只有幾輛車子開過去,些許是早上十點的太陽,所以這條沒有樹蔭的沿海公路並沒有人來往。255Please respect copyright.PENANAN9IZsQuepO
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儘管陽光逐漸變熱了起來,我仍不顧一切地往堤防騎去,海風將我的薄荷綠的風衣外套吹地翻飛,幸好草帽擋住了頂上的烈日,而我心裡仍想著一萬個“為什麼”那個白T少年選擇在神奈川荒涼的海岸上獨自釣魚,而不是去繁華的都市逛逛。255Please respect copyright.PENANA6cFQoTLyKD
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寂寞過於作祟麼...。我不禁自嘲,為何要掛懷那個少年呢?是因為在神奈川還沒有朋友,而他獨自一人的氣息給了人共鳴吧。255Please respect copyright.PENANAyAGKSf4M9n
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騎到上次相遇的地方後,我往堤防盡頭望去,果然有個身影坐在繫船柱上垂釣。255Please respect copyright.PENANAXQRFguNx2E
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我從腳踏車上下來,默默地牽著腳踏車往他的方向走去,越靠近後越看清楚他那朝天的髮型,更確定是仙道彰沒錯。255Please respect copyright.PENANAPsqgINQQmh
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將腳踏車停下來後,他渾然不知我站在他身後,繼續維持著他慵懶的駝背坐姿看向海面,讓不擅搭話的我有些尷尬,不知如何和他打招呼。255Please respect copyright.PENANACNvfH9m38s
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那時的我還不知道,這個寬闊的背影,將會是我在神奈川孤獨的三年裡印象最深刻、也是最美好的畫面——海鷗在這片海上盤空翱翔,偶爾有幾艘風帆從海面上飛駛過,而他從容的背影在我孤單的花樣年華中與世無爭地靜止,像是一個遺世獨立的存在。255Please respect copyright.PENANAUX18lC4cep
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「啊!」在我面前的仙道,背對著我向釣竿發出一聲驚呼,然後急忙轉著捲線。255Please respect copyright.PENANAzbcMXPSY5t
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結果,釣起來的是一個塑膠袋。無奈地瞅著釣鉤上的白色塑膠袋,仙道停了幾秒都沒說話也沒動作,接著無奈地將塑膠袋拿起來緩緩放在旁邊,看著他側臉有著大寫的尷尬,我不禁哈哈大笑。255Please respect copyright.PENANAqSLP3LtgKe
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這時,仙道注意到身後的我了,他有些驚訝:「風起?」他眉毛高揚,「妳怎麼在這裡?」255Please respect copyright.PENANA2Yvu1OABMv
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「你呢?」我仍止不住方才的笑意,「你怎麼在這裡?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAlxGZ4hZgbw
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「來釣魚。」他臉上又恢復自持而從容的神情。255Please respect copyright.PENANAfZ4WMQBZgg
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他檢查一下魚鉤後,轉頭過來,瞇起眼笑笑地說:「小風起,」他指指我的後方,「幫我一個忙,請後退一些。」255Please respect copyright.PENANA85spnUZizO
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我照著他的指示乖乖地後退個幾步,只見仙道站了起來,熟練地將釣竿往後甩了一圈,又拋回海面。255Please respect copyright.PENANAgwUNBmliM1
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「為什麼常看你來釣魚呢?」想起先前疑惑為什麼他總是喜歡獨自來海邊垂釣,我問。255Please respect copyright.PENANAA4KbqSzfSK
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「嘛...」仙道又坐了下來,寧靜地望著海:「算是我的興趣吧。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAhVb0L9VLYl
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看著他望著海那副平靜的神情,我也安靜了下來,不再問下去。若一個人的孤獨令人難受,至少兩個人的寂靜能解悶許多吧。255Please respect copyright.PENANAEZKqU4i0Th
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不知道享受這份寂靜多久,仙道突然開口:「所以妳怎麼來到這裡了呢?小風起。」255Please respect copyright.PENANALgx6mrK9XJ
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“因為來看你是不是來這裡釣魚”實在說不出口,於是我隨意地搪塞個原因:「來聽海的聲音。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAa7wzxKKJPt
「哈哈,」他又笑著瞇起了眼睛,純真的笑容宛如無憂無慮,「妳喜歡海的聲音嗎?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAeLDPqcPMbo
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「嘛...除卻颱風天的風浪聲,應該是蠻喜歡的吧。」頭輕輕側靠在膝蓋上,我抱住雙腿,有些倦意。255Please respect copyright.PENANAfM234p45jS
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「哈哈哈!」仙道燦爛地笑著。255Please respect copyright.PENANAHM0QzDpH9z
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「你常來釣魚嗎?」我揚起眉毛好奇地問。255Please respect copyright.PENANAUtfaJG3JJg
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「嗯。」仙道握著釣竿,臉上仍是陽光的笑顏,「放暑假後,我常來這裡釣魚。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAt8xHHk0EsP
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「哦.....」我一陣驚訝,原來他真的常在這裡,「為什麼不去市區逛逛呢?或是去打打棒球或籃球什麼的?」255Please respect copyright.PENANA7qAGb4W1sf
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仙道看了我一眼,輕輕一笑,「這些是妳會做的事嗎?逛街或打籃球什麼的?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAhYfUBrpsLP
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沒想到他會反問回來,我有些不知所措:「噢,我不逛街的,很久不逛了。至於籃球麼,太難了,對我來說。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAjQ8cnnMGLf
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仙道挑了挑右眉,一派輕鬆地問:「會嗎?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAIRoKFf9OdG
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我微笑皺眉:「你覺得打籃球很簡單?你很會打籃球嗎?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAhvbAjDK3nW
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「馬馬虎虎,還算可以。」他又給了個親切的笑容。255Please respect copyright.PENANAHZlkAU1Uin
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他的確不像很會打籃球的人。我想了想,又問:「不過你挺高的,打籃球應該蠻有優勢的,你打什麼位置呢?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAE3TEo8hvBR
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仙道笑:「猜猜看吧!」255Please respect copyright.PENANASlstBiAtwa
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我轉了轉眼睛,「籃下嗎?」255Please respect copyright.PENANApTtN0iDBse
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「妳說中鋒嗎?」仙道燦爛一笑,「的確蠻適合我的。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAHsEk7nUt7l
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「還是你負責三分球?」我又猜255Please respect copyright.PENANAobqkgdwryW
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「得分後衛嗎...?」仙道眼睛往上看,做出思考樣,「好像也是可以。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAEpS0Ai6yrh
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「不然是控球的嗎?」我再猜255Please respect copyright.PENANATfA048kJNd
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「嘛...這個我也還可以。」仙道笑笑地答覆。255Please respect copyright.PENANAJqPbGraaMT
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我不禁疑惑,「不然你到底是什麼位置?」255Please respect copyright.PENANA4NcFaQVCmS
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「基本上,妳都猜對了。」仙道泰然笑笑,「這些位置對我而言沒有什麼意義。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAJvf06CPHvb
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「那你常打比賽嗎?」我挑眉問。255Please respect copyright.PENANAPCF1TWxcC1
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仙道高舉眉毛,不知為何驚訝我這麼一問。255Please respect copyright.PENANAttK2R1Tuu9
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「還是你是板凳球員?」我看著他的反應,我又猜。255Please respect copyright.PENANA1BjR9mYPW7
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仙道聞言哈哈大笑起來,笑到連垂在海上的釣竿都抖了起來,「對,我是板凳球員。」回答完後他又是一陣大笑。255Please respect copyright.PENANAPrriYmIb0A
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「噢,這樣啊。」不懂他為何笑得如此暢快,我露出不解的神情。255Please respect copyright.PENANAC6xZtTU5Be
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仙道邊笑邊轉起捲線,把釣竿收短了些,也收拾著身旁的運動包,「走吧!小風起,」仙道笑著說:「我現在心情有點太躁動了,無法再釣下去了。回家吧!」255Please respect copyright.PENANAfWkLeDvjGJ
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我點點頭,站了起來,拍了拍褲子上的塵土,準備去牽腳踏車。255Please respect copyright.PENANAwKmRgYAdWA
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「妳這次騎腳踏車啊!」仙道問。255Please respect copyright.PENANAIFhMqc7vAe
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「嗯!」255Please respect copyright.PENANA8BWMEtxamH
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「妳讀哪裡呢?」255Please respect copyright.PENANA51uGd7Tt1p
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「剛轉到津久武高校.....」255Please respect copyright.PENANAJF76brlpdl
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「噢、他們學校籃球隊挺好的....」255Please respect copyright.PENANAohmDPqPF5f
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「你讀哪裡呢?」255Please respect copyright.PENANALGhhnK1Yxw
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「陵南高校...」255Please respect copyright.PENANA6pLL4Axcmw
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兩人肩並肩地沿著堤防走回去,他仍身著白色T恤,隨意地搭配一件牛仔褲,他高大的身材和渺小的我呈了個明顯對比。255Please respect copyright.PENANAxmQ8gY5u4f
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九零那年,海風正鹹,255Please respect copyright.PENANAfM02UA3pn8
未來的一切都在起飛,唯獨駐留在偏僻海邊的仙道與我,走過最寂寞的時光。
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