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他在床上徐徐張眼。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ccl37UYdB
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL54XaApN5
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsZjukgvrx
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嗯。醫院。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfBNlOGkK1
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzsTmlpjC8
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmJePUtIm4
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G1PUGpppy
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCctpmZ4HD
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7EkBBws4t
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjXE5xZr4m
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「知道。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV247v8LykB
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruLV4fCHWK
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSgklv6GBk
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtUMQs1Hfy
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd8lu4WHIp
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ3lsznvPs
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9T4Uc1Ugn
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「她知道了沒？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4U68Lt6J5
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「不打算告訴她。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaBQvO9K8Z
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWFEt5wIOF
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兒子笑而不語。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx902oT1wS
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDq7fkyoWG
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIii7sHowKk
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUysdy8S9o
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKleomg2DS5
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXn4BKtJKvK
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvj8FuS6Iz
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他決定到公園走走。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5BzQgqnvB
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXmf9foAJ2
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAkWGf90cM
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs66dq6IQM
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPCyGpO2EQ
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全場一片默然。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H9Dj0TJNu
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe1yWTHYwE
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不要問為何。不要問感受。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXMS8xXV1v
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdugiN2yL2
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmYkPjNSJI
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunCZ7eeqRZ
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTQCL5p7Wo
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyyQsBYRyG
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ncQVljwZM
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWwEuq5zww
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYemYhHPRg
「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnBQB9Snjj
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQYYbJ2DdA
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq35QXljTAl
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxudo0dECtO
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XOMB62IQp
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不復見。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDjrm9C6ca
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他莫名的被深深憾動。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVWFZXXLsy
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5GCGZiLrx
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoOnj3rKTH
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「我不怕死。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xCLDewrRj
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGfqZHOr3T
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIOSHrpSXu
「你有沒有想要完成的事？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjlzOQzrij
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGGX6EzYC3
「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqWIOq6GsC
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEIiNEriNK
「她的叮囑？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlUKXGWIuz
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVLLrQ72f9
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6t2DDgfIG
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「她沒這麼說。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DwSU3kRuj
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmfRwxzmAq
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg57Z8TJTbY
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgcZn9xV64
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEvS9XLepZ
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisEUftjLwW
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5plgj2GSHl
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBteB3bVkUK
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「你多活了三年半。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLpVfRnhmA
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKCGMWYCxt
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「想繼續吃？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSD9YUAaCN
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2inTIyDLyX
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshmRDnH69z
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRml6pAscar
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兒子呢？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5WwVloMhi
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OPP0JBxLv
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啊！記起來了。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndOUZv2LHf
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0TF0aIDRQ
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果然。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQt6djQr4Ii
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsaAfNAwej
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Iz6vJPDX4
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1v6RCSt6u
