清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGjJYgZoAn
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDJlbplwkP
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcWNgJZMSW
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mDZe0K3ct
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5k9aukuy40
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuykNgmwHFR
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0IHAb1bD7
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIZFPFg3pn
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppq1m13ItM
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtQXHZluEC
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdgvYcBNBr
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMwFLV7PEU
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12IJhdkT5N
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfPFdmkYGK
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkt99i84Of
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRoCRHzUGE
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zNCcqu45r
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這個過程的目的是？460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46saVefG7v
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqOGbd4ZdN
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4kdUr5kkG
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１９９８年１２月２４日：460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBilO3FeGyh
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgg1HEZVAD
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbwab6BDeJ
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只是為了生存！460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8k4bvncZK
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEqnDd8LgK
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsZ0z4HY5s
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXm5ZMDN1T
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pA6LrqV9d
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxTfg4d42L
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5vZSLkvnj
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZYoiw1MHd
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaQozqhhfd
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwmEqhZvAy
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsf509Spzcb
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dZgQ2T51E
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYdIUvpRQI
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuEFJtm1Vk
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFtkjiESEX
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULasN6xx4y
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「喔？為何呢？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOWdCmAJzo
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmR6o5okIv
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想起了雙親．．．．．．460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAo8gNgQA9
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdX9bB3KzD
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiZjB58Zx2
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mdiUDcHF2
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf5xOOnWNL
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnyUCUUvc2
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV12cXkfNUZ
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQi7ukVkIg
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「你感覺到了什麼？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTzAck62Se
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflFx2kGADa
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUhGHspm9m
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我仍是搖頭。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNKKzVlkZp
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvr9PwBiXXD
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FaJeH7UH7
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBeeLcMCL9
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCC5RJIkl0
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「．．．．．．．」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFoUj2efj1
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4msUsBGJ35
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhjANDLKQ5
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「是這樣子嗎？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIFrgWvsXD
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUT0YheVgp
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei9lA0SziU
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqd3fe2E5O
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLyEX7B90Q
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacmtws1kY5
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHX8OuKhXmQ
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp1hoswV8s
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「我、我的水彩？」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejKvPb3Lcx
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNmdRXB2CS
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BK84clOa5
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0DeWRh7RX
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XcmA8E6r2
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1o4LxLeQ5
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJZJAuaYCm
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IAX80yfMM
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTLG5fFKoi
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英國；460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoeiAoMqFB
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１９９８年１２月２４日；460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkIYifm5tt
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJuFDDwAAF
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurfDGAVCMZ
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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