清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYaHWT0115
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqA3EfEFsL
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqTsswieG0
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl1pqo43Dm
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSmGTxFWQZ
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSHOUclAfR
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCxSt2iEsh
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdFzItPtXE
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNftaMnGW6
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4VwHT136x
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzIRToO1Q7
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh9w4flr94
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCh672Ba6Pf
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsii5Yb2aUL
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6vz36plcl
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9zKmTyzQC
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMYr1ZbMxO
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這個過程的目的是？442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsKa4RQH5z
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCobZ2fgg3
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL7WXIGSE5
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１９９８年１２月２４日：442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNkb7VEhxW
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w1joETWkW
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTorb1VXax
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只是為了生存！442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07pVLOpqXG
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTAFCqgmnA
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITEnwwXzY0
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBaaaqCcIs
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC3PaXv44e
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwovUPxMxE
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPlslkLoS1
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKsVbljvew
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpnUbWilp2
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFC6MwAaaEr
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1x5g0s7EKb
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ17oupHTKM
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NelLwTcCz
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFwwGm05Pp
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkpdbBwMkg
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpImT2Gog2
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「喔？為何呢？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QqMRICYzW
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKqtY2xo28
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想起了雙親．．．．．．442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzNGaCbtOK
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBQDJcxSk0
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3UssoLK2d
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9RjGBkLSj
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP1a02HoNP
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r2PStKzfJ
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRaiXNNU1w
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKu6hzKiVn
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「你感覺到了什麼？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwsuPrTRxe
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4t2ZsXgSp
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOnFzrObmP
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我仍是搖頭。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjco4GKPUpL
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gUbbH4OCY
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd5FULi7OK
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKJS1dT4VA
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyjPWsrKTf
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「．．．．．．．」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mDNp5bayR
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7vMNGRwZT
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uoqAMy1HP
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「是這樣子嗎？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Bq4vqgpBG
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVw0jBLQOj
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdutJGfdIr
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwqxFoDuX2
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIFBvcqtmZ
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdb1WjwH3W
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zntKzkrI7
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEbEP6qkoX
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「我、我的水彩？」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6ZZONI91G
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rWu97DOuz
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXbIMPHvDT
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaelyQpV4WV
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqLK1dkmCg
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTarS0aLpeE
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7ZxGJYPvT
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTihjKahRyJ
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pD3vXMcuO
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英國；442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rxmFrIc84
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１９９８年１２月２４日；442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7IBcMpFzm
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVman3tbYD
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKgk7lwgDj
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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