剛剛有人自殺了,是個穿著水手校服的女生,鮮紅的血染紅了她雪白的校服。
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“很危險請大家不要靠近”有人這樣說著,但這分明是要更多人集合的暗號。717Please respect copyright.PENANArnKPvDdYyQ
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圍觀者瘋狂拿著手機拍照,“現在的小孩啊,怎麼一點點的壓力就想不開了?”
“一定是在叛逆期啊,一個高中生能有什麼煩惱呢?”有人在責罵她,有人在指責她卻沒有人同情她。
“對啊,十幾歲的人能有什麼煩惱?現在年輕人抗壓能力怎麼這麼差……”責罵,唾棄,指責聲此起彼落。
“……”
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躺在冰冷石路上的尸體逐漸冰冷,流淌在路上的血有著無可言喻的赤紅717Please respect copyright.PENANA5ubq8iUwGQ
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一個星期前,一個女孩被一班人圍在女廁裡。717Please respect copyright.PENANAGPCRts2mm9
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她被拳打腳踢,身上傷痕累累。717Please respect copyright.PENANAJJN2rXcE3H
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她疼得哭了出來,想找人求救但發現沒有人可以幫助她,回到家裡被家人無條件責罵,父親打罵,母親冷嘲熱諷,弟弟恥笑……717Please respect copyright.PENANA8DJt97vu38
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原本已經充滿淤傷的身體此刻又增加了更多的傷,有的傷口甚至滲出血來了,但沒依舊有人會關心她。717Please respect copyright.PENANAcdBvxjoPIp
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五天前,她被圍毆的影片被放出來了,在網絡上被人們嘲笑,嘲她軟弱無能,活該。717Please respect copyright.PENANAtXbagBjemr
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這刻的她內心已經崩潰了,網民的攻擊,家人的冷嘲熱諷,同學們的霸凌。717Please respect copyright.PENANACIMxyLjpot
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現在的她居然連哭也沒法哭了,內心出奇的寧靜,彷彿這世界已經與她再無關係。717Please respect copyright.PENANA8Re9GdBNuy
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三天前,她已經沒有上學了,雙親把她趕出家門,她漫無目的地走在大街上身邊只有冷風相伴。
“吶,我是真的生存着嗎?我好像越來越感受不到自己的情感了。”
那天下午她偶然在大街上撿到一把美工刀,她用美工刀輕輕劃了一下手臂,預想中的疼痛感並沒有到來取代而之的是前所未有的快感。
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因為她從傷口流出的鮮血中尋找到溫暖,從刺痛中感受到自己還活著。717Please respect copyright.PENANAK664frbVGc
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兩天前,她的手臂和腿上都充滿著密密麻麻的自殘痕跡。自殘的傷口都沒有得到消毒處理,發炎,腐爛了。717Please respect copyright.PENANAQLaN3Qwu5s
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搖搖晃晃的走在街上,身邊的路人對她指指點點但還是沒有人上前去關心她。717Please respect copyright.PENANAuyslK5gcFc
但她一點也不在乎,感覺已經對世界再沒有依戀或是對世界失望透頂了。
“或許只要我死了,就不會感受到痛苦了吧。”
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一天前,她打算割腕自殺。717Please respect copyright.PENANANpGKlqOIsi
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在手腕血管位置上劃了一下,鮮血淋漓。她坐在小巷的地上等待著死亡的到來,不知不覺就睡著了。717Please respect copyright.PENANAoZvf0Le66P
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再醒來時,傷口已經結痂,卻沒能死去。717Please respect copyright.PENANAWLH6r660Rh
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10小時前,她找到一條白繩打算上吊自殺,717Please respect copyright.PENANAnM0Ggy9uMF
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卻找不到可以吊的地方。717Please respect copyright.PENANAjBNB4MRiIs
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她開始無所不用其極不斷傷害自己務求能死去。717Please respect copyright.PENANA9Q7v0u45Ly
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1小時前,她終於找到自己家的大廈了。717Please respect copyright.PENANAvbuK3CgV4m
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走進去卻恰巧撞見父母帶著弟弟出去遊玩,717Please respect copyright.PENANAtkQab2pe0L
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他們笑得很開心好像她從沒有出現過一樣。717Please respect copyright.PENANANag3ZkqIvJ
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她面無表情的走過,徑自走到電梯門前。717Please respect copyright.PENANAhgOxaWLByf
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進入電梯門的時候看了父母一眼,那個眼神已經了無色彩。717Please respect copyright.PENANAZboHtcOJKs
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30分鐘前,她坐在40樓天台上,努力思考著可以讓自己對這個世界留戀的東西,卻發現沒有,一個也沒有。717Please respect copyright.PENANAUjrZIdJ8sk
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這15年來每天都像是生活在地獄裡,717Please respect copyright.PENANAiGBNy8r2ZR
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每次以為可以逃出這地獄時卻冷不防被人再次踢下去,掉到了更深的深淵。717Please respect copyright.PENANAf1UOveV1qu
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這裡像是無底洞一樣怎樣也爬不出去。
“或許死了真的會更好吧,我的家人...似乎也希望我不存在。”
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1分鐘前,她感受到前所未有的快樂,因為她將要結束這一切的痛苦了。717Please respect copyright.PENANAlOFPsS4ESb
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當迎來一個新的開始之時,可能只會想讓自己消失吧。717Please respect copyright.PENANAuPdm1AOxES
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她感受著這世界的唯一待她溫柔的微風,望向天空,不自覺羨慕起小鳥來。“如果我也可以像小鳥一樣在天空自在飛翔,拋棄所有痛苦就好了。”
從四十樓天台望下,她竟感受不到一絲恐懼。
“也是時候再見了,溫柔的微風,自由的小鳥。”
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拿出全部勇氣縱身一躍飛過天空,成了飛鳥抓住雲彩,化成風飛向遠方。717Please respect copyright.PENANANOwsn9vYud
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就在幾秒前,她微不可察的說了一句再見。717Please respect copyright.PENANAJOsTyAiAkg
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她最後那一句再見不為任何人,只是為了自己而喊。717Please respect copyright.PENANAZstqXvhT9k
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你說,那些自殺的人是想不開,還是想開了?717Please respect copyright.PENANAt4UWQ3maEN
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其實所有生物都渴望著生,懼怕著死亡,這是簡單又最初的本能。717Please respect copyright.PENANAqq8ZXktSNa
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然而要多大的絕望才能忘記本能?717Please respect copyright.PENANAXjr14O9p0J
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我真的覺得去檢討自殺的人很不應該,因為自殺也需要勇氣。717Please respect copyright.PENANAooBQt8gDch
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所以到底是她放棄了世界還是世界放棄了她?717Please respect copyright.PENANAyf3EVgeJqX
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自殺者不是活不下去而是沒能活下去。717Please respect copyright.PENANArYNDVD1NR7
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願世界都能被溫柔以待。
這首歌叫“她曾經活過啊”(生きていたんだよな)是一首日文歌,這首歌真的令我有很大的感觸。每次看到新聞有人跳樓死亡或者自殺,我都不禁去想到底這個世界有多可怕才能令一個生命想去了結自己?對於那些自殺的人來說,自殺恐怕是為了能夠從這個可怕的世界中解脫。而那些指責自殺者的人,或許是造成這個世界變得可怕的兇手吧。真的希望世界上每一個人都能被溫柔以待。
以下是歌詞:
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飛び降り自殺した人のニュースが流れてきた717Please respect copyright.PENANAY1IUs0OoYX
跳樓自殺的人的新聞被報導出來了
血まみれセーラー717Please respect copyright.PENANA4sRJP43SQa
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たちまちここらはネットの餌食717Please respect copyright.PENANA0oOTMZVjfR
一眨眼這裡就成了網路的飼料
「危ないですから離れてください」717Please respect copyright.PENANAmviIwC0UXu
「很危險請大家不要靠近」717Please respect copyright.PENANAZz1egoiceU
そのセリフが集合の合図なのにな717Please respect copyright.PENANANw8IZFm35A
這台詞分明是要大家集合的暗號啊
馬鹿騒ぎした奴らがアホみたいに撮りまくった717Please respect copyright.PENANAAmWXOiEXiM
騷動大得可笑,這些傢伙們蠢蛋般地狂拍照717Please respect copyright.PENANAd7yKB78rab
冷たいアスファルトに流れるあの血の何とも言えない赤さが717Please respect copyright.PENANAsfKYjTSXqS
流淌在冰冷柏油路上那血的無可言喻的赤紅717Please respect copyright.PENANAqWNzbs6Wxy
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多美 多美
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在毫不知情的電視映像管之外
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而是對自己的吶喊對吧
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遠遠地 遠遠地
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本該漫長的一天太陽卻要落下了
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是不是會忍不住想要消失?
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「要盡全力把握你現在擁有的生命」什麼的真是漂亮話啊717Please respect copyright.PENANAJyPwCco04E
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懷抱著希望飛去了
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