剛剛有人自殺了,是個穿著水手校服的女生,鮮紅的血染紅了她雪白的校服。
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“很危險請大家不要靠近”有人這樣說著,但這分明是要更多人集合的暗號。693Please respect copyright.PENANAenUIPQEo6f
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圍觀者瘋狂拿著手機拍照,“現在的小孩啊,怎麼一點點的壓力就想不開了?”
“一定是在叛逆期啊,一個高中生能有什麼煩惱呢?”有人在責罵她,有人在指責她卻沒有人同情她。
“對啊,十幾歲的人能有什麼煩惱?現在年輕人抗壓能力怎麼這麼差……”責罵,唾棄,指責聲此起彼落。
“……”
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躺在冰冷石路上的尸體逐漸冰冷,流淌在路上的血有著無可言喻的赤紅693Please respect copyright.PENANAioNl7plkZs
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一個星期前,一個女孩被一班人圍在女廁裡。693Please respect copyright.PENANAPNuGDMFJAD
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她被拳打腳踢,身上傷痕累累。693Please respect copyright.PENANABkW87eGAtB
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她疼得哭了出來,想找人求救但發現沒有人可以幫助她,回到家裡被家人無條件責罵,父親打罵,母親冷嘲熱諷,弟弟恥笑……693Please respect copyright.PENANAZi2pUa8YRR
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原本已經充滿淤傷的身體此刻又增加了更多的傷,有的傷口甚至滲出血來了,但沒依舊有人會關心她。693Please respect copyright.PENANAYbwrJoMnmY
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五天前,她被圍毆的影片被放出來了,在網絡上被人們嘲笑,嘲她軟弱無能,活該。693Please respect copyright.PENANA4EMT4tG3Wa
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這刻的她內心已經崩潰了,網民的攻擊,家人的冷嘲熱諷,同學們的霸凌。693Please respect copyright.PENANAmWCca6ncic
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現在的她居然連哭也沒法哭了,內心出奇的寧靜,彷彿這世界已經與她再無關係。693Please respect copyright.PENANAjRBkfJrlvo
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三天前,她已經沒有上學了,雙親把她趕出家門,她漫無目的地走在大街上身邊只有冷風相伴。
“吶,我是真的生存着嗎?我好像越來越感受不到自己的情感了。”
那天下午她偶然在大街上撿到一把美工刀,她用美工刀輕輕劃了一下手臂,預想中的疼痛感並沒有到來取代而之的是前所未有的快感。
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因為她從傷口流出的鮮血中尋找到溫暖,從刺痛中感受到自己還活著。693Please respect copyright.PENANAZGJXratmwb
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兩天前,她的手臂和腿上都充滿著密密麻麻的自殘痕跡。自殘的傷口都沒有得到消毒處理,發炎,腐爛了。693Please respect copyright.PENANAfOb8OVY4RO
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搖搖晃晃的走在街上,身邊的路人對她指指點點但還是沒有人上前去關心她。693Please respect copyright.PENANAMtgcmoI8wJ
但她一點也不在乎,感覺已經對世界再沒有依戀或是對世界失望透頂了。
“或許只要我死了,就不會感受到痛苦了吧。”
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一天前,她打算割腕自殺。693Please respect copyright.PENANALq4QJsc1hT
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在手腕血管位置上劃了一下,鮮血淋漓。她坐在小巷的地上等待著死亡的到來,不知不覺就睡著了。693Please respect copyright.PENANAYR0tZlNwPu
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再醒來時,傷口已經結痂,卻沒能死去。693Please respect copyright.PENANAY2OFgNRzCv
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10小時前,她找到一條白繩打算上吊自殺,693Please respect copyright.PENANAvycZD1hR8S
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卻找不到可以吊的地方。693Please respect copyright.PENANAeWKAuWCh8K
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她開始無所不用其極不斷傷害自己務求能死去。693Please respect copyright.PENANAIsiTCzm2Aj
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1小時前,她終於找到自己家的大廈了。693Please respect copyright.PENANAsWJ5Z2KFHq
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走進去卻恰巧撞見父母帶著弟弟出去遊玩,693Please respect copyright.PENANAHZ8zUMNVBW
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他們笑得很開心好像她從沒有出現過一樣。693Please respect copyright.PENANAtN6SheNmpY
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她面無表情的走過,徑自走到電梯門前。693Please respect copyright.PENANAEHdCV1x7WL
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進入電梯門的時候看了父母一眼,那個眼神已經了無色彩。693Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0wEioaq0S
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30分鐘前,她坐在40樓天台上,努力思考著可以讓自己對這個世界留戀的東西,卻發現沒有,一個也沒有。693Please respect copyright.PENANAqnyXV5XEEn
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這15年來每天都像是生活在地獄裡,693Please respect copyright.PENANAdZ9Dy8S3sa
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每次以為可以逃出這地獄時卻冷不防被人再次踢下去,掉到了更深的深淵。693Please respect copyright.PENANALjZ0AWW5FZ
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這裡像是無底洞一樣怎樣也爬不出去。
“或許死了真的會更好吧,我的家人...似乎也希望我不存在。”
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1分鐘前,她感受到前所未有的快樂,因為她將要結束這一切的痛苦了。693Please respect copyright.PENANAygRCSfbzB7
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當迎來一個新的開始之時,可能只會想讓自己消失吧。693Please respect copyright.PENANAY2ObEUDDFF
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她感受著這世界的唯一待她溫柔的微風,望向天空,不自覺羨慕起小鳥來。“如果我也可以像小鳥一樣在天空自在飛翔,拋棄所有痛苦就好了。”
從四十樓天台望下,她竟感受不到一絲恐懼。
“也是時候再見了,溫柔的微風,自由的小鳥。”
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拿出全部勇氣縱身一躍飛過天空,成了飛鳥抓住雲彩,化成風飛向遠方。693Please respect copyright.PENANAwOKvYX2Too
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就在幾秒前,她微不可察的說了一句再見。693Please respect copyright.PENANA7O6PlnYPOk
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她最後那一句再見不為任何人,只是為了自己而喊。693Please respect copyright.PENANA1IBCAQn0tO
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你說,那些自殺的人是想不開,還是想開了?693Please respect copyright.PENANAHHiDTXbomu
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其實所有生物都渴望著生,懼怕著死亡,這是簡單又最初的本能。693Please respect copyright.PENANAXfMRiTli7K
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然而要多大的絕望才能忘記本能?693Please respect copyright.PENANA9Eve3Vry2n
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我真的覺得去檢討自殺的人很不應該,因為自殺也需要勇氣。693Please respect copyright.PENANA9dEv4nJs0C
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所以到底是她放棄了世界還是世界放棄了她?693Please respect copyright.PENANAHSlTCuqD42
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自殺者不是活不下去而是沒能活下去。693Please respect copyright.PENANAatH8Bzrs9J
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願世界都能被溫柔以待。
這首歌叫“她曾經活過啊”(生きていたんだよな)是一首日文歌,這首歌真的令我有很大的感觸。每次看到新聞有人跳樓死亡或者自殺,我都不禁去想到底這個世界有多可怕才能令一個生命想去了結自己?對於那些自殺的人來說,自殺恐怕是為了能夠從這個可怕的世界中解脫。而那些指責自殺者的人,或許是造成這個世界變得可怕的兇手吧。真的希望世界上每一個人都能被溫柔以待。
以下是歌詞:
二日前このへんで693Please respect copyright.PENANAl6fCoQFmdv
兩天前在這附近693Please respect copyright.PENANAnLbnfw9zvP
飛び降り自殺した人のニュースが流れてきた693Please respect copyright.PENANAkKMxHgpAjH
跳樓自殺的人的新聞被報導出來了
血まみれセーラー693Please respect copyright.PENANAXb5hyZCluV
被血染紅的水手服693Please respect copyright.PENANAvk8knF5YiY
濡れ衣センコー693Please respect copyright.PENANALDFXYU5sV4
被冤枉的老師693Please respect copyright.PENANA5oZFIWSQgS
たちまちここらはネットの餌食693Please respect copyright.PENANADnn4wHhR9l
一眨眼這裡就成了網路的飼料
「危ないですから離れてください」693Please respect copyright.PENANAWgbqL6FviH
「很危險請大家不要靠近」693Please respect copyright.PENANA6KfGNM7YmW
そのセリフが集合の合図なのにな693Please respect copyright.PENANAafMyIEhItB
這台詞分明是要大家集合的暗號啊
馬鹿騒ぎした奴らがアホみたいに撮りまくった693Please respect copyright.PENANAVtm0hO5EEj
騷動大得可笑,這些傢伙們蠢蛋般地狂拍照693Please respect copyright.PENANAAW3cVZJVTW
冷たいアスファルトに流れるあの血の何とも言えない赤さが693Please respect copyright.PENANAXT4AWAlYqW
流淌在冰冷柏油路上那血的無可言喻的赤紅693Please respect copyright.PENANAE0yAbJ59IX
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多美 多美
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我哭了呀693Please respect copyright.PENANACtc99bpweZ
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何にも知らないブラウン管の外側で693Please respect copyright.PENANA1VMfKUQ3n3
在毫不知情的電視映像管之外
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活著活著 你曾活著對吧693Please respect copyright.PENANAU9oVUXaDUn
最後のサヨナラは他の誰でもなく693Please respect copyright.PENANARUMr16bMKy
最後的那聲再見不是對其他任何人693Please respect copyright.PENANA9aVRGCiSgJ
自分に叫んだんだろう693Please respect copyright.PENANAR5ylQ3udUG
而是對自己的吶喊對吧
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證明她曾經活過的紅色血液693Please respect copyright.PENANAa7Bcxd0RRD
何も知らない大人たちに二秒で拭き取られてしまう693Please respect copyright.PENANAsilp8DYQVK
被什麼都不懂的大人們用兩秒就擦掉了693Please respect copyright.PENANANxMjynLapn
立ち入り禁止の黄色いテープ693Please respect copyright.PENANAIMwBYrAIbG
禁止進入的黃色封條693Please respect copyright.PENANAvl4PZW7LuV
「ドラマでしかみたことなーい」693Please respect copyright.PENANAqLPTXZZZNm
「這我只在電視劇裡看過~!」693Please respect copyright.PENANAOrVV21gk6P
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她現在到底在想些什麼呢693Please respect copyright.PENANAH7cSktfEZm
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遠遠地 遠遠地
泣きたくなったんだ693Please respect copyright.PENANACa13iTgk8s
想哭了呀693Please respect copyright.PENANAXnXxYWm4ce
泣きたくなったんだ693Please respect copyright.PENANA4GAMYvWTxh
想哭了呀693Please respect copyright.PENANAzAp42P7JGj
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本該漫長的一天太陽卻要落下了
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生きて生きて生きていたんだよな693Please respect copyright.PENANAEqkAmlpzFy
活著活著 你曾活著的對吧693Please respect copyright.PENANAESegULdIH2
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是不是會忍不住想要消失?
「今ある命を精一杯生きなさい」なんて綺麗事だな693Please respect copyright.PENANAyNxTNWaafH
「要盡全力把握你現在擁有的生命」什麼的真是漂亮話啊693Please respect copyright.PENANAARHoTITJPa
精一杯勇気を振り絞って彼女は空を飛んだ693Please respect copyright.PENANAIlpQnblpDA
盡全力鼓起了勇氣的她向天空飛去了693Please respect copyright.PENANAjXKIMBkBau
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懷抱著希望飛去了
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