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人生苦短——死
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcmJDO4B8J
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP1SPTjl3P
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLvEuAZvUH
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfSxV6HTd3
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeabPJgr5C
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誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxDVIIHXtQ
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6GJLvI1ch
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何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8akgdaAru
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6UMbVJLEY
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抵不住。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLUpwusYnm
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他決定到公園散步。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZm8qoQ6qq
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq9hF7GpPv
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXZan9gieb
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqngNYbKlFk
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudIKCnKFmC
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTdacW5d4Y
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZP0L5KzJM
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他不自已憶起亡妻……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rtmFkJyYv
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MQvjXipb4
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPFD0vcthE
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6f1yO69A6
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1M3X2ipHqE
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SOvEsP16R
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGROJDmcZPL
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「即是何時？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljyM0xaT6P
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「下一個夏天。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwYTD0TaVL
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6nPcjm3jn
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN03mOZQzM4
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq55P84V9D0
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdwe2MjlCR
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAZdBnzaKM
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內心終於安定下來。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3WsZb9VEI
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiN7xi1k41
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「但你的血糖……」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoLgYLiLIW
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdv852a1tg
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyWiwZfq2s
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7McMekDrpa
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兒子送她一根拐杖。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITV45Fy5nT
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnWodHoUN0
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqFcd3DjE3
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vII8JQ3Oy
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmqJ6Gxr6b
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKLwLCiHdO
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ygyF4Ad3V
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsRhuaAi3z
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcw3g1uEHa
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於願足矣。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67hVlsFvOl
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFAAe3I2Bz
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYIUXddOpm
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ25mwMuOq
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總得走下去，不是嗎？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaMrsJlile
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWa9QrsIYJ
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ235PVxfW
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3m9JKQBJNU
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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人生苦短——病541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgHvfgpCub
他在床上徐徐張眼。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlceXzHZ7sX
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAzFoez1sA
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQConalQ4ho
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嗯。醫院。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHKfG5agGy
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNSZNftZqe
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj0OUjfMov
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQYjQcGayO
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhvu3CdBwF
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxyfWBjV7g
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfrS9CVWjy
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「知道。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡup1WwpsrUZ
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv7wSLP9HT
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld6uSbTdxe
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Jwf0LD57A
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bwn0QNsZl
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVysvqOn5Aa
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPEJv4btaz
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「她知道了沒？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4x9gwrEwm
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「不打算告訴她。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTAkOqv4cQ
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OVVHOMVkw
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兒子笑而不語。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6O4qGW8W8
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95ERRsPjaZ
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2yRpfmGYA
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS9j8KmY3E
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolInvWdeGr
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJugg3Ahgo4
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7DqP0h2Mi
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他決定到公園走走。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToaevI4wYJ
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtthLHc1No
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvSXxzmweG
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtRvRWSjvV
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnrPrlJs05
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全場一片默然。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq5ieuvoEt
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwbLXSAYOe
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不要問為何。不要問感受。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQxQsCnE56
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1LgPv5shm
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrbJAaIcbD
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMKxADpMoz
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43FnVmIlUe
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGjUSVn3Ow
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVFpsKiqkx
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbVifeOGVk
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqDhLUcX7Q
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFVvwF96HM
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2s0LeeC6L
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKz8TkeeqT
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx8tMOV0eV
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不復見。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rYg6P4VsZ
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他莫名的被深深憾動。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4VeTRjeB8
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJL4eHOmoj
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeUSJ3GOYS
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「我不怕死。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeixueHMOS
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jamEdbChV
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJGBZ6sBA1
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ206srYM1mS
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「她的叮囑？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoN9RpT7Hf
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVBvs7NIaQ
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsUPKrBnAt
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「她沒這麼說。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheGofHLUuY
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh7WpniaPw
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTIKfWmnqu
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOtxdtvGAC
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTAzjLPv4x
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A4hVAUUJh
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiI2PYpWFh
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgIi7wwPxz
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pM7MFcpwf
「你多活了三年半。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo85iwrizw9
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyDPw2i3MW
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「想繼續吃？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAmz2dOinM
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosUg7FmjNo
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB9DUNwLA9
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf5B2CdDMW
他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93mIZnnmfR
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兒子呢？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIr9JEoSWq
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXqPP61TNj
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啊！記起來了。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9j2pxMcsYg
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhioDTPvZlY
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果然。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfWXUao5Jl
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAaMcjzoYf
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhNHeeVIxZ
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
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死病老生——老541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2I6ndJmGm
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6StAbhqevr
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2KBAh2xO8
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6PvH4nnUB
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若有所失。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GlFsmId8R
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到公園散心吧。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyol1an2V9a
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhCkz0dOrC
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVS8m64yHk
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iiFWR8gPP
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找樹。找到那樹。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEC0Cu9fixC
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq0nw60gja
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8K7s3oF4gO
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FKBOx5lnK
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不願意。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvYXF6k1hk
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想逃。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmojDn68jB
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逃！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NjKsv1gNm
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逃出樹林。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlGHldHZ9l
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彷如隔世。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uFzXgWobU
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOZGKSDOSh
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AlBJEuwoK
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一青年步入警署。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSvKNM6U3N
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「你是誰？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5bvWtuvmy
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「我是你的孫兒。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOrqVDx7QG
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「嗯……」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9JEwHxvCb
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「爺爺，回家吧。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRGtzlp7nk
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「嗯……」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQUpS18HX5
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPF0ORlyJa
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6EJRO2o1H
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是否忘記了甚麼？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI0oaD7mBs
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhEoNkcEo6
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vE644Ti3q
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXuugwZSB6
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlmmvXM18V
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVltSKtr9h
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh72carKGU
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOYovWNqFB
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox0pcGDNdR
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0rySgEgqs
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEWyIecpDA
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgxy1rF9L5
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBVfMOtf13
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ2Pvw2wKz
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCssMx8ruH
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibFFYl6fab
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「不用發愁啊！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOitKnYWxO
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「你知道我在愁甚麼？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2o2pPo5gVd
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「考試成績嘛！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiByw40Ciu
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUHxYEs8Z7
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHrKtDZ92S
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「嗯，我知道了……」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hABq1Oi17
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBbPnRNclu
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結伴走了又一段路。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNlkEhN72W
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17x4ZfTvLb
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95n5XfHVNb
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xXsBO1q2R
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuuaxrtpyh
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU22DRH53q
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「不用發愁啊！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9vDyLJ7PE
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD51B53CPJe
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pYkiRm9ia
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRviwdh3JWV
他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHF7a5MfSB
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZOaVzV0Y4
孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ247nN8mroL
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOSa4vSwh3
沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d6OzaqRkv
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgnyKKlRVL
孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NjQGWwO20
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkL6FokRMX
佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfEQrF8WMQ
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2kh8McP9E
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH7tGHn2Ow
沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T0rlSs4hs
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeVuf6KxOa
幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H2kI4VRun
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztlHASieY7
忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOtmvZq0Kn
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找樹？找不到那樹。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXihab806l
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樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUfsx1Sd4k
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRFpIROLyI
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願意。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgC6T5PhtUp
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjMxQIVbJo
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElBpf6dsdE
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一青年步入醫院。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xbXCsqcUt
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「你是誰？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5FGoVYVeV
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSNf5yGdtC
「我是你的孫兒。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFBCrC3RIA
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMdVSP5HR2
「嗯……」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvD7UvmfAq
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「爺爺，回家吧。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtO5eIXSWHg
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「嗯……」
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGCdz0COQL
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死病老生——生541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSj8Hm7tUBT
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Rlw6xbBIj
他在輪椅上猛然醒來。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVfBOimbmW
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkZDvFfCvn
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xmBP1ZLxj
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmteiiXYVG
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi6jOgEbf8
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnwYWpVn6W
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他沒有吸吮。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaWjevoATI
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauqG3sxXQB
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQIcRaZVTO
罷。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDyc95FJAy
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFgouZ5SoB
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NTbsMwV9Z
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10uoRt5T4s
他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回應。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h9WPlyBLb
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不要緊。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHTGckv9vJ
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyeiGfxYL0
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjyPelgu4R
他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukORVHR9Cd
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嘴角輕揚。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9t68P7RUD
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一。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzB0p8ChZO
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二。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOLoXpuAL7
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三。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhgGpojKfE
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hIEuTGTTj
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf0YmGS325
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要緊的，不再要緊。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjoAtLyF3e
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罷。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2tr2I0A7g
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUywsMQbhn
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ6j7jqdEJ
循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WdJMiYyZJ
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqXFwfPNYs
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPfL9vFTnm
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紅燈。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuoJJNaizf
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32btiLkLej
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQzxVbyema
孫兒彷彿自言自語。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ixtk6oxnG
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綠燈。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKYzijLFCc
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孫兒沒有開步走。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0Ijk6R5EJ
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紅燈。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZiYkxdnQk
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ770A9jSclC
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwlxaSTrgE
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綠燈。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXIKt3rJZX
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPSH7UqgXY
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紅燈。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tcmwM6x1O
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbmPZUZ1jV
「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTq475Hf0Um
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPCiHBEgPd
孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmMKMbZUul
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綠燈。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lFxxFWyqq
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTpXTe8Fa3
「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCWuGKe7I6
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyLTtcf7j8
孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdDRiiu5Az
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK39T4qEiGU
總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VghEAymXn
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這是從他身上學懂的。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviQSDNWkQa
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一生受用。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0eSSSi48m
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXdLgvGXw3
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoz57QH6Km
孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1XU6mqLUA
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6tyMNQ3aT
要緊的，其實不要緊。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRATWYdsDOq
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罷。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabivz3ZDkv
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他被送上安老院專車。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVgti2DC5J
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lunROUBk4
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubRqah8VqA
腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4TuT81WPt
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFyDq8ENim
他被動地遠離昔日一切。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUrWc2tMpk
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要緊的，不再要緊。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUplPlFX2T
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2kqy24dH5
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrJSWS2Gm3
他忘記前塵，沒有執著。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk8cWNE4oj
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uC6zOiChO
有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5cXPAKokZ
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