584Please respect copyright.PENANA1z3JZjjmSv
人生苦短——死
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電視仍然亮著,新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律,悶人又煩人。584Please respect copyright.PENANAC6uiQ8f5qz
584Please respect copyright.PENANAjVBYTl6hEW
他打個呵欠,伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化,借力撐起整個人,避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間,大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度,但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具,一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。584Please respect copyright.PENANAF3z07pfkP7
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人老了,身體差了,動作遲緩了,連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器,尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來,彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。584Please respect copyright.PENANA1vzTUnrYIw
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怎麼辦?可以怎麼辦?吹口哨吧。口吹曲子,耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲,心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。584Please respect copyright.PENANAxith5dbqSb
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張584Please respect copyright.PENANAD9Y2eiLiU3
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誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷584Please respect copyright.PENANAecHmqI3pxV
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長584Please respect copyright.PENANApk3S2nyYNt
584Please respect copyright.PENANAFzxFw3i1Yb
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量584Please respect copyright.PENANAKjGhWeZwuM
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小便後,步出浴室,再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。584Please respect copyright.PENANAi0BnnMyi1U
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抵不住。584Please respect copyright.PENANAo6k3HCTc1O
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他決定到公園散步。584Please respect copyright.PENANA0dz6WMS6cP
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望望手錶,是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。584Please respect copyright.PENANAKbdMDhgRRi
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好福氣的,或是三五成群談天說地,或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的,或是推著購物車奔波買餸,或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。584Please respect copyright.PENANAnajJTQhCQc
584Please respect copyright.PENANAlIN9gufQfS
自己有福氣嗎?托賴。能走能動能講能吃,與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角,卻也沒有特別煩心事。584Please respect copyright.PENANAY9FSdQcYua
584Please respect copyright.PENANAfLhxbH4vf1
他知道自己該要感恩,奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。584Please respect copyright.PENANAyLZWltdLJ4
584Please respect copyright.PENANAOiKJnsTWAR
輕嘆一聲。繼續走。584Please respect copyright.PENANA8c2RWCMVP5
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。584Please respect copyright.PENANAAdoED1YxgV
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他不自已憶起亡妻……584Please respect copyright.PENANAPG2PCiNG3V
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三年前的夏天,她在家跌倒,傷及腿部筋骨,自此總是步履不穩,走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息,不要外出。她明白兒子苦心,奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱,精神越益差勁。584Please respect copyright.PENANAojzj571wIV
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。584Please respect copyright.PENANABH5ZTco9ly
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「我的腿康復不了,是嗎?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAyQSod4XzZy
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「不是。你向來身體強健,這小小傷勢不是大問題。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAgmyMh9m4N4
584Please respect copyright.PENANA2cRqJ9HaY8
「我何時可以痊癒?我想去探望朋友。」584Please respect copyright.PENANASdHAkBrj7w
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「快了、快了。不用著急!」584Please respect copyright.PENANANe944zbJjw
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「即是何時?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAW49hTOFR18
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「下一個夏天。」584Please respect copyright.PENANA1KoSpWjADq
584Please respect copyright.PENANAIMqNJ8EQIX
她幽幽回望,驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。584Please respect copyright.PENANAi6bGZpxzji
584Please respect copyright.PENANAkJWHev2KHr
樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。584Please respect copyright.PENANADAAp0iqYFk
584Please respect copyright.PENANAgeGHwWcmnO
感動,明明眼前只有絕望。584Please respect copyright.PENANAkME9IEepKF
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她的手忽爾不再無力,牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。584Please respect copyright.PENANARs4pE6v4On
584Please respect copyright.PENANAG19gVfSKPK
奇蹟?希望?不。僅是信念,難以言喻的,難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。584Please respect copyright.PENANAibq8ysA4D5
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內心終於安定下來。584Please respect copyright.PENANAVsf3PvA8Ud
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她沒再糾結於健康問題,開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計:「探望朋友前,我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』!」584Please respect copyright.PENANAZJwL0K1vzR
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「但你的血糖……」584Please respect copyright.PENANAOlY1ZBWrOC
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「我向來身體強健,這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」584Please respect copyright.PENANA7hB5CCX7sz
584Please respect copyright.PENANAUoRAzdU9R3
他會心一笑,笑她依舊貪吃如豬。584Please respect copyright.PENANAfvrfpkJKpa
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復,走路時拐得更嚴重。584Please respect copyright.PENANADWCiNnGov8
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兒子送她一根拐杖。584Please respect copyright.PENANA0AjUkMU1aI
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當晚,她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰,因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢,倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。584Please respect copyright.PENANAW3R64roAuN
584Please respect copyright.PENANA7z6roQu1MA
她不知道,整個晚上,丈夫徹夜無眠,眼睜睜望著天花,細聽她的哭聲,細想她的未來。584Please respect copyright.PENANAJhQ24sH2kG
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天亮,兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後,馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛!當然要吃『菠蘿油』!」584Please respect copyright.PENANA4L1IEHTePd
584Please respect copyright.PENANAoFyQccXejk
妻子笑了,連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪,戴上最喜歡的髮夾,塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖,因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他,她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。584Please respect copyright.PENANA3Mi06M339L
584Please respect copyright.PENANAAJfhf5yjtZ
鐵路車站裡,人流如鯽,彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理,繼續保持慢調,只知自己不僅是自己。584Please respect copyright.PENANAYPHELPNoTq
584Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8ybmivNzT
終於來到馳名的冰廳,二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃,亦不是回憶中的味道。584Please respect copyright.PENANAF6I41oLUXg
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不要緊,反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。584Please respect copyright.PENANAKMpymquqZB
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼,不知道,大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。584Please respect copyright.PENANAttRb1q6mxM
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於願足矣。584Please respect copyright.PENANAqy9UbbzykM
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沒過幾天,還未開始探望朋友,她已於睡夢中悄然離世……584Please respect copyright.PENANA7jTiZPf3Qe
584Please respect copyright.PENANAZVJvZJui09
公園裡,樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。584Please respect copyright.PENANAxPgUc9lbHs
584Please respect copyright.PENANAtu7AdWGgzA
他不動聲息,藏起思念,繼續開步走。584Please respect copyright.PENANAHKFmqBNeVd
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總得走下去,不是嗎?584Please respect copyright.PENANAc8rGpkczGO
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。584Please respect copyright.PENANADJXIUwciN6
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走到涼亭,看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。584Please respect copyright.PENANA3dv43sdWkv
584Please respect copyright.PENANAxfG0Jt5EKC
棋局中,事事分明,步步無情。584Please respect copyright.PENANA3DkzNNfGPA
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他專注觀賽,全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
584Please respect copyright.PENANAZzKFDunJTi
人生苦短——病584Please respect copyright.PENANAHzNOgp8et7
他在床上徐徐張眼。584Please respect copyright.PENANALdiT8cna6f
584Please respect copyright.PENANAuC6DbGBIVo
床褥太軟,腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。584Please respect copyright.PENANAjO3aqTNb7r
584Please respect copyright.PENANAxiPHwA77ql
暈眩冉退,目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者,他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。584Please respect copyright.PENANAHXe6hbyevq
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嗯。醫院。584Please respect copyright.PENANAu7tcIJvEjg
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接受醫生的檢查,證實無恙後,獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄,已通知兒子和媳婦,只待他們前來接送。584Please respect copyright.PENANAsgIhUmZ9U5
584Please respect copyright.PENANArNMGIBl0dr
醫生離開後,護士也去忙別的。584Please respect copyright.PENANAAHPwnXqUoW
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他呆坐床上,默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回,感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀,總得要到醫院走幾趟,實屬平常不過的事情,對吧?584Please respect copyright.PENANAUNmvKwoymk
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如他所料,兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。584Please respect copyright.PENANA4L50os1sLk
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱,熱昏了。」584Please respect copyright.PENANATjPgGKRvXA
584Please respect copyright.PENANA1ddHagAUFa
「那就多待在家裡避暑,不要外出四處走動。」584Please respect copyright.PENANARhxe7D2K6G
584Please respect copyright.PENANAs3uLl0yR7X
「知道。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAJgL4wRWxFu
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院,在街邊截下的士,直驅住所。584Please respect copyright.PENANADb68a5Bpwl
584Please respect copyright.PENANAVIRuDNw1xY
車廂裡,二人不發一言,各自對著窗外景物發愣。584Please respect copyright.PENANATD66RRujXj
584Please respect copyright.PENANAOWjFZth3HS
沒有怨氣或鬱結,只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。584Please respect copyright.PENANADSQKtCUx78
584Please respect copyright.PENANAPT8JotpIA3
黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。584Please respect copyright.PENANAbJESatsSVB
584Please respect copyright.PENANApUwvDrEDCo
兒子倏忽開口,神色惘然。584Please respect copyright.PENANAgYacyUhc6a
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「我有末期肝癌,剩半年壽命。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAbVrikYFQoV
584Please respect copyright.PENANAfLXX1UTAGD
「她知道了沒?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAuHD9FIOzE5
584Please respect copyright.PENANAiaDiqTXZX5
「不打算告訴她。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAjXXB1MZnED
584Please respect copyright.PENANAh4yZ4gITz7
「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAxzIMYlHBSe
584Please respect copyright.PENANAHFU0enIRmD
兒子笑而不語。584Please respect copyright.PENANAlcwGity6d2
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他愣住片刻,良久才道:「明白。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAsiBTdG7XfD
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊,以示感謝。584Please respect copyright.PENANAe6lGNMF2Ph
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲,逕自到浴室洗澡去。584Please respect copyright.PENANASRfrbel6ak
584Please respect copyright.PENANAeVmrusQjru
蒸氣瀰漫,看得見,抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始,也抓不著終結。584Please respect copyright.PENANAQOUWQ7w4sT
584Please respect copyright.PENANAxGqZdMWCvg
沒選擇的情況下被生產下來,沒能選擇長大與否,沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛,沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死,全是沒能選擇的。584Please respect copyright.PENANAipDG44mQ3Z
584Please respect copyright.PENANAWhbohXWkNM
翌日,兒子和媳婦如常上班,孫兒如常上學,家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。584Please respect copyright.PENANAp6iLVQuWpz
584Please respect copyright.PENANAZlPg6O2Yb7
他決定到公園走走。584Please respect copyright.PENANAdhFrqktKaV
584Please respect copyright.PENANAPh6uaVDcwp
樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。584Please respect copyright.PENANAlso8vjWn4S
584Please respect copyright.PENANAtUG4HYxWuw
此樹是否去年那樹?此鳥是否去年那鳥?此蟲是否去年那蟲?要緊,不要緊。在意,沒能在意。584Please respect copyright.PENANADavIz23rsu
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幽幽踏步,皆因內心焦躁。584Please respect copyright.PENANAjQO758Klre
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來到涼亭,棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他,感到難過。他認為無論難過與否,該死的時候總得要死。584Please respect copyright.PENANANSDnAUxNrM
584Please respect copyright.PENANAQXw376QcBZ
全場一片默然。584Please respect copyright.PENANANM7Ns81TtJ
584Please respect copyright.PENANAs7ucWyZ4Rb
聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。584Please respect copyright.PENANAeIr9LnwhkU
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不要問為何。不要問感受。584Please respect copyright.PENANAVmz0PU2MSZ
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。584Please respect copyright.PENANASvcMNrRCQb
584Please respect copyright.PENANAoBJfjCMJtF
正午,他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午,孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦,他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間,一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上,被匆匆推送入急症室深處。584Please respect copyright.PENANABvAnylVRSp
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。584Please respect copyright.PENANAt0leMVIZYH
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站,然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久,醫生步出急症室,宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。584Please respect copyright.PENANAlcy06eI5Sd
584Please respect copyright.PENANANdEUTp0M1c
他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。584Please respect copyright.PENANAMkWMIfcd4q
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然,皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。584Please respect copyright.PENANAhqLzrpdfT3
584Please respect copyright.PENANAHg0B5Tbb3W
「爺爺,很熱啊!」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。584Please respect copyright.PENANA8Wv7ZL4U3v
584Please respect copyright.PENANAGVcAyae8SV
「嗯。」對於眼前一切,他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。584Please respect copyright.PENANAO1ZY9W1cJ8
584Please respect copyright.PENANAh9ypPvChSB
晚餐後,兒子在露台抽菸,媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子,五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟,此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。584Please respect copyright.PENANA8VA6pySfsU
584Please respect copyright.PENANAreYenbW5lJ
跳跳跳,有節奏地跳個不停,像心臟。584Please respect copyright.PENANABuKc61jBDq
584Please respect copyright.PENANAuEHHI3MSxw
心臟停止跳動當刻,棋友有何感受?掛念未完的棋局?掛念急症室外的男女親友?584Please respect copyright.PENANAzqwAKZF5qe
584Please respect copyright.PENANAcXn1Pdaaeh
他的目光不期然落瞄向露台,看著兒子呼出個個煙圈,圈圈復圈圈,冉升消散不復見。584Please respect copyright.PENANA0HnRKqgSgZ
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不復見。584Please respect copyright.PENANAYPuzudpkSU
584Please respect copyright.PENANA1pzuDHFT1V
他莫名的被深深憾動。584Please respect copyright.PENANAtGqRYnBh39
584Please respect copyright.PENANA5OhkdYhMbV
走到兒子身邊,告知棋友的死訊。584Please respect copyright.PENANA9jgABJhgCb
584Please respect copyright.PENANAFXjuwWFWw8
毋須明言,兒子已猜測到他的用意。584Please respect copyright.PENANARSM8EmDlui
584Please respect copyright.PENANAogDksKniIM
「我不怕死。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAEeEjVrEOS9
584Please respect copyright.PENANAJXwZJVqXtG
「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕,只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」584Please respect copyright.PENANA9ggLi33U9a
584Please respect copyright.PENANA1wWea5YBfy
「你有沒有想要完成的事?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAArE7vcd1H4
584Please respect copyright.PENANAEYX3uIiMeV
「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」584Please respect copyright.PENANASDBfGQSOJ7
584Please respect copyright.PENANA0OGM0RDzcA
「她的叮囑?」584Please respect copyright.PENANA5vP1CbeRX5
584Please respect copyright.PENANALdnOfO4Dia
「不。她離開得太突然,我沒機會問她,只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」584Please respect copyright.PENANA8uOl1D4mhB
584Please respect copyright.PENANAOOLs5vRWDY
「別傻!她不願看見你耿耿於懷!」584Please respect copyright.PENANACMr44F7nDY
584Please respect copyright.PENANAz7wd9TVlDi
「她沒這麼說。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAU6XvNEcrPe
584Please respect copyright.PENANAakpazcTq2D
兒子苦笑,笑他彆扭。584Please respect copyright.PENANAThuklQ6MkG
584Please respect copyright.PENANAdRFUiSTlVC
再次不了了之?他以為是,直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。584Please respect copyright.PENANAwTijbIy9Am
584Please respect copyright.PENANA0NSqpF8U8C
無論大家怎樣勸說,兒子依然不願接受治療,堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。584Please respect copyright.PENANA7I0NdQAQnU
584Please respect copyright.PENANATJYcHlVupA
半年後,兒子沒死去。一年後,兒子仍活著。三年半後,兒子依然沒斷氣。584Please respect copyright.PENANA3CWykhAQ0a
584Please respect copyright.PENANAk8ASBoUabm
問何解。醫生說原因不明,但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。584Please respect copyright.PENANA5xX0aa4eCe
584Please respect copyright.PENANAerg7aH8lnU
離開醫院、歸家路上,兒子和他拐到公園散步去。584Please respect copyright.PENANAAIJOmnfDEL
584Please respect copyright.PENANA62up9RmfHu
樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。584Please respect copyright.PENANAFoT9MtCZZh
584Please respect copyright.PENANAy8Kc3NsDIO
「你多活了三年半。」584Please respect copyright.PENANACEz2zjPrdB
584Please respect copyright.PENANAMEUDDiNOj5
「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」584Please respect copyright.PENANA1OAFBRTTSo
584Please respect copyright.PENANA4t7o0u8rHl
「想繼續吃?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAQBieOhibvt
584Please respect copyright.PENANA9iMATXV9lj
「是。期待下一個夏天。」584Please respect copyright.PENANADyrpruYG9T
584Please respect copyright.PENANA1wDolY7UTB
兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒,希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子,在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後,才重回職場繼續拼搏。584Please respect copyright.PENANA4PPc2J1ASa
584Please respect copyright.PENANA9yPgZFGeGJ
他為兒子衷心高興著,亦感謝上蒼的好生之德,沒有帶走……584Please respect copyright.PENANAm3x7AatdCV
584Please respect copyright.PENANAC7tsJXE2Bk
兒子呢?584Please respect copyright.PENANAJcKHBgsMef
584Please respect copyright.PENANA6GCckdVdeC
悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。584Please respect copyright.PENANAq2Tr1sCWAw
584Please respect copyright.PENANA5rdC7ST3qG
啊!記起來了。584Please respect copyright.PENANAtGHd1ChFlH
584Please respect copyright.PENANAccerDfPxlC
兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外,下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊,沒能重回職場,沒能享受期待已久的夏日。584Please respect copyright.PENANAqxSuoAP2nj
584Please respect copyright.PENANAoAFkkxJVeP
果然。584Please respect copyright.PENANAXPgcIqSyCs
584Please respect copyright.PENANACM6r6bjxx0
不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。584Please respect copyright.PENANADvWY1hx9QR
584Please respect copyright.PENANAwCjQkUIB8t
婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中,他繼續走。584Please respect copyright.PENANAxXCz3GolIB
584Please respect copyright.PENANAlFj4zfDuq7
幽幽踏步慢慢走。
584Please respect copyright.PENANAd3kCi3HY9X
死病老生——老584Please respect copyright.PENANA5tVIeibTkh
584Please respect copyright.PENANAej7H9ppd6S
他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。584Please respect copyright.PENANAFSRRW9LRAj
584Please respect copyright.PENANAbpaNWSSwen
望望掛鐘,七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。584Please respect copyright.PENANAdDK5ah67D9
584Please respect copyright.PENANAmSpWO1IzGb
輕敲孫兒房門,不聞回應。推門內進,不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊,掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再,五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子,不需要他的照顧。584Please respect copyright.PENANAgYDwMFvR7P
584Please respect copyright.PENANA6d6BOaJJCO
若有所失。584Please respect copyright.PENANAai7LnIFY0C
584Please respect copyright.PENANAGxtRs4020C
到公園散心吧。584Please respect copyright.PENANAiI19bySng4
584Please respect copyright.PENANAsknWAE5rWF
公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。584Please respect copyright.PENANAoFDqpfW088
584Please respect copyright.PENANAFhFhR7GLeU
憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中,憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭,憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。584Please respect copyright.PENANAqhB8EPjUfS
584Please respect copyright.PENANAToGcY0oteo
離開緩步徑,闖入樹林。584Please respect copyright.PENANADvD1d431LK
584Please respect copyright.PENANA0ty8ysEL11
找樹。找到那樹。584Please respect copyright.PENANAdeR69f4Fim
584Please respect copyright.PENANAHkdAuBvITt
不,不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯,刻記模糊難辨。584Please respect copyright.PENANAj9ui6vOEw5
584Please respect copyright.PENANAwNw7kVJyV9
此樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。584Please respect copyright.PENANA018Ej8sFXz
584Please respect copyright.PENANAI4jLznRAuN
長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。584Please respect copyright.PENANA9PLQgbfdPB
584Please respect copyright.PENANAo0HmIFDjEt
不願意。584Please respect copyright.PENANAnz56nuJgMA
584Please respect copyright.PENANAuu6jfXXBGk
想逃。584Please respect copyright.PENANAeHhyyR271E
584Please respect copyright.PENANAOAUInvNmI1
逃!584Please respect copyright.PENANAmY2XrpAFMQ
584Please respect copyright.PENANAZV1SQzjV4C
逃出樹林。584Please respect copyright.PENANAyTORh5XMNR
584Please respect copyright.PENANAc8WveGHS1e
彷如隔世。584Please respect copyright.PENANAFOkeDIat8g
584Please respect copyright.PENANAA29qx1QVOD
陽光刺眼,氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。584Please respect copyright.PENANAN0VA33b9m4
584Please respect copyright.PENANAGVOHjbAeH2
倏忽忘了路,忘了如何走下去……584Please respect copyright.PENANAXt7zfMMYuq
584Please respect copyright.PENANAc8gjZPJUZr
一青年步入警署。584Please respect copyright.PENANAJcNK05ytbd
584Please respect copyright.PENANA5jwV9ImdZF
「你是誰?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAj1S7Nk520q
584Please respect copyright.PENANAltRCQ7lsqA
「我是你的孫兒。」584Please respect copyright.PENANA5v0pXBqDBe
584Please respect copyright.PENANApeHBdN0b0M
「嗯……」584Please respect copyright.PENANASMN1mkREH6
584Please respect copyright.PENANAKQ0E8dJ8PW
「爺爺,回家吧。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAJazVUrCpWI
584Please respect copyright.PENANA9SLwNygu8e
「嗯……」584Please respect copyright.PENANAkE61bWHRpv
584Please respect copyright.PENANAfp1nJhYuWW
家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著,天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著,孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。584Please respect copyright.PENANAcgcwt537tY
584Please respect copyright.PENANAqRZfzUNUg8
一切近在眼前,卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的,竟顯得如此接近。584Please respect copyright.PENANAzyH0aADHkz
584Please respect copyright.PENANAQc0xiOrkyJ
是否忘記了甚麼?584Please respect copyright.PENANAc7ynPEkzbO
584Please respect copyright.PENANAEKauBqEjfo
目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐?584Please respect copyright.PENANAof7ngLBT6u
584Please respect copyright.PENANAsU3ZhfjqJ4
輕敲主人房房門,不聞回應。欲推門內進,卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎?584Please respect copyright.PENANAhse3Vo6HOr
584Please respect copyright.PENANAD4OQeQykX7
激動。拍拍拍,踢踢踢,吵吵吵。584Please respect copyright.PENANAlXjhq9Ds9t
584Please respect copyright.PENANAR61mYk4kT6
「快開門!我要跟你聊天!快開門!來!快開門!」584Please respect copyright.PENANAX58wwTUTOy
584Please respect copyright.PENANABMPNF1skby
孫兒應聲衝出廚房,上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受,硬生生吃痛。584Please respect copyright.PENANACwakzLndwD
584Please respect copyright.PENANA3cIGrL5J06
「爸爸不在房間裡。」584Please respect copyright.PENANA3QgoR8jEzt
584Please respect copyright.PENANAfyruRYF2IM
「你騙我!他一定在裡面!」584Please respect copyright.PENANAj0HdNG6jic
584Please respect copyright.PENANAZSed2ZIDZ8
「爺爺,你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班,還在公司。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAitLgAq9JXj
584Please respect copyright.PENANAdxexxBNRtG
未下班?在公司?他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……584Please respect copyright.PENANAd4V5VyxIZe
584Please respect copyright.PENANAnd4KbCyvST
見他愣住,孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力:「爺爺,不如一起到公園散步。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAxL38xChyxX
584Please respect copyright.PENANAYwiORKXQDt
公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。584Please respect copyright.PENANAbP2p9dAcAO
584Please respect copyright.PENANA1BljCoSL5W
他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲,孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧,那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……584Please respect copyright.PENANACgywGweLLX
584Please respect copyright.PENANA4Lout527YF
爸爸癱瘓後,媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來,乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去,離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情,一直鬱鬱寡歡。584Please respect copyright.PENANAJaCO4J5x8J
584Please respect copyright.PENANAjPqN7ZQjWJ
某個深夜,忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探,驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩,冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂,臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散,卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……584Please respect copyright.PENANApiiB61LbXi
584Please respect copyright.PENANAA909jh7Yyq
他輕拍孫兒肩膀。584Please respect copyright.PENANAWi7WPaiajh
584Please respect copyright.PENANAnGt9hJJXSV
「不用發愁啊!」584Please respect copyright.PENANAaWjaq6Bp1m
584Please respect copyright.PENANAE67BN7r8oK
「你知道我在愁甚麼?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAzZae8YedgO
584Please respect copyright.PENANA7AQttInkjU
「考試成績嘛!」584Please respect copyright.PENANAEgpy7KM2wI
584Please respect copyright.PENANAWmllSFQDs1
「對!我就是擔心考試成績!」584Please respect copyright.PENANAE6WacHCbVP
584Please respect copyright.PENANAn0Sj4Abn0r
「傻孩子!考試只是人生的一小部份,毋須將成績看得過份重要!」584Please respect copyright.PENANAUy1H2I75NA
584Please respect copyright.PENANA2LXMnac9SV
「嗯,我知道了……」584Please respect copyright.PENANA41OEobZojI
584Please respect copyright.PENANAJfH5Szs5Q5
孫兒唯唯諾諾,以假笑作結。584Please respect copyright.PENANAQvwhMqNcBe
584Please respect copyright.PENANAuMk7aaZHpC
結伴走了又一段路。584Please respect copyright.PENANAM1p02LtbiN
584Please respect copyright.PENANAnh32bLbzLV
他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子,也像曾經的他。584Please respect copyright.PENANAP92VyVw9az
584Please respect copyright.PENANA5lnJfB1yYi
憶起關於兒子的一切,憶起關於自己的一切。584Please respect copyright.PENANAvaeSNewh0c
584Please respect copyright.PENANA8m23yGeUFp
希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去,活得比兒子好,活得比他好。584Please respect copyright.PENANAj1TECDwHcB
584Please respect copyright.PENANAv6q6YFLdNi
絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤,留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。584Please respect copyright.PENANAitlTkgpynU
584Please respect copyright.PENANA79LDs2zN6b
他輕拍孫兒肩膀。584Please respect copyright.PENANAMDS0KHyknD
584Please respect copyright.PENANAXl08MIBLb1
「不用發愁啊!」584Please respect copyright.PENANASvCofuot2g
584Please respect copyright.PENANAlrDV6UyCX9
「爺爺放心!考試而已,難不倒我!」584Please respect copyright.PENANApiks9vPOKd
584Please respect copyright.PENANAB3qhh4kJaC
「對於考試也好、爺爺也好,如果你累了,就乾脆放下吧!」584Please respect copyright.PENANACHU0s8F1Sy
584Please respect copyright.PENANARSMlXk0r81
他淡然一笑,笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。584Please respect copyright.PENANAYTFnWhP0kC
584Please respect copyright.PENANAisIOguKPbV
孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻?584Please respect copyright.PENANANK8GuE8ayq
584Please respect copyright.PENANApK2HZKm6n7
沒待孫兒辨清真假,他已然幽幽踏步開步走。584Please respect copyright.PENANADjatqrETNy
584Please respect copyright.PENANAcUWpqYf2mh
孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上,但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。584Please respect copyright.PENANAemp9npo8t9
584Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1JTr5LeOH
佝僂身影幽幽遠去,沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。584Please respect copyright.PENANALNXFadWaKv
584Please respect copyright.PENANAc5UMvJWjmO
鳥繼續叫,蟲繼續鳴,不過往後的夏天從此走了調。584Please respect copyright.PENANAOkwqGGvZ0k
584Please respect copyright.PENANAgdnq1dtqeC
沒有在意的人,沒有在意自己的人,無論願意不願意。584Please respect copyright.PENANAKdSfZ2D8In
584Please respect copyright.PENANAiRr6qEuYZM
幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多,慢慢忘記很多。584Please respect copyright.PENANAdzBWHJJE8V
584Please respect copyright.PENANAnr7RxrEVBR
忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。584Please respect copyright.PENANA3f599I1Lqk
584Please respect copyright.PENANAy0p7aUlkHP
找樹?找不到那樹。584Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6Cc8N1uZ6
584Please respect copyright.PENANABuIeiK5E3G
樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。584Please respect copyright.PENANA5E2tfx34fQ
584Please respect copyright.PENANAWwtmYTZnrd
長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。584Please respect copyright.PENANASNJi35EBmX
584Please respect copyright.PENANAiyYklaXCqP
願意。584Please respect copyright.PENANAxPNBCX6yiW
584Please respect copyright.PENANAA7mycJvjjd
無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。584Please respect copyright.PENANA0LVLxUJhxU
584Please respect copyright.PENANAyfn7yNJqXx
身累,心累。就此停下來,可以嗎……584Please respect copyright.PENANA3kDLwlPK3x
584Please respect copyright.PENANA2JwxXBvTKt
一青年步入醫院。584Please respect copyright.PENANA3uJtDa50og
584Please respect copyright.PENANAy5CXQVVx7c
「你是誰?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAHKwYYItRQU
584Please respect copyright.PENANARHyucJwT7B
「我是你的孫兒。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAZpRKNxKBxf
584Please respect copyright.PENANApgCUBnjISu
「嗯……」584Please respect copyright.PENANATwAtsodKt2
584Please respect copyright.PENANAQHtRiFD9ff
「爺爺,回家吧。」584Please respect copyright.PENANA3agTkSXsUr
584Please respect copyright.PENANALV0aBYH0Wp
「嗯……」
584Please respect copyright.PENANAUySacpuoy4
584Please respect copyright.PENANAJQzvpRcCR7
死病老生——生584Please respect copyright.PENANAGMiEny9RME
584Please respect copyright.PENANAq2CsVmMMRq
他在輪椅上猛然醒來。584Please respect copyright.PENANA6tbxDjfnnI
584Please respect copyright.PENANAY5MQPMCMe5
樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。584Please respect copyright.PENANA1K1j5RVgBc
584Please respect copyright.PENANAwJbrwdkHTq
爺孫二人身處公園大道上。584Please respect copyright.PENANA20jJ0AMXVE
584Please respect copyright.PENANADqPHOP8XJc
「口渴嗎?來,喝些許清水吧!」584Please respect copyright.PENANAm1kCE7vROU
584Please respect copyright.PENANAMbW5XiGMDz
孫兒停步,從背囊掏出保溫水壺,欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。584Please respect copyright.PENANAGL4tKeHBJ2
584Please respect copyright.PENANAlJ8glfF8LJ
他沒有吸吮。584Please respect copyright.PENANAESOB9aqlrF
584Please respect copyright.PENANAi6h5SDhSAV
孫兒保持這姿勢好一會,惟見他沒反應,也只好收起水壺。584Please respect copyright.PENANAufHr6QxEj9
584Please respect copyright.PENANAHQOEupHBbU
罷。584Please respect copyright.PENANAPqF5Q8NHxn
584Please respect copyright.PENANAq4wEV5iPtv
樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。584Please respect copyright.PENANAn43fYWqde2
584Please respect copyright.PENANAUyYqNgLWFa
他覺得這地方很眼熟,卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回應。584Please respect copyright.PENANACp4FpMHOol
584Please respect copyright.PENANALaD0DpXHxL
不要緊。584Please respect copyright.PENANAxQGb1hIymD
584Please respect copyright.PENANAXRIhOMmB4d
反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老,才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。584Please respect copyright.PENANAgCylyVUVGF
584Please respect copyright.PENANA850DQhECsJ
他仍是那個身體健康的他,每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃,尤愛「菠蘿油」,於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩,深信「一分耕耘,一分收穫」,於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪,自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。584Please respect copyright.PENANAvCqyueQ9ez
584Please respect copyright.PENANAK7bJSgEsZc
嘴角輕揚。584Please respect copyright.PENANAj11VKpGDnO
584Please respect copyright.PENANAtH5ro4jVXY
一。584Please respect copyright.PENANAwjAzPMETOX
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二。584Please respect copyright.PENANAYujNUCJIs8
584Please respect copyright.PENANA71qYlzpyVV
三。584Please respect copyright.PENANAQddKo8gGPe
584Please respect copyright.PENANA9y7TBqey5v
那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。584Please respect copyright.PENANAemgr6GflUG
584Please respect copyright.PENANAE7y1e3ymXS
三秒後,他忘記了前三秒的快樂,正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。584Please respect copyright.PENANARuNwwN7nl0
584Please respect copyright.PENANA3VlA5im8EN
要緊的,不再要緊。584Please respect copyright.PENANAHAr03FVBnA
584Please respect copyright.PENANA8eKpfcqnCr
罷。584Please respect copyright.PENANAZQ31MgABxD
584Please respect copyright.PENANAKLm3oLeNlJ
樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。584Please respect copyright.PENANAw59vKAyMWP
584Please respect copyright.PENANALQlzc2OAuV
循著鳥蟲之聲,他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。584Please respect copyright.PENANAIfD5LSGPva
584Please respect copyright.PENANAaoumVjZPBJ
輪椅一直前進,映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。584Please respect copyright.PENANABOVsM8WGvv
584Please respect copyright.PENANAgALgLipEoa
在最後的最後,他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。584Please respect copyright.PENANA62oLtVw8mb
584Please respect copyright.PENANAtduVwEBGBA
紅燈。584Please respect copyright.PENANAgn3bHcl2Zj
584Please respect copyright.PENANAtTa3BdoaRB
「爺爺,這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAQyhGNuIY8R
584Please respect copyright.PENANABSHT9jCAxU
孫兒彷彿自言自語。584Please respect copyright.PENANAoGEGl6uo90
584Please respect copyright.PENANAED4Mq2YUpn
綠燈。584Please respect copyright.PENANAjpMxPEasow
584Please respect copyright.PENANAT9JTfcD6V3
孫兒沒有開步走。584Please respect copyright.PENANAYNJV5BKBN6
584Please respect copyright.PENANA3WCkYGC9c9
紅燈。584Please respect copyright.PENANAm9UgWniBW6
584Please respect copyright.PENANAOk9tXxZ4dU
「爺爺,我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」584Please respect copyright.PENANA6W6UJuagkN
584Please respect copyright.PENANAOUcSvM0p5V
孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。584Please respect copyright.PENANA9jibYWqvDY
584Please respect copyright.PENANAVfBydpGBrn
綠燈。584Please respect copyright.PENANAqbHM3bTZuO
584Please respect copyright.PENANAprEtdB1Tj4
孫兒仍然沒有開步走。584Please respect copyright.PENANARDyZ0A2CWP
584Please respect copyright.PENANADYqokrvkJm
紅燈。584Please respect copyright.PENANAVj8IhgH4jr
584Please respect copyright.PENANAdzJhu1dZgh
「爺爺,你會怪責我嗎?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAerRkFP90KH
584Please respect copyright.PENANAMi8lIrZJDf
孫兒問空氣,縱使知道空氣沒能回應。584Please respect copyright.PENANAJZZ2c82GKm
584Please respect copyright.PENANA1baWlAKE1s
綠燈。584Please respect copyright.PENANAt6UqjB5rjV
584Please respect copyright.PENANAegwW3wUWDs
「爺爺,放心。我會努力繼續走。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAqozJSyjXM6
584Please respect copyright.PENANAOWW2xQSSUe
孫兒抿抿雙唇,藏起憂思,推著輪椅開步走。584Please respect copyright.PENANARddayQiMJm
584Please respect copyright.PENANAHLoz8Y5qMU
總得走下去,不是嗎?不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。584Please respect copyright.PENANAmWMfA8n7RQ
584Please respect copyright.PENANARU6SW0VbNK
這是從他身上學懂的。584Please respect copyright.PENANAKGB7VbH5OT
584Please respect copyright.PENANARSUj9mYkRK
一生受用。584Please respect copyright.PENANAwUBORaAnlp
584Please respect copyright.PENANAWjPdeGvTui
「爺爺,謝謝你。」584Please respect copyright.PENANADqHjY4YVc6
584Please respect copyright.PENANABLcnCUk0vY
孫兒的話猶如耳邊風,進不了他的耳,到不了他的心。584Please respect copyright.PENANAx2sz4ChU1P
584Please respect copyright.PENANA1CGP6exuFY
要緊的,其實不要緊。584Please respect copyright.PENANAUzZQ8UG42p
584Please respect copyright.PENANAEgV44u1hCz
罷。584Please respect copyright.PENANAl5VnrkxbqI
584Please respect copyright.PENANA8eChXpUqbd
他被送上安老院專車。584Please respect copyright.PENANAhq5ydFBWDZ
584Please respect copyright.PENANAN8TvQ1m8z0
車窗外,無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。584Please respect copyright.PENANAkMNSBwQUJq
584Please respect copyright.PENANAUBJxU2w09I
腦海裡,無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。584Please respect copyright.PENANAyagKVrqQNP
584Please respect copyright.PENANA5iseCtg35D
他被動地遠離昔日一切。584Please respect copyright.PENANAhgSGM9nOXl
584Please respect copyright.PENANAWmPRXVPgwE
要緊的,不再要緊。584Please respect copyright.PENANA0TLxm7HOFG
584Please respect copyright.PENANAXX6817lQqg
他克盡己任,沒有遺憾。584Please respect copyright.PENANAyUw57EtPv8
584Please respect copyright.PENANAMNuynHiwtI
他忘記前塵,沒有執著。584Please respect copyright.PENANAseIGn6OblY
584Please respect copyright.PENANAiyH8IZlV1v
有如被踐踏的梳化,有如被點燃的香菸,有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。584Please respect copyright.PENANAthERILWiVt
584Please respect copyright.PENANApuyOIxwrYR
毫不在意未來的每個夏日。