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人生苦短——死
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZRID1tCPE
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrTACCenSK
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGJC2jpuoK
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9lBCoexwn
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtCzYEWAC8
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誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZfIRnAIIE
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FtuRBJF98
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何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmBov8qEn9
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEcwE0QmRe
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抵不住。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IVKzZ9dbe
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他決定到公園散步。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHiaHPjb66
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2dAyicZ55
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3G8urTEHd
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEPQ5ZPb1d
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm1EHWHiUu
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7f2Fl9vhh
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeh2URlsjKd
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他不自已憶起亡妻……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzfr2pfWCN
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8TD4W74dB
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80FKlvjeBi
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei2Ry5YANC
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAASg0Sws9
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrweOVWhTn
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmzCL7sNMd
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「即是何時？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEVfgDF5PP
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「下一個夏天。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUZ1VsArFq
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gDwtgRlpy
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6NPkkU5P1
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgojDhJI8d
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGLqSlpxno
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TgRJb7CS0
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內心終於安定下來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnq9Rr9TQG
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdtM4hS1SL
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「但你的血糖……」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMRc9LyhGD
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwfZvsgQam
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgnMitIrYL
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHWeI98rX9
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兒子送她一根拐杖。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdwCySq4yI
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGangGECsp7
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzQcmCOOCy
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViFKa5nsJh
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12X2VCa0L8
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjKS9Ez7ER
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhXHk24UXs
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEnJtFw31i
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeclJ9Wcr4r
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於願足矣。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xIpwenuUw
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJIsyqJa99
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2073ViHVRA
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8VsPVvM3s
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總得走下去，不是嗎？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC6wlvbZJa
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkL1mFEW5n
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9jCpoer9u
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZwZkZB9MD
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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人生苦短——病583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYvrhWYwJl
他在床上徐徐張眼。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc3JygoxUg
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6t9yP0wst
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwhzFQoHIw
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嗯。醫院。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ347trGwG4l
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxbWafrQVg
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxa1Lpyzlx
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarpfxn5yKU
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJS7UD6A5V
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FAFFX8HSo
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2qYsRC9n5
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「知道。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoswUQTxUH
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ8mk42ND1
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqFeKqgE05
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZox2vUjgnB
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Igiragunk
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUICh0xJNHe
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ707MebMS
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「她知道了沒？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rsMBThHgJ
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「不打算告訴她。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr3XFVO1zf
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1JFbKBEEO
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兒子笑而不語。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMftxIshsVz
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWwkrZXkK3
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCDIIiV7ms
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7uD2UyLxR
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46PjRU7Q9H
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfo9wXdHaT
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNwTYXyEbp
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他決定到公園走走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawG7mAuyiN
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuB2UlZ2d1
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHtXfH3dO8
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFmorjTdhR
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd99Euu5SVK
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全場一片默然。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkABQClEIp7
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKSAJhrwOp
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不要問為何。不要問感受。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjQQ6F4dOu
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhyJR8WomD
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPP7P1BL6GO
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsnSi5qPTQ
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQrpbQwhA4
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNjcf6WWY0
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9peo6r1Iv
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNX8qDOgut
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjIC7CTDJi
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBxzjMW8Y6
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaYR776AWx
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gNCTMKzT2
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG7cHH7qMD
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不復見。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65BOF0Z1oq
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他莫名的被深深憾動。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsCoyTVAjq
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRzagWw1V1
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLo0WjXLjL
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「我不怕死。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNM7gLzk9U
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZfxPIBqRB
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzekdaNRDV
「你有沒有想要完成的事？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKKRwkmE2O
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO74aJKWqIO
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sTN4KbScQ
「她的叮囑？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjynqbW6mId
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbrUOPWjDq
「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoSl7OTKwM
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmkka85MG8
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「她沒這麼說。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RXFOXae3T
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg3xMDCRT6
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtiOgdfgNS
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2nJiNBT2Z
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfcd9lA5nZ
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGFVjmy93Y
問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGdjn6XbgI
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPy1JLbMXI
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UhC75e5IA
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL3OwCuokr
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PwxaX9Ssb
「你多活了三年半。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkCM2qUBl5
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxClWg1a4fC
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「想繼續吃？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj6dhHzzdq
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUDhnZ3Q8G
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAK7rAOBFF
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjsCvPqY6y
他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3f6To08gf
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兒子呢？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSdbglMkps
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UwYD0GD66
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啊！記起來了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MOKvmAlJD
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBa8fCabCn
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果然。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPRl4niHh2
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BblOADS32
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RnuAIT4aC
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
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死病老生——老583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp7vEKMPKc
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuG4GQshvD
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy5ZO2PF14
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAoovW1ri6
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若有所失。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJddsdHS7Ii
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到公園散心吧。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIdaMRbGpV
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ063bHIWRla
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwHvKG86RG
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P48Wy80JX
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找樹。找到那樹。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOgw9Cn8JL
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsoxouQdxZ
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡov2gQ6QSaM
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbcAG84fPc
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不願意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xOKRE3OFf
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想逃。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vz74hgnUl
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逃！583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrdt0tH8E4
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逃出樹林。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriOhmMe6P5
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彷如隔世。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoSI1MwZyv
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM17jU1Ps1
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw74i6H5D6
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一青年步入警署。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSBd8KbFsq
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「你是誰？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYietQnRDe
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「我是你的孫兒。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VtwvzU6ln
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「嗯……」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIDmqyR6LN
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「爺爺，回家吧。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROITCE49F9
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「嗯……」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5NxzA7d8Q
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOSZsoyuxj
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7o2C9a76D
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是否忘記了甚麼？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdcjpkSFKz
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB1gWy7wuB
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE5FQ4ToHa
輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0YNOecD2G
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozduZsXJEN
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ag7BSrlJB
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhREtjUO601
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iYs9S7p7B
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxC76d04IQr
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vQ6E92ljn
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4jLNsw3br
未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhHy89Szvx
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFYn7kxO4U
見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkMkO8bk7u
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzGLbw2N6H
公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj7uxKDF9y
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T9WfHMu4D
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyCyg5GUK1
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHn2whQTZd
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0et5nLIv7e
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「不用發愁啊！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6bouSiONl
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdssQgZLHgA
「你知道我在愁甚麼？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonlP2pZMPU
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhS91nHWvY
「考試成績嘛！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHx1b5uGb0
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxdRHNSlMm
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mx5xAk0XB
「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGdP9quUGq
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSTHnlr1on
「嗯，我知道了……」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgMhProPGg
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBaSrBrMub
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結伴走了又一段路。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwjpug30EA
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9gTlQCgq7
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGZA1wmeci
憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gOkcdfj3o
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc0UJ3RZXq
希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YaHcKXEoq
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzDhVPJxct
絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrAjaN2Y83
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3X1TLXjW4
他輕拍孫兒肩膀。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41aeAzGVmb
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSHbdaxhQP
「不用發愁啊！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE9USmVwM8
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5Dn5s8Gvg
「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYFSOVY6LN
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTyyJXsqyB
「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN4UBgyXGb
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEjsSnXdlf
他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOfNC7SNcN
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyRTHtylJm
孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNkZQUyEIh
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOJtvyayb1
沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpq9FJCgem
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDkw4bbv3Y
孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMbU3dm18q
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9rP2H7LkS
佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCOEYLU0im
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDRNEQZTgj
鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpSzpR1vTu
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs4DOFfOLZ
沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgIsztFUzR
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDPIsG4BQ5
幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUgQAZd94o
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLA0GywEhe
忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpyQkh5iJo
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn65yz4mr6
找樹？找不到那樹。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjWE7nNiLX
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AJvOGzuM2
樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBLoJawICA
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmAG60PgGQ
長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85KWJi8kwQ
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hI8wDszkt
願意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3U9DjOr7L
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3A9zazT2W
無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwEqtKZP9X
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8j6WEnsWC
身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqiZF8AHEi
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlgTKC3Bdy
一青年步入醫院。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eu8ukKSVj
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUD4srLATq
「你是誰？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcnTRYKyQR
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWPyKwMLzH
「我是你的孫兒。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqHqxqgZaP
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyt1YX2VM0
「嗯……」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9vIsFVYSW
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVYta6YnN5
「爺爺，回家吧。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaY3I5eHA8
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4ek3JpYBN
「嗯……」
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCabG9EKwk
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死病老生——生583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxjTh7JbWk
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ4f3Holgs
他在輪椅上猛然醒來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68BXdyjBf5
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMMcm7MJFW
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡletu9ofvzS
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExjOCDUX5o
爺孫二人身處公園大道上。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7wQtITBzq
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2xYW553dh
「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTLpum67J6
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIu0C8ajAFG
孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiN5Jjhyma
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRTPGh6Xq5
他沒有吸吮。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPISww0gqGf
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVkBv0UI6f
孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0fMnRZuO1
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzzDuwhr0S
罷。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEPT9k2ZNE
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMsKsI2uLl
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZhlXlnlQ0
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBAQrke4uF
他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回應。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rZiCJSQIV
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7xT6BFh2V
不要緊。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFO29g7eUq
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMMsVWqoKe
反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC3t9ri1qX
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSVh5WMYAa
他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8G6tUpKQp
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAJ8tuXqMC
嘴角輕揚。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwy07dgdyM
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一。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHkCh43M0F
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二。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXDqwStNFE
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三。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmnu9ksPzI
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pGkmDFdmi
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlslbERFeU
三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ3DG5fVOr
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluVMXn1rfH
要緊的，不再要緊。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln2J2OScTU
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrdLBkEiKR
罷。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6kFhT6lth
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N01JRHxgZ
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tFirpzubh
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvBH0ZSEp8
循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjr5nhVfJH
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NdX8qzgKj
輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjj0ExQCpeA
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJgj1cVqiq
在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitbkvxTVfq
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBnzKnuCbj
紅燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4yFMFvjGW
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrSu9h6NuR
「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwpj2yw9IO
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfCKjP5rD6
孫兒彷彿自言自語。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHHRxQXV5z
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVBcroU9Zn
綠燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X1ngjPDG6
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRAUj1AEue
孫兒沒有開步走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ73ZtedDZW
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWk1m8f2UKg
紅燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUSBpqlXg1
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LbZqgCQF1
「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocCVlYAQGW
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ634MTRm3cX
孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurjdhknXVp
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkxZx1Tacq
綠燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDesHPh7vx
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcp9GEMaXW
孫兒仍然沒有開步走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEROprOEh8
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzFLsCgxx3
紅燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdzb2WxZBa
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJAgcgDiPu
「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0BJeD8S4d
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8AJf4plYP
孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVFtPayH6I
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyb8QgxJ4u
綠燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMlr4mznEM
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4I7mb4xC1
「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuE8BOF6E1c
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgnIuNcEZy
孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6KkeBsLws
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9Rcz4tX2j
總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioO4nSdszs
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0wvU7s6Uv
這是從他身上學懂的。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHW0uRb7D7
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtevAz5aGA
一生受用。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zPDfleGGG
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6b4u8PZ6W
「爺爺，謝謝你。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZl4qAMaDS
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgATBFrmQMA
孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTpFcEcZNq
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJbb4Tym8E
要緊的，其實不要緊。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xtmDIkG3v
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW9U57q6Gb
罷。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfD4EsbeMo
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3jYIoLmwk
他被送上安老院專車。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWgwFmCLCg
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIhbXCTNY7
車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyMNm9MYsR
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNUGb5JdHX
腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7BcvGQZYq
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPXf2pq6rv
他被動地遠離昔日一切。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8QzXdgznd
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlcM8sVgL0
要緊的，不再要緊。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKM86B7fUo
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7Kl2GeoPT
他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhtraS0KtK
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHkltNOXPh
他忘記前塵，沒有執著。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARs5HsVgBr
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahf7lc0X60
有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpnKmQJ0rx
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK7p6khxdR
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