我們終於要見面了,這些年來種種的阻礙使我們沒能見面,519Please respect copyright.PENANAzrI12DLoQu
不知道真實的你是什麼樣子,一直幻想著我們初次見面時,519Please respect copyright.PENANA08LvN4NSxe
我是應該故作生氣你總是失約,519Please respect copyright.PENANA8ay5C9Y2vS
或是坦然地對於見到你這件事感到開心。
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漆黑的晚上,漫天飄落的雪白,覆蓋著整座城市,519Please respect copyright.PENANA9xY5yndphN
彷彿全世界都被染成了銀白色,519Please respect copyright.PENANAE0Wc53o21d
這是我第一次看到雪。519Please respect copyright.PENANA9j8z4K84jK
突如其來的初雪,使眼前陌生的城市有點熟悉,519Please respect copyright.PENANAfhCHYgdfIt
這就是你拍影片跟我形容下雪的情景。519Please respect copyright.PENANAyMJFaokn4i
我張開手,雪花飄落我手中,慢慢融化成水。519Please respect copyright.PENANAxVqJazHf1e
我好奇的嘗試雪的味道時,519Please respect copyright.PENANA4Uh2FcHkie
不幸被你發現了,我那時候真想馬上跳進火車離開。
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「初....初次見面...你是婷珏嗎?....我叫楓嵐。」519Please respect copyright.PENANAqbebOFIJOm
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他比我想像的還要靦腆519Please respect copyright.PENANAgjpKAuQvnK
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我們終於見面了。519Please respect copyright.PENANABMX9bZZR0O
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他帶我去他家附近的夜市,緊張的他笨拙地牽著我的手,519Please respect copyright.PENANAb4dqTZjvg4
去吃了他最喜歡的冰檸檬跟燒草莓,他興奮地說這奇怪的搭配是最好吃的,519Please respect copyright.PENANAM0NYrO1jxH
先酸到冰冷,後甜到火熱,像極了我們的關系。519Please respect copyright.PENANAcynYLTX82W
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然後他就介紹曾經寄給我的明信片背景的雪山,519Please respect copyright.PENANAvtItlbzmgj
就是他家鄉的最崇拜的神山,519Please respect copyright.PENANAfhnC96IBUb
是與天最接近的距離。519Please respect copyright.PENANAUMyJnm6wNu
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每年到12月初雪那天,神明便會打開天堂的門,519Please respect copyright.PENANAKF2QXgkW79
天堂的使者便會落來凡間向世人傳遞訊息,519Please respect copyright.PENANAh7JAKXYZsG
神社接收到訊息後巫女便會寫在手紙中放入信封裡,雙手合十,便會收到祝福。519Please respect copyright.PENANAL80VHdGUgU
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從前的他曾經熱衷跟我向來不相信神明存在的人解釋天堂的存在,519Please respect copyright.PENANAvvpoQYGf8U
現在他又再熱衷跟我解釋了一遍。519Please respect copyright.PENANAjFbDXr4z2d
他也閉著眼,緊握我的手帶領著一起雙手合十禱告著。519Please respect copyright.PENANAzdnjJmwDmC
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「假如有神明的話,這一刻,我希望跟楓嵐永遠在一起」519Please respect copyright.PENANAIAssYRBFNM
即使是不相信神明的我這次也忍不住在心中祈禱著。519Please respect copyright.PENANAPGdITU4gXj
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巫女替神明向我遞了一封手紙。
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離開了寺廟,我們坐在一個公園裡,看著漫天的雪花。519Please respect copyright.PENANAYHQHTY6BEC
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他看著我,慢慢的把臉接近了我,親吻了我一下。519Please respect copyright.PENANAocG9xCxe6p
我害羞著不敢看他,轉身看著雪花飄落在我們臉頰,我幫他整理一下大衣。519Please respect copyright.PENANAMR3qKXk39F
然後我們又接吻了519Please respect copyright.PENANAUp7hAZvSFR
他的吻讓我這些年浮沉的心有了些許安定,519Please respect copyright.PENANAOyGj8lP256
或許解開了這一年他沒有赴約的疑惑。519Please respect copyright.PENANAsy4ukDDGTs
他把我的手放進他溫暖的大衣口袋裡,走遍了整個公園,519Please respect copyright.PENANAhcZswrxhAq
湖水形成了薄冰,旁邊的杉樹也被這場初雪覆蓋著。
「楓,為什麼常常說好了要來最後卻沒來呢,這一年來還不跟我聯絡呢?」519Please respect copyright.PENANA2jLSUPEY3V
雪愈來愈大,他指示我打開了他指著手中那封手紙。
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「婷珏519Please respect copyright.PENANABW7Uxq1ayB
抱歉,我沒有赴約,讓你失望了....519Please respect copyright.PENANAJ93rWlPEfl
記得你當時你跟我辯論說沒天堂嗎?519Please respect copyright.PENANAiZnZqct90m
天堂很美,比想像中更美。這邊沒有所謂國界,我可以在天空静静地看著你。519Please respect copyright.PENANAgLP1XhhP9Q
你心中在想什麼、生氣什麼、難過什麼,我終於不用再猜了。519Please respect copyright.PENANAIlnLJUUPJx
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一個人過著新生活會害怕嗎?519Please respect copyright.PENANAJcolnQK23I
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放心,我在這很開心活著,認識了很多新朋友。519Please respect copyright.PENANABLdfWSDoGv
雖然我還沒克服懼高症,519Please respect copyright.PENANA02H8GCeb6c
但是這邊一樣有河有山有屋有海。519Please respect copyright.PENANAU6Mi7kxFma
想去找我嗎?可以的519Please respect copyright.PENANAKSKrVtkFX5
移居在這的條件519Please respect copyright.PENANAnx8HBWJi9E
首先你要繼續好好生活,不要自殺喔!519Please respect copyright.PENANA8AZtaapuq9
然後就是好好的.....519Please respect copyright.PENANApa3yFvYaW5
忘記我......
楓嵐」
「楓嵐!等等我!!!不要走!!!不要離開我!!!!」519Please respect copyright.PENANAc3Jmku5OMO
手紙和楓幻化成了漫天的白雪,消失了在我的眼前,519Please respect copyright.PENANA66opM6bwsV
忽然間腦海裡浮現了一架飛機墮落的一刻。519Please respect copyright.PENANAkU7eJ99iiB
「抱歉 ,沒辦法赴約......」519Please respect copyright.PENANAqF0a0NFwoB
大風颳起了四周的白雪還有楓嵐的聲音,519Please respect copyright.PENANAWC2YoOCOhZ
就連楓嵐剛剛存在過的痕跡一起帶走了。
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坐了15小時飛機終於到了這個陌生城市,519Please respect copyright.PENANA8UCQsAgtoY
漆黑的晚上,漫天飄落的雪白,519Please respect copyright.PENANAznqSiuBIfB
覆蓋著整座城市,彷彿全世界都被染成了銀白色。519Please respect copyright.PENANA9xGu6mW3lZ
這是我第一次看到雪。519Please respect copyright.PENANAn7EukwjqRi
我帶了這張不知道誰寫給我的明信片,519Please respect copyright.PENANA9oY4srxfV4
跟著這些線索,嘗試回想起腦中熟悉的感覺。