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P.L.M.G

sunshine.bunny

Apr 29, 2016

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Please let me go.

My mind is clogged and every breathe I

Take, im closer to crying.

-

I need more sleep.

The weekend isn't long enough

And im always just, so tired.

-

Please let me go.

I want to learn how to be happy.

I need to know how to not be

Stuck.

-

Im stuck but mentally

And I have all the freedom in the world

But my mind won't let me use it.

-

Please let me be free.

Im happy and then im sad. In the

Click of a button im slow.

-

I dont know what I need

But I feel Something missing

And it demolishes me from the inside.

-

And I just dont understand.

-

My body is like a bottle

Or something filled up with emotion

Not liquid

-

And the moment the metal touches

My skin it all bursts out

And im happy.

-

Until the next day

When for no reason at all

I feel useless

-

And I am (once again) a prisoner to

MY OWN person

Drowning in the atmosphere

-

I always feel pressure

It feels like im being pushed

Together by the air

-

And my chest is heavy

And I get so nervous because

All i can do is talk and talk and talk.

-

And I just have zero energy.

I can't even read without

Feeling like I need to just. Sleep.

-

PLEASE LET ME GO!

I don't know whats holding me

Back but I wish it would stop

-

Already! I've had enough

But I still feel like nothing that

Compares to every pretty thing I see

-

And need to hold to feel

Complete and i'm tired of

People pretending to love me.

-

It gets worse and worse every

Day and I know im not the only

One but I'd like to be one less.

-

And one day I'll let go. And

The bottle of emotions will spill and spill until its

Completely empty.

-

And I won't feel anything.

Nothing. I won't even know

After it's done.

-

Because when your jail

Is your own self there

Is only one way to

Escape.

-

And the good thing is

No one can capture me and bring

Me back.

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