
※PTSD ※娛樂圈 ※醫師 ※心理治療 ※強暴 ※反轉 ※高H
入戲,原著童子。
攻:方熾(甄心),心理醫生(騷斷腿影帝)攻。444Please respect copyright.PENANAGv2eGRGCdw
受:高准(張准),PTSD患者(武打演員)受。
這部小說落花同樣是二刷,444Please respect copyright.PENANATuUMpO46F4
第一次看的時候還沒開始寫分享文,444Please respect copyright.PENANAcWcf1Uz8nA
直到最近朋友推了我一下,444Please respect copyright.PENANARD4kFwbggs
我看了兩章節才反應過來,444Please respect copyright.PENANALRnYbQjPHc
這是當初結局讓我意想不到的故事XD444Please respect copyright.PENANAEdlIsQxtUt
要介紹這部必定大暴雷,444Please respect copyright.PENANAUfJRuxn3HD
會介意的朋友請止步!
※暴雷預警※444Please respect copyright.PENANAcmx7UHNY9R
※暴雷預警※444Please respect copyright.PENANAWohP8A3CXj
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以下開始介紹整部劇情吧。
故事一開始,是以張准為中心,444Please respect copyright.PENANA5WbVPbosfi
敘述他和女友交代自己接了一部同性戀題材的電影,444Please respect copyright.PENANAsPRclGgsuO
確定他能接受這才前往劇組的。444Please respect copyright.PENANA06bwsHdUjX
而與他為兩個主角的另一人是影帝甄心,444Please respect copyright.PENANAG9DeDRoBL0
為了讓不熟悉的二人能夠迅速培養感情,444Please respect copyright.PENANAkFA5bTPmEP
便在劇組的安排下,於開機前同居大半個月,444Please respect copyright.PENANABlZBkZHi77
兩人從不熟、嘗試觸碰、習慣、開始親密行為,444Please respect copyright.PENANAMrFq7FuHrL
到最後已經能輕易在對方的觸碰下點燃情慾。444Please respect copyright.PENANAyfMwJ9fMkJ
我認為這個作者最有趣的作法,444Please respect copyright.PENANATHeG3DJ6lj
便是以不同一個章節去區分戲裡戲外,444Please respect copyright.PENANAPASANcyt2T
第一章敘述張准與甄心,444Please respect copyright.PENANAsvNF2vIepK
第二章就敘述兩人所飾演的高准和方熾,444Please respect copyright.PENANAuM7GIdWU35
輪流交替,不僅能看明白這部劇的內容,444Please respect copyright.PENANAvEZ7QRVQC8
更能看清兩人在拍戲過程的情感碰撞,444Please respect copyright.PENANApyetuJH9SP
會有種一本小說看了兩個故事的錯位感。444Please respect copyright.PENANA53ojNW7Ln6
為了讓大家看明白,444Please respect copyright.PENANAVc7Xdum3PE
我將兩個故事拆開敘述內容。444Please respect copyright.PENANAcw66oTLv3n
以戲外來說,444Please respect copyright.PENANAkN8dkjOu9r
張准與甄心在拍戲的過程裡漸漸「入戲」,444Please respect copyright.PENANAaVCN6bvjc2
在一次次的糾纏裡發現了對彼此的在意,444Please respect copyright.PENANAZJwymOgSGp
更在一次次的碰撞中徹底被掰彎,444Please respect copyright.PENANArdBFJtK35V
成為一對拋下女友並偷偷在一起的私下情。444Please respect copyright.PENANAiXlImvAQ1f
卻在誤會與糾結過後,張准扔下甄心給他的戒指,444Please respect copyright.PENANA6MjLIcZsdc
彼此分離,直到又一次相遇,444Please respect copyright.PENANAyYNYi0OvKH
他看見甄心變成手機吊飾的戒指,444Please respect copyright.PENANAWfQaPBUDR4
張准才拋下自己的隱忍與直面自己的情感,444Please respect copyright.PENANAICmKV1j7K2
掏出掛在胸前的戒指,問他是不是還來得及,444Please respect copyright.PENANAC0I9EjKHKw
留下一個還不錯的結局。444Please respect copyright.PENANAflCiVyZQ4d
以戲內來說,444Please respect copyright.PENANAsLc8r1FxUB
是以高准的女朋友左林林為主軸,444Please respect copyright.PENANA33dp0GvD1e
敘述她去找心理醫師的前男友方熾,444Please respect copyright.PENANAO4mwxchto3
希望他能夠幫助高准並開解他,444Please respect copyright.PENANAssCAh5x4ru
解決他的心理問題。444Please respect copyright.PENANAo6nz3hYORW
一開始方熾心裡不是滋味,444Please respect copyright.PENANAF2Fnilubky
左林林與他分手後多年沒連繫,444Please respect copyright.PENANAzBMx0mqYPc
有了聯繫卻是因為她的現任男友出了問題,444Please respect copyright.PENANAl2Jp0oq09v
這也導致起初是對高准起了不好的心思,444Please respect copyright.PENANAEvgxgMvWYU
試圖捉弄高准的。444Please respect copyright.PENANAKg9YBQHcu6
作為心理醫師的他,444Please respect copyright.PENANAEvfilaUkXM
懂得拿捏他的心理活動,444Please respect copyright.PENANAg9UgqZlOws
換取他的信任,以他的信任去使喚他,444Please respect copyright.PENANAUSYjQhNDnw
做著有違醫德的事,444Please respect copyright.PENANAUbYEwVPrjq
卻在不久後發現自己對他逐漸在意,444Please respect copyright.PENANAUFFmPfjE8a
隱約有了不能言說的意圖,444Please respect copyright.PENANACdYWDAIlji
甚至忍不住對這個曾經被強暴過的人施暴,444Please respect copyright.PENANATmynFOZDMC
成為了加害者,444Please respect copyright.PENANAYdTwia6Xo2
而後狠狠切斷了兩人之間的聯繫,444Please respect copyright.PENANAFzpHMeRhWh
徹底從高准的視線消失。444Please respect copyright.PENANAjC2Lz4Lru1
他離開後,444Please respect copyright.PENANA4sHvPYsm3L
高准不願相信他真的離開,444Please respect copyright.PENANAPqg6oA7xce
每天打著電話,444Please respect copyright.PENANAo9lna0dqhu
卻日復一日愈發墮落,444Please respect copyright.PENANAn32176tjVM
開始了濫交行為尋找一夜又一夜的交歡,444Please respect copyright.PENANAEr1zSUAVCA
甚至意外遇到當年的施暴者,444Please respect copyright.PENANAfbEqkHAM4Z
被強迫著領回去,444Please respect copyright.PENANAhshnvidOPo
而後一天天被堵截、帶回家、上床、再離開。444Please respect copyright.PENANAUoDuHQkGxm
過了很多天,444Please respect copyright.PENANAmKra1FoozM
因為愛上自己的病人的方熾,444Please respect copyright.PENANAk6kelUPuk5
從某天起發現高准不再聯繫他了,444Please respect copyright.PENANApoZv2r7Rev
他慌張、焦慮,漸漸失去理智,444Please respect copyright.PENANAZfOhG11P1I
回撥回去才發現對方始終關機。444Please respect copyright.PENANAmQMNbq3ikv
好不容易遇上了他,444Please respect copyright.PENANAZFzSS21lw3
才知道他竟然和當年的施暴者在一起了。444Please respect copyright.PENANAdUVklBak1P
他痛苦難當,444Please respect copyright.PENANAyVEGAcgGeZ
高准甚至也意外發現了他在吃抗憂鬱的藥物,444Please respect copyright.PENANAzSphMTEwIJ
還發現他買了遮瑕液去遮掩自殘所留下的傷疤,444Please respect copyright.PENANAzOASSPrHxu
最終兩人才終於走到了一起,444Please respect copyright.PENANAiVp6MvHXZ2
修成正果。444Please respect copyright.PENANAYXPCCxny1b
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大家發現了嗎?444Please respect copyright.PENANAJDGfCwXgyZ
以上我介紹的反而是戲內較多,444Please respect copyright.PENANAnXy5j7NEy3
這也就不得不提到劇情的反轉了。444Please respect copyright.PENANAMHtCIQVIcV
其實在看的過程中,444Please respect copyright.PENANAxAIvp5cPu4
他的拍戲的過程,444Please respect copyright.PENANAUDIU8Yfash
和實際寫出來的高准和方熾的故事內容實際上是有出入的,444Please respect copyright.PENANAVEzBXyC9te
起初我沒多想,444Please respect copyright.PENANA80bIp0gFzL
以為是最終電影呈現出來的效果不一樣,444Please respect copyright.PENANAs8XRxX7qSN
看到結尾才知道原來不是!444Please respect copyright.PENANAXG3QxvLyNR
故事結尾,444Please respect copyright.PENANATKPn1gHVZx
是高准和方熾兩人在給人按摩舒壓,444Please respect copyright.PENANAe9shoYEge3
而前面的一連串故事,444Please respect copyright.PENANAVHHsYAbULw
是方熾的朋友以兩人的故事進行改編,444Please respect copyright.PENANAVzQpslEVSV
寫出了「出演他倆故事的張准與甄心」的故事,444Please respect copyright.PENANAfTau6cZt7d
這實際只是一本書!444Please respect copyright.PENANARTt76thh0j
這太讓我意外了(〃∀〃)444Please respect copyright.PENANAK62NhGzYKY
也是我時隔多時會記得這部作品的原因。444Please respect copyright.PENANAvGMTxZaLAK
整體來說這個這個作者的敘述用詞很美,444Please respect copyright.PENANAhMcRMCTkc6肉也多(?),故事表達方式第一次見,444Please respect copyright.PENANAg2r3kjjP1d
讓我看完之後挺驚喜也挺喜歡的。444Please respect copyright.PENANAeDNkoi6j6u
劇中劇的表達手法很厲害,444Please respect copyright.PENANAcVcjlOqA3b
在此推薦給大家,444Please respect copyright.PENANARM4R2KvECy
有興趣的朋友歡迎找來看哦(*´∀`)~♥444Please respect copyright.PENANALk8YTLFVCu
甄心發起狠,一口叼住張准的嘴,只是叼著,沒別的什麼,張准愣愣睜著眼,從一個近到模糊的距離看著他,一刻不停的閃光燈仿佛無數片破碎的夢,夢裡折射出對方瞳孔的光,光的盡頭是一頃漆黑的海,靈魂就迷醉在那海浪裡。
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高准很享受被一根硬邦邦的東西戳著的感覺,興奮地吐出幾口長氣,像是歎息又像是痛苦:「不許愛我……」他不要臉地張開大腿:「只睡我就夠了。」444Please respect copyright.PENANA4JfjWnr9BF
這種時候,Justin才忍不住問:「那個人……」他指的是方熾,可「不要你了嗎」這種話,輕易卻說不出口。444Please respect copyright.PENANA32B8fgvcc3