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※PTSD ※娛樂圈 ※醫師 ※心理治療 ※強暴 ※反轉 ※高H
入戲，原著童子。
攻：方熾(甄心)，心理醫生(騷斷腿影帝)攻。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6Nfa9ETcq
受：高准(張准)，PTSD患者(武打演員)受。
這部小說落花同樣是二刷，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOlsHnbPYR
第一次看的時候還沒開始寫分享文，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i7iUyFcwc
直到最近朋友推了我一下，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gzDhUC3b2
我看了兩章節才反應過來，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8idFO98FR0
這是當初結局讓我意想不到的故事XD531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJMjLjlv8l
要介紹這部必定大暴雷，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUwBqRkJuX
會介意的朋友請止步！
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以下開始介紹整部劇情吧。
故事一開始，是以張准為中心，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeQE1a1kYi
敘述他和女友交代自己接了一部同性戀題材的電影，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52dUDWbyCf
確定他能接受這才前往劇組的。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFRlRRft2I
而與他為兩個主角的另一人是影帝甄心，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKB3saMafj
為了讓不熟悉的二人能夠迅速培養感情，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MfO9GAHOc
便在劇組的安排下，於開機前同居大半個月，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7nkymPiRK
兩人從不熟、嘗試觸碰、習慣、開始親密行為，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFPxIQ9eHX
到最後已經能輕易在對方的觸碰下點燃情慾。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs4axdycHA
我認為這個作者最有趣的作法，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFWpoDKlun
便是以不同一個章節去區分戲裡戲外，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEEhPvLRR1
第一章敘述張准與甄心，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinrPSE67e9
第二章就敘述兩人所飾演的高准和方熾，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTelTKZICc
輪流交替，不僅能看明白這部劇的內容，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hJW6hT2Hu
更能看清兩人在拍戲過程的情感碰撞，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1Nedq30A2
會有種一本小說看了兩個故事的錯位感。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBLwpJmhQr
為了讓大家看明白，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtUx8Trsnv
我將兩個故事拆開敘述內容。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfJ4WLWyTh
以戲外來說，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI5Lbb8pYi
張准與甄心在拍戲的過程裡漸漸「入戲」，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqNqfPZVc0
在一次次的糾纏裡發現了對彼此的在意，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFtfCzE8iE
更在一次次的碰撞中徹底被掰彎，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA1WE8RXVJ
成為一對拋下女友並偷偷在一起的私下情。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSJ6qKPwfM
卻在誤會與糾結過後，張准扔下甄心給他的戒指，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDCz0EcnMK
彼此分離，直到又一次相遇，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzesIxmDMI
他看見甄心變成手機吊飾的戒指，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEsQVtY9tj
張准才拋下自己的隱忍與直面自己的情感，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEYlvTmZdd
掏出掛在胸前的戒指，問他是不是還來得及，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCpKuwy5hj
留下一個還不錯的結局。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p2wuRdVAx
以戲內來說，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASu9iOZYGP
是以高准的女朋友左林林為主軸，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsXDXSnFIE
敘述她去找心理醫師的前男友方熾，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBU4SDvgyJ
希望他能夠幫助高准並開解他，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkUtRxg7GN
解決他的心理問題。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArlVfSunwG
一開始方熾心裡不是滋味，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡossbTY58xA
左林林與他分手後多年沒連繫，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68jLAxucay
有了聯繫卻是因為她的現任男友出了問題，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEhyFmYgz4
這也導致起初是對高准起了不好的心思，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfS8qZaK1q
試圖捉弄高准的。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v9LMEJQbT
作為心理醫師的他，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYXLaosdW0
懂得拿捏他的心理活動，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBoNhESvqS
換取他的信任，以他的信任去使喚他，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPpjqzxefI
做著有違醫德的事，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UFRSZ4nA5
卻在不久後發現自己對他逐漸在意，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYXy9dfAtp
隱約有了不能言說的意圖，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WHeTUHqXo
甚至忍不住對這個曾經被強暴過的人施暴，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtAuMgMWs5
成為了加害者，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIfI4rPIcJ
而後狠狠切斷了兩人之間的聯繫，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RB6M4IWCT
徹底從高准的視線消失。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe0ZD1H5Rg
他離開後，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuIehMOZXJ
高准不願相信他真的離開，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohn51vz6Tx
每天打著電話，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3WGOwVurT
卻日復一日愈發墮落，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomcka4TVGZ
開始了濫交行為尋找一夜又一夜的交歡，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmjlJ4efvB
甚至意外遇到當年的施暴者，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06ge0XkRez
被強迫著領回去，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1s3YfvMEZ
而後一天天被堵截、帶回家、上床、再離開。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8mmmGuYR9
過了很多天，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57QueDgIyE
因為愛上自己的病人的方熾，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUel4Kk7VBf
從某天起發現高准不再聯繫他了，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkfVr7KSCs
他慌張、焦慮，漸漸失去理智，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0KMiyOTBo
回撥回去才發現對方始終關機。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nQ5VODDGK
好不容易遇上了他，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6lB5OnnpK
才知道他竟然和當年的施暴者在一起了。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVN7GYR6XN
他痛苦難當，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBHBaGirGD
高准甚至也意外發現了他在吃抗憂鬱的藥物，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtERwbm94q
還發現他買了遮瑕液去遮掩自殘所留下的傷疤，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXKrAxHIAu
最終兩人才終於走到了一起，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQdUGMbFoy
修成正果。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQtuEoSiaq
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大家發現了嗎？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PFaV8VmqB
以上我介紹的反而是戲內較多，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmi9GoTgAq
這也就不得不提到劇情的反轉了。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjc2AGYrfl
其實在看的過程中，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41Kdd1iRXw
他的拍戲的過程，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvY2icHAalB
和實際寫出來的高准和方熾的故事內容實際上是有出入的，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj81av9Hwi
起初我沒多想，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5caAjOZrq
以為是最終電影呈現出來的效果不一樣，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdunjXMiOV
看到結尾才知道原來不是！531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MptxDdX63
故事結尾，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnasEY5b43
是高准和方熾兩人在給人按摩舒壓，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnORnlf7ygZ
而前面的一連串故事，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVIxRbQoJg
是方熾的朋友以兩人的故事進行改編，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1gw5XvL96
寫出了「出演他倆故事的張准與甄心」的故事，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2m4SOSjjHJ
這實際只是一本書！531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndEanmHUvf
這太讓我意外了(〃∀〃)531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlfIUkCTt5
也是我時隔多時會記得這部作品的原因。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJYSlruRDc
整體來說這個這個作者的敘述用詞很美，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUo6cfflng3肉也多(?)，故事表達方式第一次見，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLnHEUbjrD
讓我看完之後挺驚喜也挺喜歡的。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AFMyKmDfJ
劇中劇的表達手法很厲害，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99gGrbswVj
在此推薦給大家，531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOMYDRJBjd
有興趣的朋友歡迎找來看哦(*´∀`)~♥531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWtHScexMN
甄心發起狠，一口叼住張准的嘴，只是叼著，沒別的什麼，張准愣愣睜著眼，從一個近到模糊的距離看著他，一刻不停的閃光燈仿佛無數片破碎的夢，夢裡折射出對方瞳孔的光，光的盡頭是一頃漆黑的海，靈魂就迷醉在那海浪裡。
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高准很享受被一根硬邦邦的東西戳著的感覺，興奮地吐出幾口長氣，像是歎息又像是痛苦：「不許愛我……」他不要臉地張開大腿：「只睡我就夠了。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBe4pZLBxm
這種時候，Justin才忍不住問：「那個人……」他指的是方熾，可「不要你了嗎」這種話，輕易卻說不出口。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BMcxFa0tU
