
※PTSD ※娛樂圈 ※醫師 ※心理治療 ※強暴 ※反轉 ※高H
入戲,原著童子。
攻:方熾(甄心),心理醫生(騷斷腿影帝)攻。495Please respect copyright.PENANAtilTWb0j8y
受:高准(張准),PTSD患者(武打演員)受。
這部小說落花同樣是二刷,495Please respect copyright.PENANAty9R2Nx8Jk
第一次看的時候還沒開始寫分享文,495Please respect copyright.PENANAFAvIp6ZVbP
直到最近朋友推了我一下,495Please respect copyright.PENANAcMKHxOmxsT
我看了兩章節才反應過來,495Please respect copyright.PENANA7q3AzVQOWq
這是當初結局讓我意想不到的故事XD495Please respect copyright.PENANAqYNFT2xfda
要介紹這部必定大暴雷,495Please respect copyright.PENANAIanVGXoyOu
會介意的朋友請止步!
※暴雷預警※495Please respect copyright.PENANAboDQi8U8sa
※暴雷預警※495Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1MG3nTKIi
※暴雷預警※495Please respect copyright.PENANAWN8DmFx2aK
以下開始介紹整部劇情吧。
故事一開始,是以張准為中心,495Please respect copyright.PENANArBiFzX1NQf
敘述他和女友交代自己接了一部同性戀題材的電影,495Please respect copyright.PENANAwx7GQDM9S3
確定他能接受這才前往劇組的。495Please respect copyright.PENANAZBI4X1kaDw
而與他為兩個主角的另一人是影帝甄心,495Please respect copyright.PENANAw0aneuNRSH
為了讓不熟悉的二人能夠迅速培養感情,495Please respect copyright.PENANA5B1XdE1Thr
便在劇組的安排下,於開機前同居大半個月,495Please respect copyright.PENANAtDWrwSE2Qk
兩人從不熟、嘗試觸碰、習慣、開始親密行為,495Please respect copyright.PENANAEzwLjE9Pba
到最後已經能輕易在對方的觸碰下點燃情慾。495Please respect copyright.PENANAtu9spaQSvZ
我認為這個作者最有趣的作法,495Please respect copyright.PENANAr2nBHF1OMv
便是以不同一個章節去區分戲裡戲外,495Please respect copyright.PENANA2zGVHIneAZ
第一章敘述張准與甄心,495Please respect copyright.PENANATsNAJTM9GT
第二章就敘述兩人所飾演的高准和方熾,495Please respect copyright.PENANA0f2pCKyVJV
輪流交替,不僅能看明白這部劇的內容,495Please respect copyright.PENANAvMJwr5lzxf
更能看清兩人在拍戲過程的情感碰撞,495Please respect copyright.PENANACd54eDuebt
會有種一本小說看了兩個故事的錯位感。495Please respect copyright.PENANAxJXlfwZjEW
為了讓大家看明白,495Please respect copyright.PENANAXfoVCTT62P
我將兩個故事拆開敘述內容。495Please respect copyright.PENANADN4PQq3Gu2
以戲外來說,495Please respect copyright.PENANAU7n5MAYZEm
張准與甄心在拍戲的過程裡漸漸「入戲」,495Please respect copyright.PENANAlyDUM58YqB
在一次次的糾纏裡發現了對彼此的在意,495Please respect copyright.PENANAR9BRzGzM8i
更在一次次的碰撞中徹底被掰彎,495Please respect copyright.PENANAnn76N9eA6M
成為一對拋下女友並偷偷在一起的私下情。495Please respect copyright.PENANAHsRbPMcnph
卻在誤會與糾結過後,張准扔下甄心給他的戒指,495Please respect copyright.PENANARLIVYvPsFu
彼此分離,直到又一次相遇,495Please respect copyright.PENANAfSyh3GPLbL
他看見甄心變成手機吊飾的戒指,495Please respect copyright.PENANAVwJvGkfNzj
張准才拋下自己的隱忍與直面自己的情感,495Please respect copyright.PENANApRNQ1yjY60
掏出掛在胸前的戒指,問他是不是還來得及,495Please respect copyright.PENANA0AKvF0bR5n
留下一個還不錯的結局。495Please respect copyright.PENANAIIfcK2BwV9
以戲內來說,495Please respect copyright.PENANAB7KtzBdoNA
是以高准的女朋友左林林為主軸,495Please respect copyright.PENANAsUru2m4gV5
敘述她去找心理醫師的前男友方熾,495Please respect copyright.PENANAB5gOAL8ToA
希望他能夠幫助高准並開解他,495Please respect copyright.PENANAjKHSQcwjWo
解決他的心理問題。495Please respect copyright.PENANAJmIecmjTvK
一開始方熾心裡不是滋味,495Please respect copyright.PENANASvpscmf1uA
左林林與他分手後多年沒連繫,495Please respect copyright.PENANAMWC1paJbG3
有了聯繫卻是因為她的現任男友出了問題,495Please respect copyright.PENANAfAcrT0EVOb
這也導致起初是對高准起了不好的心思,495Please respect copyright.PENANAi0oHXWhXfH
試圖捉弄高准的。495Please respect copyright.PENANA0z8nIcbiDA
作為心理醫師的他,495Please respect copyright.PENANALoU58vb3eJ
懂得拿捏他的心理活動,495Please respect copyright.PENANA5iHp2C6FXL
換取他的信任,以他的信任去使喚他,495Please respect copyright.PENANAtIIUARxOjc
做著有違醫德的事,495Please respect copyright.PENANAsL0svJnGtN
卻在不久後發現自己對他逐漸在意,495Please respect copyright.PENANAHu6PwkcW6c
隱約有了不能言說的意圖,495Please respect copyright.PENANAsfjRvY2yFJ
甚至忍不住對這個曾經被強暴過的人施暴,495Please respect copyright.PENANAKA5IfEd59m
成為了加害者,495Please respect copyright.PENANAmHxAboaqdZ
而後狠狠切斷了兩人之間的聯繫,495Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZPSYpcFOu
徹底從高准的視線消失。495Please respect copyright.PENANA4U4psxNdKy
他離開後,495Please respect copyright.PENANAdPFnMLtvxT
高准不願相信他真的離開,495Please respect copyright.PENANAOKwUYINSdS
每天打著電話,495Please respect copyright.PENANAzCzwsmPSkx
卻日復一日愈發墮落,495Please respect copyright.PENANAQ56lPgbVV6
開始了濫交行為尋找一夜又一夜的交歡,495Please respect copyright.PENANALV4Knkn4Qb
甚至意外遇到當年的施暴者,495Please respect copyright.PENANAfVZ2B4rZNB
被強迫著領回去,495Please respect copyright.PENANA3nzNdWcq5u
而後一天天被堵截、帶回家、上床、再離開。495Please respect copyright.PENANA2guk8IxXh3
過了很多天,495Please respect copyright.PENANAwy3VVWQpU4
因為愛上自己的病人的方熾,495Please respect copyright.PENANA6SwnS9Ye7G
從某天起發現高准不再聯繫他了,495Please respect copyright.PENANA4ef3cJcCSN
他慌張、焦慮,漸漸失去理智,495Please respect copyright.PENANAFWvEoeNzHY
回撥回去才發現對方始終關機。495Please respect copyright.PENANAkk2KgutCfG
好不容易遇上了他,495Please respect copyright.PENANApuso7ux7Xq
才知道他竟然和當年的施暴者在一起了。495Please respect copyright.PENANAQoUZD2bUN8
他痛苦難當,495Please respect copyright.PENANAp8ZuHqd954
高准甚至也意外發現了他在吃抗憂鬱的藥物,495Please respect copyright.PENANAgSfXvifeGu
還發現他買了遮瑕液去遮掩自殘所留下的傷疤,495Please respect copyright.PENANA7XFrIAC7R0
最終兩人才終於走到了一起,495Please respect copyright.PENANAugtWWXTA2c
修成正果。495Please respect copyright.PENANA9kwDCjecvG
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大家發現了嗎?495Please respect copyright.PENANAiQ5wUoHKPE
以上我介紹的反而是戲內較多,495Please respect copyright.PENANAAtUHNtD7rl
這也就不得不提到劇情的反轉了。495Please respect copyright.PENANAmz3vnFfd69
其實在看的過程中,495Please respect copyright.PENANAATfKqbQP1G
他的拍戲的過程,495Please respect copyright.PENANAuaEwnFFQt9
和實際寫出來的高准和方熾的故事內容實際上是有出入的,495Please respect copyright.PENANA7Rrp8JhsnM
起初我沒多想,495Please respect copyright.PENANANp0JgsbO4d
以為是最終電影呈現出來的效果不一樣,495Please respect copyright.PENANAxQSrm48hMV
看到結尾才知道原來不是!495Please respect copyright.PENANAaN45H8ZPYP
故事結尾,495Please respect copyright.PENANA7sVsa3i3ff
是高准和方熾兩人在給人按摩舒壓,495Please respect copyright.PENANAXpKT5PCJSB
而前面的一連串故事,495Please respect copyright.PENANAa1P8TsU9KL
是方熾的朋友以兩人的故事進行改編,495Please respect copyright.PENANATinQD9Dr9Z
寫出了「出演他倆故事的張准與甄心」的故事,495Please respect copyright.PENANAPGL4KTPZkM
這實際只是一本書!495Please respect copyright.PENANA2eR4MgrgqH
這太讓我意外了(〃∀〃)495Please respect copyright.PENANA0IlYFmIqEc
也是我時隔多時會記得這部作品的原因。495Please respect copyright.PENANAs4qbIwE6Xz
整體來說這個這個作者的敘述用詞很美,495Please respect copyright.PENANAhgy7NJk7V9肉也多(?),故事表達方式第一次見,495Please respect copyright.PENANAIm0bwRVvTI
讓我看完之後挺驚喜也挺喜歡的。495Please respect copyright.PENANAWirYm54Br8
劇中劇的表達手法很厲害,495Please respect copyright.PENANApG6Os6nOwJ
在此推薦給大家,495Please respect copyright.PENANA5SxQn1MHnO
有興趣的朋友歡迎找來看哦(*´∀`)~♥495Please respect copyright.PENANAwmU3MSgOfR
甄心發起狠,一口叼住張准的嘴,只是叼著,沒別的什麼,張准愣愣睜著眼,從一個近到模糊的距離看著他,一刻不停的閃光燈仿佛無數片破碎的夢,夢裡折射出對方瞳孔的光,光的盡頭是一頃漆黑的海,靈魂就迷醉在那海浪裡。
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高准很享受被一根硬邦邦的東西戳著的感覺,興奮地吐出幾口長氣,像是歎息又像是痛苦:「不許愛我……」他不要臉地張開大腿:「只睡我就夠了。」495Please respect copyright.PENANApkvkQN8vVx
這種時候,Justin才忍不住問:「那個人……」他指的是方熾,可「不要你了嗎」這種話,輕易卻說不出口。495Please respect copyright.PENANAg4Gws8FJyD