一個階段嘅治療為期三個月,晴晴每個禮拜都要定期接受化療同電療。329Please respect copyright.PENANAEL4OzBf6Jt
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然而,兩種療法帶嚟嘅副作用可以話係俾本身嘅病更加折磨人,令晴晴苦不堪言。329Please respect copyright.PENANAWOhEDAa3Ya
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兩個月眨眼過去,入院前活潑生猛嘅晴晴,住左兩個月醫院,經過化療同電療洗禮後,面容變得憔悴,身體虛弱,成個人失去左原有嘅光彩。329Please respect copyright.PENANAKMAcodUEOC
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「嘔—」329Please respect copyright.PENANADJidz245jN
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晴晴喺廁所度嘔吐不止。反胃、嘔吐呢啲正正都係化療後,最常出現嘅副作用。329Please respect copyright.PENANAtLyhZ7iigK
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醫院裡天花板燈光冰冷而灰白,映照喺晴晴臉上,顯得佢塊面更加蒼白。329Please respect copyright.PENANA3du6gtiLOw
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嘔完之後,佢行到洗手盤,用水同紙巾清理嘴角殘餘嘅嘔吐物,前面有塊鏡但唔敢照,佢唔想見到鏡中個咁殘、咁憔悴嘅自己。329Please respect copyright.PENANAXzIoT7vQrl
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醫生話佢嘅病停止惡化,只係未見得好轉,要再等多個月完成曬一個階段治療再作評估。329Please respect copyright.PENANAhYpkQKCYMj
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晴晴將醫生嘅說話理解成:你仲未死得,勉強仲可以吊住條命。329Please respect copyright.PENANAqvDAeIbWZK
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化療同電療帶俾佢嘅痛苦,使佢有時覺得不如直接死左更一了百了,免得再受各種副作用嘅折磨。329Please respect copyright.PENANAPoBLZd0t7l
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佢返到病床上,開著放喺床頭嘅藍牙喇叭仔,播放音樂解悶。329Please respect copyright.PENANAPvnUSKUZxq
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佢聽嘅係MONO嘅專輯,係以前Alex經常聽嘅Post Rock音樂。329Please respect copyright.PENANArgw3soYCrT
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「哎呀,死𡃁妹,你又喺度播埋啲嘈怨巴閉嘅音樂?」對面床嘅一個年邁嘅老婆婆投訴。329Please respect copyright.PENANALJMoeVGHmU
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晴晴住嘅係四人病房,本來真係住左四個人,不過另外兩個病人,分別喺前日同今日上午過左身。329Please respect copyright.PENANAQD1rWEnggI
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依家間房暫時得返佢同呢個頭髮白曬嘅阿婆。329Please respect copyright.PENANAUvOBCSNjCS
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「唓~阿婆,你夠朝朝早開住部收音機聽粵劇,嘈住我訓教,有口話人無口話自己。」晴晴把聲無以前咁有中氣。329Please respect copyright.PENANAFGeR0qb7hV
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「邊有得比架,我播啲樂曲咁好聽,唔似你播埋啲咁難聽嘅歌,簡直係噪音,你最好快啲熄左佢,如果唔係我就同姑娘投訴。」329Please respect copyright.PENANAnmjIjAqAkr
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「阿婆,你唔識嘢就唔好話難聽喎,我夠可以話你啲粵劇難聽囉。」329Please respect copyright.PENANAllOrB6i9lo
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「好話啦,邊啲難聽啲,揾個人評下理咪知。」329Please respect copyright.PENANANFDlNiaAUF
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咁啱一名姑娘送午餐入嚟,個阿婆就同個護士講:「姑娘,對面條𡃁妹又喺度播埋啲好難聽嘅音樂,嘈住曬咁影響我嘅心情,你快啲叫佢熄個喇叭啦。」329Please respect copyright.PENANAnsKeWhAqG4
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個護士將午餐送到晴晴面前,提醒對方熄左部喇叭。329Please respect copyright.PENANACQsVAauDCM
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「姑娘,咁唔公平喎,阿婆佢朝早開收音機就得,我依家食晏想聽下歌,都唔得?係醫生都話音樂可以放鬆心情,仲可以增強食慾。」329Please respect copyright.PENANAkU0tvMGG45
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「問題係又嘈又難聽呀嘛!」個阿婆大聲話,「姑娘,你話佢聽啲嘢係咪好難聽?」329Please respect copyright.PENANA79w4JHs1Y3
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「呢啲叫Post Rock,係你年紀大,唔識欣賞啫。」329Please respect copyright.PENANAyHRjlDhN0a
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「好啦好啦,你地唔好一日一句。」姑娘打斷二人嘅爭吵,先同阿婆講,「黃婆婆,晴晴都唔係播得好大聲,咁你咪佢俾播一陣,唔好拗啦,得唔得?」329Please respect copyright.PENANAVZiZFS0hp5
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「唓~」黃婆婆無奈接受。329Please respect copyright.PENANAOsLflFeaiL
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然後護士又同晴晴講:「拿,晴晴,我俾你聽半個鐘,半個鐘之後就熄左佢,好嗎?」329Please respect copyright.PENANA89BqJRtGX8
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「OK,無問題。」329Please respect copyright.PENANA4oDpyYdAxj
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「咁我出去做嘢,你兩個慢慢食。」講完,護士就離開左病房。329Please respect copyright.PENANADzrYTONfFh
今日嘅午餐係梅菜蒸肉餅飯加碗燉湯。329Please respect copyright.PENANAJoq8CumHFQ
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望落去應該都唔難食,問題係晴晴完全無胃口,食慾不振亦都係其中一個治療嘅副作用。329Please respect copyright.PENANAHR1JpAOJ8q
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佢食飲左兩啖湯,爬左兩啖飯就放低匙羹,依家嘅佢見到龍肉都無胃口食。329Please respect copyright.PENANAYCZyU5YIWa
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耳邊聽住起伏跌宕嘅樂章,腦海又忍唔住諗起Alex。329Please respect copyright.PENANAy6VfnfdFGC
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唔知Alex依家點呢?返左香港未?佢對耳仔又好返未呢?329Please respect copyright.PENANAgKnQA5ForH
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佢拎起電話,想發短訊問對方,但又怕煩到對方,同埋佢連自己未顧得掂,諗諗下都係唔好理人咁多,然之後佢又放低電話。