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「喂。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfTqIrDku8
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPIbrmkPsi
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2w9lG7u81
「我失戀了......」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71x5p3Ahks
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ3Pvjc5nw
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783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Mdnd7Q3ha
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3HtAScUqN
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFH7alclv2
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783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeJmuTymZv
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D9ORxJ9ng
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAASF0EBT9
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByiMjirS7A
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjclF1W4t3
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqk6hmvCYa
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUEo2sPLfu
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakXBZLnr7c
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTbfYp6ah7
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDFAcsn8X8
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CTgBZnYIO
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcNVZgkc0a
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGhRlgJ3Va
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCWQec94y3
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvp1TYHScw
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmX3PX6tua
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAXfwMRvPV
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE33ut1jV9D
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i4ErBCCvE
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97jfVf5Cxz
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9SfNAlkgJ
「我要一杯威士忌！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzgXkvUyoE
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbwoIfRLGr
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhZ9RDwUYn
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAnp9eGD4G
「先生你的威士忌。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUuEuZK4PB
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiET0hzhlas
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv1JFRafwI
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTY8BOksdnV
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJePRxhwUH
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrNo2g2qPB
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnxrxPnzUl
不妙，他超生氣的…783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4ZDAnwpYi
唰。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8Q9aG8X3b
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufMfcglcYI
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQLcdJaod5
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBhaPqtACp
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHsw1bYiN3
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL8h5EvKKM
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrHMHTzkPz
「威士忌。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttyuUqY44f
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvHpaB83dh
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnubaPQ5Yx
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBGux2G6wS
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNXs18uasy
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDL1rLCadn
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUXXMIlzfi
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtuJGOAV72
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfLmwwzVzX
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oK2mVFJOI
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783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbHXucF1VX
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k2DW8SFhd
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGDvQdRE4L
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vKk90lALY
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhCRUPn3uT
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWru94TnQO
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEsBIIkluu
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcOhqytx87
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0ehJ0atEV
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDLnuikyoY
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFwvOZGon5
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWX4LCnFYh
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaEgYq0QHT
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrav0nFZ31w
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbn24csGvwT
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloc63unkC7
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsObW71Mxs
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h8LkY5otB
「嗚哇！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94OfYGOpcW
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCWPZm6jW2
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCKSiYdyrV
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpKEnmLicF
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtS1en001o
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9PVZmyCs0
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG8FLWHIBK
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6Gf4O8p9m
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzQrAexf6q
哇，眼睫毛好長…783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwvyTxNdIy
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBl23WmePe
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU1I31oF2h
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaO7wVgiZd
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPO8q5X4kS
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQF5qGLaj6e
…咦？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcGFFZrbLK
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡme1wwgm1I6
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuztfA3oVGZ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfz0YZTV8r
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntWEUQ7W1A
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ8UgQF0qt
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0HKqO9VyH
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rMNuDBWEj
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXBB2EBdll
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M03vXXtct
「愛你，不可以嗎…」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHYF96aqCm
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWt2Hib9ZS
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtf18Aq0vV
…他把我，誤認成誰了？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS30uP0KfB
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkmGOrW7nH
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOZRiThh9L
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnjIGtVqkg
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PGc3KI3uh
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASRXMqnH0V
他，沒有挽留。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9o4n23AhE
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduyrrEuEKz
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wmqIJZ4bp
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783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3FIwRSTnd
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLOwsls30L
我喜歡姜幸宇。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfpNrlVnX6
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TO7IQYBem
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoyiv9B8iH
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwC06k8OYv
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjyfFtloa0
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaF89Ir5rV
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQKW6xSZeD
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhdt59cYkb
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g5k8JHqNR
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jAMNrmBkQ
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPavVgw0K4W
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUcHbLLhW3
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoVc3WeeYF
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LBPX6HW8H
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZ1tHZgKN4
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpnL97cGSM
我愛上了姜幸宇。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1f3HnjmQjc
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIqnVcu8ei
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gCedr10Xe
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzX5GZoClw
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH51sUU3wg
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783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1YuXTxAz0
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20vkklj3c3
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HXLADv8sJ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIITlwkCYl1
但，這並不是自己想要的…783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGzXb9qAJG
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7IjCWKBkM
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibm9LDV8nD
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVH0H11akN
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLMG1X0V1X
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqvMvk42Jd
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy3kvDu4Le
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2QDs07j5R
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhq1mqGCmtm
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOv4Asc6zE
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7f7VuDT59
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg3H19iEpO
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1StJDhmTp
「啪！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5kRPkX4yD
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hk8SE9iqk
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1Gtl0uwZf
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVHUwb2LfB
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53Sp2HUF5V
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV04AwbRhf
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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