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「喂。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuBhDSVL9y
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtx7Xy5RUz
「我失戀了......」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikEoYr7cyq
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQ2hYQD0As
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvvVMz6HaA
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc0Sb7VVzj
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1yIUDo6ev
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkFqUQ67t4
883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObWDgJiQrY
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKymhKTgaGV
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJWifuTFWW
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CqSnBbVgS
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但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlC6TAcUUa
883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCogau1d74
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6jwkRSasz
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啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJBZxVtY1Z
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知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6y17QHlTpg
「我要一杯威士忌！」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsScXPr8qt
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酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDYOvkDVBW
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「先生你的威士忌。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuAo55O3pw
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG4KjGe4NX
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz561Ppej8
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「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXgGVp5a7B
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjQzdHKMKy
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不妙，他超生氣的…883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25uXqdIP9h
唰。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTP8NoV4nO
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一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHmCpA3IcM
883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSKVrdA4Yv
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QoGM6bI10
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他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0xmem7dYQ
「威士忌。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznjLZXeICA
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「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kFidJATKx
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他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkMBR3DlQJ
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我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48PWKagtsV
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以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckJU8Ak8i2
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3haAyt1GyH
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走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1BA1NG5uh
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扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5lVbXjHD3
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瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPrwDT2aqR
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoybZHuvTc
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真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffcJ6rMKmk
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg1ieB2Xlj
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搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIpsDNQPJG
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嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9HDDTC7Oc
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「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4drKVkrpJ
「嗚哇！」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO77Q6o3Wz1
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「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82frIsohs2
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcl8tbYLP7V
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1dLdqBSg0
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我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpIEsCHK5j
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我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmt7egz4hIx
哇，眼睫毛好長…883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcgTBcS15h
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突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5caW7FJeN
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被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBJ7Et19cM
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…咦？883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77j6l8q3lQ
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還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV25NTO1adY
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「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgJzx7ea3r
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在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRVB6cGxY7
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嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxOswFDgFZ
「愛你，不可以嗎…」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZah3JzrPr2
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…他把我，誤認成誰了？883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkqArPyOEI
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我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P8asXWopv
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他，沒有挽留。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQs7FlWtBb
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我喜歡姜幸宇。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOPZfwITIV
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小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN8VHZjlQ5
883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJp1ANPswi
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1auVXcHYUW
883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qQq9y4NPJ
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ9n1pzn8O
883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZgKcLIeFE
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMTmu1Cag0
883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6q6WQoApaB
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQHCopUeYe
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想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRVAGRsTy5
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聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CzUio2yS1
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我愛上了姜幸宇。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zinBihKNe
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7eJIq07UG
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7gb6vKNjF
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那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFROucRDqCu
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但，這並不是自己想要的…883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NCJcRnbyY
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他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYorLmbI9U
883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yuEv3RAYQ
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMrxfnCAvd
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明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjs0C14UCR
883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm7Bd3703w
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「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklXXnFFXea
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaROE6Sgyo
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「啪！」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw81coas8z
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTbmP0mCHr
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBUY3cgahd
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfk5iNOqS7
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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