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「喂。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcW12pT29li
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3eAO5qwRd
「我失戀了......」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbobAqglOO8
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY3GWboUpH
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip9hUavsen
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8kWdqfvbi
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsvrBFYWTk
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EimAzxMmo
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3rCxX0bl8
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI6V8qO0J0
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeMaFh33wB
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpBpdpVj2L
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但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdF82C7JjM
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu7qDADyMX
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi6cnzlhMT
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啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpV1z7NySL
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNrE0vTacd
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCmtSMENMS
「我要一杯威士忌！」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXia5ppMZrF
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酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY34kKk72q
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「先生你的威士忌。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaVhWGijux
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoItl5bQtXv
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r0caew7fj
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「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs8poFxoC0
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBjokPwPqQ
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgk2z6GRyf
不妙，他超生氣的…913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdljNtA1fuX
唰。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS2n2WqmrT
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一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6Exs5um5f
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlVz6bHGqh
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPkfAwQ9al
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRXDHPO1d7
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiPJIbIb1M
「威士忌。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnFfqZPRiW
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「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0ZsR9kSwP
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oK6fmWlDh
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9zPKBq9qi
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCJW3rLgZ0
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4CzjUCf2s
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以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKblbmVmEr
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5XF5D9YbZ
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg8hkcy9qd
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jEvP29FPL
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMx16Thyxzp
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoBn6KDIHS
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOO8q3dy9qo
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GSTNlTZYP
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgkMQqLzyZ
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeuVEQFBQp
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWkKxrroeS
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OwHE61umK
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搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgVIWKyy69
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WmQPDD3VE
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmh1dMUn11M
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wnvpuLtew
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm53YD0GlUm
「嗚哇！」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWDciWEcSe
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「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrfACCfnlu
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sYWI9SF3s
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1zpgFRmAG
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrY4G06biA
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsiW2Ukd25
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPh6PgZOLW
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzvS524efe
哇，眼睫毛好長…913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGSQp4RT94
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIJYvM64AX
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOyTRWjSea
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei7SJa7fVR
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazr47QSsIT
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjepEtLWjs
…咦？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaVOWDyqIp
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOx5GVFV7B
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf03gPlnl6X
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd95Ljyzep
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2apKn6q8C
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDc994lp7h
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6xqFIDxVF
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPNuDB2n7e
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQIQBS71II
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxyDNbfg1U
「愛你，不可以嗎…」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HVgfmzB1V
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg9NH4wr1p
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85YGNm63l4
…他把我，誤認成誰了？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXzhtj4i4Z
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn67GbgjNjc
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4ZY2mGDX2
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmU2TMHGsB
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeliUqkhdM
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZSB67ua1m
他，沒有挽留。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHFjixgXlt
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我喜歡姜幸宇。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3NvudNhr3
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxAq0MqDBc
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmjNTpo8dR
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYp0PMLjY4
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8ykPJ6Exl
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCZN4ilj1x
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52MXfhF5p3
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ7EZg1cp1
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJY9z7Jzi7
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmJ2pCOo89
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHyE3yGfqV
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYVgzuy9de
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1ew1hZGsz
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUZGcGcLkv
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMQVGpWkK4
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoOPQYnS7j
我愛上了姜幸宇。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jdnWGx7V5
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNk485JF6z
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cdCxBWIeO
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那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L7bE8Dtsg
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhAQwLiGBo
但，這並不是自己想要的…913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CIrKLa9Br
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPSojIbweO
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhswA737oWa
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpPBXHZJJi
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KUmFzCtoX
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2CEsK5Bpy
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIQrzKVVoB
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNGOr6DSru
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM7crQIqSq
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ4QScBL7I
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEYR74R2oL
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1q8RUsiA3
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「啪！」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEesKKhmeH
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz8DcDEcIl
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZyiJ2Puya
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqXbP0kDXK
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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