無腸魚走近我身邊，和小妺妺兩人一排擋住我去路，我從下而上望，無腸魚的腹腔裡一覽無遺，盤骨以上，腸繫膜憑空懸吊，血管脈絡舒展如落葉橫枝，我見到各種不可名狀的支撐結構，但唯獨器官的本體是缺失的。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXopEIUtDbd
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這時我卻冷靜下來。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll1PPpQ4qu
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儘管視覺上衝擊，我與魚師有約在先，兩人也沒有說過要做些甚麼。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfQlAQz8It
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這是魚鰭，這是魚嘴，這是魚水撥。不過係一條魚。我不斷對自己講。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpcdWthBhj
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「小妺妺，係咪只要我食埋盤刺身，你地上星期應承過我嘅事就會當真？」我將櫈扶起，再坐在上面，飲一啖攤涼透的綠茶。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OrgFRGvmC
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「不嬲都咁講。咁唔該借借得嗎？」小妺妹牽住無腸魚入坐，又再坐在我的旁邊。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ399j5zOwiZ
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「咁我食。」我下定決心，不過心中仍有不明不白，「但食還食，點解要將條魚拎出嚟比人望住食？」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5bOeJiUzA
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「招牌菜嚟㗎嘛！」小妺妺答得理所當然。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtMphLsKLY
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這時師傅做好了整盤刺身花，放在我面前。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEx6chfvQa
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「係咪要聽故事先？我準備好啦！無腸魚既故事係點？我想聽架。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcd88JwKst
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「唔洗啦！呢個故事唔係俾你聽。」小妺妺的答案出乎我意料。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FhEggWFoG
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「吓？點解？」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0KYYi9bIM
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「因為你嘅食野，同眾生嘅食相唔一樣。眾生食肉落肚，係消化，你食肉落肚，係消滅。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIU222MEY7
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小妺妺中意講嘢有骨，我聽到哽耳。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK5KHgUWr6
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「咁你地魚師食野有分別咩，我見你食魚咪又係咬下咬下吞。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA8Dt1DB4h
275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8qhNbOTVX
「點同！魚師嘅食係接納，食完肉，肉會流轉，落地生根，你食肉落肚，就係斷滅一場，乜都填補唔到。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaSqTdabBL
275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HHKsbA1lZ
「有無人講過你講野一嚿嚿？」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rgQh5g9U4
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「咁係因為你有心行錯路，所以點極唔通。」小妺妹搖頭。「食野啦！食完你就上路。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrt53eg533
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我求之不得，然後開始食刺身花，筷子從花的底部一夾，花就綻放開來，我閉緊眼一下，把肉吞入嘴。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOtFyzXTB6
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這是我第一次食無腸魚的肉，口感就像煙火腿，有點韌，如果不是師傅把肉刨成薄片，我大概不可能嚼爛。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBptDDj4XnI
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肉的香氣我沒有心情去感受，如果我有心去聞，可能一索到芬芳就要作嘔。一盞花接一盞花，我想吐，又不敢吐，只能夾硬下嚥。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Bl0019UJR
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「你知唔知頭先點解你會生人唔生膽？因為蟹哥哥噡咗你個膽出嚟，長庚發現到，就塞返你個膽入蟹殼，還返比你，宜家駁返好，唔會留血，我先講返你聽。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpcAhwiNFX
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你點話點好。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEqXg4wRVg
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我只能密密食，只想盡快將最後一啖刺身都塞入嘴。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS1Uww2JqK
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突然有隻手在掃我的背脊，我一時軟弱，停下筷子：「Sally，係咪一切都返唔到轉頭。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVw4QX2D2s
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掃我背脊的手一個彈開。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6n7eATDSR
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我睜開眼，刺身原來早已食完。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloiwpIa0By
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我起身埋單，找埋尾數，默點向師傅及小妺妺鞠躬：「多謝。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacfom1knMo
275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5I675ckqC
「我地多謝你至真。」師傅沒有理我，小妺妹代為收好信封，也沒檢查內容，這時小妺妺把兩支長針交給我，「差啲唔記得。呢兩支針你袋住，有事就用嚟救命。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmaFkdlgui
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我不想接，覺得是有手尾跟的象徵，但小妺妺說是救命，我只能把針接下。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdDxw55iWM
275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVwl5nsJXb
「咁無腸魚會點？佢啲野留係度？」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5oPZP4tIJ
275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohx5bOwoid
小妺妺不斷搖手打發，「唔好再多事啦，洗唔洗我講埋日文送客？」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZZ8MuiH6j
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「唔洗唔洗！」我趕快收拾離座。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbOEt2awt0
275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPPkLVHV8B
「喂！」就在我背向師傅與小妺妺的一刻，忽然響起男人的一聲呼喝，食堂裡頓時金光大作，又立即熄滅，我轉身，只見小妺妺半個人爬上了檯面，一手捏住師傅的嘴。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwMGKMvIhW
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「嘻嘻，師傅想提你，你頭先整壞咗鐵閘門，要你由後樓梯走。」小妺妺笑住解畫：「唔做絕啲點得。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh9j2nkZQj
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「吓？」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9OX2Mqs20
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「你整壞我地道門果陣講嘅。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44YcoOFoHc
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「哦。唔好意思。」我不願多想，揭起橫板，「尾數我有比多，希望賠償返你地整門錢。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHu399ucJZd
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「有心，咁你快啲走啦！」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxRuwuNrof
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我衝入竹簾，跑到走火門前，插銷沒有插上，我直接拉開，走落後樓梯。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOMgJ8NfWG
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「哥仔，你一陣落到街要照下鏡啦，頭髮都亂哂！」男聲又再傳到樓梯裡。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt44VC4uY0u
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「衰人長庚！」小妺妺尖叫。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aFeG08jvY
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「哈哈哈！」又有另一把男人笑聲傳出。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCI3siuZCa
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「蟹哥哥！你仲好意思笑！」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICZ2bVxL4c
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我一心逃離魔窟，跑住落樓梯，直到推開消防門推桿，整個人重新走入大街，我才開始深呼吸，可能是因為我舉動太大，行人們立即彈開。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TZgOQMxIv
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這時我打開手機，原來手機一直斷了訊號，我熄了網絡再開，足足用了兩分鐘幾才見到有數據的上下箭嘴，急不及待，我打給Mandy：275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v2YdTlRvx
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「喂？Mandy？我做完啦，你係咪係附近等緊？」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJHKKKu6FZ
275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbURSRZysfg
「我知啊！師父係咪好靈呢！頭先師傅個侄女打咗俾我啦，佢話你行開咗一陣，叫我上嚟飲杯酒等你喎。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnD5ffvKWy
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我心頭一緊。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiVQJVPwTd
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「咁你係邊？」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lGuQwuEkQ
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「我坐住等緊你啦⋯⋯成個細蚊仔咁無交帶！（小妺妺把聲：姐姐你飲多杯啦，菊花露好清涼，m到前爆啲瘡半日就會陰！）哈哈，咁我飲多杯⋯⋯（朵花仔可以吞埋架！）⋯⋯」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf5iuTxIYa
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Mandy沒有再應電話，我心急如焚。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXnQadW4u8
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這時一個路人走過來拍我膊頭，在緊張關頭我整個人彈起，問佢做咩。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuiDqQGgaM
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「你洗唔洗叫白車啊！你對腳⋯⋯」我一手壓實他的嘴，再環望四周，現場圍滿了路人，一面驚恐，又不敢行近。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHbUkG0xaT
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「我對腳係咪好恐怖？」我問眼前這個路人。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ic8TfBziN
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他點頭。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt182CV5u2
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「得，唔洗講。」我的心如墮冰窟，顫抖的手拿起長針，咬緊牙關，噗！噗！一支一支插入自己耳朵。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vPUY4LF2H
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身後消防門打開，跑出六個小朋友，我及時拉住門，再走了回去。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid2FDoI3sA
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我嗱嗱臨走上兩層樓梯，走火門仍然是打開的。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIquiS5Ym4K
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我進過走廊，掀起竹簾，Mandy不在，我見師傳在廚房忙於切內臟，小妺妺在師傅旁邊踮腳站著，從飯煲潷出白飯並搓成飯粒。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3YBZhq7k2
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在壽師吧檯的對面，無腸魚坐在原來位置，一手舉著筷子。在魚的面前是一盤壽司，有卷物有握壽司，紅紅白白，我覺得無論是放在飯上面的，還是捲在飯入面的，全都是內臟。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZNN9xSBSD
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而無腸魚的旁邊，坐了一個白衣和尚，在扶住她的手臂去夾食物。無腸魚的筷子一夾中壽司，就會即刻放入嘴，上一啖未吞完，手已經夾定下一件。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUgYOKOaWH
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師傅密密做壽司，一板接一板，開始在壽司吧檯上排隊。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2IJMhkhs5
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這時和尚把頭擰向我，他兩個眼窩裡有一條條紅色肌肉在動，卻沒有眼珠在中央。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEEgQb2tdo
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「Mandy呢？」我心灰意冷。「Mandy係邊度？」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgMU5SPCa5
275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RxjhfEvTV
小妺妺望了我一眼，想笑，嘴巴開開合合，不知在和師傅講甚麼。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCPAYIp749
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「傻更更！你耳仔插住兩支針，又點聽人地講野？」我卻聽到Sally的聲音。「Mandy無架啦，無咗架啦。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD5dlTBnIU
275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wdSzkYC5e
我轉頭，看著她，腦海一片空白。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIybq5B1R5k
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「你後唔後悔？答我。」Sally問我。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9Y5BM5WnB
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我輕輕點頭。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4iy95TrsJ
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「哎哎哎！你小心啲唔好向下望咗啊，望咗你就會衰！」Sally迷信，有心不講正字。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKRW4upawM
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「係咪一切都返唔到轉頭。」我問。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1dyl37zM4
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